Ex-Girlfriend Growth Notes

"If you need my help, you must ask." Yao Pei'an's words interrupted Xu Wei's thoughts, he came back to his senses, and when he turned his head, he saw Yao Pei'an holding the steering wheel tightly, with a very serious expression on his face.

She only looks like this when she is nervous.

Perhaps it was because she had just recalled the past, seeing Yao Pei'an showing weakness like this, Xu Wei couldn't help but soften in her heart.

Leaving aside the relationship issues, after all, the two have been with each other for so many years. For nearly seven years, they have been inseparable and inseparable. They have long regarded each other as their own habits. How can they change it easily?

"No problem now." She said vaguely.

He neither said whether there will be problems in the future, nor whether he will find Yao Pei'an if there is a problem.

Because for a while, she hadn't decided on her attitude towards Yao Pei'an.

In fact, Xu Wei is very clear that Yao Pei'an will not do things that are sorry for her, and the matter with Ji Tong is also a matter of speculation by the media.When I first learned about it, I was naturally furious, but when I gradually calmed down and thought about it clearly, I couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

In any case, Yao Pei'an must have made a mistake in this matter, at least it was because of her mishandling that this situation was caused.

Besides, Xu Wei always felt that the relationship between her and Yao Pei'an had reached a bottleneck, which was why rifts and disagreements inevitably arose when facing such a major event.If this problem cannot be resolved, then even if we forcefully continue to be together, there is no point in quarreling over such and such problems in the future.

So she didn't even question Yao Pei'an about it, so she chose to take a step back and leave Yao Pei'an's side.

Sometimes when I think about it, this unilateral choice may be unfair to Yao Pei'an.So facing her, it was difficult for Xu Wei to be confident.

Just like now, Yao Pei'an asked her, "Don't you have anything to ask me?"

Xu Wei didn't know how to answer.

Yao Pei'an lowered his head and smiled wryly, "I understand. But... I still have to explain to you. I have nothing to do with Ji Tong. In fact, we have already discussed it. After this cooperation is over, we will ask each other's family members Explain that we actually have no intention of each other. I was wrong for not telling you in advance, because I don't want you to be unhappy because of such a trivial matter. "

She paused for a while, took a deep breath, and said, "Xu Wei, I don't admit that we broke up."

Then, as if he was afraid of hearing Xu Wei's rebuttal, he spoke quickly, "No matter what problems we encounter, we can discuss and solve them. ——This is what you promised me once, you shouldn't forget it?"

It seemed that Yao Pei'an's words touched the memory deep in her mind, and Xu Wei's attitude suddenly softened.

"I haven't forgotten," she said, "but you also promised me that you will be honest with each other in the future, and there will be no secrets from each other."

Hearing this sentence, Yao Pei'an's fingers on the steering wheel twitched nervously.

Yes, this is her promise.

At first Xu Wei agreed to be with her, it was entirely the result of her stalking.

Yao Pei'an is a very persistent person. After confirming her feelings and deciding to be with Xu Wei, she confessed her love very directly.

At that time Xu Wei's reaction was to be shocked, but she ran away from her directly.

For a while after that, Xu Wei subconsciously avoided Yao Pei'an, even asked for leave, and didn't go to class or go to the dormitory.Yao Pei'an became anxious immediately, and directly mobilized all his friends to find Xu Wei's whereabouts.

Under such circumstances, Xu Wei could not hide any longer.After being chased and intercepted by Yao Pei'an for more than half a month, the defense line finally collapsed, and Yao Pei'an promised to try with her.

But this relationship did not last forever, as beautiful and sweet as Yao Pei'an thought.In fact, their first relationship lasted only a short month before it came to an end.

It was Xu Wei who couldn't bear it first.It never occurred to her that being a lover and being a friend with Yao Pei'an are two completely different things.

She domineeringly hoped that Xu Wei would only revolve around her, and that she was the only one in her heart.So she rejected Xu Wei's close contact with any classmates, especially male classmates, who were the key objects of her strict defense.

This practice has had a very serious impact on Xu Wei, she can hardly continue her daily classes, because Yao Pei'an can always find one or another reason to disturb her, which annoys her unbearably.

In fact, in Yao Pei'an, she urgently needs Xu Wei's attention just because she has no sense of security.Because this feeling was "forced" by her, the more obedient Xu Wei was, the more Yao Pei'an felt that he couldn't see her clearly, and the more insecure she felt, so the more he acted.

It seems that after making a fuss, she can be sure that Xu Wei has feelings for her.

The most unbearable thing for Xu Wei was that when she was not allowed to socialize with other people, Yao Pei'an gathered a large number of friends around her. Most of the time, Yao Pei'an would go with them and must bring Xu Wei with her.

But Xu Wei is not interested in the things they play at all. Relatively speaking, she is more willing to go to the library and read a book quietly for a while, rather than go out to play and have fun with these rich second generations.

Especially, in the eyes of those people, she is just a follower beside Yao Pei'an, and she will never be able to stand on the same status as them, so she can belittle and humiliate at will.Sometimes Xu Wei couldn't figure out whether Yao Pei'an brought herself among these people because she wanted to integrate herself into her circle of friends, or if she deliberately tortured herself.

In the end, the two had a big fight and the relationship broke down.

At that time, Xu Wei once said a word, which Yao Pei'an still remembers deeply, "Yao Pei'an, there are too many people around you, one more than me is not too many, and one less than me is quite a lot, can you let me go?"

Because of this sentence, Yao Pei'an completely alienated those friends, and devoted almost all his energy to Xu Wei, caring for every detail.

On the day the two got back together, Yao Pei'an, who already knew what had happened, said to Xu Wei very solemnly, "No matter what problems we encounter in the future, let's not hide it, just speak it out, there must be a solution to any problem .Stop talking about breaking up, okay? I can't take it."

However, even Yao Pei'an himself couldn't tell how much he had concealed from Xu Wei under the banner of "for Xu Wei's good" all these years.

Some Xu Wei knew, some she never knew.

But now hearing Xu Wei say this, endless panic suddenly arose in her heart.I always feel that everything I tried to hide has been spread out in front of Xu Wei.

She didn't ask before because she still has feelings for her, but now she asks, what does it mean?

All the explanations were blocked back, Yao Pei'an just felt full of irritability and urgently needed a vent.But in front of Xu Wei, it couldn't be like this.She must remain calm, because she still loves this person and wants to redeem this relationship.

She rubbed her face in embarrassment before saying, "I'm sorry, do you know all about it?"

"If you mean your grandma was sick and hospitalized, I do know." Xu Wei looked down at her fingers and said softly.

In fact, she also understood that this was the biggest reason why Yao Pei'an concealed herself.Because she was unwilling to make a choice, and it was even more impossible to let herself make this choice, so she simply kept it a secret, and she could keep it a day.

Grandma Yao came from a good family background. She married Yao Pei'an's grandfather, which was a low marriage. After marriage, she has been helping Grandpa Yao manage the family business, so she has a high status in the family, and she counts her words.Especially after Grandpa Yao passed away, although Grandma Yao no longer took care of the company's affairs, as long as she opened her mouth, she still kept her word.

It was she who supported Yao Pei'an to take over the Yao family regardless of everyone's opposition.Otherwise, Yao Pei'an's parents would have to adopt a boy from their own family to inherit it, which is tantamount to giving away the family business.Otherwise, the Yao family can only be split up, and the huge family business will be scattered like this.

Yao Pei'an didn't shy away from Xu Wei very much about her own affairs, so although Xu Wei didn't know the details, she knew the general things.Grandma Yao has devoted countless efforts to her, just to help her control the Yao family and develop the Yao family.

So she opened her mouth and said that she hoped to see Yao Pei'an get married, especially when she was seriously ill and hospitalized, Yao Pei'an couldn't refuse at all.

Although Yao Pei'an hasn't told her family yet, Grandma Yao, who is so smart, may have noticed some traces a long time ago, knowing to some extent that there are people around Yao Pei'an.Speaking now is obviously forcing Yao Pei'an to make a choice.

Yao Pei'an chose drag.

She couldn't directly reject her grandmother who was so good to her, and she didn't want Xu Wei to worry about it, so she chose to bear it alone.What I said before, what I discussed with Ji Tong is also true.

According to her arrangement, if she just procrastinates like this, maybe she can really procrastinate this matter in a daze.

The only surprise is that Xu Wei knew about this in advance and proposed to break up.

Now think about it carefully, she has been hiding it for so long without showing a trace, how could Xu Wei know it so easily?There is no need to think about who is behind this shot.

Yao Pei'an was startled.

She suddenly raised her head and looked at Xu Wei, with the undiminished astonishment still remaining in her eyes.

Xu Wei couldn't help smiling bitterly, "Understood?" She said in a cold tone, "So, even if we don't separate now, she will definitely not allow us to continue dating. When it's really time for her to make a move, I'm afraid..."

She took a deep breath, "Pei'an, you can call me timid or selfish, I still have my father at home, I can't..." Xu Wei closed her eyes, looked away, and said, "I'm sorry, I can't stay with you any longer."

Her personality seems carefree, but no matter how careful Xu's father was since she was a child, after all, there is only one person, and they are of different genders. Xu Wei can only rely on Xu Wei for many things.In this respect, she is more independent than Yao Pei'an, and she is more transparent about certain things.

She understood that they were now on someone's chessboard, being manipulated by someone, but she could not resist at all.

Yao Pei'an was speechless.

It's not that she's not smart, nor can she do it, but when it comes to the people around her, she often subconsciously refuses to think in that direction.In the end, he was just lying to himself.

She didn't expect that there would be a shadow of grandma in this matter.Maybe it was because that was her closest person, so she never doubted it. Until just now, if Xu Wei hadn't mentioned it, she might still not have thought of it.

It was the grandma she admired and respected who wanted to separate her from Xu Wei.

All the previous persistence seemed so pale and ridiculous.Because Yao Pei'an found out that she couldn't do anything.She didn't dare to answer Xu Wei's words, because she knew very well that what she said was definitely not "don't worry, everything is up to me", but she didn't want to say anything else to Xu Wei except this sentence.

She used to think that she had considered all the difficulties clearly, and even felt that as long as Xu Wei agreed to her, then there would be no problems.Waiting for them will be a beautiful and sweet tomorrow.

It turned out to be just a wish.