warm bed for the loser

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【Gay:】

In the silent night, the sound of waves beating against the rocks faintly came from outside the window, over and over again, forming a peaceful lullaby.

The old and broken door next door rang again in the middle of the night, and I woke up from a light sleep, listening to the faint footsteps gradually going away.

Is he out again?

Couldn't sleep anymore, I got out of bed and followed.

Drilling out from the collapsed entrance, I stood in the shadow of the tree and looked at the handsome figure on the high place.

Mo stood on the top of the ruins and was staring at the sea, his brows were furrowed and his expression was complicated and confused.The pure white moonlight fell on him, outlining a bright white light.

He hid his thoughts, and recently he often came here alone at night, and it would be dawn after a stop.

It has been half a month since the first discovery.

What's on your mind?why did not you tell me?

Did you remember something?

Thinking about it, it didn't look like it. His behavior during the day was still the same as usual, but he preferred to stay on the other side of the mountain with the animals.

It seems that since we were swept into the sea by a huge wave last time, he won't let me go near the beach anymore, and he won't let me go to the beach to collect shells. My wind chime is not ready yet.

Is it because I am afraid that I will be in danger again?

The corners of his mouth curled up when he thought about it. In fact, he still cared about me very much.

He gets along better and better with the animals on the other side of the mountain, and everyone likes his calm and gentle personality.

Especially those cubs, who often climbed onto his shoulders and arms after getting acquainted, Mo was not afraid to mind at all, but played very intimately with them.

The more we get along, the more I love him. My liking for him has long been beyond his appearance. His calmness, strength, kindness and warmth made me fall into the trap very quickly, and I didn't even have a chance to struggle.

I want to confess to him, I want to indulge in his arms, I want to stay with him day and night, I am going crazy, but when I see his clear blue eyes, I shrink back, he is so perfect, let me Ashamed of my appearance, I dare not dream.

My past was too unbearable and too desperate, and I have long since lost the right to have a sincere love.

He was a big surprise and accident, I only hate that we met too late, if I was as pure as ever, maybe...

Alas, although it's a pity, I'm already very content. Guarding and watching him inseparably like this may be the best ending.

At dawn, he went back.

I also quietly went back to my bedroom, and then I pretended to just wake up and knocked on the door to wake him up.

Find a chance to ask him, to untie his knot and calm his mind, otherwise he won't be able to sleep every night, and I'm afraid he won't be able to survive for too long.

Tomorrow night, when he goes out again at night, I will ask him face to face.

It was planned, but the second night I missed it.

He clearly heard the door of his room rang, and he clearly heard the sound of him walking out. Why is there no figure of him on the top of the ruins?

I didn't care about hiding and hurriedly appeared to look for it. When I climbed up, it was empty and there was no one there.

Did you go elsewhere?

I kept searching in the dark, but I couldn't find him at all.

Is it?

I ran back again and ran into his bedroom, no!nobody!

He did go out, but instead of going to the old place as usual, he completely disappeared into the ruins...

I stood in his room at a loss, imagining ten thousand possibilities, but still couldn't figure out where he would go.

He won't leave, will he?

As soon as this idea came to my mind, it was a heavy blow!There was nothing in my heart, and I was so empty that it ached.

No way, there is no way to get out of Mount Berner. We tried, but we couldn’t even find the way to get there. How could we get out.

Where will he go then?

I ran out and searched the entire castle inside and out again, but still found nothing.

When it was almost dawn, I returned to his room with tired steps, sat at the door with my arms around my knees and buried my head in it...

After an unknown amount of time, I fell asleep in a daze, only to be woken up again by Mo who had returned from a trip.

"Gai, why are you sleeping in front of my door?"

I rubbed my eyes and stared at him blankly, his hair and clothes were all wet, still dripping water.

"I, I came to wake you up, but I didn't find you..."

He raised his hand and stroked my head, "I couldn't sleep in the second half of the night. I went to swim in the sea twice, which made you worry. I will tell you next time I go out."

Looking at his dripping wet appearance, it seems that he just went swimming as he said, but there is a faint strangeness in his heart that can't go away.

He looked a little wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

He didn't leave anyway, which reassured me again.

"I'll change first."

"Oh."

As soon as I stood up and was about to dodge, I was startled by his sudden movement.

He, he actually took off his clothes without hesitation in front of me, and changed them indifferently.

Well, Mo has always been very polite, never like this, why did he suddenly...

The strong visual impact made me so ashamed that I didn't know where to put my eyes, and I stammered to explain to him, "I, I, first, go back to the room and wait for you."

"Ah."

Before he could say anything else, I covered my face and quickly ran back to my room, plopped on the bed and buried my head under the pillow.

Ahhh, I, I saw his alder body!

My heart was beating wildly, and the blood in my whole body was boiling. It was so sudden that I could hardly breathe. What should I do?

His body...my nosebleed, ahhh, I'm going to die!

Just as I was rolling on the bed, there was a knock on the door, and he changed his clothes and waited for me outside the door.

I got up and rubbed my face, trying to look as calm as possible, took a deep breath and ran to open the door.

.........

We went to the other side of the mountain as usual, and when we arrived, everyone had finished their morning run and was having fun on the ice one by one.

As soon as the cubs saw him, they jumped up and ran over, climbing all over him on their heads and shoulders.

"Mo! Take us to play on the swing!"

This is the cub's favorite game, and they pester Mo to play it every day.

Mo hugged them to his full arms, stretched his long legs and readily agreed, "Okay, I'll take you to play on the swing."

Most of the thick old trees in the woods, tangled vines hang down all over the branches, and many animals like to hang on them for a while after eating and drinking, and feel uncomfortable with the wind.

But there's more to the cubs than that, and they love the new and exciting swings Mo takes them to play with.

Mo San climbed up a tall branch, held a thick vine with one hand, and smiled, "Hurry up, I'm about to start!"

I looked up and saw from the angle below that he was covered with cubs from head to toe, and those little naughty kids were screaming excitedly before he even started.

The vines hanging from the branches were swung high, and fell into his hands one by one as Mo swooped down at high speed.

They glide extremely like big birds taking off, flying from one tree to another, screaming and laughing, their voices keep rising, and a group of shadows swinging around makes me dazzled.

At this moment, Mo is as vigorous as a cheetah, his long golden chestnut hair is flying in the sun, glowing golden, and the beautiful muscles on his arms are bulging, changing vines with ease, like an elf flying in the forest.

It's the happiest time of the day, and I love seeing him having fun with everyone, like we're really a family, and he belongs here and will never leave...

Just as he was in a daze, he suddenly flew over with a vine, grabbed my belt with one hand and jumped into the air.

I was startled by the sudden suspension of my feet. I wrapped my hands around his neck and buried myself in his chest, screaming in shock.

His low muffled smile came from his chest, I opened my eyes to look at him, only to realize that their game had ended at some point, his body was empty, and now I was the only one hanging on him.

His face couldn't help turning red, and the swaying breeze kept sending the good smell from his body into his nose, and his heartbeat was so fast that he couldn't hold back.

He swung to a swing and sat down with me in his arms. The height made me a little dizzy.

Two people can't sit side by side on the swing, so he simply put me on his lap. When I was nervous, I didn't control my movements well, and I actually straddled him facing each other.

His face was so red that it was about to explode, this posture...

But he didn't notice it at all. He wrapped his arms around my waist and floated leisurely in the wind.

In my mind, the battle between heaven and man became a mess, did I take the opportunity to nestle in his arms and take advantage of it?Or change positions immediately to be a good baby and swing purely?

I should have chosen the latter, but my thigh was stuck to his leg and I was reluctant to lift it up.

"What are you thinking about?"

My heart was pounding, the distance was too close, I could touch his lips just by lowering my head slightly, the touch of my body made my scalp numb, and my heart was burning like crazy.

"How about I, I sit next to you?"

He suddenly lifted me closer to him, sitting on his... awkward place under his buttocks, I almost jumped up in panic.

He raised his head slightly to look at me. I have never seen that look in his eyes. Instead of the gentleness and kindness before, there is a hint of evil charm and danger in the slightly narrowed blue eyes.

Danger? !

My heart missed a beat, and the next second my neck was pulled down suddenly, and he kissed me forcefully!

Countless fireworks exploded in my mind, my thinking collapsed, and I froze in his arms and petrified.

His kiss was not gentle, but also eager, without the slightest restraint and patience, the kiss almost made me fall.

Reluctantly, he pecked a few more times before leaving, looking at me with dreamlike eyes, and murmured, "I was so stupid before, with such a good taste, I couldn't bear it and didn't dare to move..."

Before?What is he saying?I can't move my mind, I can't think about his words at all.

My chest was heaving so badly that my whole body was burning except my face.

He put his hand into my back, caressed endlessly, and kissed me one after another on my neck and shoulders.I trembled on him until the roots of my teeth collided, and nervously grabbed the hem of his clothes.

He bit my earlobe, and his hoarse voice pierced my soul.

"Little Gay, wait for me in my room tonight..."

Inhale in shock——

If possible, I would rather faint completely at this moment to keep this incredible dream!

His words and a kiss made me feel top-heavy all day, unable to distinguish between reality and illusion.

I spent the day in a daze, until I woke up in the middle of the night and found that Mo had really climbed into my bed, and I was shocked that all this was actually true!

I didn't realize it until the clothes were stripped in a daze, and I stretched out my hand to press against his bare chest.

"Wait a minute!"