good minister no brocade

80 So what if it's love

? Return to Taifu's mansion safely.

In view of Yun Cang's disheveled face, the big guys didn't dare to ask.

I didn't see the master early in the morning, so I was very frightened. Seeing that the bedding was folded well, I was even more worried.

Fortunately, people came back by themselves.

It's just that the whole person's spirit is not right, as if his soul has been taken away.

Don't think that the person who rejects others has nothing in his heart, for him, Yun Cang, life would be worse than death, and it would be easier than the inner torment last night.

Letting go, it turned out to be such a thing that hurts others and hurts oneself.

Mu Jinxuan's demeanor kept replaying in front of his eyes, every frown and smile tearing his heart apart.

He originally thought that if he didn't love himself, he would be unrestrained, but unexpectedly, he felt extremely sad.

"Hmph, are you still afraid that you won't meet such a deep love so far? It's really embarrassing, bah!"

Spit at himself in the mirror, Yun Cang let out a pitiful laughing sound.

"Don't you still want to break the knot? Why are you so sad? Didn't you say the heartless words? What are you doing here with this face now!"

Yun Cang slapped the mirror hard, then waved his hand and swept it to the ground.

He didn't know how to get rid of the lingering melancholy in his heart, it was like a bone-eating poison, slowly corroding his flesh and blood, and he really wanted to get rid of it.

Ninggong happily went over to check, and was so frightened by Mu Jinxuan who suddenly stood behind him that he dumped a bowl of soup on Mu Jinxuan's chest.

The hot soup was steaming, and Ning Gong's face turned pale, and he quickly slapped it with his bare hands. Mu Jinxuan smiled, said that it would not be a problem, wiped it off lightly, opened the door and entered the study, Ning Gonggang To follow in, he was almost caught in the nose by the closed door.

"Jinxuan! What's wrong with you?"

The door was slammed, and Mu Jinxuan quietly sat behind the desk where he was sitting last night, with his hands resting on his forehead. Last night, right here, he heard a strange movement. He thought it was a thief coming, but he didn't realize it. It was a big surprise.

He smiled lightly.Immediately, the corners of the mouth drooped and turned into a slight trembling.

In the end, it was still his wish.

He didn't want to think about anything, no matter what was between him and Yun Cang, at least there was a good time, even now he was not sure if those were real, he forced himself to believe that they were all real.

Yun Cang will not lie to him.

Just like this morning, he couldn't even tell the easiest lie.

Picking up the pen and flipping through a memorandum, Mu Jinxuan pressed down heavily on the tip of the pen. The tip of the pen deflected, knocked against the table, broke violently, and flew out.

Mu Jinxuan threw away the discarded pen, and all the memorials on the table were pushed to the ground by him.

Hearing the scattered sound of smashing the ground inside, Ning Gong died of panic.

With a quick glance just now, he saw a light mark on Mu Jinxuan's face for real.

It can't be that it doesn't work. Although what he uses is not a green medicine, it doesn't hurt the body to increase the blood, but if they have a little bit of that, it should be a matter of course.

You are full of vigor, why can't you make it.

ah?Ning Gong showed a surprised expression

It can't be that Master Yun can't do it.The two got into a fight?

No, no, Jinxuan wished to put his blood into the blood of Taifu Yun, Jinxuan would not beat him.

So, what happened to those marks?It couldn't be that Jinxuan didn't follow suit, and was accidentally injured by Yun Taifu's rough handling.

Oh, it's possible. Although Jinxuan is an emperor, he has been standing alone since he was a child, with a restrained and shy personality.

It's because of this, Jinxuan is not happy, ouch, really, Taifu Yun doesn't know how to take it easy.It looks quite gentle.

With a smile on his face again, Duke Ning walked around to the back door and pushed it open.

Mu Jinxuan sat motionless with a dark face.

Mr. Ning laughed a few times, knelt down and sorted out the memorials, and put them on the table.

By walking, he stood beside Mu Jinxuan.

"Why, getting angry, it's not good for your health, well, do you want me to call two imperial doctors to show you?"

Mu Jinxuan glared at him, then continued to sit withered.

What Duke Ning did was sneaky, and it was impossible to say that he was not guilty. Seeing Mu Jinxuan's stare, he immediately had the idea of ​​​​receiving it from the truth.

"Jinxuan, if you and Taifu Yun could get back together sooner, I would be very happy, so... besides, I didn't do much, I just added some support, don't get angry, I was wrong. Don't worry, it's absolutely harmless to your body, so don't worry about Taifu Yun. Tell me, why did you get hit on this face, Taifu Yun doesn't know the severity."

Half-obscurely admitting his mistake, Mr. Ning immediately changed the subject, he would not give up, he would definitely make Jinxuan his wish, and seeing him unhappy all the time made me sick to death.

Master Yun is still hard-hitting?Men, there are many disadvantages.

Seeing that it was Ning Gong, Mu Jinxuan just stared at him to express that he wanted to be alone, which was considered very polite, but he was still talking non-stop, and the content became more and more absurd.

Mu Jinxuan stood up with a darker face.

"What did you say? Did you give him medicine?"

Mu Jinxuan held back, and only by holding back did he appear calmer.

Ninggong narrowed his eyes and swayed on the ground.

"No, no, I just happened to meet and saw you lying together. I thought it was a good opportunity. Why don't you help me so that you don't feel embarrassed. It's a waste of time. I never took any medicine, it's just something to boost Qi and stop bleeding. .”

Mu Jinxuan lost his temper when he saw that Duke Ning was so old, standing there like an eggplant beaten by frost, but his face blushed.

Although there is a problem of confusion in the morning, it is impossible to have no memory at all. When he was half awake, he remembered that he was holding a hard and somewhat soft object in his hand, which was still warm.

He is also a man, and now when he thinks of it, he instantly understands what it is.

No wonder, Yun Cang was so fierce to him when he woke up, not as tender as he was last night.

It must be because I feel that I have resorted to indiscriminate means, I hate him, and I don't want to talk to him anymore.

People, in times of despair, especially long for miracles.

Now this information, which should be regarded as bad news, has become a miracle for Mu Jinxuan. It is much easier to bear to make a mistake than to abandon it.

He has to admit his mistakes, so that Yun Cang can't feel that he is a despicable person.

Ning Gong looked at Mu Jinxuan's gloomy and relaxed face for a while, and his heart was agitated.Jinxuan couldn't be really angry with him, he should be cured.

Hey~~~ I also blame him, for not thinking well.At that time, I was only concerned about the arrangement.

"I'll admit my mistake another day."

Seeing what Mu Jinxuan said, Ning Gong sat down again with a plop.Blinking and blinking, it suddenly dawned on me.

Oh~~~ It turned out that Taifu Yun refused, and he was the one who resisted.

Stealing a glance at Mu Jinxuan, Duke Ning wanted to laugh, but held back.

Mu Jinxuan didn't raise his head, and said a word

"In the future, if this is the case, I will never talk to you again."

Ning Gong nodded quickly and said yes repeatedly.

I felt as if I had untied Mu Jinxuan's knot, and I was very happy. Seeing that he was busy, I hurriedly said to prepare soup again.

Mu Jinxuan stopped him

"Is it time for Aoki to arrive?"

Ning Gong turned around and nodded.

"It's been a few days, and he must be here. According to your instructions, pick him up and send him directly to the Taifu's residence."

Mu Jinxuan hummed.

"Yun Cang's body has been taken care of by him, he is the most suitable, he, there is no reluctance, right?"

Ning Gong shook his head violently

"The person sent sent a message back saying that Aoki got on his horse before he finished speaking, hehe, Master Yun, you are really popular."

Mu Jinxuan raised his eyebrows proudly.

"He always does."

Ning public stall

"Okay, okay, let's show off later. The princess has been away for two days, and she really doesn't want to chase after her? The prince has picked it up, and the recovery is okay. Beirong, we..."

Mu Jinxuan frowned and thought for a moment.

"It's inconvenient for us to intervene, the princess will stay or stay, everything is up to her, just keep her safe secretly."

Ning Gong said yes and went down.

Mu Jinxuan, who was still depressed just now, had a smile on his face, and looked at Zuoshu comfortably.

He was happy, Yun Cang was still in a half-dead state of self-denial in Taifu's residence, unable to extricate himself.

Didn't eat breakfast, didn't eat lunch, in the evening, Yun Cang's tightly closed study door was forcibly broken open by the butler, without saying a word, let a few people carry Yun Cang away, forced to eat half a bowl of rice, refused to eat Just stuff it.

Tears flowed down his face as he stuffed it, and he muttered in pieces: Master, you can’t do this, it was fine at first, what’s wrong with it.

He only wanted to get it because Yun Cang was punished and not allowed to go out, thinking about his mistakes, he couldn't think about it, and got stuck in a dead end.I am afraid that he will seek death.

Taifu's mansion can be described as gloomy.

As soon as Aoki stepped in, he waved the air in front of him, took out the green square scarf, and tied it on his hair.

Walk along with the attendants introduced.

He sneered at the peony flowers that were the same color along the road.

When he saw Yun Cang, it was when the butler was wiping the soup from the corners of his mouth.

Aoki's heart skipped a beat at that moment.

Isn't this a sequela after recovering the memory, it's tricky.

"old…"

As soon as the attendant uttered a word, Aoki's slender white fingers pressed his lips, mixed with surprise and shyness, the attendant turned his face and ran away.

Because he explained that he was a doctor and Mu Jinxuan recruited him, who dared to talk too much, so the housekeeper took a look at him and retreated consciously.

"Why, why don't you even take a look at the guests?"

Aoki's soft and unflattering voice is always nice, but Yun Cang still turned to look at him.His eyebrows and eyes moved slightly.

Aoki sighed in his heart: Fortunately, he is not stupid.

"I heard about what happened yesterday. Go, lie down, and take off your clothes."

Putting down the cloth bag, Aoki ordered as before, bowed his head, sorted out the needed items, and took them in his hands.

As soon as Bi raised his head, he was so startled by Yun Cang's vicious face in front of his eyes that he almost dropped the things in his hand.

"Tell me, are you a spy sent by Mu Jinxuan?"

Aoki curled his lips, pinched his nose, and pushed him away.

"Will a spy take the initiative to reveal his secrets? Go, lie down."

Yun Cang stared at Aoki, didn't move, Aoki only cared about the cold tool, his indifferent attitude made him very annoyed, and he tore off the green scarf that was jumping in front of his eyes.

"What kind of green hat does a big man wear, you are stupid."

Aoki took it back and cast a sideways glance at him.

"Go, lie down."

"No."

"What do you think, I'll see a doctor for you, but you still give me face?"

"Leave me alone!"

Aoki looked at the two gangsters in Yun Cang's high-spirited neck, really wanted to vomit.Yun Cang was slightly taller than him, and sneaked up on tiptoe. He didn't want to look at him, but Yun Cang moved closer to him, so he could only cover his nose again and push him away.

"If you can catch the needle I'll give you later, you can just yell at me and do whatever you want."

Yun Cang was in a bad mood, and was in need of a vent, and Aoki undoubtedly played this role innocently.

"I, just, no!"

Aoki patted the small bag containing the needles on the table.Frowning.

"Judging from your complexion, it's obvious that you have qi and blood stasis, don't worry, I will definitely clear it up for you thoroughly, the harm of a night of sexual indulgence is not so terrible, you don't have to be afraid."

Yun Cang's face darkened instantly, he grabbed Aoki by the collar and shouted

"Who, who indulged in lust, you, make it clear."

Aoki grinned, patted his face, and said softly

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be embarrassed, I'm a doctor, I'll always see it."

Yun Cang laughed wildly

"Ha, then you are considered a quack doctor. I didn't indulge in sex at all, and I didn't touch Mu Jinxuan, let me tell you. I also made it clear to him that I don't like him."

Aoki obviously didn't believe it.

"The body is weak, you should be tired and weak, but you are fine, you are impatient, and you have hallucinations. This kind of thing is shameful. It's normal when you feel it."

Seeing him, he almost shook his head and went to class with a teaching stick, Yun Cang became even angrier.

"Whether you believe it or not, I haven't recovered my memory, and I don't want to be accused of something that never happened. If Mu Jinxuan said this and wants me to give an explanation, you go and tell him. If you want to kill him, you have to listen to it." Respect."

Without saying a word, Qing Mu grabbed Yun Cang's wrist and felt his pulse.

After a while, he swung his wrist away and pressed Yun Cang's back of his head, seeing that the protrusion around the scalp was still there, his heart sank.

This time it's broken, Yun Cang will really fall into madness as Mu Jinxuan expected.

"Go, lie down, hurry up."

"I won't go, why..."

Before he finished yelling, Aoki used two silver needles to make him shut up and soften his body obediently.

Called two people to carry Yun Cang back to the study, hearing that Yun Cang could be quieter here, Aoki resolutely chose this place as a recuperation place.

Although Yun Cang couldn't speak, but his eyes were sharp and his lips moved unceasingly, Aoki didn't need to guess to know that he was swearing.

After several injections and several doses of decoction, Aoki wiped off the sweat from his forehead and continued.

Continuing to pull Yun Cang's clothes, the clothes that were originally hanging on the chest receded to the waist and crotch, Aoki saw the bruise on the waist and eyes at a glance.He stared at Yun Cang reproachfully.

Aoki heaved a sigh of relief after cutting a fingernail-sized hole to release blood and wrapping it with herbs.Pull out the silver needle that prevents Yun Cang from speaking.

"Are you taking advantage of people's dangers to murder people? Huh? That's too rude, thanks to your handsome appearance..."

Aoki deliberately pushed the silver needle back, Yun Cang shut up.

"It's better to be obedient."

Seeing him like this, he remembered that Yun Cang was so afraid of his tricks when Nan Xiao took refuge in the imperial ancestral hall.

"Hmph, it's great to be able to get a needle. If you have the ability, you can get my memory back."

Aoki was washing his hands in the basin, he was silent for a while.

"Yun Cang, what if you can never remember?"

Yun Cang was also silent for a while.

"I can't remember, and I have nothing to do. I can only accept it. If it weren't for those few things, I would never know that I have amnesia."

Aoki smiled lightly and shook his head.

"Why, what are you laughing at?"

Aoki shook off the water droplets on his hands, and turned around.

"If it wasn't for Mu Jinxuan's arrangement and obstruction, do you think no one would intervene? He is afraid that you will go crazy if you find out."

Yun Cang was taken aback for a moment.

"You, what are you saying is true?"

Aoki borrowed his words to answer

"Whether you believe it or not, I have no use to deceive you."

Yun Cang grabbed Aoki

"You, do you know what happened between us?"

Aoki nodded.

"Although there are no details, I generally know."

Yun Cang bit his lip and stopped talking.

Aoki patted his face

"If you want to know, let me tell you. If you don't want to increase your troubles, just shake your head."

Yun Cang didn't shake his head.

Aoki smiled quietly.

In the end, no matter whether you lose your memory or not, your affection will never disappear.

It's time for these two people to end the torment of these knots.

"Want to know what?"

"Is it just that Mu Jinxuan treats me well?"

The more he knew, Yun Cang understood that he would become more and more unable to extricate himself, but he couldn't suppress that strong desire.

Aoki sat down, and after a while, under Yun Cang's gaze, shook his head

"As far as I know, you are fully worthy of his affection. You should remember what happened to you before. During Nan Xiao, he kept looking for you, and you missed you silently. He didn't want to fight but had to fight." Fighting, you tried your best to protect the best of both worlds. You protected Nan Xiao and kept him from getting too much blood. The two countries signed a peace treaty. If you choose to stay in the small county of Dingyuan, you are separated by thousands of miles, as long as you care about each other. When the flood passes, you are not only doing it for the people of one side, but you also thought that the magistrate was sent by Mu Jinxuan, and he must be a trusted person. Dangerous situation, lost memory. In my opinion, the silence of his love, the thickness of your love, no one has failed the other.”

What Aoki said was full of emotion, Yun Cang couldn't help but wet his eyes, touched the corners of his eyes, and shook his head

"Since you said we were in love, I forgot the big part about him."

"Yuncang, there is a situation where, just because you value it too much, remember it from time to time, and think of it every day, you will be the first to shut down such a big thought when your body is overwhelmed. It's not contempt, it's just deep, your brain Weak and unbearable."

Shocked all over, Yun Cang opened his mouth wide, as if enlightened, he moved his mouth, not knowing what to say.

"No, no, if I really like him, why would I hate him? I want to hide when I see him."

Aoki froze for a moment.

"Really hate it?"

When Yun Cang was asked, his soft sentence made him fall into long-term thinking.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Aoki smiled and got up.

"I'll make you some medicine."

Lying on the bed, looking at the carvings on the roof.Yun Cang thought a lot.

Why do you want to deviate from it? Is it really disgusting?Or is it the feeling of being used, the feeling of betrayal, and the resentment born of pain.

Holding his brows together, he closed his eyes and asked himself a few questions

If Mu Jinxuan said he didn't love you, would you be sad? The answer is, anyway, it's uncomfortable.

If Mu Jinxuan fell in love with someone else, would you be jealous? The answer is that it seems a little pantothenic.

If Mu Jinxuan was in danger, would you be in a hurry? The answer is, you mistakenly thought that he was dead, so you ran to the imperial city desperately.

If Mu Jinxuan can't love openly and honestly, will you be disheartened? The answer is, in fact, apart from being uncomfortable, there is not much rejection.

If he not only loves you, but also loves others, even more people, will you feel resentment in your heart? The answer is yes.

Opening his eyes, Yun Cang violently scratched at his hair.

"Grandma, I let you go this morning. If you don't love me, you can't overthrow it brazenly. Isn't that breaking your word and getting fat by breaking your word?"

Thinking, after all, Mu Jinxuan is the king of a country, and it is impossible for him to belong to him alone. Since he can't be magnanimous, then, even if he figured it out, he actually loves him, and he should give up.

Tear off the thin quilt to cover your face.Yun Cang yelled in the quilt

"Why is this me so ignorant? When I meet him, I can't even love him."

After shouting, Yun Cang hugged the quilt and fell into endless sadness.Another episode of dementia.

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