miss [rebirth]

Chen Nianzhen met Fang Zhizhu when they were 24 years old.

Before that, she just looked at a star she liked from afar, not to the point of chasing stars crazily, but she would watch all the movies and TV series written by Fang Zhi, and would buy songs as soon as they were released.

Fang Zhizhu has a sweet smile, and when he enters a role or stands on the stage, his eyes are agile and can speak.Sometimes Chen Nian was tired from work and was in a bad mood. When he saw a photo of Fang Zhizhu when he swiped Weibo, his heart trembled slightly, and he felt that the world was brighter.

Especially after Chen Nian knew his sexual orientation, he could find the most appropriate adjective for this feeling.

Orientation sniper.

So when Chen Nian received the shooting invitation from Fang Zhizhu's agency, Chen Nian was so excited that his fingers were trembling.

She tremblingly returned the news: [Yes, there is a schedule. 】

The text looked calm and a bit pretentious, but after throwing away the phone, Chen Nian turned around and yelled at his assistant: "I can go and take pictures of Fang Zhizhu!!!! Fang Zhizhu Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!!!!"

Assistant: "When?"

Chen Nian: "The first day of next month ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

Assistant: "Isn't No. [-] going to the Como Festival?"

陈念：“不去了啊啊啊啊啊那可是方知著啊啊啊啊啊啊，方！知！！著！！！”

The assistant chuckled, but also expressed his incomprehension: "Teacher, it's not like you haven't filmed celebrities before. Before the White Film King came here, I didn't see you so excited."

"Can it be the same?" Chen Nian took a deep breath, "That's work, this is... private use of public equipment, hahahahaha..."

She is really happy.

She majored in water conservancy and hydropower at university, and photography is just a hobby, but after graduation, she couldn't find a suitable job professionally, instead she took more and more photographs.

From personal portraits to advertising commercials to opening my own studio and cooperating with many stars, it is completely unexpected and progresses smoothly.

Now she is only considered to be a minor celebrity in the circle, and she has not yet reached the height of picking stars to cooperate with, and finally ushered in the pinnacle of her life.

She has imagined countless times, Fang Zhizhu will look like in her own lens.

Just fantasizing about this matter is enough to make her heart soak in the honey pot, bubbling with happiness.

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For a month, apart from work, Chen Nian devoted all his personal time to Fang Zhizhu.

Learn about her styling characteristics in recent years, set her direction, and create a unique shooting plan that suits her.

When she sent the three sets of shooting plans, Fang Zhizhu's agent sent a voice in amazement: "Ah, you have done a great job on this, I want all three sets of plans."

Fang Zhizhu cleared his throat, and tentatively replied: "If you like all of them, why don't you send them to Zhizhu and let her choose one?"

The agent thought it was all right, so the agent sent it to Fang Zhizhu. Fang Zhizhu was filming at the time. At night, Chen Nian received a reply from the agent.

Without saying anything, he pushed Fang Zhizhu's WeChat directly.

Chen Nian's hands began to shake again, and in the air-conditioned room, she felt that she was sweating profusely all over.

Chen Nian added Fang Zhizhu, and Fang Zhizhu passed it quickly.

As soon as the chat page popped up, Chen Nian hadn't figured out how to say hello, so Fang Zhizhu sent over a cute meow emoticon: hi~~~~

Chen Nian was dumbfounded: [hi~]

Fang Zhizhu: [I read the plan, it's great! 】

Chen Nian: [As long as you like it~]

Fang Zhizhu: [But it's so difficult to choose one...]

Chen Nian typing: Do you need my recommendation?I personally think the set of deep-sea mermaids...

Before she could finish typing, Fang Zhizhu's news had already popped up: [Children only make choices, adults want everything! 】

Chen Nian: ...

Chen Nian felt that Fang Zhizhu was really a child.

It's fine if you don't have any celebrity airs, but you don't think about your precious time at all when you decide this kind of work.

Chen Nian: [Each plan has two sets of looks, and we only have one afternoon for shooting. 】

Fang Zhizhu: [One afternoon x3, then I'll make an appointment with you for a whole day. 】

Chen Nian couldn't hold back: [! ! ! ! 】

Fang Zhizhu sent a voice message: "I'm free that day, let me tell Sister Yang, let's shoot all day from morning to night, okay~"

The voice was sweet, with a small ending, a little coquettishness and begging, Chen Nian's heart was so soft that it was a mess.

She clutched her throbbing chest, her mind was spinning in a mess, and Fang Zhizhu popped out another voice: "Are you busy? If you are busy, then we can choose a set~

~~~"

Chen Nian instantly returned the voice of the previous message: "Not busy."

Not busy, okay, no one can be as busy as you, let alone my whole day, you can kill me.

The shooting was decided like this. In order not to make Fang Zhizhu too tired, Chen Nian made some adjustments to the plan, and the follow-up was very smooth. After she finished talking with her agent, Fang Zhizhu would send a message to She, praise her for being amazing and caring.

Chen Nian has never seen such an active star, and I don't know where this peerless sweetheart came from.

With the communication in the early stage, Chen Nian was much calmer when it came to the shooting day.

But that was limited to the time when she packed her things and drove to Fang Zhizhu's mansion. When the car drove into Fang Zhizhu's garage, Fang Zhizhu in pajamas greeted her with slippers on, and said to her sleepily: " Here you go, it’s been so early and hard.”

Chen Nian: ……………

She died.

She was really afraid that she would look like a hooligan, so she was so frightened that she went to the police.

"Well, morning." Chen Nianqiang turned his eyes and lowered his head to enter the work process, "I have seen the photos of the villa, let's set up the scene first."

"Hmm~" Fang Zhizhuo said, "Then I'm going to put on makeup, and I bought beans for breakfast, remember to eat~~~"

Familiar, close to the people, sweet and lovely.

Following Chen Nian's assistant secretly gave Chen Nian a thumbs up: "Teacher, you are really worth pursuing."

She is more than worth it, every minute and every second in the future, she will make a lot of money.

When the morning light first came, they started shooting the first set of looks. Fang Zhizhu was an angel in the forest, stepping barefoot on the tulle. Every time Chen Nian pressed the shutter, his heart was screaming.

This cry did not disappear as the filming progressed, but intensified instead.In the afternoon, after lunch, they entered the main area of ​​the villa to film the daily life of 24-year-old Fang Zhizhu. After everything was ready, Fang Zhizhu suddenly said, "I don't think it's right."

This is the first time that Fang Zhizhu raised objections after shooting for such a long time.

Chen Nian quickly stopped everyone, and asked her, "Does it feel wrong?"

Fang Zhizhuo was nestled on the sofa and waved to Chen Nian.

Chen Nian took a few steps forward, a distance where Fang Zhizhu could definitely hear Fang Zhizhu whispering, but Fang Zhizhu didn't think it was enough. She straightened her upper body, knelt on the sofa, and leaned over directly.

Chen Nian raised his hands weakly, afraid that she would fall off.

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Zhizhu clasped his hands together, leaned close to her ear and whispered to her: "I don't wear a bra at home."

Chen Nian: "..."

Fang Zhizhu's voice slipped gently: "I don't know how to wear pants either."

Chen Nian: "..."

Fang Zhizhu backed away: "So it feels wrong, I don't have that kind of comfortable feeling."

Chen Nian: "..."

She didn't know what to say, and she was so uncomfortable that she couldn't speak.

She has tried her best to look dedicated at work, but Fang Zhizhu can disrupt her work and her body with just a word or a movement.

She felt hot, palpitatingly hot.

Smoke was almost coming out of her throat, she was really afraid that if she opened her mouth, all the dirty thoughts would be unable to hide.

After a long time, Chen Nian lowered his head and asked Fang Zhizhu: "Then... what do you think is a better way to shoot?"

The people around didn't understand why, seeing the photographer's attitude suddenly changed from a happy and positive attitude to a listless and devastated look, they thought that this popular star finally showed his temper.

It was so quiet that you could hear the wind blowing from the air conditioner.

Fang Zhizhu finally said, "I think it's better not to have so many people around."

The staff on Chen Nian's side instantly took a step back.

Fang Zhizhu: "The light is pretty good, I think the two of us are enough."

Fang Zhizhu's staff also took a step back.

Chen Nian squeezed his fist, what else could Chen Nian say.

"it is good."

Everyone retreated, leaving only Chen Nian and Fang Zhizhu.

Fang Zhizhu was originally wearing a large vest and shorts, but with a lift of her arm, she removed the clothes that she thought were in the way.

The vest is still wide and wide, and the overly long cuffs reveal a beautiful body shape, which is indistinct when it moves, making people's apex tickle.

Chen Nian only glanced at it, then looked away.

Fang Zhizhu's long legs rested on the back of the sofa, and the wind blew up the white curtains, rubbing against her toes.

She squinted her eyes and called Chen Nian: "Teacher, let's take a picture."

Chen Nian struggled for only a few seconds.

In the end, it was morality that defeated selfish desires.

She still didn't look back, but turned her back completely: "Teacher Fang, I want to tell you something."

Fang Zhizhu nodded: "Well, tell me."

Chen Nian: "I'm gay, I like girls."

"Ah..." Fang Zhizhu gave a faint exclamation, and then said with a smile, "This is not a strange thing."

"It's a bit strange now, I..." Chen Nian paused, gripping the camera tightly, "I like you very much, I'm your fan, since you debuted at the age of 14."

"So I think it's inappropriate for me to take such a private photo for you." Chen Nian finished speaking in one breath, feeling the sword hanging above his head slowly fall.

Fang Zhizhu didn't reply for a long time, Chen Nian felt that the air conditioner in the room was turned on for nothing, and she was sweating all over.

She couldn't wait for Fang Zhizhu's answer, and she felt that there was no need to wait for Fang Zhizhu's answer, so Chen Nian turned around and walked out the door.

"It's okay." Fang Zhizhu suddenly said, "I think it's okay."

"If you like me for many years and then take pictures of me, it should look good."

"I probably can feel it too. You care more than all the photographers I have worked with."

Chen Nian paused, and then he said: "What do I look like in your heart? I'm curious, you can take pictures."

Chen Nian turned around and saw Fang Zhizhu sitting lazily on the sofa, the blower was blowing her hair up, and the headlights illuminated her skin as white as jade. It was a picture that only a girl could have in her burning dreams.

Chen Nian took a step forward, trying to confirm what Fang Zhizhu meant, but she was so flustered that she completely forgot about the steps in front of her.

One staggered, but the person did not fall, and the camera in his hand flew out and hit the hard stone floor.

Chen Nian: "..."

She looked at the camera whose lens was directly cracked, and fell into a long thought.

Is she a fool?

From the moment she stepped into this villa, she looked like a fool in front of Fang Zhizhu.

Chen Nian felt deeply frustrated. She picked up the camera and checked it. Not only was the lens broken, but even the reflective element of the body was broken.

This is a limited commemorative edition specially purchased by her for shooting Fang Zhi's book.

20 is gone.

Most importantly, she felt that in front of Fang Zhizhu, she lost her identity as a professional photographer.

All the messy Qisi disappeared in an instant, Chen Nian raised the camera in his hand: "I'm sorry, I can't take pictures."

Fang Zhizhu looked at her and asked, "Is there no backup?"

Chen Nian: "

Yes, but not as good. "

Fang Zhizhu stood up directly, walked up to her in a few steps, and pinched her wrist: "Then follow me upstairs, I have many cameras."

Chen Nian: "It's not just a camera, I think I..."

"Don't talk." Fang Zhizhu said.

Chen Nian shut up.

Fang Zhizhu suddenly became tougher. He was still the same person, with a sweet appearance, but when he became tougher, his every move, even the sound of his feet on the floor, became different.

Chen Nian could only follow her. She held her wrists loosely and led her through the spiral staircase to the bedroom on the second floor.

There was no camera in the bedroom. As soon as the door was closed, Fang Zhizhu approached Chen Nian, looked at her, and then kissed her on the lips.

Chen Nian felt that she was dreaming, and for a long time to come, she felt that she was dreaming.

Fang Zhizhu looked for her time and time again, at dusk after the heavy rain, and in the early morning after a big night.

Fang Zhizhu sent her a message saying that he liked her, that he missed her when we met, and that he couldn't bear her when we parted.

Chen Nian asked more than once, why?

Why did you just fall in love with this me who is not beautiful, rich, or outstanding?

Fang Zhi asked her back with a smile: "If this is what I'm after, why don't I be with myself?"

What a strong word.

Yes, strong words.

The more I get in touch with Fang Zhizhu, the more I realize that her sweetness is just an appearance.When Fang Zhizhuo started to do things, he acted swiftly and resolutely, and when he knew what he wanted, he would do his best to get it.

Fang Zhizhu said he liked her and wanted to be with her.

Fang Zhizhu said that he couldn't live without her and wanted to live with her.

Fang Zhizhu said that you never believe how much I love you, so she can announce her identity in front of the whole world.

Except for the final departure, during the six years with Fang Zhizhu, Chen Nian really couldn't think of anything Fang Zhizhu did wrong as a lover.

She loves her, cares about her, supports her work and dreams, gives her, possesses her, but never restricts her due freedom.

Fang Zhizhu single-handedly created the most perfect love that belongs to Chen Nian.

So Chen Nian felt that if she did it again, she would give Fang Zhi so much.

No, she wants more.

She wants this little Fang Zhizhu to grow up happily and carefree, and protect her from all the suffering and pain.

To be sad, to accompany her in all the loneliness and excitement, to let her live this life happily and peacefully.

Chen Nian stared at the head covered by the quilt, waiting patiently for Fang Zhizhu's answer.

Fang Zhituan was inside, motionless.

Chen Nian was waiting patiently for Fang Zhizhu, but Dean Su couldn't wait any longer. She muttered: "This girl just doesn't like to talk. Everyone likes to play with the children outside. You can exchange names..."

As she spoke, she stepped forward, ready to pat Fang Zhizhu's quilt, Chen Nian quickly stood up and said, "No need."

Dean Su and the police all looked at her.

"My name is Chen Nian, I remember the address and phone number of my home." Chen Nian said, "I'll go out with you right now."

Dean Su clapped his hands happily: "That's good, that's good! Parents are so worried when you get lost!"

Chen Nian said to the police: "I didn't get lost, I came here by myself."

The policeman asked: "Then uncle will take you home?"

Chen Nian shook his head: "No, just call and ask them to pick me up."

She paused: "I will come again tomorrow."

Although this sentence made Dean Su and the police look surprised and puzzled, it was not meant for them.

This is Chen Nian's promise to Fang Zhizhu, I will definitely come tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, until you accept me as a friend.