our psalms

Perhaps Lao Cao had doubts too, but he would rather believe that those changes were a sign of my gradual maturity in the tumbling flames of life.He felt so happy, never been happy.Whether it's looking at me or putting me in his arms to feel the intense satisfaction and excitement.But he is rational, no matter what, he understands that all good things will never be so simple, unless he is a little more selfish.He suddenly felt extremely blind. What kind of bottom line exists between selfishness and unselfishness?

As usual, Lao Cao came to the police station on time and started his day's work seriously at his office post.Every day, there are a lot of documents waiting for him to review and give instructions, and there are various cases waiting for his instructions and handling.

The only difference today is that he feels that the colleagues and subordinates around him are a little weird, and they all look at him with different expressions of surprise.Until Xiao Zhao came to the office to look for him, Xiao Zhao was a very simple and honest young criminal policeman, who never liked to drag his feet in everything he did, but today, Lao Cao found that he kept muttering words that he couldn't understand.

"What are you trying to say, Xiao Zhao?" Old Cao looked at him puzzled, "What's going on with everyone today, is it weird?"

"Director..." Xiao Zhao still looked so embarrassed, "Director...it's like this...I don't know who it is..." After all, he still didn't finish his sentence, but just took out the police uniform from his pocket. An envelope that had already been opened was placed on Lao Cao's desk and said, "Look for yourself, many people in the institute have received such letters, anonymously..." Putting down the letter, Xiao Zhao shook his head. He ran out of Lao Cao's office without looking back.

Lao Cao didn't think too much, and took out the letter from the envelope. On a small piece of white paper, there were densely printed small characters, and the title of the letter was printed in big characters: About the police station. Comrade Cao Yongwen's report on same-sex behavior.

Lao Cao suddenly felt dark in front of his eyes, and became paralyzed...

"Little thing, why are you so happy, you are so carefree every day, and you bark so happily every day..." I took the puppy for a leisurely stroll in the garden of the community downstairs. It seems that I have gradually accepted and become familiar with this new environment that belongs to it and belongs to me. No matter where I go, it will follow me closely. It seems that I have gradually become a more important support in its life.Just like me and Lao Cao, he is my only hope and goal in this life.

The little thing doesn't have a name, so I just called it the little thing, and it seems to be used to me calling it that.No matter where it is, as long as it hears my call, it will always run towards me at the fastest and craziest speed.

What kind of firmness is it? Can we human beings be so free and easy and reckless for a certain goal of our own?

When I was playing with little things in the garden, a man wearing a pair of big sunglasses and a thick padded jacket stood silently behind me.I didn't notice until he called me.

"Wang Zicheng!" Turning around, I didn't recognize him at once.It wasn't until he slowly took off his peaked cap and sunglasses that I recognized him, that former big star, Han Yongzhe.

"I just... just happened to pass by here to see you!" He spoke in a very sincere tone, completely different from when we were fighting each other before, with a clean smile on his face, and slowly turned towards me come. "Is this your dog, so cute?"

"Well, it's called a little thing!" I said with a smile, "I only bought it a week ago."

"Hey, little thing, my name is Han Yongzhe, how are you?" He is also like a child, even though he has worked so hard in that popular circle for so many years, he still maintains his innocence and childishness.He squatted down and stroked the little thing's head, smiling so happily and sweetly.

We walked slowly on the way home. It had just rained, and the shady path in the garden was filled with the fragrance of flowers after the rain. The fragrance was really refreshing.The two people who seemed never to be able to walk quietly together, now they are talking and laughing.

"Is it true? The news said that you terminated the contract with Ai Hui and lost a lot of money?"

"Anyway, it's nothing. I'm fine now, and I don't lack that."

"But what are you going to do in the future? Are you still singing?"

"I don't know, I'm afraid it will be difficult."

"I know, that's the reason..." I lowered my head silently and asked him, "Why did you announce to the media that you are gay? Don't you think it's silly?"

"It's nothing stupid, it's just the truth." Looking at Han Yongzhe's raised eyebrows and the tenacity in his eyes, there was no sign of regret at all.I can only be silent, walking on the road with him silently, listening to the bark of the little thing, we don't know what the little thing is running so fast, what is it looking for, let alone understand, people are alive, After working so hard and desperately, what is it that I want to get in the end?

"Are you okay with Police Officer Cao?" He asked with concern, "Has this woman Ouyang Qing not played any tricks?"

"Hehe...no, it doesn't matter, unless I die, otherwise I won't leave Dad, I believe Dad thinks the same way." I said calmly, "As long as he is happy , I can do whatever you want."

"I really don't understand!" Han Yongzhe suddenly exclaimed in surprise, "You guys even said exactly the same thing, I'm really... really touched."

"What's so touching? When the person who belongs to you appears one day, you will understand."

"It makes you seem to be someone who has experienced it, haha?"

"I was originally from here, ha ha."

"Hehe, let it be. Hey, I didn't expect that you are such a handsome young man!" He looked at my face and said, "You can be cured, I'm really happy for you!"

"Thank you! It doesn't matter anymore. If you hadn't given me courage back then, maybe I wouldn't have used that medicine until now, and I wouldn't have seen Lao Cao's true side. He always wrapped himself up Very strict, but in fact the heart is so hot, I am very happy that I have awakened his true side by doing this, and let him resolutely take back his own happiness."

"He's doing everything for you!" Han Yongzhe said, "Do you know that for me, who used to be considered a person who did all kinds of evil, I was also alive by him. We were supposed to be enemies, but seeing him So firm, even if you are hurt, you have to think about everything, even if you are sad, regretful, and keep calling your name, you will not forget to let you find your own way in reality. He doesn’t want to hurt You, he always thought it was harming you, but if he didn’t harm you, he would harm himself. Hehe, in short, I really don’t understand that love is only in front of people like you. The expression is so real, so pure!" Han Yongzhe said a lot thoughtfully.Only then did I realize that my firm belief at the beginning was correct. Lao Cao, Lao Cao, such a calm adult, has considered too much. Now he may really understand that in love, there is no such thing as love. Harmful and victimized, as long as two sincere people are together, there is no right or wrong, and there is no confusion.

"Let's have lunch together at noon today. Lao Cao will come back to cook very late. Why don't we cook together and wait for him to eat when he comes back?"

"Is it okay, I haven't cooked yet?"

"Hehe, of course it's good, try it! I'm not very good at it either."