our psalms

The concert came to a perfect end in an extremely intense and reluctant atmosphere.At this time, it was almost midnight outside the venue.People were slowly pouring out from the gate of the gymnasium. It was already late autumn night, and the chill that hit made Kuang Li shiver in my embrace.She squinted her eyes, looked up at me and said, "Thank you Zicheng, I had a great time tonight." She smiled sweetly, but I could still see the lingering smile from her smile. sad.Uncle He's words today still linger in her heart for a long time, and she seems to be very scared, afraid that I will suddenly disappear from her side, leaving only this endless cold night.

I gently stroked her long hair, she is the only person I can feel besides Lao Cao, who treats me so well and cares so much.I suddenly felt very contradictory. I don't know what the reason is, which made me feel that the night like this is getting colder and colder.

We even ignored everything else around us, just snuggled up to the gate of the gymnasium, including the familiar police car parked behind me for a long time.

When Lao Cao saw such a scene, his heart began to tumbling.But he didn't know why he looked so calm, he just watched silently, kept watching silently, sighed and smiled.He started the engine slowly, stepped on the accelerator, and left without a sound.

Is it tears? Such a carefree adult, a brave middle-aged policeman, cried.Tears blurred his eyes, and this emotion made him unable to continue driving. He slowly parked the car on the side of the road, loosened his tightly clenched fists, and took out a piece of paper from his uniform pocket. The little photo stickers are him and his favorite baby, Zi Cheng.They embraced happily and sweetly, making victory gestures.Looking at this photo, Lao Cao couldn't help crying, sobbing and talking to himself, "Cheng'er, you are back, but are you leaving again? This time, are you planning to leave forever?" ,my child?"

Just as Lao Cao was crying alone in the car, his phone rang, and the name on the number was Baby.He immediately tried to pack up his sad emotions, and wiped his eyes with the rough palm.

"Hey……"

"Hey, Uncle, I finished watching the concert. I saw that you were there too. It feels good to be a lucky fan."

"Fortunately..." Lao Cao couldn't help but burst into tears again when he heard the baby's voice.

"Hehe, talk slowly when you get back. Now I have to send a friend home first. Go back when you're done. I might be a little late."

"Yes...is that so? Okay, okay, be careful on the road!"

"Okay, your voice is a little weird, are you okay?"

"It's okay...it's okay...what happened just now was a little exciting..."

"Hehe, why don't you just go on stage, okay, I'll hang up. See you later, Uncle!"

"See you later, baby..." Before he finished speaking, the phone on the other end was hung up.Listening to the beeping sound in the mobile phone, Lao Cao fell into deep thought.He raised his head and looked at the starless, pitch-black sky. The lights of the city made the dark night sky look reddish. Some pictures slowly emerged in front of his eyes, since the first time he picked Cheng'er out of school two years ago On that day, I saw Cheng'er smiling at him, getting angry at him for not understanding him, yearning for him and crying for him...everything is still so fresh in my memory.He thought that Cheng'er was his whole world, but when everything was silently running towards an unshakable fate, he still looked so dazed and helpless.He thought of Yang Xing again, and the time when Yang Xing hugged him and cried to death,

"Uncle, I don't want to leave, I don't want to get married..."

"Xing'er, don't be willful, you have to think about your own life, you know, you have to go back, you have to get married!"

"Uncle, don't drive me away, please, don't..."

"Uncle doesn't want to harm you, Xing'er!"

It hurt him, Lao Cao secretly sighed, I killed him, if I hadn't forced him to go... Lao Cao has never felt so confused at any time, he doesn't know if he will repeat the past In that scene, that Cheng'er, will he "harm" him again?

He Kuangli walked slowly on the road, and I stayed with her after getting off the taxi, feeling that she really needed someone to accompany her, even if she only walked from the gate of the community to the downstairs of her house.She reluctantly said goodbye to me.

"Wait a minute..." After saying goodbye, when the two of them were about to leave back to back, Kuang Li turned around and called me back.

"what?"

What I didn't expect, which seems to only happen in TV dramas, actually happened to me this time.She ran towards me quickly, lifted her head to my numb right cheek and kissed me lightly, then turned around at a faster speed and ran towards the depths of the stairs that I couldn't see.I was alone, standing in the same place blankly, time seemed to be frozen, the only thing I could be sure of was the feeling that my heart was about to jump out, when I hugged me and kissed Lao Cao for the first time I feel completely different.This seemed to make my heart heavier.

Lao Cao stood on the balcony with his back to the living room.The evening wind blew away his hazy drowsiness, and at this moment, it seemed that there was nothing more important than him standing here, just standing here and watching.Cao Wenxi was holding the gifts that Lao Cao got from the concert, which were all the CDs autographed by Han Yongzhe and a big Han Yongzhe doll. She lay on the bed, as if nothing could compare to this moment of happiness.At this moment, she is also a person who can't fall asleep even late at night. In her mind, that shadow is repeated over and over again. That shadow pulls her up and smiles at her, "Hehe, I remember, your name is Cao Wenxi!" She closed her eyes again with a sweet smile.

I put my hands in my trouser pockets, and the cold wind slowly blew across my face, directly freezing my once hot heart.I didn't notice the figure upstairs who was watching me all the time. Even the moment I opened the door, I saw those bloodshot eyes, those tired and extremely tormented eyes, I still didn't notice it. Fatal changes have already quietly unfolded.

"Sorry, I'm late, why haven't you slept yet?"

"No... I... I just came back not long ago." Only then did I notice that Lao Cao didn't even change his shoes.Smiling, I brought him the cloth shoes that he would change as soon as he got home from the shoe rack, and naturally helped him take off the shoes and put them on for him.In the process of changing his shoes, I didn't see the despair and pain in his eyes.

"Why don't I get some hot water to soak my feet first? It smells a little bit." I stood up and brought his leather shoes to the door, and suddenly I heard Lao Cao behind me say something.

"Will you take care of Dad like this for the rest of your life?"

I shouldn't have hesitated, and in fact I never have.I should answer him very firmly, yes.But at this moment, a light shadow suddenly flashed in my mind, a girl, and that girl was called Kuang Li.Then I just smiled at Lao Cao and went into the kitchen to get water.When I came out after receiving the water, Lao Cao had already closed his eyes, it seemed that he was really tired today.I carefully and gently put his feet into the water basin, and slowly scrubbed his rough and thick soles.I once believed firmly and unshakably that it is better to love the one I love so peacefully than the sea dry up and the earth crumble. As long as this exists in each other's sight, taking care of him and loving him with all my heart, it is not only enough , for me, is already very extravagant.

But when I turned around, I didn't see the tear that fell from Na Cao's closed eyes slightly opened in my limited sight.

The invisible sharp sword keeps flying over this emotional journey that is longing for peace. I don't know if there will be an end, or, only when this fragile relationship ends, everything will be true Let it end.

Lao Cao did not escape the entanglement of fate. When he met that child, he completely changed his persistence and calmness.When I saw Han Yongzhe again, he was huddled alone in the small attic cargo hold under the elevator of a certain supermarket, surrounded by crowds, security guards, policemen, and his fans. "Is Han Yongzhe in there? Is it true? Wow... so handsome!!!" The policemen are struggling to maintain order, but what is unimaginable is that the crowd is getting more and more spectacular, because the people staying inside Not an ordinary person, but an extremely handsome star.

"Are you okay?" When Lao Cao led a few policemen into the cargo hold, Han Yongzhe was looking at them dazedly. There was an indescribable melancholy in his eyes. He was wearing a very ordinary overcoat. He was wearing a pair of sunglasses, which he now had in his hand, because it was obvious that, despite his efforts, he was already exposed in the crowd.

"Don't take me back!" Han Yongzhe looked at Lao Cao beggingly, "Please."

"What happened?" Lao Cao walked over and helped him up from the ground, "Why are you here alone?"

"I can't stand that mercenary company. There are so many people who like me, but it's just their cash cow."

"I don't understand?" Lao Cao looked suspiciously at the lively and childish boy in front of him on TV and movie screens, but now he looked so tired and decadent.

"The ones who really like me are those fans. I am not a person who needs to rely on fakes to maintain my image. I don't need to hype anymore. Why are there still so many reporters who refuse to let me go, and the company will only respond. Those reporters keep making rumors that I am not good at it or even not true at all." Han Yongzhe became more and more sad as he spoke, "I don't even have the most basic freedom, not at all..."

Lao Cao looked at the child with some heartache. He never thought that although he had only heard about the right and wrong, but when someone stood in front of him in despair because of those things, he could no longer be indifferent. Like a spectator, he smiled and pointed.

"Now, we have to find a way to get out first." Lao Cao smiled, "There is nothing that cannot be solved, child."

Han Yongzhe looked at the confident old Cao, a trusting smile suddenly appeared on his sad face.

"You can't get too close to that Han Yongzhe!" Cao Wenxi's mother said to her in a warning tone.But at this moment, the girl who had fallen into a situation where she couldn't extricate herself just stared at the Han Yongzhe doll in her hand in a daze.

"Are you listening to me!" Cao Wenxi's mother called again. "You haven't reported to me about your uncle's situation these days!"

"It's nothing, just like that." Cao Wenxi suddenly seemed to have lost all "fighting spirit".

Cao Wenxi's mother walked up to her angrily and snatched the doll from her hand, "You are not an ordinary girl, you can handle any handsome guy you want, but Han Yongzhe can't!"

"Why!?" Cao Wenxi got excited now.

"Because...because..." Cao Wenxi's mother said slowly, "Because, I can't tell you yet! You forgot what you promised mom, we will save mom's husband and your uncle together, right? "

"I don't think it's necessary!" Cao Wenxi exclaimed, which surprised her mother.Only then did Cao Wenxi realize that her actions had frightened her mother, and she immediately lowered her tone, "I mean, that Wang Zicheng, just as you said, mom, they can't escape fate and reality. According to me As far as I know, he seems to have fallen in love with a girl from their school, which will definitely..."

Before she could finish her sentence, her mother's face suddenly turned cloudy, "Really, this is really God's will, it's great, I never thought that God is also helping us secretly... It's really nothing better than this." More exciting news."

"Then can you give me back my doll now, Mom?"

"No!" The mother's face immediately returned to seriousness, "This is not enough, it can only prove that the child has disintegrated, but if your father still loves him, it is meaningless. So... ..."

"So what?"

"So we have to rely on our mother... We can't stop before the victory comes!" Cao Wenxi's mother picked up the Han Yongzhe doll and stared at it with sharp and terrifying eyes