favorite maid

Without saying a word, Shishi stood up, turned around, turned her back to the gold inlaid jade, and loosened her clothes.A white dress slipped off, bare shoulders, too thin butterfly bones are obvious, skin is pale, the previous welts have not faded, red and white match.A voice came from behind, "Kneel down." Shishi didn't move, Jin Xiangyu knew she wouldn't kneel, but every time she wanted to make her kneel, but she didn't want to, Jin Xiangyu raised her leg and kicked Shishi's knee.

With a "plop", Shishi frowned in pain, but still refused to make a sound, Jin Xiangyu said angrily: "How long has it been here, and you still look like you are dying, I saved your life, I don't understand It’s all about being grateful, I’ll see the weather.” Then, with a snap, the whip lashed hard at Shishi’s bare back, Shishi’s whole body trembled from the pain, and she bit her lower lip tightly.

"I think your skin is itchy. If you don't hit you once a day, you won't have a long memory!" The second whip was pulled, and Shishi groaned in pain, "Ha~ha~" This feeling, she will never Forgot, a long time ago, in a dark dark room, someone beat her severely with a whip. At that time, she thought she would die, but she didn't; the moment she fell off the cliff, she also thought she would die, However, someone saved her; Jin Xiangyu punished her every day, and she thought she couldn't make it through, or rather, she didn't want to make it through, and really only wanted to die... Unfortunately, she couldn't die.

It turned out that someone threatened her with the lives of thousands of people, and she had no choice but to live; but now, she could not wish to die, and every day except at night when she went out to play and sing, someone watched her all the time.Her body was so painful that she was numb, and she no longer knew how many whips it was. At first, Shi Shi would count them. She is a vengeful person, so she wanted to count them down and return them to gold inlaid jade in the future.But the body is getting more and more painful, and the head is in pain like tearing, which can no longer be counted. At this moment, I just want to die, I just want to die, kill me, Jin Xiangyu.

When the consciousness was about to lose consciousness, the waving whip seemed to stop, and Shishi could feel that someone gently hugged her, it must be gold inlaid with jade, she is so perverted, every time she finishes beating, she will do her best tenderness.Even if she was about to faint, Shishi didn't forget to cover her chest with her clothes before she fell. The ugly scar on her chest reminded herself all the time that she was no longer the person she used to be. Now she, except for this face It's still the same, and everything else is no longer the same, so she doesn't even want to mention her real name anymore, it doesn't matter if she is called Shishi, a cat or a dog.

The scar on the chest spread from the chest to the lower abdomen, like an ugly venomous worm, which was shocking; the left leg injured by falling off the cliff was not healed in time and could not recover to the original state, she is now crippled; when she fell, her temple hit the tree trunk , causing her to often suffer from headaches so much that she wished she could hit the wall... In fact, these are all tolerable. These are all skin wounds, but inner wounds are the most unbearable.

She has been deceiving herself and lingering on her last breath, she doesn't know how long this breath will last, Shishi raised her hand with all her strength and grasped the hand that wiped the medicine for her, her eyes narrowed into a line, and she vaguely saw the person in front of her, The pain caused by the medicine made her a little confused. Who is this person?Is it Mengwei?She always likes to punish herself, no, no, this person is not Gongsun Mengwei, the smell is wrong, no matter who it is, Shishi raised her slender wrist, pushed gently, and begged in a low voice, "Kill me, kill me!" left me..." Her world, the moment she left the deep palace, was no longer bright.

Jin Xiangyu gently broke away from Shishi's hand, and said softly: "Why do you do this, wouldn't it be good to be obedient every time?" It must make her angry, and she didn't want to, but she couldn't stand Shishi. Shi's rebellion, "Be good, I'll treat you well, be good, okay?" After Jin Xiangyu took the medicine, he held Shishi in his arms, kissed her forehead lightly, and said softly: " Shishi, be good, I will like you."

It's not Mengwei, it's gold inlaid with jade.She wants to say, I don't want your likes, I just want to die, but Shishi is unable to speak anymore, her eyes are closed, and her breath is weak.Since when, she will no longer cry, it seems that she has lost the ability to cry, her eyes are dry, even the fundus is dry, even if she faints from pain, she will not cry, so the sadness in her body is accumulating The more you have, the more you can't vent, how can you seek death?

Shishi fell asleep, and woke up again, in Jin Xiangyu's arms, "Are you awake?" Jin Xiangyu asked softly, she likes Shishi who is asleep the most, his obedient and obedient appearance.Hua Qianning stared at Jin Xiangyu with bewildered eyes. The residual dream made her hallucinate. For a moment, she thought that the person holding her was Gongsun Mengwei. Unfortunately, the breath was wrong, the temperature was wrong, and even the voice was wrong. I can't remember how many times I dreamed that the dream was gone.Heh, it's ridiculous. After leaving the deep palace, the person she dreamed of the most was Gongsun Mengwei. She didn't want to admit it, but she couldn't deny that she missed a little bit...Actually, not a little bit, but a lot Miss, otherwise why would I dream of her?Maybe, maybe it's because when I left, I was thinking about that person in my heart, and that thought was deepened, and now I can't forget it.Ruyi's name has not been completely wiped off, and Gongsun Mengwei's name is deeply engraved in. Her heart does not belong to her at all.

"Shishi." Jin Xiangyu interrupted Hua Qianning's wild thoughts, yes, she is called Shishi now, Hua Qianning lowered her eyes and responded, "Yes."

"Do you like me?" Jin Xiangyu asked a question that she knew the answer to, Shishi never raised her eyes, she said softly but loudly, "No, I hate you."

"What do you hate me for?" Jin Xiangyu couldn't understand even today, did she save someone by mistake?She never said many words, and she never said many things, but she really tried her best to save Shishi.

"Shouldn't I hate you for what you have done to me?" Shishi raised her eyes, through her cold gaze, she could see indifference and hatred, Jin Xiangyu snorted and asked: "Then I will save you." Why don't you say it?"

"What I hate the most is that you saved me." Shishi turned her head slightly, this was the first time she expressed the words in her heart, "I want to die, but you want me to live." Jin Xiangyu was stunned, " So, you jumped off the cliff by yourself, instead of being chased and killed?"

Shishi's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she said for a while: "Now, there is no difference. I don't want to live. If you kill me, I will be grateful to you." She knew who the person who wanted to kill her was, but she knew that the other party wanted her to die, and she was driven to a dead end. It seemed that the only way to solve the problem was to die.At that time, she was exhausted and exhausted, so why was she afraid of death?A long time ago, Hua Qianning had been looking forward to this day. The moment she jumped down, she completely let go of her heart. Her body was falling, but she felt that her soul was flying upwards against the wind, flying farther and farther.

"You should know that I just don't like people going against me." Jin Xiangyu squeezed Shishi's chin and turned around, "Now that you know, you keep doing this again and again, just to annoy me and let me kill you ?”

"Do you dare?" Shishi's eyes are bright, and there is no fear deep in the bottom of her eyes. Seeing Jin Xiangyu frowning, she asked again: "Jin Xiangyu, do you dare to kill me?" Looking at each other, a It is a murderous intent full of hatred, and one is full of mixed emotions that are hard to describe. Jin Xiangyu suddenly laughed, "You think beautiful, I told you, I don't like people against me. The more you want to die, the more I want to let you die." You are alive, I still want to marry you, don't you want to?"

"Yes, I don't want to die." Shishi paused every word, using all her strength to express her refusal, as if she had expected it, she smiled contemptuously: "It's up to you not to." Shishi disliked Wanting to turn her head away, Jin Xiangyu pinched her chin, twisted her forcefully, pressed her closer, and said ambiguously, "Now the emperor has promulgated a new policy, allowing women to intermarry, and I can marry a direct match."

Shishi was stunned on the spot, allowed the woman to marry?Did Gongsun Mengwei really do this?How could it be... Before Shishi could think deeply, she heard the voice of Jin Xiangyu chuckling, "I heard that the emperor is going to marry a woman from the Western Regions. After the queen mother's birthday, she will choose a date to get married. I will wait for the emperor to marry her." , I will marry you, what do you think?" Hua Qianning couldn't deceive herself anymore, her heart constricted suddenly when she heard these words, the pain made her almost shed tears.The fundus of the eyes began to moisten. It turned out that she would still cry, but not to the point of being sad.Is Gongsun Mengwei going to marry Hua Chao?Is that so?Hua Qianning forcibly controlled her tears, unable to recover for a while, and asked in a daze, "Who did you listen to?"

"I have a friend in the Escort Bureau, and I often send darts to the capital." Jin Xiangyu raised his hand to caress Hua Qianning's cheek, and Hua Qianning did not avoid it, "Shishi." Jin Xiangyu called, Hua Qianning Her eyes moved slowly, and she asked, "Why did you call me Shishi?"

"Then what's your name?" Jin Xiangyu asked her what her name was, but Hua Qianning never said it, so Jin Xiangyu directly named her Shishi.

Hua Qianning stared straight at Jin Xiangyu, "Tell me why you call me Shishi, and I will tell you my name."

Jin Xiangyu narrowed her eyes and looked at Hua Qianning defensively. At this moment, she didn't see any hostility from her eyes, but she was sincere. After thinking about it, she said: "A person I once liked is called Shi Poetry." When Jin Xiangyu said this, her voice was low and desolate, and Hua Qianning sneered, "It turns out that you let the person you like be a maid to pick up guests."

There was a flash of sharpness in the golden inlaid jade eyes, and he suppressed his anger, saying: "You are not her! You are even worse than her!" Just because this person's temperament is quite similar to the dead Shishi, he wanted to make her She stays by my side, no matter what method is used.

"Then you should go find her." Hua Qianning said coldly, "I don't care about calling her by that name."

"Oh, if she is still alive, you think you can still live till now." Jin Xiangyu hugged Hua Qianning's arm unconsciously, "You don't like it? What right do you not like, call you Shishi, That's why I like you!"

"I don't need you to like me!" Hua Qianning frowned in pain, and said aggressively, "I tell you, my name is Hua Qianning, if you take me in for a day, you will be in danger for a day. People come back at any time, so," Hua Qianning struggled desperately regardless of the painful wound, "You either kill me or let me go."