The blind date is a male god [Net Match]

Although Zheng Shunan wanted to know what happened to Luo An, he thoughtfully didn't ask, sighed lightly, and kissed Luo An's forehead, but found that his body froze, with the intention of dodging.

Luo An was just acting reflexively, his spirit was tense, on the verge of collapse, he felt sorry in his heart, but he couldn't control his reaction.

"Xiao'an, can you talk?" Zheng Shunan's voice was very gentle, mixed with a trace of worry, "Do you need to ask the teacher for leave?"

Luo An was stunned and did not respond.

Zheng Shunan had no choice but to send him home, and then asked Luo An's counselor for leave in the name of his cousin.

When the other party learned that Tang Longfei and Luo An were both uncomfortable, they were very concerned, and quickly approved the leave.

Luo An has been immersed in his own world, never crying, laughing or talking, just like a beautiful puppet doll.Zheng Shunan's hand holding the steering wheel turned white from too much force, but there was nothing he could do to vent.His heart ached, and he was full of worries for Luo An.

When Zheng Shunan knocked on the door, Liu Yun was baking snacks, Zheng Shunan said: "Auntie, Xiao An had a nightmare and woke up like this. He refused to tell me and kept going home."

The smile on Liu Yun's face suddenly froze, and then Zheng Shunan saw her looking at Luo An and shouted tremblingly: "Xiao An?"

Luo An didn't respond at all, his pupils were dilated, obviously he had completely sealed himself off.

"Xiao'an!" Liu Yun's tears came down immediately, she hugged him into her arms distressedly, and said sorry to Zheng Shunan, "Shunan, you..."

Zheng Shunan slowly clenched the hands hanging on both sides of his body, and said with difficulty: "Auntie, I have something to do in the afternoon, so I'll be leaving first."

"Okay...sorry." Liu Yun lowered her head without looking at Zheng Shunan, and turned around to go to the room with Luo An in her arms. Zheng Shunan was stunned for a moment before closing the door.

He seemed to feel that there was a hole in his heart, even if he was tough enough, he was also choked by the pain.But he knew that there must be some secrets in Luo An that he couldn't tell him now, instead of deliberately concealing it, so he was willing to wait.

Luo family.

"Xiao An, look at Mom, look at Mom." Liu Yun couldn't help crying, "What's wrong with you, Xiao An, you must feel sorry for Mom."

Luo An actually doesn't know what's wrong with him. After so many years, he has deliberately forgotten and never dreamed about it again, but today Lin Qingqing made his nightmare come again and made him understand that he thought he had forgotten the past. , In fact, it didn't disappear, it still grew in his memory like a malignant tumor, only waiting for him to be caught off guard, it would ruthlessly devour his life.

He was locked in a closed space, and no matter how much he shouted, he couldn't move. In fact, he wanted to cry, comfort his mother, and say sorry to Zheng Shunan, but he couldn't move, as if his soul had come out of his body. Pulled away, his body is now just a dead shell.

Liu Yun cried and called Luo Wenchang. Luo Wenchang was so shocked that he almost broke his pen. He left the company immediately and drove to ask the doctor who had been counseling Luo An back then.

Zheng Shunan did have something to do in the afternoon, but now his mind is being distracted by Luo An, so how can he have the energy to do things? Fortunately, it is not too important, so he has been waiting downstairs at Luo An's house, and even went to the convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes. In fact, he rarely Smoking, for the sake of Luo An and his own health, he has not smoked in the past few months.When Luo Wenchang came back, he had already smoked the fourth one.

Luo Wenchang came out with a well-maintained middle-aged woman with an outstanding temperament. When he saw Zheng Shunan, he seemed to understand something, and greeted him: "Shu Nan, this incident happened suddenly, and we didn't think of what to say, you, do you want to say something?" Go back and wait, and when Xiao An gets better, he will decide whether to tell you or not?"

Zheng Shunan shook his head: "Uncle, go back quickly. I'll just wait here. If I go to another place, my heart will stay here."

Luo Wenchang sighed and apologized to him again.

This female doctor is Sun Xiaoru, Luo An's psychiatrist back then. She is very capable, and she was the one who pulled Luo An out of his autistic world.

After inquiring about the situation, she began to do treatment, but it was just to isolate Luo Wenchang and Liu Yun from the outside.

Liu Yun leaned against the door panel, trying to hear the voice inside, but only heard vague words, it was Luo An who spoke.

After a while, Sun Xiaoru came out and said to Luo Wenchang: "Xiao An has already fallen asleep, he suddenly closed himself because of that memory, and it's not serious, and I found that he is actually better than when he was a child." Is there someone to accompany him? If this situation is put before, he is likely to be autistic again. If possible, I hope this person can accompany him to continue the treatment. After all, his psychological trauma was only closed back then, but It’s not completely eradicated. In order to avoid similar situations from happening again in the future, I hope you will think about it. I’ll prescribe some medicine for him, and Mr. Luo will take it with me later.”

"Thank you, Dr. Sun." Liu Yun nodded, "Thank you very much, we will seriously consider it."

"Okay, then I'll go back first, and I'll contact you anytime if I have anything to do." Sun Xiaoru said goodbye to Liu Yun.

When Luo Wenchang went to see Sun Xiaoru off, Liu Yun gently pushed open the door of Luo An's room. Luo An lay on the bed and slept peacefully. The sunlight came in from the window, casting a velvet light on his face.

Liu Yun closed her eyes and prayed silently, hoping that her child would not suffer any more disasters in the future and live a smooth life.

When Luo Wenchang came back again, he brought Zheng Shunan in.

Seeing that there was no Luo An in the living room, Zheng Shunan asked worriedly, "Auntie, where is Luo An?"

"I've already fallen asleep." Liu Yun said, "Sorry for neglecting you today."

"Auntie, you're welcome. I'm Xiaoan's lover, and I also regard you as family members. Why are family members negligent?"

Because of the shock just now, Liu Yun showed a tired expression on her face: "Shu Nan, please stay in the guest room for a while, and when Xiao An wakes up, I will ask him and come to see him, okay?"

"Okay, Auntie, I'll follow your arrangement."

"Ah."

Luo Wenchang took Zheng Shunan to the guest room, and when turning the corner, Liu Yun finally couldn't help but say: "Shu Nan, our Xiaoan is really good, even if something bad happens, Auntie please, don't abandon him. "

Mothers are always unconsciously humbled for the sake of their children.

Zheng Shunan didn't know what happened, but he knew that it should be related to today's incident, he nodded without hesitation: "Don't worry, Auntie, ever since I was with Xiaoan, I haven't thought about separating."

"Okay, good boy." Liu Yun wanted to cry again, but managed to suppress it.

When Luo An woke up, he felt a little cold. In September, the weather gradually cooled down. In the early morning and evening, there would be autumn wind blowing in, taking away the temperature left by the sun at noon.

He moved his body and found that he could move. He also slowly remembered what happened before going to bed. He knew that Dr. Sun had come to give him psychological counseling.

He got out of bed, walked to the door and opened it, saw Liu Yun and Luo Wenchang waiting on the sofa, saw him come out, and immediately stood up.

"Xiao An, how are you feeling?" Liu Yun asked cautiously.

Luo An was a little apologetic: "It's much better, I'm sorry to make you worry."

"Why are you so close to your mother?" Liu Yun shook her head, raised her hand to stroke Luo An's soft hair, "Shu Nan is in the guest room, do you want to see him?"

Luo An was taken aback, and asked later, "Has he not left?"

"Didn't leave." Luo Wenchang said, "Before I waited downstairs, I brought him back later, he was very worried about you. And the doctor also said that you were safe and sound this time because of Shu Nan."

"Well, I see." Luo An lowered his eyelashes and bit his lips subconsciously, "You let me think again."

"Okay, don't worry, I believe Shu Nan will wait for you." Liu Yun comforted him, "Eat something first, the doctor will prescribe medicine for you."

"Ah."

Luo An ate dinner in the bedroom and took some medicine. His aching head finally healed a lot. He knew that this kind of thing could not be hidden from Zheng Shunan. Not ready.In fact, I had thought of confessing before, but every thought was dispelled, not because I was worried that Zheng Shunan would dislike him if he knew about it, but because he didn't want Zheng Shunan to know that he still had such a past, he was afraid that Zheng Shunan would worry about him, worry about him Distressed.But things have come to this point, if he doesn't say anything, it's okay.

He also wanted to completely heal his psychological trauma.

This is the courage that love gave him.

After thinking about it, Luo An finally plucked up the courage and went to the guest room where Zheng Shunan was.

"Shu Nan." Luo An stood by the door and called him in a low voice.

Zheng Shunan rushed over, hugged him into his arms, and said before Luo An could speak: "Xiao An, no matter what you are going to tell me next, I will tell you one thing, I love you, since I fell in love with you After that, I wish I could put you in my heart and never leave, no matter what it is, we will face it together, and I will be strong to protect our lives, and I also hope that you will be strong and protect me occasionally."

Luo An obediently stayed in his arms, holding his waist with both hands: "I know, I'm sorry for making you worry."

"fine."

The two sat on the bed without letting go of their hands. Luo An looked down at the ground and told his past.

Zheng Shunan's face gradually turned ashen, and his fists were clenched tightly: "This beast!"

"Shu Nan." Luo An also firmly held his other hand, "After we were together, I actually grew up a lot, and I won't suffer from the past. I thought I was completely healed, but I didn't expect that I was still so timid."

Luo An closed his eyes and continued: "When I think about the past, I feel panicked and out of breath. I wish I could find a closed place and shut myself up. I'm afraid of thinking about it, and I'm afraid of seeing the complicated emotions of the people around me. Gaze, you don’t know, those gazes are like knives, cutting my flesh inch by inch, that’s why our whole family moved here, trying to avoid the past, but I didn’t expect to meet the person in my memory again.”

Luo An's mood stabilized a lot. When talking about this, although he trembled, he didn't collapse, or closed himself up again, perhaps, it was really because Zheng Shunan was by his side.

"That girl looks very much like that person, so much like that." Luo An flinched, and Zheng Shunan immediately hugged him into his arms.

"Xiao'an..." Zheng Shunan was so distressed that he wished he could replace it with his own body.

Luo An grabbed Zheng Shunan's clothes and warmed up a bit: "I don't know if that person has been released from prison. At that time, my father found a relationship and was sentenced for many years. Shunan, I'm so scared."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Zheng Shunan promised, "I will always be with you."

"Shu Nan, don't leave me."

"Won't leave."

After Luo An took the medicine, he became sleepy again, but the doctor said it was normal, so he was relieved to let him sleep.Zheng Shunan asked Luo Wenchang for the information of that person back then, and was about to investigate. That Lin Qingqing didn't seem so coincidental to him, so he also wanted to investigate.

Luo Wenchang patted Zheng Shunan on the shoulder: "I thought that China is so big that the possibility of encountering it again is very small, so I was negligent. I will also start investigating, and we will conduct it separately."

"Ah."

The people Zheng Shunan found were very efficient, and within a few days, they found out Lin Qingqing's background.