The Ten Thousand Possibilities of Killing Yukimura-kun

Every corner reveals a strange sense of disobedience. Tetsuko gives the impression that she should be reading some elegant words, but the fact is that all the books on the shelves are children's books, and those childish pink The decorations should not be what girls of this age group should have.

Kazama Xianya didn't pay much attention to these strange places, after all, she found the book in someone else's home according to what Tetsuko said.

The red cover, black title, such a comparison makes people feel creepy.

Immoral.

This topic made Kazama Xianya unable to take his eyes off, he opened the book almost uncontrollably, it happened to be the page in the bookmark folder, and there was a line of beautiful characters in the blank space beside it, which was probably written by Tetsuko.

"The more sinful and fearful love is, the greater it is - Byron"

He continued to read, his eyes resting on the first paragraph of the text.

"Asana and I are not just siblings, but two bodies sharing the same soul."

Kazama Xianya's hands began to shake, but her eyes continued to look uncontrollably.

"Thinking about possessing her all the time, wanting to hug her from behind while she's making breakfast, and wanting to completely rape her while she's asleep. Every nerve is beating wildly, knowing it's unforgivable sin, but still commit crimes without hesitation.”

No, he didn't!I never thought of violating Chun...that night was just an accident!

"Blood relationship is not a fetter, but a chain that prevents us from escaping from each other in this life. Chaos [river crab] Lun is the beginning of our falling into hell."

Can't watch anymore!He ordered himself over and over again, but couldn't help turning to the next page again.

The memories that I tried to bury deeply are clearly outlined by these words, and the severe pain has long been unable to distinguish whether it comes from the body or the soul.Those words finally turned into endless flying insects, drilled through his eyes, flapped their wings frantically in his body, and reached his brain, the place where memories are stored.

He violated Chun.Maybe... no, absolutely, he's definitely done the unforgivable thing.

He quickly closed the book and walked out the door, but when he left, he kicked another book.

Kazama Xianya bent down to pick it up, her hands seemed to lose strength, and the book fell to the ground.

It's "np" by Yoshimoto Banana. (Curiosity Du Niang)

Looking back carefully, the upper layer of the bookcase is full of children's books, but the bottom layer is neatly arranged with various foreign literature.

Wait, those authors are—

Kazama Xianya's expression became more and more distorted, pain and depression all appeared on her face.

Trakl, a German poet who had an affair with his sister Theo.

Byron had a child with his sister Augusta.

Nietzsche entangled with his sister.

All... all are such authors or such books!

At this moment, the only thing left in Kazama Xianya's mind was to escape.Escape from this scary house where poisonous snakes lurk and spiders have laid their webs and are waiting for their prey.

This is a room full of mess, Lun.

The dark green shade covered the thick golden streamer, the violet eyes were locked in the pale palm, and the twilight sky was overturned to reveal a coquettish rose red, the swaying withered yellow petals were torn by the wind and fell to the gray ground .

Tetsuko, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked at Kazama Xianya who was sitting quietly beside her, and asked with some concern: "What's wrong with Brother Xianya? Are you unhappy?"

Only then did Kazama Xianya come back to her senses, and quickly shook her head to deny her words.After getting up and putting the book in his hand on the side table, he walked to Tetsuko's hospital bed, looked at her and sighed softly.

"How can you get hurt?"

"Maybe I didn't step on the stairs correctly?" Tetsuko turned his head to one side nonchalantly, "I didn't wear glasses that day, so..."

"I don't think you and Chun will accidentally fall down at the same time, nice novel:." Kazama Xianya slowly raised her head and looked at her, "Lan."

Saying the name again, Kazama Xianya felt a little uncomfortable.Because I didn't want to call out this name, because I hated calling out this name, he hated it, and she hated it even more.

Tetsuko looked directly at Kazama Xianya, and asked straightforwardly: "Brother Xianya actually doubts me, right?" His eyes gradually drifted away, and finally he said with a faint smile: "In that case... even if I push Chun down, Then I pretend to be injured to frame her."

Kazama Xianya sighed softly, "No, why do you think I would think that way?" The first time he knew about this, he was worried about whether Chun sat down because he was jealous of Tetsuko, but he was with Chun Growing up, that kind of trust and understanding cannot be lost casually, even if the other party is also a younger sister.

After thinking about it carefully, I don't know why I started to feel that there was something wrong with Tetsuko.

No matter how much a person changes, it is impossible to completely change the whole person within a few years, whether it is preferences or personality, it becomes completely different and another person-except for deliberate disguise.

"So, Brother Xianya thinks I'm going to come back for revenge? Just like on TV." There was obvious anger and grievance in Tetsuko's eyes. "Because I was neglected since I was a child, I was treated very unfairly. I will come back a few years later to take revenge... Is that what Brother Xianya thinks?!"

These few words precisely hit the direction of Kazama Xianya's suspicion.

After Tetsuko appeared again, the previously happy family members began to fall into misfortune.

"Lan..."

"Didn't you already tell Brother Xianya? Don't call me Lan." Tetsuko turned his gaze to the door, and stopped looking at Xianya Kazama. Her voice gradually became blurred, and finally seemed to be talking to herself.

"I just want to live in peace. From the beginning to the end, I just wanted to do my best. Is it just because Brother Xian Ya likes Chun, so you have to say that?"

What can he do now?

Yukimura leaned against the wall, eavesdropping was not in line with his upbringing, but he wanted to know her recent situation, but he didn't dare to communicate with her face to face.

If I stood by her side, I probably wouldn't be able to control my emotions, right?

Because the door was not locked and there was a big gap, the voice from inside the door was very clear, but it was even more uncomfortable. That gentle voice, the voice that he missed all the time, obviously suppressed the pain but was still being held back. Kazama's leisurely and pressing voice sounded beside him through a wall.

"Brother Xian Ya, someone told me: obedience is weakness, persistence is selfishness, and evasion is stupidity." When her voice fell, Yukimura outside the door was startled, remembering, that was what he said to her at that time the words said.

"I also want to be as brave and desperate as Chun to like that person. I also want to be selfish, I don't want to be weak, and I don't want to continue to be weak at all!"

The always gentle voice mixed with crying can actually make people feel strong. He can already imagine her appearance, she who wants to cry but stubbornly holds back her tears, soft but trying hard to be hard...

His favorite Tetsuko.

"I can't be with Yukimura, but I can't stop liking him. I envy Jun, she can like him without any worries, but I can't. Brother Xianya probably always thinks that Yukimura should be Jun's, right? Because Chun was young He is cuter than me, better than me, and his body needs everyone’s care, so he enjoys everything. But I don’t have anything, whether it’s nice clothes, snacks, toys, or everyone’s concern, I don’t have it all. "

He closed his eyes and listened quietly, but felt an inexplicable soreness and pain spreading from his heart.That was her past.What he never participated in was Huayuan Lan's past.

"But there is no way to be with him... I have tried countless times, but there is no way. I am doomed to be weak, not because I don't like him enough, but because if I don't satisfy my elders' wishes, Yukimura will be implicated, right?"

The blue-purple eyes suddenly widened, and he seemed to understand something.

"If you had to do something you hate because of the wishes of your elders, would you resist it?"

When she asked...

It turns out... It turns out that she has long been troubled by this kind of problem, and he knows nothing about it.

Yukimura didn't know much about Tetsuko's childhood from Kazama Xianya, but just a few paragraphs made him feel uncontrollably distressed for her.The reason why she is so gentle is that she feels that she has done everything wrong. In fact, it is not innate or deliberately trying to please others, but is tempered by the living environment, right?But now, I heard with my own ears what the girl said while crying...

sorry Sorry.

It would be great if I could meet you sooner, if I could fall in love with you sooner, if I could do better and have enough ability to be with you...

The sourness overwhelmed him, unable to give him a moment to breathe.

"I don't want to fight with Jun for anything, I can give her everything... except Yukimura." Tetsuko lowered his voice and said this, turning his eyes back to Kazama's elegant face, gradually softening.

The voice is very small, as light as a whisper.

"And I don't want Brother Xianya to be disappointed. If Brother Xianya sees Jun and Yukimura together, he will probably be sad, right?"

Seemingly understanding what Tetsuko was about to say, Kazama Xianya stood up abruptly and stared at Tetsuko, but Tetsuko's expression was still the same as before, she kept looking into Kazama Xianya's eyes, and suddenly smiled.

"Because Brother Xianya..."

The lips opened and closed silently, but the shape of the mouth was enough for Kazama Xianya to understand her words.

"you like her."

It's not a question, but an answer that seems to know the answer, simply stating this terrifying fact.

The sun outside the window finally sank at the end of the clouds.

The young man outside the door opened his eyes, turned and left, and the disappearing sunset also took back the shadow he cast on the door just now, without a sound.

The young man inside the door lost his eyesight, without saying a word, he got up and pushed the door and left in a daze.

The girl on the bed smiled and turned another page of the book.

The author has something to say: Uncle's niece threw a landmine

Xue Li threw a grenade

Yueshui Xinmo threw a grenade

Curran dropped a mine

Thank you four little angels. .Let you spend money o(≧o≦)o

I'm back!Sorry to keep everyone waiting t^t

Raise your hand if you miss me~

The knife that wants to kill me~

Teach everyone a game. . .

Click my name, and you will come to a magical place called Yihongyuan!Then click the word favorite. .You will find it amazing that Bai Yi is taken care of by you, right? !Give it a try! !

Okay, let's stop making trouble. I still failed in math, so today I have a psychosis. . .Long time no see, let's ravage me at will. .

Chapter 72. The false tenderness you want

The night is getting darker and darker. Xingcun is walking in the empty street. There are lanterns hanging on the door of the izakaya on the roadside, swinging with the wind, so the warm light is moving from time to time, and the shadows under the feet are long and short, distorted into unrecognizable shape.

Just like his mood at the moment, he couldn't calm down at all, and became a lone boat in the turbulent waves, constantly drifting and wandering.

"elder brother?"

Yukimura May, who was returning home from the convenience store, saw her brother walking aimlessly on the street in front of her house. She jumped out of her mother's arms and ran towards Yukimura, "Mom, you go back first, good novel:! I want Going on a date with my brother!"

But in front of Yukimura, the child's intuition made her feel that Yukimura was in a bad mood.

Yukimura's little finger was grabbed by his chubby little hand, and he looked up, his big blue eyes bent into purple crescents.

"It's really not good for you to come home so late."

The little finger was surrounded by warm hands, the heat spread from the fingertips to the whole body, the gloom in Yukimura's brows dissipated, he squatted down and patted himself on the shoulder, "Then as a punishment, do you want to carry May back home?" ?”

"Since my brother is already so self-conscious, then I will not be polite."

Yukimura's small body lay on Yukimura's shoulders, Yukimura Wuyue thought for a while, and still tried to comfort his elder brother in a very unintelligent way: "Brother, don't be sad, you can win back after losing the game."

Yukimura laughed, "Mayue thinks my brother will lose?"

Yukimura Wuzuki rubbed against his hair, and replied with a satisfied face: "Brother, as a man, you must bravely face your own failures. If you lose, you can definitely win back."

Yukimura sighed helplessly: "Mayue, I told you to read less manga."

Is it really okay for a little girl in elementary school to have secondary illness?

Yukimura stuck out his tongue in May, and rubbed Yukimura's head fiercely again, his hair was soft and cold.

"Does Wu Yue like sister Tetsuko?" Yukimura asked suddenly while walking.

"How could a woman like a woman? I don't know Lily." Without hesitation, he quoted the lines from last night's manga, but Yukimura Wuzuki was still waiting for his brother to spank his ass

A line was added before.

"It doesn't matter whether I like her or not, what matters is whether she likes you, and whether you like her." Although she still couldn't understand the meaning of this line, it sounded very high-end. So fluent!Yukimura Wuyue silently praised herself in her heart.

Yukimura didn't answer, and walked slowly towards home with his sister on his back.

"If brother wants to work harder! The name Tetsuko Yukimura is barely a good name."

"Yukimura Tetsuko..." He said the name softly, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Well, it sounds really good.

Tetsuko was leaning on the bed, and Kiyoura Yu called halfway, saying that there was a temporary photography exhibition and he could not come to the hospital again.Tetsuko threw the phone aside indifferently, flipping through the book brought by Kazama Xianya.

Just now I have seen the text message from Nakama Jiro, this guy has completed the task very well from the beginning to the end

, If you pay, you should be rewarded. I hope that he can use the money obediently after getting 500 million. Don't ask for things that you shouldn't want, otherwise...

It is very likely that it is not only myself who died.

Nakama Jiro found the reward hidden in the corner of the trash can in the subway station according to the reminder of the text message. After hesitating for a while, he gritted his teeth and deleted all the text messages. He even broke the phone card and threw it into the sewer. I got on the flight out of Tokyo without hesitation.

It's not that he didn't want to find out the identity of that person and sell the news to the Sifang family, but the last text message in the text box dispelled his last thought.

"If one day you want to die, you can remember the things I asked you to do, and you can be freed from this disgusting world that day. But - you may not be the only one who dies."

He still has family, father, mother, sister...

500 million is enough for him to live for a long time, good novel:.

I just want to live, everyone is the same, who is great and who is humble?

Tetsuko laughed softly, the faint laughter collided and echoed between the white walls and fell back into his ears.

What a warm and lovely world.

Everyone has someone to love...

Except for Tetsuko Kiyoura.

Trembling with wrinkled hands, he opened the file bag, revealing a bunch of photos in front of his eyes.

Kiyoura Nobunaga stared at the pile of things on the table, his face turned livid due to the unsightly photos.

"Haisen, go and invite me Sifang Yezang and Sifang Run!"

Although he said please, but upon hearing the tone of the sentence, Butler Heisen knew that something was wrong.He took a step back obediently and turned around, even though he was as calm as he was, he couldn't help but be shocked when he glanced at the photo from the corner of his eye.

Sifang Yezang on the other side of the phone seemed to know nothing, and said over and over again that he hoped to continue to get help from the Qingpu family, butler Heisen sighed softly in his heart.

The Qingpu family and the Sifang family will definitely not be able to continue their friendship.

The scene of two men j□j intertwined in the photos made it impossible to continue watching, one after another, ridiculously presenting these scenes to everyone.

"That's enough Haisen, Mr. Sifang should have finished reading it, take these things down!" Kiyoura Nobunaga finally turned his head and waved his hand to signal Butler Haisen to step back. After a moment of silence, he said slowly, "In that case, Let’s cancel the engagement between Master Sifang and our Tetsuko.”

The pale Sifang Yezang reacted instantly, his lips trembling but he couldn't speak, he could only let out a mournful whimper, Kiyoura Nobunaga got up and sighed, "We Tetsuko, we absolutely can't bear it Sorry."

"Yes... I'm sorry! Mr. Qingpu!"

Sifang Yezang tried hard to make himself able to make a sound, but in the end he couldn't help but shed tears. All the burdens on this man were unloaded at this moment, and he finally became a wanderer with nothing. Is this misfortune or another kind of luck?Who knows.

Kiyoura Nobunaga closed his eyes, coughed violently and said to himself: "Haisen, I want to see our Tetsuko put on a wedding dress before dying..."

Only by leaving this little angel in the hands of the next person who can protect her can she feel at ease. He has no more years to take care of and accompany her.

His eyes gradually blurred, and his voice became lower and lower: "I remember that she was always very sensible when she was a child, that child...the only child of our Qingpu family..."

The only child, when he was a child, staggered forward with his little finger hooked, the vague childish voice sang birthday songs for him, and picked small wild flowers on the roadside for him...

"grandfather……"

"grandfather……"

Is his Tetsuko calling him?In such a big family where family ties are terribly weak, there is only one warm voice.

Under the setting sun, the little girl bounced and walked in front, the red sunset above her head reflected her white skirt into a warm pink, she turned her head and smiled at him with narrowed eyes, and shouted happily——

"grandfather!"

"Grandpa, wake up!"

Chezi knelt on the ground and yelled over and over again, his voice was hoarse, his tears had already dried up, and he couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

Butler Heisen looked at Tetsuko with red eyes. Nobunaga Qingpu had been in a coma for more than four hours. The family doctor failed to wake him up after various rescue efforts. The pillar of the Qingpu family...was about to collapse.

After notifying Tetsuko to come to Tokyo, I learned that she was injured and was hospitalized, and that Kiyoura Yu and Kiyoura Osamu were not by her side to take care of her. The most important thing is-they in Tokyo knew nothing about it.

Because of the violent action just now, the bandage on the head began to ooze a bright red color. Housekeeper Heisen tried several times to let Tetsuko leave to rest but was rejected. She was unwilling to move half a step away from Kiyoura Nobunaga's bed. Like a wolf cub that has lost its mother, viciously guarding a stiff corpse.

"Grandpa, I'm Tetsuko, wake up, okay?"

"grandfather……"

Calling again and again, obviously unable to speak, but still calling him with dry lips.

Even if it was just a false warmth, it was the warmth he once gave her.

It was also here when I saw him for the first time, and he was lying on the bed like this.

After being forcibly trained by Qingpu Yu and Qingpu Xiu for more than a year, she wore Qingpu Tetsuko's old clothes and ran to his bed with a smile to call him.

"grandfather."

She still remembered that at that moment, the old man's dull eyes gradually brightened, and when he looked at her, it was like a gentle starlight.

Even if the warmth was not given to her, it was the warmth she had experienced.

Even she herself didn't know if the tears at this moment were real, was it to complete a performance of pretending to be filial to her granddaughter?That's right, cry, Tetsuko Kiyoura, bid farewell to this poor old man with your hypocritical tears.

"grandfather……"

The old man moved his fingers, slowly opened his eyes, and focused on Tetsuko without hesitation.

"Is Tetsuko's head... injured?"

Butler Heisen was ecstatic, Kiyoura Nobunaga finally woke up!

Tetsuko hurriedly listened to crying, but still couldn't control his emotions, tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes.

"It's just a small problem, don't worry, grandpa!"

Kiyoura Nobunaga raised his hand and touched Tetsuko's head, his voice was very soft.

"Chezi, it's too late for Grandpa to see you put on your beautiful wedding dress..."

"No! Grandpa will definitely see it, and you can't go back on your promise!"

"The thing that grandpa is most proud of is having a granddaughter like Tetsuko..."

"Grandpa... don't do this..."

He seemed to be talking to Tetsuko, but also seemed to be talking to himself.

"Grandpa left you a dowry. From now on, our family, Chezi, will marry a man who is willing to protect you. Otherwise, grandpa will not be reconciled. Grandpa has worked so hard to raise Chezi... our little Chezi..."

There was always a faint smile on his lips, slowly, slowly, slowly closed his eyes, and his voice stopped abruptly.

The author has something to say: Congratulations to Grandpa and Sifang Jun for a bento.

Grandpa is a good man.

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