Ex-Girlfriend Growth Notes

Xu Wei's original plan was to get rid of the other party within 10 minutes after meeting, and then just find a place to kill time.However, now she has changed her mind.

Anyway, it's just killing time, and there are people to talk to when I'm with Shang Junrui.Besides, after not seeing each other for so many years, she was actually quite curious, is Shang Junrui still with Xu Xun?Would they -- wouldn't there be friction, wouldn't get tired, wouldn't argue, wouldn't break up?

In the process of Xu Wei's love, there are only Cao Xiaoyu and Zhao Shuting who can give her as a reference for comparison.But those two were able to do more than she and Yao Pei'an, and now Cao Xiaoyu is still missing, Zhao Shuting stays at home every day, and it's not a life.

So sometimes looking at them, Xu Wei can't help but think that it is very rare for two people to be together, and she should cherish it.

It's just that in the end, many things are still unsatisfactory.

Although Xu Wei always felt that she had considered the breakup well, but sometimes other thoughts would arise in her mind-was she really too extreme?Should we be considerate of Yao Pei'an's difficulties, and should we be more tolerant?

Could it be that she is really too fussy, that's why this relationship is unsustainable?

The same-sex relationship itself is particularly difficult, cheating, sexual marriage, what's wrong?Most of the time, you can only choose to hold back.But Xu Wei couldn't do it.

Is it wrong to want to be single-minded for the rest of your life?

"What are you doing looking at me like that?" Seeing her staring at him, Shang Junrui blinked and asked, "Don't you know me?"

Xu Wei just woke up from the trance, stretched out her hands to stroke her temples in embarrassment, and said apologetically, "Why, I just feel that you... have changed a lot."

"The same goes for you." Shang Junrui looked at the coffee in front of him with a low eyebrow, and smiled slightly, "In my memory, you are still the little girl who would rush to beat people when she was not happy. But you are better than that now." It's time to be more refined."

Xu Wei was slightly shocked, a wry smile appeared on her face, and then disappeared.

He didn't expect Shang Junrui's impression of him to be like this.But this casual sentence made Xu Wei confirm something in an instant.

She wanted to tell Shang Junrui that she hadn't changed.Although it looks like she has learned restraint and forbearance on the outside, she is actually the original her at every critical moment, fierce and decisive, leaving no room for it.

Already... there is no need to ask if this is good.Because this is her Xu Wei.What a pity if it changed.

Xu Wei felt as if she was getting to know herself again. This feeling was amazing, but it was also refreshing, as if she had finally opened up the two veins of Ren and Du. She only felt light and light all over her body, as if she was about to fly with ease.

So she showed a sincere smile and asked very directly, "Are you still with him?"

Shang Junrui hesitated for a moment before nodding, but what he said was, "Actually, we have been separated for a while. We made an appointment with the same family to come out, but his family obviously did not accept it, and now he is locked up at home." , I don’t even know what happened.”

No wonder he didn't look very well.It turned out that it was not only because of the heavy burden of life, but also because of Liu Xun's affairs, right?

Xu Wei wanted to say something comforting, but before she could speak, the phone rang.

She smiled at Shang Junrui, took the phone casually, but paused slightly when she saw the name on the caller ID.

It's Yao Pei'an.

Although they broke up, Xu Wei was not naive enough to delete the other party's contact information, not to mention that this number is so familiar, she has already engraved it deep in her memory, and it is not so easy to forget.

"Why didn't you answer?" Seeing her stunned, Shang Junrui asked.

Xu Wei looked up at him, then lowered her head and pressed the answer button, "Hello?"

"Xu Wei?" Yao Pei'an's voice was not as clear as before, but a little hoarse. When it was transmitted through the phone, it was unknown whether it was added with electromagnetic energy, which seemed very magnetic and confusing.

Xu Wei froze for a moment, moved her lips, and wanted to speak, only to find that her throat was extremely dry.

She took a deep breath before finally making a sound, "It's me." After a pause, she asked very deliberately, "What's the matter?"

"Hmm..." Yao Pei'an said urgently, "Why isn't your store open?"

...Xu Wei tried her best to suppress the strangeness in her heart, and said calmly, "Oh, I have something to do at home, so I have closed the door for a few days. What's the matter?"

Since you will ask this question, did Yao Pei'an go to the store to find her?

It's hard to believe, but that's how it should be.On the one hand, Xu Wei found it ridiculous, but on the other hand, she didn't know why, and felt a little sad.

If he cared so much about her earlier, if he had thought about her feelings when making a decision, how could he have come to this point?As it is now, who is it for?

"As it is now, who do you show it to?" The person who spoke was Zhao Shuting. She and Yao Pei'an were friends, so of course she was not polite at all, and she would not be like Xu Wei, who had so many twists and turns in her heart, but couldn't say anything.

Yao Pei'an didn't even look at her, her eyes were fixed on the slowly beating time on the oven, and after a while she said, "I'm happy, can't I?"

"Okay, of course." Zhao Shuting curled her lips, "I said that you would be in a daze if you baked cakes here every day. If you have this skill, you might as well coax people back. Otherwise, even if you bake a hundred cakes, you can only bake one hundred cakes." Throw it away."

Just when it was time for the oven, Yao Pei'an turned a deaf ear to Zhao Shuting's words, stepped forward to open the oven, took out the cake baked inside, and tasted it by himself.

"It's a bit overcooked." She said to herself, picked up the recipe on the counter next to it, added a few touches to it, and then took out a few eggs from the refrigerator, planning to do it all over again.

Zhao Shuting finally couldn't take it anymore, stepped forward and snatched the egg from her hand, and then handed her the phone, "Call now, no matter what the reason is, to trick the person back!"

Can't tell whether it was a sigh of relief or finally found an excuse, Yao Pei'an pinched the phone and thought for a while, and finally pressed the dial button.The moment she heard a familiar voice from the opposite side, she almost burst into tears.

In Yao Pei'an's mind, she liked Xu Wei more than Xu Wei liked her.

From the very beginning, she was the one who liked Xu Wei first, stalking her, stalking her face, and spent a lot of thought and energy to finally impress Xu Wei.Maybe it was because the process of obtaining it was so difficult that when she faced Xu Wei, she often felt that she lacked confidence.

Ever since they got together, she had been planning for the future of the two of them, but Xu Wei never seemed to think about it.After graduating from university, she originally planned to find a company to work from [-] to [-], move back home by the way, and take care of Dad Xu nearby.

From the beginning to the end, Yao Pei'an had nothing to do with her.

She didn't know how much she spent to make Xu Wei reluctantly agree to open a shop by herself.Then she ran back and forth again, looking for a relationship to get a bunk in Demao.

All this is simply because, although they are all in the same city, it takes an hour and a half by car from Demao to where Xu Wei's family lives, and even longer by bus, which is very inconvenient.And the distance from her own villa is less than 10 minutes by car.

So logically, Xu Wei moved into her villa.

She forcefully pinched herself into Xu Wei's life, but the result was a bit nondescript after all.Xu Wei didn't know that for so long, she had been full of fear, and always felt that the happiness in front of her was short and fragile, and would be shattered sooner or later.

So when that day finally came, in addition to her heartbreak, she also had a feeling of "the other boot finally fell off".

The dust has settled, nothing less.

So when Xu Wei said to break up, she really didn't dare to make any changes.But every day I secretly go to her shop to take a look, knowing that she is doing well, so I feel relieved.

As for being so anxious now, it's because Xu Wei hasn't opened a store for a long time.

Yao Pei'an knew her too well.She has said more than once that she doesn't want to renew the lease of Demao's shop, but wants to go out and set up a small shop that is completely her own. It is best to be near her home and be able to go home to take care of her father at any time.

She has blocked it for so long, now, maybe she really wants to put it into action?

So if she didn't speak, would Xu Wei really leave without looking back, never looking at herself again?

While feeling restless, he couldn't wait to call her, even Yao Pei'an felt that he was hopeless.

"It's nothing," she said, "it's just that you left something with me. If you have time... come and get it."

In fact, Xu Wei didn't leave anything important behind. After all, that day, she checked all her belongings carefully, and put everything that should be taken away into boxes.

What Yao Pei'an said was so inconspicuous that even Xu Wei could hardly think of it.

In order to find them from every corner of the villa, Yao Pei'an was exhausted. Even Zhao Shuting was pulled by her to help. The two of them worked all day and almost turned the villa up and down before they found two or three pitiful things. thing.

However, with these things in hand, Yao Pei'an has more confidence.

Xu Wei was taken aback when she heard her words.She has a carefree temper, and she really doesn't know if she dropped something there.But she really didn't want to go back and face Yao Pei'an, so she just said lightly, "Oh, it shouldn't be something important, and I don't need it, so you can just throw it away."