[Hakuouki Doujin] The Tide of Fallen Leaves

On the way out of the Serizawa mansion, Nueno folded his hands in his sleeves and looked up thinking about something.

The gradually withered leaves in autumn are scattered on the streets of Kyoto. It is in the afternoon, and the vendors who come and go are doing their last hawking. After a while, it will be the day to pack up and go home.

Even though the government above is facing the invasion of foreigners in full swing, the people below are still living their own lives.

So even if there are many incredible things happening in front of their eyes in the world, they still live a life that belongs to ordinary people.

After living with humans for so many years, Nueno has watched this kind of operation for a long time.

The sight of both eyes stretched out along the street, Nueno looked at the boy who came in front of him, smiled faintly, and said: "Hirasuke."

The boy didn't have the light blue haori that he usually wears when patrolling the streets. He just flicked the sword nervously in one hand, and his emerald green eyes reflected the man in front of him, "Bath, are you free now? I have something to talk to you about." explain."

"Um."

The two walked side by side. On the side of the road, Nueno noticed a small shop selling wagashi. He took a step away and asked Hirasuke to wait for a while, then came out with a simple but sweet and fragrant dessert.

Looking at the restless young man in front of him, even though he knew what the other party might say, Nueno did not strongly refuse, but looked at him gently, "Let's go to Kitano Tenmangu Shrine."

"Ah, um..." Lowering his head, Hirasuke followed Nueno's footsteps without saying a word.

"But... what do you want to say?" With a slightly curious tone, Nueno gently induced: "I came here to find me..."

Looking at the torii gate so close in front of him, Hirasuke was silent for a long time after Nueno asked, and then slowly said: "Bath, do you have someone you like?"

Why did he have feelings for this person? Hirasuke thought about it many times.

If it is a sense of dependence like an older brother or a relative, then he should have feelings for Zuoyuki or Shinpachi, but only for Nueno...he has a desire to monopolize.

Moreover, this person is not an ordinary woman, it would make sense if I have always had lust for men before... But why this time I only have the desire to touch such a person.

He likes to look at the focused expression in the other person's eyes when they stare at him.

I also like the piercing voice when the other party calls my name.

With the same syllable, Nueno has a way to make his heart beat faster, and he cares about it.

Hirasuke, a cheerful and forthright man in front of others, also has his own selfishness.

"Why do you ask like this?" With an expression of not knowing what to say, Nueno thought for a while, and then sat down on the resting stone chair in the shrine, and at the same time beckoned Hirasuke to sit next to him. "According to what you said, I have had very close relationships with two or three women, but I have not married them, nor have I left any children with them."

After finishing speaking, Nueno stretched out his hand to open the bamboo leaf wrapped with snacks, and placed it between the two of them. "Eat a little, although there is no tea..."

"Bath," interrupting Nueno, Hirasuke said cautiously, "If I say... that is... can you accept men?"

"..." The hand reaching out to grab the snack paused, Nueno raised his head and looked at the person in front of him, "Hirasuke, are you sure about your feelings?"

Hirasuke was startled, "You, what do you mean?"

"I..." The hand continued to move, picked up a white fruit and took a bite, Nueno said calmly: "Hirasuke, I don't hate you, to be honest, I really like your character..."

Hearing the words here, Hirasuke held his breath.

"But... I don't have the experience of actively falling in love with people..." Scratching his head, he threw the other half into his mouth and chewed. Nue Ye looked into the distance and explained word by word: "Up until now , I don’t have the experience of taking the initiative to seduce anyone.”

Maybe it's the problem of the ghost clan, or maybe it's my own problem, but the experience of living for a long time tells me that it is really difficult for the body to produce the excited feeling of blood acceleration... A few of them are all because of those girls who swelled up. Have the courage to confess to yourself, accept it yourself, and then use all and due efforts to love them.

"I have also thought about whether I like the same sex, but I don't know about this..." Eyes darkened, Nue Ye rubbed the penis off his hands: "I am a person who is born with a flaw in feelings Man, even if I'm aware of your feelings, even if..." Eyes met those green eyes, "I saw your hesitation very early on, I can't do anything about it."

"...You mean, you already knew that I like you!?" At the end, Hirasuke's voice slowly softened, feeling unbelievable.

It seems that my confusion all this time is a joke.

"...I didn't do it intentionally..." Looking at the man with dark eyes, Nueno felt a little troubled, "It's just that I really don't know how to deal with it..."

Not just Hirasuke, Ryunosuke and Lianmei are existences that he is unwilling to hurt.

"If possible, I hope you all can live a very good life, but I can't guarantee so many people at the same time."

"I'm just a person, a person who is born with many flaws and can never be perfect. Besides, I still have many secrets that I can't tell you. Such a person... I can't bear your kindness."

"...So, are you rejecting me?" Hirasuke clenched his hands tightly, his head lowered, and his suppressed voice let out in a low voice.

With a low sigh, Nueno spoke again, but instead of answering the question just now: "Hirasuke, I'm a very bad person."

"You have made such a decision now, have you ever thought about how it will affect you if you come to me and say these words when Hijikata and the Serizawa faction are about to break apart?"...Because I am a very bad person people, so I can only talk like this. "You know that Hijikata will not easily let anyone who knows about "Rakshasa"...you are at the scene."

"If you want to reject me in this way...why don't you just say it outright!!" With a low growl, the young man whose mind had completely entered his own dead end, his original bright color dimmed. "This kind of saying... Do you think I haven't thought about it!? If you lean over first, maybe the deputy chief won't do anything to you!"

The hand that was originally stretched out to comfort the other party stopped in mid-air, but Nueno looked at the other party's lowered head inexplicably, because of the shadow, he couldn't see the other party's expression clearly.

In the end, he brushed away the other person's hair with his hand, and gently touched the other's red eye sockets, trying to get rid of all the traces.

"Hirasuke, Todo Hirasuke." With a long sigh, Nueno touched the opponent's chin and exerted some strength, "Look at me."

"Listen to me first, and then you decide whether you want to continue." Nue Ye's eyes were full of sadness, "I will not refuse people, really, I will not. So I don't know if I will bring you or you What harm. If you withdraw and leave me earlier, you won't suffer too much harm, do you understand?" Not only the other party, but also yourself will think about the people you cherish.

"... If feelings are such a simple thing, do you think I would worry about so many things?" Looking at Nueno, Hirasuke asked stubbornly.

"But I don't want you to suffer unnecessary harm." Nueno looked at the other party seriously, "So..."

"Hey." Interrupting Nueno's words, Hirasuke just asked, "Do you take me to heart?"

"……have."

"In that case, kiss me." Hirasuke stared blankly at the other person's envious face, "If you are willing to treat me like this from now on, kiss me when I want you to kiss me, no matter what happens in the future , I will forgive you."

"If you say you have flaws, then I won't care about your flaws. As long as you take me to heart and I take you to heart, I feel that this is the feeling of being valued."

"You don't have to..." to do that.

"I am willing." Hirasuke said firmly.Only you don't know the extent of my feelings.

"..." Nueno fell silent, and began to think about not kissing him and letting him avoid all problems.

But Hirasuke suddenly grabbed his hand and looked straight at him, "Otherwise, I'll kiss you."

He choked on what he was about to say, and Nueno frowned imperceptibly, but he still heard Hirasuke say: "Even if you don't want it, I have to entangle you."

"...I see." It is rare to see such a pair of beautiful green eyes, and Nueno feels very seriously that these eyes should be looking at the lively and optimistic scenery, not an existence like himself.It's not that he doesn't have concerns, but because of concerns, Nueno will not take action.

But..."Close your eyes." It seemed to be the first time I was threatened like this.Some headaches, but some touches.

Seeing the man opposite him close his eyes as he said, Nueno smiled lightly.Never imagined that one day this would happen to me.

If you do this, it really means that you won't let go... Does he know about it?

Sensing the other party's slight trembling, Nueno reached out to put his hand on the other's cheek, closing the distance between the two of them.

A faint breath, sticking to the opponent's skin.

Then, the intertwined hands interlocked.

The author has something to say:

Lei Lei alone is not as good as all Lei Lei...

I only sighed when I saw this, "I stepped on the wrong pit", "Damn my blue wave", "Oh oh oh ─ ─ (meaningless madness)" and the like, I don't mind if you scold me, See if you want to continue to mine, or delete it decisively~~ww

Anyway, when I reorganized the copywriting last time, I changed it, and I was still thundered... (＝and,＝)

The above joke.

In fact, I have been thinking about writing this article for a long time, and I have struggled several times. In the end, it is still literary... um, feelings...

It’s rare to explode a little word count, everyone, let me make more complaints~~

The Pingsuke line is almost over here, and if it ends like this, many people will say it is inexplicable, so there is still a follow-up.

Ryunosuke's words will be slowly completed in a tacit way between the two in the future, not like this one.Others will have their own methods too. XD

To be honest, I really like Pingsuke’s jealous appearance, and I also feel that this naive big boy also has his own selfishness in his relationship—he wants to speak out and occupy a place. Under the leadership of such thoughts, I try not to let him He is feminine and finally finished this one.

Although it is true that men are very popular at the end of the shogunate, but this is only for the entertainment of rich people, it can be regarded as a decadent act in a desolate age, so there is no lower limit...the harem, I can only hypnotize myself that love is the most important thing in this world...

In addition, I also talked about Nueno's shortcomings.

To put it bluntly, as long as you work hard, you will be rewarded. To put it bluntly, you will accept everything as you order.

Basically, he is very gentle to other people because he is conscious of his own emotional flaws. His feelings are colder than ordinary people. If he lives according to his nature, he may cause trouble, so he thinks it is safer to be like this, and adopts this strategy .In other words, his tenderness is based on covering up his flaws.

And if someone falls for his tenderness, it is impossible to expect him to take the initiative to open up with you (even if he may find this out before you yourself).Confessing on his own initiative is 100% sure to succeed...as long as he has no other burdens.

Once he accepts someone, he will start to take him into his heart, and then you can experience his super gentle treatment... It feels like a promotion to power output|||||||... (what metaphor )

Even though I said it like this, it’s not like the flash is very strong, cough cough, this is more difficult to describe, sorry, I will know later. ww

In the end, although my head has constructed a happy blueprint, it has been broken in the middle...

If the character is out of shape, please say it out loud! !

If you don't leave a message, I won't release the general manager in the next chapter! ! ==+

Thank you for reading my stinky long... all kinds of explanations.