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Father Tao was almost unconscious, and stretched his fingers forward with all his strength, as if he wanted to wipe away the tears on his son's face.However, it only twitched in the air in vain, and there was no movement.

Tao Qi's eyes blurred with tears, he stretched out his hand and grabbed his father's finger: "Dad..."

He looked at his father's face, feeling both strange and familiar.

It had been a long time since father and son had been face to face, so close.Tao Qi suddenly noticed that his father's face was thin, almost out of shape, his eyes were gray, and he looked lifeless.

Thinking of his father lying so weakly on the small bed in the room every day, unable to even move, Tao Qi felt a pain in his heart.

It dawned on him that he had missed time with his dad, and that there was probably no way he could ever make it up.

Tao Qi was in tears.Father Tao looked at him, his lips trembled, his movements were slowly and slightly opened and closed, and he could no longer make a sound.

Tao Qi looked at the shape of his mouth and knew that his father was saying "don't cry".

Tears streamed down his face, and he promised while wiping: "I won't cry, I won't...I won't cry."

Mother Tao watched from the side, her face was covered with tears, she wiped it, and said in a low voice: "You have been lying on the bed for so many years, I know you feel uncomfortable and don't want to live. But I can't let the children have no father, Every time you want to seek death, I will stop you."

"Now you want to enter the operating room. If you don't enter, you will die. If you enter, you can survive. This time, I won't stop you. You choose...you choose yourself."

Mother Tao's tone was a little trembling, but her expression was strangely calm, as if she already knew the result.

Father Tao was lying on the hospital bed, already not quite sober, with only the blurred figures of his wife and son in sight, as if shrouded in a layer of fog.His consciousness gradually drifted away, and many scenes in the past flashed through his mind like a revolving lantern.

When I was young, the flushed cheeks and shy expression of the girl I liked, my nervously beating heart.

When you marry the girl you like, the excitement and joy, and the young and soft face of the bride.

When I was a father for the first time, looking at my son who was crying in his infancy, I could not restrain my pride and anticipation.

After the youngest daughter was born, looking at the pair of children, I felt satisfied and fulfilled, with a sense of responsibility, but willing to pay for them.

Afterwards, after high amputation, when waking up from the hospital, the sad expression of his wife.

Father Tao spent the hopeless years in the cramped house, regretting it every day.

Why should he meddle?

If you don't care about other people's quarrels, you won't have those things behind.

He did nothing wrong, but he suffered the cruelest trick of fate, and since then he lost his legs and became a burden to his family.

Father Tao couldn't sleep well every night, listening to the breathing of his wife who had fallen asleep after a tiring day, and stared at the dark roof with his eyes open.

He gradually became irritable, yelling, yelling, and losing his temper.Every time I think in my heart, I am a useless person, a drag.What do you still care about me?

The more hysterical, the more painful it is.

Father Tao prayed in his heart for his family to abandon him.

But he knew that he couldn't speak like this, it would cause a scar in the hearts of his wife and children.So he went on a hunger strike and tried to kill himself.Whenever his wife knelt before the bed and begged him to eat, Father Tao closed his eyes and remained silent, thinking only in his mind: Just die like this.If I die, will life at home be much better?Without me being such a burden, you can all live a good life.

Later, Tao Qi began to become the family's source of income.Father Tao felt guilty in his heart, he had no face to face his son, so he chose to avoid seeing him.

Father Tao is a man with traditional concepts. In his concept, raising children is his unshirkable responsibility.However, due to my meddling, I lost my legs. Not only can I not do anything for my wife and children, but my son who is not yet an adult has to work so hard for himself and the future of the family.

After that, every time he saw his son, Father Tao felt remorse, guilt, and self-loathing.

If it wasn't for me, my wife, son, and daughter wouldn't have to live such a life.

The more Tao Qi reassured him that he was fine, the more Tao Father dared not face him.

Every time, Father Tao thought about how much his child had been wronged and suffered.

In the summer vacation of the third year of high school, other people's children either went out to travel or stayed at home to play games. Only Tao Qi worked outside for two months.The money earned is not pocket money, but college tuition.

His daughter, the youngest daughter he had held in his arms since he was a child, was originally cheerful and lively, but later became more and more timid and silent.Every time I go home to ask for tuition fees and book fees, I have to hesitate for a long time before asking.

And his wife.Supporting each other all the way from young to now.There were already many wrinkles on her face, cracks and calluses all over her hands, and her eyes became more and more silent day by day, as if she was crushed.

They didn't say anything, and they didn't complain about suffering, but Father Tao was in great pain.

Father Tao knew that if he was gone, his wife and children would be sad, but after a while, he would get better and start a new life.And it was only a matter of time.

Father Tao's consciousness gradually began to blur, and he heard a hazy sound in his ears, as if someone was crying.

"Dad? Dad..."

The son is calling him.

With the last of his strength, Father Tao opened his eyes and saw his son's face.

He has grown up and is a man.

In the future, you can live well without your father, right?

Mother and younger sister need to be taken care of too.

Father Tao still had the last sliver of waking consciousness, he moved his eyes with difficulty, and looked at his first wife.

Mother Tao was crying.

Father Tao looked at her and waved his hand as hard as he could.It looks like convulsions because of the lack of strength.

"Ho...ho..." was all he could make.

However, Mother Tao knew what he meant, and tears welled up in her eyes in an instant.Mother Tao covered her mouth and nodded.

Father Tao wanted to say: It is impossible to save.

Seeing that Tao's mother understood, Tao's father was relieved, his eyes suddenly disappeared, and he took a few heavy breaths.

Tao Qi's face was full of tears, and he panicked, "Dad?"

Father Tao wanted to reach out and touch his son's head like he did when he was a child.He tried his best to raise his arm, but in the end he just moved a little distance weakly on the bed, raised it slightly, and fell down again.

Father Tao closed his eyes.

At 47:[-] p.m., Father Tao passed away after five years of struggle and guilt for his wife and children after amputation in a high position.

Father Tao's funeral was very simple.

After the body was cremated, it was placed in a small urn and buried in the cemetery.

The cemetery was developed uniformly by the county, and there are two locations. The name of Tao's mother was left when the monument was erected, without lacquer.That cemetery is the future destination of the couple, and it is still half empty.

Tao Mu's expression was very calm when the monument was erected.She cried for two days at first, then fell silent.

Mother Tao actually knew that such a day would come, sooner or later, it would always come.

The husband is suffering every day of his life, just getting by because his family doesn't allow him to die.

Now, for her husband, it was a kind of relief.

Tao Qi, Tao Jiayu and Yan Ge all came to the cemetery, but there was no one else.Back then, the workers in the factory still had contacts, and they sent gift money to their families, and the neighbors on both sides also helped at the funeral.But when they came to the cemetery, they were the only ones.

Father Tao's name is written on the tombstone, and there is a black and white photo of him when he was young.He looks dull and shy, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, a little simple and honest.It was probably the best time of his life.

Tao Qi stood in front of the tombstone, followed by Yan Ge, holding a flower basket in his hand, a bunch of yellow and white chrysanthemums were in full bloom, looking full of vitality.

Mother Tao took Tao Jiayu to the tomb guard and asked for an iron bucket, took out the paper money and the gold ingots she had folded at home, and lit it.

The gray-white embers were lifted up by the breeze, drifted into the air, and flew further away.

The mother and son all looked up, with a little crystal tear in their eyes.

Tao Jiayu was still young and couldn't control his emotions. He looked at the tombstone for a while, tears fell down, and he choked: "Dad..."

Mother Tao took her into her arms, and the mother and daughter snuggled together.The photo on the tombstone seems to be gazing quietly, with a little gentle encouragement.

Tao Qi took two steps forward and knelt down in front of the tombstone. His voice was still hoarse, but he was firm: "Dad, I will be fine in the future. I will take care of my mother and sister, and I will work hard to get better and better. Don't worry... ..."

"I used to think that you didn't love me when you didn't see me, and you still complained about you in your heart." Tao Qi said with a sob, his eyes were red. "I'm sorry, Dad... I regret that I didn't insist on seeing you more..."

He was speechless and burst into tears.

Only now does Tao Qi feel that he has missed so many things.What if Dad insisted on visiting him every time he went home?Whether he agrees or not, go into the room and say a few words, even if it's just to stay together for a while, as long as once...

But he never did.

Sobbing, Tao Qi picked up the gold ingot and melted it into the fire.It seemed that burning a little more would give more to his father who had passed away. This was the regret he could no longer say to his father.

Yan Ge watched from behind, silent.He walked up to Tao Qi, knelt down, and threw gold ingots and paper money into the fire with him.After staying for a while, I put the flower basket in front of Taofu's tombstone, and then returned it.

He didn't say anything.On this occasion, just being with Tao Qi is enough.

A gust of wind blows, the whitened ash is getting higher and farther away, flowers are blooming in front of the tombstone, and the green leaves are trembling slightly, with a strong vitality.

Those who have been dormant and those who are still in this world will go on forever with time without stopping.

The author has something to say: Father Tao: I got the bento.

Tao Qi: Crying.

Yan Ge: I haven't had time to meet...?

After reading this chapter, little angels don't cry!The back is sweet!Not cruel!I promise!

In the previous chapters, I saw a little angel leave a message saying to let Papa Tao be well, but I didn’t dare to reply, I was super guilty.

Today I finally... still dare not reply (you