social animal love rule

Nameless anxiety accompanied by a sense of powerlessness entangled in his heart.

In nearly 30 years of life, Qihai Jianren has long learned that the development of life will not be satisfactory.Among the conjurers, there are not a few who think they are superior and different from others, but let him tell the truth, except for Gojo Satoru, these people are not different from ordinary people.

Conjurers, ordinary people, are just human beings, alive and dead, these things are the same.

It's just a normal part of society.

He understood early on that there are things that human beings cannot do no matter how hard they try, and he accepted this fact early on. He can maintain the mentality of Gujing Wubo at any time. Although he is always said to be too old-fashioned, he feels that there is no what's wrong.

However, now, this calmness has been broken. To be precise, it was after Asuka Maoze came to work in the company.

The status quo he was accustomed to was broken, and the unexplained emotions tightly gripped him, and the self-control that he had always been proud of disappeared without a trace.

Qihai Jianren knew that he shouldn't be like this, and he didn't know what kind of mentality it was, so he kept watching Maoze Asuka uncontrollably.When she walked past her with light steps, the wind brought by the swinging clothes, and the tail of hair swaying in the air, seemed to be deeply engraved in the retina, and it was clearly visible when she closed her eyes.

The calmness in my heart is like a thin layer of ice, constantly being violently attacked by the bottomless seepage below.

Even the most trivial, tiniest of stimuli create the illusion of being out of control.

Qihai Jianren has long known that in this world, there are many things that are out of control, but this does not include the current situation. He can accept the emotional fluctuations caused by facing battles, powerful enemies and overtime, but he cannot accept In the peaceful life, the existence that suddenly appeared.

It can't be like this, it shouldn't be like this.

He knew that he should stop his behavior, and even couldn't help getting angry with himself, and decided to keep a distance from Mao ZeAsuka.

However, on the night when he made up his mind, he slept on the same bed with Mao ZeAsuka, because Mao ZeAsuka gently took his wrist, crashed into his arms, and smiled at him.

Breaking through the ice by the turbulent heat flow, the melted shattered ice disappeared into the heat flow, and the hot and strange sensibility took root unscrupulously in the chest cavity.

Everything is out of control.

When he woke up this morning, he had little idea what he had done.

His heart sank heavily, and he sank into deep self-loathing.

It's not that both parties are responsible, it's all his responsibility. No matter whether Mao Ze took the initiative last night or not, she drank alcohol, and just because of this, he felt that he was despicable. Before that, he had never He had never encountered such a feeling that he could not understand.

He went to buy medicine and returned to the hotel room. Unsurprisingly, Asuka Maozawa was no longer there. He put the bag containing the newly bought clean clothes by his feet and sat quietly on the bed alone, propping his forehead.

Obviously knowing that this should not go on like this, but thinking of Mao ZeAsuka's dazed look.Jianren Qihai couldn't help worrying, and even after he had warned himself to keep a distance from her, he took the initiative to deliver the medicine to her.

Jianren Qihai felt that he was strange now.

Even now, my heart is mixed with the agitation of barren growth, accepting the inner torment, anger at myself, and self-loathing, just looking down to see her hair twirling, I feel the inner shake again.

Jianren Qihai unreasonably thinks of the tortured Prometheus, the god who was hung on the edge of the cliff and had his heart eaten by an eagle. The pain he is suffering may be similar to that of him at this moment, half of which is as delicate as being eaten by a mouse. And the tiny restlessness, half of it broke the ice layer, burning unstoppably.

However, even with such suffering, he, who is not good at Chinese, when he saw Asuka Mozawa, a poem like a flower bloomed in his mind for a moment.

When she lowered her head, her light golden curly eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly that had stopped but was about to fly.