our psalms

For a long time, I always looked at the familiar street, silently in a daze.I always feel that Xiaodong's shadow is still beating in a certain corner here.I can even hear his voice—brother Zicheng, do you know what love is?

Yes, I don't know, but I have seen it. You have explained it with your actions. Is it the madness and freedom that are beyond life and death and transcend everything?But if I have to sacrifice my life for the person in my heart now, can I do it?The reality may be far more than that simple, only because of the simple you, it is easy to reach the last step.But in the end, I still want to congratulate you, you have succeeded, you have loved, and you are relieved without regrets.

He took Lao Xie to walk between the cemeteries, walked to the wall belonging to Xiaodong, and gently placed a bouquet of flowers.Looking at his innocent smile that day in the photo, I suddenly felt that I had matured and grown up.Old Xie seemed much calmer. It was hard to imagine that if one day his consciousness came back, would he shed tears for the boy he once loved so much, or would he applaud the death of Xiaodong who indirectly made him lose everything? Woolen cloth?

He still mutters now and then: "What about Dong, what about Dong, why doesn't he come to play with me?"

"He went to a far away place." I can't think of a worse excuse than this, but I really hope he has gone to a far away place, no more sorrow, no pain, no nostalgia, no more There is no place for love either.From him, the most important thing I learned is that our love will never be too simple, and it will never be as smooth as others.But what blinds me is that I can't see anything unusual from Lao Cao.Could it be that he was really an accident?

Under the arrangement of Lao Cao, Lao Xie was placed in a nursing home not far from the outskirts of the city.The care there is very considerate, at least he will never feel lonely or afraid here.And whenever I am free, I will come here to accompany him, chat, walk around, and sometimes go fishing by the small river not far away.The scenery there is beautiful, and Lao Xie can sit for a whole day. When it comes to fishing, he always waits patiently for the fish to take the bait. Finally, when the fish is really hooked, he will be as excited as a big child. Bring the fish in front of me to show your results.

"Hehe, Uncle Xie, we have another fresh fish dinner tonight!" I said with a smile.

"It's a big meal." He jumped up and down with a smile, seeing him so full and happy every day, I think Xiaodong, who is in heaven, should also feel relieved.

In contrast, Lao Cao is very busy every day, except for being with him in the morning and evening, it is usually difficult to see his shadow.After all, it was during the Olympic Games, and their work became more and more onerous.

That Kuang Li really didn't lie to me, don't worry about where she got it, although I don't believe that she bought the answer to the English Level [-].But in fact, I used this thing to pass the exam. Before I could thank her personally, I called Lao Cao immediately to tell the good news. After a few words of praise, he hastily hung up the phone.Although I am not very happy with the land, but this thing is not obtained by my own ability, so it is balanced after thinking about it.

At noon, that cheeky girl, Kuang Li, came to me and asked me to invite her to dinner to express my gratitude to him.I should thank her for helping me with the English that caused me the most headache, but I was going to eat KFC, and I ordered a large table of food, which made me look like a big eater and was stared at by the people sitting next to me. Not so comfortable anymore.

"Are you sure you've finished eating?" I looked at her frail body suspiciously.

"If you can't finish eating, you can take it away. Anyway, the afternoon is so long, we can eat and play slowly." She simply took up all my time in the afternoon.

"But it doesn't seem good to eat all afternoon?" I tried my best to make her change her mind.It's not my style to reject girls outright.

"What's wrong, there is no class this afternoon, you are afraid of your father again, aren't you?"

"It's not just that I haven't finished my sketching assignment."

"Don't worry about it, I'm in charge today! Hehe." She said, her face darkened, she took a sip of Coke and suddenly looked at me with a very strange look, "Actually, I just have a question to ask you .”

"What's the problem?" I looked at her in surprise.

"Nothing" She suddenly hesitated to speak, and looked out of the window.At this time, she screamed again: "Wow, Wang Zicheng, your father is there!"

"Where is it?" I followed her gaze.

"There is a woman in police uniform." She said, her eyes shifted to me again, "I remember you said that your father is single, I think you will have a new mother soon."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" I said while looking outside, and when I saw that the policeman in uniform was Lao Cao, there was indeed a woman beside him, and the two of them were talking and laughing as they walked on the overpass. It is a completely different image from the old Cao who is usually busy and ignores everything, or the old Cao who only blindly scolds others.