warm bed for the loser

36

【White paper:】

"Are you not happy?"

I lay prone on the carpet beside the bed, not responding to the boy's question as usual.

"Is it because of the gray wolf?"

My eye circles turned red again when he mentioned it, and Sa Feng's scarred and broken body pierced my heart again.

He caressed my back and said softly, "Don't worry, I've got someone to protect him, and he'll be fine. White wolf...do you want to leave me?"

He hugged me into his arms and put his face on it, "I only have you, can you stay with me all the time?"

I am still silent...

I think of Safeng, the big lion, Gray Falcon and Yinqi. I want to go back to my previous life. How can I stay with him for a long time?

Although I know that he is very dependent on me now, I am not their human being after all, and I cannot save him.And our relationship became what it is today because of the few days when I was just arrested.

At that time, like other animals with snow-colored fur, I became the new favorite of noble boys.Except for eating and sleeping, he stayed with us almost the rest of the time.

He took care of us lovingly, talked to us in his own words, and though it was impossible for us to respond, he didn't care.

As soon as night fell that night, a burly man walked into the room. The boy seemed to be very afraid of him, and he hid among us tremblingly.

When the man came to catch him with a sneer, he desperately grabbed things around him and threw them at the man.

Candlesticks, silverware, stools... In the end, he started to grab the animals on the side and throw them at him, trying to stop the man from attacking.

Those white foxes and minks were frightened silly, and were pierced by the sharp knife in the man's hand as soon as they were thrown over.

I was shocked to see the scene in front of me, seeing the young man finally lost to the brutality of the man, and was imprisoned crying under his body with his clothes torn apart.

Although I don't understand their language or human thoughts, the same gestures and movements as I did back then instantly let me understand what happened in front of me?

The miserable appearance of the boy crying and bleeding gradually overlapped with the me I used to be, and the wailing ignited a fire in my body.

That's it, no one can help me, no one will save me, no matter how I resist and struggle, I can't get rid of this painful torment.

This is what I looked like in Sa Feng's eyes at that time, small, fragile, vulnerable, no matter in the animal world or the human world, the weak are always the targets of bullying and humiliation.

The screams and cries stimulated my eardrums. I didn't know where the courage came from at that moment, as if I wanted to redeem my former self, I suddenly rushed forward with all my strength, bit the man's neck fiercely and bit off all the blood vessels.

His life ended more easily than I had imagined, and he collapsed almost immediately without a struggle, and was never heard again.

The boy stopped crying and looked at me and the man in the pool of blood on the ground in horror.

After a long time, he suddenly jumped up, threw all the dead white fox and mink on the man's neck, then picked me up and hid under the bed.

I looked at him in bewilderment, he settled me down and ran out, calling out many soldiers with weapons.

He pointed to the white fox and the white sable and explained to them, and finally he seemed to be frightened and cried softly.

Soon there was chaos outside, the soldiers took away all the animals in the house, and then more noisy people came and carried the corpse out...

I don't know how long it took, the outside changed from noisy to quiet, and the boy didn't come back until it was almost dawn.

He locked the door, carried me to the bathroom very calmly, and carefully cleaned the blood from my mouth and body.While washing and washing, he shed tears, but suddenly laughed again. He hugged me and kissed me deeply, then wept softly again.

From that day on, he never let me leave my side for half a step, and even when I was sleeping, I was hugged tightly in his arms.

I don't know how he concealed the past for me, but within a few days he was able to hold me openly and appear in front of outsiders.

There were no other animals around him, and there were only the two of us in the huge room every day.He seemed to be very insecure, and would look for me anxiously as soon as I was out of his sight.

The boy often carried me to the tallest attic of the manor, sitting on the window sill with his feet dangling and looking at the sky.

Every time I watch the dim sunset over the whole town, I have the illusion that he is crumbling and wants to jump off.

"Little White Wolf, I really want to leave here, leave this world... But I finally got rid of that kind of life, and I haven't had a good look at the outside world yet."

He stroked my back and said in a desolate voice, "I always have this kind of dream, how can I get rid of the miserable fate? Without him, my father will give me to other people, anyone who can help him consolidate his status needs I can't escape the one who is drawn in... If I were you, I would escape into the forest, and no one can find me again..."

I couldn't understand his murmurs, couldn't understand why he was still so melancholy and sad, I couldn't do anything except silent company.

After this reunion with Sa Feng and I was brought back, I didn't eat, drink or sleep, just kept crying.

The boy was so worried that he called the giant ape and asked her what happened to me.

Only then did I know that this giant ape can communicate with humans.

I grabbed at the straws of hope and begged her to take me to Safeng, but the great ape shook his head regretfully.

"What little master can do for you is to try my best to protect Sa Feng's life. They will leave in ten days and go back to their king's capital. Then you will be taken away by him, so it doesn't matter if we meet or not. It doesn't make any sense, because it's doomed to be separated eventually."

I was stunned, "Ten days?"

"Yes, such a remote town is just a place for nobles to spend their time and have fun. They usually only stay for a few months before leaving."

No, how could it be like this?

Sa Feng and I will be separated forever? !

No!

Even if I die, I will see him again!

【Silver Qi:】

With the precedent of Sa Feng, Shi Ao and I prepared for the worst.

I was the second one to be taken out, and I had already made all the mental preparations.

The last time I met Gray Falcon was probably the last time, I smiled wryly that I was so dizzy that I responded to his kiss in public like that!

Forget it, it's cheaper for him once!

In fact, I never disliked his kisses, and I was a little greedy for his embrace. It has become a habit to sleep peacefully in his embrace for countless nights.

Although I always dislike him, reject him, and even hate him for sneaking in and occupying my body, this kind of hatred can never be taken seriously.

Every day he cheekily says he loves me, covets me with greedy eyes, or kisses me while I'm not paying attention, making me blow my hair out of anger, but these have actually become a habit.

Every night in the cage, I can't help but recall and miss...

It's useless to say anything now, none of us can control our own destiny.

Maybe I will die before him today, I hope he won't see my dead body, it must be ugly!

I just think that Yin Qi in his heart is his favorite appearance forever...