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"Miss Shang, the rehabilitation training arranged for you today..."

Shang Wandong interrupted him: "No need."

The doctor looked at her regretfully, and his tone was tactful: "If you stay in bed for a long time, the chance of getting back up is very small..."

Shang Wandong turned his head sideways, looking at the sunset outside the window.Yu Hui covered her with a light yellow halo, like an old photo that was yellowed and rolled up, left behind in the lonely time.

She suddenly asked an irrelevant question: "Has Yan Xia left?"

The doctor said, "Miss Yan has already gone back."

Shang Wandong lowered his eyes and nodded his head.

She closed her eyes and said wearily, "You go out too."

The doctor didn't dare to disturb, so he had to leave the ward regretfully.

For some reason, in this 17-year-old girl, he couldn't feel the vigor of a young man, but instead saw a trace of loneliness that only a twilight person would have.

It was as if she had tasted all the ups and downs of the world, and no longer had any hope for the future.

Walking around the corner, a figure stopped in front of him.

"Miss Yan?" Seeing the person coming, the doctor pushed his glasses in surprise.

Yan Xia unconsciously clenched the schoolbag on her shoulders, lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "She...is she still not going to the rehabilitation training?"

The doctor shook his head: "With Miss Shang's current state of mind, it's hard for me to convince her."

He said sincerely: "Miss Yan, you have a good relationship with Miss Shang, if you persuade her more, maybe she will change her mind."

Yan Xia was silent for a moment, then nodded.

In the evening of the next day, it began to rain lightly outside, pattering against the windows.Looking out of the glass window, the whole world is a gloomy gray.

Shang Wandong lay on the bed, looking at the rainy scene.

She said to herself: "Today she will never come again."

Shang Wandong turned his head with difficulty, letting himself lie flat on the bed.She could hardly move her whole body, her arm was in sharp pain, and even picking up a cup to drink water became a luxury.

Opposite the hospital bed was the bathroom, through the door she could see some of herself in the mirror, a pale face, pointed chin, skinny, disheveled hair, she could be dragged directly to the set to be a female ghost.

For a moment, she felt that she might as well be dead.

The door was knocked gently a few times.

Shang Wandong regained his senses and lay down again: "Come in."

Yan Xia came in with a basket of fruit and an umbrella in one hand, and the raindrops fell drop by drop along the tip of the umbrella.Her hair looked a little wet, with strands sticking to her forehead, and the trousers of her school uniform were stained dark brown by the rain.

She put the umbrella outside the ward, bent down and wrung out the water on the bottom of her trousers, and then walked into the ward.

Shang Wandong looked at her and opened his eyes slightly.

"you……"

Yan Xia put the fruit basket on the bedside table and sat down.

She took out a pear from the basket, first peeled off the outer peel very quickly, continuously, then cut the flesh into pieces and piled them into a clean porcelain bowl.

After peeling, she tied a piece of pear with a toothpick and shook it around Shang Wandong's mouth.

"eat."

Shang Wandong turned his face away, and said in a low voice: "Don't eat."

"Eat, your lips are dry and cracked." Yan Xia looked at her pitifully, and begged, "Sister, please."

Shang Wandong was startled, then turned to look at her: "What did you call me?"

"I know you're two months older than me, can't I call you that?" Yan Xia blinked, and took advantage of Shang Wandong's dazed state to stuff the pear into her mouth.

Shang Wandong could only lower his head and open his mouth to eat.

She pursed her lips and said hoarsely, "...Didn't I tell you not to come again?"

Yan Xia fed her another piece, humming: "The legs are growing on my body, I can go wherever I want."

The nurses come every half an hour to take care of her food, clothing, housing and transportation, and don't say a word to her.

She took good care of Shang Wandong as if she was on a mission, her movements were neat and neat like a mercenary.

Shang Ruyun came here for several days in a row. Later, the company was really busy, so she could only fly back to overseas first, and told her to take good care of herself and do rehabilitation training hard.

Yan's family also came to see her, but they each had their own careers, so it was inconvenient to disturb her, and they only came once a week.

Only Yan Xia came to see her every day after school, sometimes with fruits and sometimes flowers.

Shang Wandong sometimes felt that he was contradictory and had agreed to stay away from Yan Xia, but the moment he saw her, his heart burned, his fingers curled up, and he couldn't help but feel happy.

She took a few mouthfuls, then closed her mouth: "Eat it yourself."

"I don't like pears." Yan Xia said, "This is all for you, you are not allowed to waste food."

Shang Wandong could only eat all the pears, watched her take out a test paper from her schoolbag, bowed her head and began to write on the bed.

Shang Wandong glanced at the clock on the wall: "...why don't you go home and do it?"

"I don't want to go back." Yan Xia looked up at her, "I like staying with you."

Shang Wandong's heart trembled, and he quickly looked away: "...I'm bored here."

"No." Yan Xia lowered her head and wrote her homework, "It's very quiet."

The more picky Shang Wandong is, the more Yan Xia can find strengths and refute her one by one.

"Anyway, I just want to stay with you." Yan Xia raised his head and gave her a non-lethal look, "Stop talking, you're interrupting my homework."

Shang Wandong took a deep breath: "...What are you doing here? Just to do homework?"

"Let you turn around." Yan Xia suddenly put down his pen, with a little anger on his face, "Shang Wandong, you have no right to stop me from liking anyone! I can treat whomever I want!"

Seeing her angry look, Shang Wandong was speechless.

Yan Xia was categorical: "Start today, do rehabilitation training with me."

Shang Wandong regained his composure and said ruthlessly: "No need."

She lowered her eyes, not daring to look at the expression of the person opposite: "I don't need your hypocritical comfort, you go."

The air was quiet for a while, Yan Xia stood up, opened the door and went out.

After the sound of footsteps disappeared, Shang Wandong raised his eyes anxiously, and there was no one in the ward, it was quite deserted.

The rain was rustling outside the window, and the cold wind crawled in from the window edge, making her hands and feet cold.

Shang Wandong belatedly wondered whether I would have done too much and hurt her heart.

In hundreds of thousands of reincarnations, Shang Wandong has already seen Yan Xia's various expressions, except for the disappointment and pain, she always can't bear to see it again.

She hoped that Yan Xia would always be in high spirits, confident and flamboyant.Rather than being like myself now, bit by bit, the edges and corners are worn away by the eternal repetition of time, and become numb.

If possible, she hopes to bear the pain by herself, not the other party.

The sound of footsteps outside the ward approached, Shang Wandong suddenly raised his head, and saw Yan Xia walking in with a quilt in his arms.

There is also a clean bed in the ward, which is specially reserved for family members to use.

Yan Xia put the quilt on the bed and made it up, turned around to look at Shang Wandong who was bewildered, and raised his eyebrows.

"It's raining heavily outside, so I won't go back today." She said, "I just live here."

Shang Wandong opened his mouth, watched her walk over, leaned over and pinched his face.

"When I just came back, I saw you lying on the bed with a disappointed face." Yan Xia whispered, "You actually don't want me to go, do you?"

……

The rain stopped the next day, and the sun came out from the clouds and fell into the glass windows through the curtains, shining golden.

The sun shone warmly on her face, Shang Wandong slowly opened her eyes, she saw the snow-white ceiling, her eyes turned to the right, Yan Xia was sleeping soundly on another bed.

She suddenly felt a long-lost peace.

Half an hour later, Yan Xia woke up, got out of bed sleepily, pulled on her slippers and approached Shang Wandong, lowered her head and kissed Shang Wandong's cheek lightly.

She greeted calmly: "Good morning, sister."

Shang Wandong looked at her back: "..."

The nurse came over to deliver breakfast, and saw Yan Xia brushing his teeth in the bathroom, she couldn't help being stunned.

"Miss Yan, you didn't come home last night?"

Yan Xia waved his hand: "No, it rained too much yesterday."

She began to supervise Shang Wandong's rehabilitation, and tried all kinds of methods.It made Shang Wandong feel dizzy when he heard the word "rehabilitation", and finally couldn't help but agree.

The recovery process was very painful, as if my limbs were being run over by wheels, I didn't obey orders at all, and they were in a limp mess.Shang Wandong walked forward slowly with a cane, and fell down countless times on the way.

Yan Xia carefully supported Shang Wandong beside him, his eyes were red when he looked at it.

She turned her back and secretly wiped her tears, whispering: "If you didn't, it would be fine if there was no accident."

Shang Wandong thought to himself, it's a pity that it wasn't an accident.

It was she who was deliberately rebellious, deliberately acting against the system's wishes, and in order to keep Yan Xia away from her, she made up her mind to hurt others again and again, so pretentious that it didn't seem like something she could do.

She wanted Yan Xia to hate her and hate her, and to stay away when she saw this disabled appearance, just like those who voluntarily distanced themselves after hearing that she was completely paralyzed, so that she wouldn't have to follow in the footsteps of the past.

In the past, in his free time, Shang Wandong often listened to Yan Xia talking to her about the real world.

Talking about how she was bullied by other children because she didn't have a father when she was a child, and how she fought back in the end;

Said that she practiced taekwondo for self-defense, and almost became a school bully by fighting every day;

It is said that she is about to graduate from university, waiting for the postgraduate entrance examination to go to shore, but she did not expect to time travel after reading a novel, and was forced to fight wits and courage with a group of high school students.

The outside world sounds wonderful.But she didn't dare to ask Yan Xia, have you ever regretted it since time travelling?

Trapped in such an endless world, have you ever wanted to give up?

Shang Wandong didn't dare to ask, she was afraid that hearing Yan Xia say yes would make her collapse instantly.

She used to think that she could do everything, but she didn't know it until she met Yan Xia.

She couldn't do anything well, and she struggled repeatedly in the dark for a long, long time, but in the end she could only watch the person she liked die in front of her eyes more than once.

Sometimes, Shang Wandong suddenly felt that it would be fine if Yan Xia didn't like me.

Yan Xia can leave this world, she is so good, she can enjoy the work she likes, travel to different countries, instead of being trapped in a corner of a small world.

Maybe one day she will fall in love with someone else and live a happy and fulfilling life, while Shang Wandong is just a passer-by in a bizarre experience, a piece of talk.

This ending is enough.

……

After the sweltering June, the summer vacation will soon be ushered in.

Yan Xia came more frequently, fearing that Shang Wandong's limbs would degenerate from lying down, he would encourage her to get up and move around from time to time.

The progress of rehabilitation is not very optimistic, but it can be said that Xia doesn't seem to care, she urges her to do rehabilitation training every day, and when she finishes, she always takes advantage of Shang Wandong's inconvenient legs and feet, so she goes up to kiss and hug her, and verbally encourages her .

In the morning, Yan Xia would say: "Good morning, sister! I like you!"

In the afternoon, Yan Xia would say: "Sister did a great job, reward me with a kiss."

At night, Yan Xia would say, "Good night, sister, okay?"

Shang Wandong tried to say harsh words several times, but he still couldn't say anything, couldn't drive him away, like a punch in cotton.

She gradually got used to Yan Xia coming over to grab the oil, and felt like a frog in warm water, being cooked by Yan Xia bit by bit.

One day, Shang Wandong was suddenly able to stand up while supporting his crutches, even if he could only last for less than ten seconds.

That day Yan Xia was even more excited than she was, almost weeping with joy, the tip of her nose was red from crying, and she hugged her and said it was great.

Shang Wandong's heart moved, and he said, "It's still difficult to walk."

But Yan Xia said in a crying voice: "It's okay, I will continue to practice with you. You see, you can already stand up, which is already amazing. In the future, you may be able to walk, run, and go wherever you want."

Shang Wandong's eyes suddenly felt sore, she held back her tears and lowered her head: "Is it worth spending so long on me?"

Yan Xia was taken aback.

She held Shang Wandong's face in both hands, wiped away the tears with her thumbs, and whispered, "Do you know the story of the little prince?"

Shang Wandong nodded with tears in his eyes, and heard her say: "You are my unique rose."

She said softly, "The time and affection I spend on you will only make me like you more."

"So you are so good, of course it is worth it."

Shang Wandong was shocked.

For a long time, she seemed to be stepping on the void with every step, and she couldn't get to the bottom.Each time she faced failure, she became more and more distressed by her own inadequacy.

She began to wrap herself in a thick shell, unwilling to face it, and became increasingly numb.

But Yan Xia approached her again, knocked off the useless shell, let the light shine into every corner, and kept saying to her: "You are fine, I like you."

Just as she couldn't resist Yan Xia's approach, Yan Xia will definitely fall in love with her again after her memory is erased.

Since such a fate cannot be avoided, it is better to try again.

Maybe there is another hope.

Maybe next time there will be a new turning point.

Shang Wandong took a deep breath, his eyes became more determined.

She pressed Yan Xia's shoulder and kissed him amidst the other's surprised expression.

After the deep kiss, Shang Wandong said slowly: "I have something to tell you."

……

The 970th time, failed.

Yan Xia lowered her head and put the black tape into her palm with a gentle smile.

She whispered, "See you next time, my rose."

……

The 970th time, the 970th time... failed.

The thousandth time, the one thousand one hundredth time...

The thousandth and 160th second.

In the early morning, Shang Wandong opened her eyes vaguely, her head ached slightly from the hangover feeling.

Shang Wandong frowned, gently rubbed his temples, his vision gradually became clearer.

She suddenly trembled, and the memories of last night flooded into her mind like a flood.

Sensing her movement, the man in his arms lazily turned over and slowly opened his eyes.

She naturally leaned forward, kissed Shang Wandong on the chin, and lazily said: "Good morning, sister."

Shang Wandong said woodenly, "Good morning."

Yan Xia looked at her and raised the corners of her lips: "Are you sober?"

"……Um."

Yan Xia stretched, sat up from the bed, and looked as usual.

"Now that you're awake, let's go downstairs and have breakfast."

Shang Wandong followed behind her, washing and brushing his teeth like sleepwalking.

"By the way, you didn't take a shower last night, and you fell asleep as soon as you touched the bed." Yan Xia leaned against the sink, squinted and smiled, "I never expected that you only have one bottle of alcohol."

Shang Wandong paused, his lips quivering slightly: "You...you know everything?"

"Well, almost." Yan Xia raised his chin and wiped off the water droplets on his face with a towel.She turned her head, her eyes rolled, with a sophisticated insight, "You are very powerful, you have held back for so long. If you weren't drunk yesterday, you probably didn't plan to tell me in the end, right?"

Shang Wandong swallowed, and murmured: "...No."

The system suddenly said: "Host, what are you talking about? What happened after you got drunk?"

Yan Xia paused for a few seconds, then calmly replied: "It's nothing, she talked a lot of nonsense when she was drunk, and it was all about the business."

"So that's it." The system said, "Last night's private mode was extraordinarily long, how far have you two progressed?"

Yan Xia glanced at Shang Wandong, and said, "It's just chatting under the quilt."

She hooked her fingers at Shang Wandong, "Let's go downstairs for dinner first."

Shang Wandong knew he was in the wrong, so he bowed his head and followed Yan Xia without saying a word.

She was worried, wondering what Yan Xia would think this time.

At this moment, the person in front of him stopped.

Yan Xia turned around and glanced at her, then suddenly whispered, "I won't regret it."

Shang Wandong stopped walking and suddenly raised his head.

"No matter how many times...my answer is the same." Yan Xia looked out of the window and said softly, "I have never regretted liking you."

The author has something to say: Thank you family members, am I really messing with my mother today!

感谢在2021-06-1623:51:40~2021-06-1723:52:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Haoye; 6 bottles of Cunqiaonan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!