miss [rebirth]

Come out from the hotel,? The time is approaching the early morning.

Fang Wei was flushed from head to toe from drinking, holding Teacher Wan's hand, thanking him endlessly.

Han Lijuan put her arms around Fang Zhixiao's shoulders, and the two accompanied each other with smiles. When Teacher Wan finally got into the car, the door closed and the car drove out. The smiles on the family's faces disappeared instantly.

Fang Wei covered his stomach and spit out a mouthful of saliva: "Fuck, I drank to death."

When Han Lijuan took Fang Zhixiao's hand and moved it down, she pushed her by the way: "Help your dad."

Fang knew about the past, endured the disgusting smell of alcohol, and grabbed Fang Wei's arm.

Fang Wei was holding his suit in his hand, and he was shaking it up and down as he spoke: "I'm so worried about you!"

This was said to Fang Zhixiao, Fang Zhixiao pursed his lips and said, "Thank you Dad."

"If you can't get the first place! Don't make the money back!" Fang Wei stared at Fang Zhixiao, "I'm so sorry for the money Dad spent!"

"En." Fang Zhixiao responded.

"Hmm, um!" Fang Wei shouted, "Can you take the first place!"

Fang Zhixiao: "Yes."

Fang Wei tilted his head and pointed at Han Lijuan: "I will report the class that should be reported, even if I eat my stomach,? She can't live up to her expectations."

Han Lijuan waved her hand: "I know."

Fang Zhixiao lowered his gaze. After a while, Han Lijuan stopped the taxi. Fang Zhixiao asked her, "Mom, can I apply again next time? My school is going to be late."

"Study hard if you can't keep up with the class at school!" Han Lijuan helped Fang Wei into the car, pushed Fang Zhixiao to let her go to the co-pilot, "If you miss the race, there is still a chance."

Fang Wei continued: "Don't listen to your teacher talking nonsense all day long. Studying is important,? Studying is important. In my class, how many of them study well can make money! I earn more!"

"That's right," Han Lijuan slowed down her tone, looking forward to the future, "I know you think about it, this time you won the first place, but you can cooperate with the stage. How many directors are there, whoever you want to promote you , you can become a big star overnight."

"When you become a star, your classmates are still humming and humming. Hey, it's good to be a star. You can sing a song or film a TV series, and you can earn millions of dollars." Han Lijuan looked up. I got off the interior rearview mirror, and there was a clear reflection in the rearview mirror.

Fang Zhixiao's side face, she sighed a long time, "Hey, you look good, and you also met such enlightened parents as me and your father, if I had your luck, I wouldn't be so pitiful now ..."

Fang Wei: "You are poor! You are poor ass! Did that mahjong rub you bald every day!"

Han Lijuan: "Then what do you want me to do! What do you want me to do! You come back once a week and let me serve you!"

When the two quarreled, it was nothing more than those words.

Fang Zhixiao has been in this family for four years, and he has heard these words many times, but he no longer finds anything new.

Whether it was said to her or they said it to each other, it was always these words.

It seems that there are many contradictions, but they are not resolved.It seems that there is a lot of expectation on her, but Fang Zhixiao has never felt caring.

They will send her to learn various singing and dancing lessons, take her to participate in various competitions, use various shady methods for the results of the competition, and pile up the chips that have been raised on her layer by layer. The pile gets higher.

But he didn't care that Fang knew about this person.

Yes, Fang Zhixiao never felt that he was cared about.

Even standing on the stage, even surrounded by applause, even squandering money, eating favorite food.

This world is not fair, like being adopted, Fang Zhi has a family like Chen Nian, and she only deserves to stay in such a family.

She was so jealous of Fang Zhi, she was jealous from the first moment she saw her.

She is prettier than she, more attractive than her, more talented than her, luckier than her.

She seemed to be what she looked like when she was dreaming, but once she opened her eyes, Fang Zhixiao despised her in the dream.

She didn't think that Fang Zhi won just like that. How could a person soaked in a honeypot win her who had suffered so much.

Everything is an exchange.

Only then did she know that she had already paid out so much, so she had to get more.

When the car arrived at the hotel, Fang Wei was already snoring loudly.

Fang Zhixiao and Han Lijuan helped him upstairs and threw him on the bed.Fang Zhixiao turned to go back to her room, but Han Lijuan stopped her: "I know, Auntie has something to tell you."

Fang Zhixiao stopped in his tracks: "Yes."

Han Lijuan frowned lightly, tidied her hair before saying, "You are young now, don't drink at the dinner table."

"I know

I said you were trying to make Teacher Wan happy, but you are really too young to understand men. "Han Lijuan had a smile on the corner of her mouth, she looked confident, "Men, although most of them are obscene, they like innocent girls.The purer and more innocent you are, the more they like it. "

"So in the future, if you know how to drink, you should pretend that you can't drink. If anyone wants to persuade you, you should hide. Don't say flattery so directly." Han Lijuan came to Fang Zhixiao and raised her hand to straighten her hair. "You know, it's easy to get You will not be cherished, and you will be very valuable in the future, so don't sell yourself early."

Fang Zhixiao's throat slipped and he didn't look at her.

Han Lijuan patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, I'm tired today, go back to sleep."

"En." Fang Zhixiao responded, turned around and went to his room, locked the door behind him, and took a chair behind the door.

There is a little more time for the finals, twenty or so days later.

Although Fang Zhi's results in the competition were good, but because everyone did not hold the idea that she had to get some ranking, they suddenly relaxed after the semi-finals.

It's time to go to class, to participate in club activities, to participate in club activities, and my life is dull and fulfilling.

She kept her word, and after that meal, she didn't argue with Chen Nian about what Fang knew, but she would urge Chen Nian to attend the training of the basketball club on time. Lin Tian gave her a thumbs up when he disagreed.

"You are my idol." Lin Tianyi said, "I dare not even go to the basketball club."

Chen Nian rolled his eyes at him: "You have many idols, and you have many things you dare not do."

Lin Tianyi: "That's right, so people who can do things I dare not do are my idols."

Chen Nian patted him on the head: "I hope you will become my idol."

Lin Tianyi stared at Chen Nian for a long time.

This is probably the age of self-awareness awakening. In the next few days, Lin Tianyi will try her best to try things that she didn't dare to do before. The momentum is a bit like that of a sophomore.

Chen Nian felt coke after watching it, but also thought it was very beautiful.

If you don't make contact deliberately, you will know that this person seems to have completely disappeared in Chen Nian's life.

Until the final was approaching, Fang Zhixiao suddenly appeared at the entrance of the gymnasium and asked Chen Nian to come out.

Fang Zhi is

The man of the school, the boys around him instantly booed.

Chen Nian threw the basketball in his hand, turned around and ran towards Fang Zhixiao, asking her, "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

"I have something to do." Fang Zhixiao put his hands in the pockets of his school uniform, raised his chin, "Go to another place to talk."

"I'll be right back!" Chen Nianchong waved to the club members behind him.

"Wow~~~~~" The boys shouted again.

Chen Nian ignored him, and followed Fang Zhixiao out of the gymnasium, onto a teaching building next to him, and walked straight to the rooftop.

It was already after school, and there was no one on the roof, only the wind.

Fang Zhixiao stood still, and Chen Nian first said, "Speak."

Fang Zhixiao got straight to the point: "I'll answer your previous question, tell me Fang Zhi's repertoire for the final."

Chen Nian looked at her and let out a long breath.

Fang Zhixiao saw that she didn't respond, and added: "There is no problem with the logic this time, I just want to know what song she sings. We exchanged terms with each other, and whoever really wins will have to see you on the stage."

Chen Nian said: "No."

Fang Zhixiao frowned: "Why?"

Chen Nian: "I don't want to know your answer."

Fang Zhixiao: "Don't you want to know anything else? You can change the question, such as what song I sang, what training I did."

Chen Nian: "I don't want to know about this either."

Fang Zhixiao: "You wanted to know something before."

Chen Nian spread his hands: "The time has changed, I don't even want to know now."

Fang Zhixiao was stunned there.

Chen Nian looked at her, and it was only at this moment that he felt that the surprised expression made Fang Zhixiao look younger.

No, she was already very young, but she lacked the youthful air that she should have at her age.

She framed the world in what she thought were the so-called rules, unwilling to take another step outside, unwilling to question, unwilling to resist, like a stubborn middle-aged man who had been tortured for a long time.

Chen Nian finally opened his mouth: "I do have my purpose for approaching you, but it has never been what you think. I don't care what competitions you participate in, what awards you want, or what you can get by being friends with you." Interest. I'm just...interested in you."

"You're different from all of us, so I thought, you must have had different living circumstances, different experiences. Before I thought

Knowing this, I want to get to know you. If possible, I also want to have more contact with you, play together, chat together, and have fun together. "

"But now I don't think it is necessary, because I have seen some, and I probably guessed the answer you want to give me. I don't agree with the answer you want to give me, but I know that I can't change your world .”

Chen Nian smiled, feeling a little sad in his heart: "Actually, no one can say right or wrong how you live your life. As long as you can get by on your own, it's your choice as long as you end up becoming who you are. Then...it's fine."