Ex-Girlfriend Growth Notes

"I can't say." Xu Wei clasped her hands tightly, lowered her head not to look at Yao Pei'an's face, "I also have self-esteem, I can't force you to lower yourself to the same level just because you are so good and good." Am I the same height?"

"I also thought about it, I have to work hard to stand on a higher ground, and work hard to be worthy of you. I never thought about giving up, I really worked hard..."

However, there are some distances that cannot be shortened just by working hard.What's more, when she was working hard, Yao Pei'an didn't stand still.She has worked hard to live every day to the fullest without wasting anything.But...it is not so easy to catch up with Yao Pei'an.

Xu Wei took a deep breath, "Yao Pei'an, I don't want to give up all my dignity one day, I beg you to stay by my side. But I don't know what else I can do."

"So you gave up on me?" Yao Pei'an asked.

Xu Wei shook her head again and again, but she couldn't utter any words of defense.There were times when she really thought about giving up.

It's just that although there are many barriers between them, there are more entanglements.It is not so easy to separate or break this relationship.

"Let's go." Yao Pei'an said suddenly, "If that's all you want to tell me, then there's no need to say any more. It's fine if you want to move back home."

She spoke very fast, as if she was suppressing something.

Xu Wei couldn't help being taken aback, and subconsciously opened her mouth to explain, "I..."

However, Yao Pei'an interrupted her sharply, "Stop talking, Xu Wei."

"I always thought that if I gave you everything I could, it would be the best for you. If you are not happy at all, if being with me brings you only pressure, then I..." She As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to cover her face, so as not to let Xu Wei see her expression, but her voice was already choked with sobs, "Let's go."

Xu Wei was stunned. When did Yao Pei'an become so clever? How could she never know?

"What are you talking about?" She couldn't help kicking Yao Pei'an, "It's too outrageous? Even my dad and I sometimes quarrel over small things. Why do you doubt ours just because of this?" Feelings?"

Seeing Yao Pei'an raised her head to look at her in astonishment, her eyes were still red, she said angrily and amusedly, "You think I can endure humiliation so much? I'm not happy at all and still being with you? What am I trying to do! "

Yao Pei'an is not stupid, but Xu Wei's attitude just now really scared her, it sounds like the final showdown.So she thought, instead of letting Xu Wei continue talking and tell her more embarrassing facts, she should take the initiative to end the topic.

Besides, thinking that Xu Wei was under so much pressure when she was with her, but she didn't realize it at all, Yao Pei'an was indeed very disappointed.

So he got into the horns of the dead in an instant, and his heart was full of pessimistic thoughts.She even thought that there was nothing wrong with Xu Wei leaving her, who made herself not even pay attention to such an obvious thing?

If Xu Wei is unhappy with her, then it doesn't make sense for her to insist that the two of them are tied together.

But after hearing what Xu Wei said later, I immediately realized that I was thinking too much, and Xu Wei didn't mean that at all.Maybe she came to talk to herself, really just to talk, not... the final break.

"Scared me to death!" She stretched out her hand and patted her chest, feeling that the suffocation accumulated in her heart dissipated instantly, and her heartbeat finally returned to normal.

Although this is very unkind, Xu Wei really wanted to laugh seeing her like this.In order to take Yao Pei'an's face into consideration, she could only purse her lips and hold back the smile in her heart.However, there was still something in the eyes, and even the eyebrows and eyes were bent for a moment.

Yao Pei'an saw it, felt embarrassed, and had a sense of accomplishment of "I finally made her laugh", so she laughed too, looking a little silly.

Xu Wei smiled for a while before finally correcting her complexion, and said, "I never thought of telling you these words before, and I always feel like I will lose if I say them. But recently, the affairs of Zhao Shuting and Cao Xiaoyu have also given me a lot of trouble. Touch less."

She said with a look of unnaturalness on her face, and said in a low voice, "It makes no sense that I can't do what Cao Xiaoyu can do."

When it comes to self-esteem, doesn't Cao Xiaoyu not have it?She was born beautiful since she was a child, and she is also very confident in her appearance. She used to say that if it wasn't for her good looks, Zhao Shuting would not be so determined.Although it was a joke, it was her heartfelt voice.

But now, such a person who cares about his appearance rushed to see Zhao Shuting as soon as he was cured, regardless of his emaciated body, haggard face, and shaved hair.

Of course, there was a deliberate intention to let Zhao Shuting forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye because of her distress, but Xu Wei thought that maybe she herself was so eager to return to Zhao Shuting as soon as possible.

For this reason, it doesn't matter even if you show your worst part in front of the other party.

That being the case, she only needs to tell Yao Pei'an what is in her heart, and it will be even less difficult.What's more, Xu Wei didn't want it. After she left, Yao Pei'an was thinking about it.

Especially after the oolong just now, Xu Wei suddenly found that maybe Yao Pei'an was not less disturbed than herself.She even has times when she is not confident, and it is unbelievable to say it.

"In short," Xu Wei finally concluded, "I just want to tell you that I am very serious about the relationship between the two of us in the past, and I know you are very serious, but it cannot be denied that there is indeed a problem between us. I hope we To be able to get over it together. But it's obviously not the right time, because you and I both have things to do."

She smiled and stretched out her hand to Yao Pei'an, "So let's make an agreement, don't think about the relationship between us for the time being, whether it's friends or lovers, in short, get along like this first. After these things are settled, we will deal with them it."

Yao Pei'an immediately hugged her back, "Okay."

She never let Xu Wei's outstretched hand fail.

No matter what Xu Wei's suggestion was, she started to take the initiative to face these problems, and if she wanted to try to solve them, she would definitely support them.

Anyway, she will always stand by Xu Wei's side.