Ex-Girlfriend Growth Notes

Don't look at Yao Pei'an laughing and laughing with Zhao Shuting, in fact, she has been very worried about this friend, and she cares more about Cao Xiaoyu's leaving without saying goodbye than Zhao Shuting.

——Zhao Shuting can't bear to blame Cao Xiaoyu because of her preference, but she won't.

She leaned over to look at the page on Xu Wei's computer, tapped her fingers lightly on the desktop, "Ask her out for a meeting."

Xu Wei didn't intend to let go of the previous question, "Let's be clear first, when did you go through my things?" She thought she really respected her *, so she didn't ask.The result... tsk!

"I didn't look it up, I just glanced at it when I turned off the computer for you." Yao Pei'an said.Seeing Xu Wei looking at herself with distrust, she felt a little helpless, "You speak out loud, if I really flipped through it, it's impossible not to see the chat history."

As he spoke, he raised his finger and pointed to the three words "Cao Xiaoyu" that Xu Wei carelessly typed out.

As long as they see the chat records, any fool should know that this woman is Cao Xiaoyu himself.

Xu Wei was sweating profusely, she didn't seem to have much scruples about this.

Feeling ashamed, she quickly changed the subject, "I can't meet you, I promised her to let her handle this matter by herself. Then let Zhao Shuting bring her to see you. You can do whatever you want."

Yao Pei'an snorted, obviously very dissatisfied with this arrangement.

Xu Wei said, "I know that you feel sorry for Zhao Shuting, but how can others help you with emotional matters? They just need to do what they want."

Seeing that Yao Pei'an was still unhappy, she suddenly said, "Yao Pei'an, if one day I leave like Cao Xiaoyu, will you wait for me?"

certainly!Yao Pei'an answered without hesitation.

So she understood what Xu Wei meant.Zhao Shuting and Cao Xiaoyu were also willing.It can even be said that if it wasn't for the idea of ​​"she will come back", perhaps Zhao Shuting would not be what she is now.

In the end, if others are willing, can she still beat mandarin ducks?

"Okay, I don't care about this matter." Yao Pei'an finally compromised, "You have a good rest, I still have something to do, let's deal with it first."

Xu Wei nodded, and waited for Yao Pei'an to turn around and leave before looking at her back with a complicated expression.Are they reconciled without understanding?

Of course, just resuming contacts does not mean continuing to be together.

But looking at Yao Pei'an's performance, there is no difference.What's more, when we just broke up, I clearly made up my mind to stay away from Yao Pei'an, why did I end up like this?

……

It was dusk, the residential area of ​​the villa was sparsely populated, and the vegetation was verdant. At such a time, it seemed particularly quiet.

Cao Xiaoyu stood under the big tree in front of Zhao Shuting's door, hesitant to ring the doorbell.

She told Xu Wei that she was ashamed to see Zhao Shuting, not just casually.

In fact, although Cao Xiaoyu thought that leaving at the beginning was a good choice for everyone, and she didn't feel that she had done something wrong, no matter how many reasons she had, she gave up when Zhao Shuting still insisted.

This is a fact that no one can deny.

And the harm this fact brought to Zhao Shuting was real.Even if Cao Xiaoyu thinks he is a selfish and realistic person, seeing Zhao Shuting again, he will feel a little weak.

But she has already appeared in front of Zhao Shuting, instead of waiting for Zhao Shuting to find her by all means, and then repeat the past hurts in the process of searching, it is better to appear in front of her directly, whether she accepts it or is angry, at least she can vent it to herself.

It's just that when I really got here, I couldn't help but hesitate.

Zhao Shuting didn't draw the curtains, she could see Zhao Shuting watching TV from across the small garden, curled up in the big sofa, looking alone.

At this moment, even Cao Xiaoyu felt that he was too scumbag. ——Even if it is for a better future, in fact, in fact, a more gentle approach can be taken, at least let Zhao Shuting know her whereabouts.

It was her damn self-esteem, she didn't want Zhao Shuting to know that she had to give up her in exchange for money; she didn't want Zhao Shuting to see her ugly appearance when she was tortured by illness, and she was frightened.

If she doesn't make it through - leaving without saying goodbye will be the best ending between them.

After a while, Cao Xiaoyu stretched out his hand and pressed the doorbell.

She looked at Zhao Shuting for a moment, then stood up and walked away. A moment later, her figure appeared at the gate, and she was completely stunned when she saw Cao Xiaoyu.

"Hi, long time no see." Cao Xiaoyu raised the brim of his hat uncomfortably and greeted him.

Only then did Zhao Shuting notice her attire.

It's still dog days, the hottest time of the year.The people who went out on the street were all dressed in cool clothes, with short sleeves, shorts and short skirts.However, Cao Xiaoyu was wearing long-sleeved trousers and a big hat with a wide brim, so she was tightly wrapped.

If she hadn't been familiar with her to a certain extent, Zhao Shuting might not have recognized her at all.

"Long time no see." She tightened her hands on the door frame and said slowly.

"Aren't you going to invite me in?" Cao Xiaoyu seemed to be a little more natural, tilting his head and asking with a smile.

At this moment, Zhao Shuting simply thought that the three years of separation in the middle were just a dream of her own, and they were still in love.

But it's just an illusion after all.

The next moment she woke up, turned slightly sideways, and made room for Cao Xiaoyu to enter, "Come in."

After entering the house, Zhao Shuting poured water and saw that Cao Xiaoyu was still tightly wrapped, so she couldn't help asking, "Aren't you hot? At least take off the hat."

Cao Xiaoyu glanced at her, "Alright." Then he raised his hand and took off his hat.

However, the soft and flowing long hair did not fall down like a waterfall after she took off the hat as Zhao Shuting expected.

Cao Xiaoyu even shaved her head bald!

No wonder she had to wear a hat to go out, otherwise everyone would turn their heads and look at such a bald beauty, it was too eye-catching.

"You..." Zhao Shuting originally wanted to ask what was going on, but just as she opened her mouth, she remembered that Xu Wei had said before that Cao Xiaoyu had cancer. Obviously, this bald head was also one of the sequelae of the treatment.

Her eye sockets suddenly became wet.

Regarding the separation back then, Cao Xiaoyu may not feel better than himself.What's more, in the past three years, she was only sad, but she had to endure the torture of illness.The pain is probably worse than myself.

Zhao Shuting didn't have much intention of blaming Cao Xiaoyu at first, but seeing her in this state now, all she could do was feel distressed.

Her thoughts were too obvious, and some of her face came out. Cao Xiaoyu couldn't help but joked, "Don't stare at me. I think I'm a beautiful woman even if I'm bald. If you stare at me like that, I'm would be misunderstood."

"What's the misunderstanding?" Seeing her smiling face, Zhao Shuting asked in a daze.

In front of Cao Xiaoyu, she will never learn to be calm.Every frown, every move of the other party can easily mobilize her emotions.

This looks a little silly, but it is Cao Xiaoyu's favorite look.

"I misunderstood that you fell in love with me." She said.

"No." Zhao Shuting took a deep breath, "You have not misunderstood, I just fell in love with you."

She stretched out her hand to Cao Xiaoyu, "Hello, beautiful woman, my name is Zhao Shuting, I am 26 years old, my height is 50kg, I have a decent appearance, and my family has permanent property. Would you like to date me?"

Cao Xiaoyu also looked at her fixedly, then smiled, and put his hand into hers, "I am willing."

Yes I do.

She endured the torment of illness and the pain of treatment for three years.At the most uncomfortable time, the inhuman torture caused her to lose a lot of hair, she couldn't sleep all night, she was so disgusted that she couldn't eat anything at all, her weight was less than [-] catties, and she was so thin Only skin and bones remained.

She never gave up, just to return to this person.