Jiang Wang

Looking at him quietly, he asked, "Jiang Wang, if I didn't expose you, would you never take the initiative to tell me that you already knew that I was kind to you because your father begged me? Are you still planning to keep it from me, let me continue to lie to you for your own good, keep pretending to love you, and use my sense of responsibility to profit forever?"

"I didn't..." Jiang Wang denied it immediately after hearing the words, but fell silent before finishing his denial.There is nothing in the world that can be kept secret forever, his lie was finally exposed, he thought, the retribution for his lying should also come.Thinking about it, he smiled wryly and took half a step back, slumped down on the ground, with his mouth open numbly like a fish about to die of thirst, his eyes staring at the ground in despair.

After a long while, I asked knowingly as if I was dying. "Ye Xun, do you know?"

"Understood." Ye Xun replied.

Hearing this, Jiang Wang opened and closed his mouth several times before asking again, "When... did you know?"

"When you were unconscious."

"Is that why you left me?" Jiang Wang asked.

"Yes."

"You're lying." Hearing Ye Xun's affirmative answer, Jiang Wang suddenly exposed him with burning eyes, "Why did you do it for this reason? If you did it for this reason, then why did you still lie when I woke up from a coma? Confess to me."

"I haven't confessed my love to you." Ye Xun's words shattered Jiang Wang's assurance.

"Don't you?" Jiang Wang's eyes dimmed a little bit, he looked at Ye Xun for a long time in astonishment, and said, "Then you told me, 'There is no one else in sight, and you are everywhere', did you mean that?" Isn't it a confession?"

He smiled self-deprecatingly after speaking.During the many days he had been with Ye Xun, he had suspected countless times that Ye Xun might like him, but only today did he believe it.Unexpectedly, he denied it.

Jiang Wang could hardly bear it.But Ye Xun followed his will and left.

"That's really a confession."

Jiang Wang was so surprised that he was about to cry with joy almost instantly, but he heard Ye Xun's flat negation, "But I didn't tell you that to confess my love to you."

"Jiang Wang." Ye Xun called Jiang Wang in a long voice, his eyes fell on Jiang Wang's hand, his eyes were broken.

"I told you that the flower language of sunflowers is 'you can see no one else, you are everywhere', I was not trying to popularize it for you," he repeated what he said when holding the sunflower just now, and time seemed to return to Ye Xun's holding the sunflower in an instant. The moment Sunflower spoke the language of flowers to Jiang Wang, the scene was just different.

Ye Xun was different.

He no longer knelt down on one knee, looking at Jiang Wang tenderly, his eyes were only arrogant, indifferent and decisive.

Jiang Wang was also different, his eyes were still red, but his heart was no longer beating like thunder.He felt as if he had suddenly died.It was cold all over, and I couldn't feel any movement on my body.

But he knew he was not dead, because he could still clearly hear Ye Xun say, "I just want to tell you, I can send you Sunflower, but I can't afford Sunflower's intentions. I don't have you in my eyes. I don't like you, I didn't like you before, and I can't like you in the future."

"So..." Jiang Wang waited for a long time before his body warmed up, and he could barely open his mouth, and asked a complete sentence, "You said that at the time, in fact, you wanted to have a showdown with me."

"Ah."

"How is that possible?" Jiang Wang denied and raised his head to look at Ye Xun.At this moment, Ye Xun was standing in front of him, looking down at him, making Jiang Wang feel more unfamiliar than when he first met.He suddenly felt a terrifying hollowness in his heart, "If you just want to show your cards to me, why did you kneel down on one knee and give me sunflowers?"

"Because I was afraid that I would irritate you if I said it directly, so I laid the groundwork."

"You still cared about my fragility back then?" Jiang Wang didn't believe it, everything was rejected, and now he can't believe anything.

"No." Ye Xun denied, staggered Jiang Wang's gradually despairing eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't care about your fragility."

"I'm afraid of irritating you, and you will do something against me."

As Ye Xun said, he turned around, tears rolling down uncontrollably, more and more, and even had a tendency to make him unable to hold on.

"After all, it is very common for mental patients to hurt others."

"You know I'm a mental patient?" Jiang Wang almost burst into tears again.He asked, so helpless that he suddenly crawled around on the ground.

"Ye Xun, is there a reason why you left me?" He asked, but he knew there must be.

"There are too."

Ye Xun's heart was bleeding, but every word he said was like a knife.He said and walked to the door.After hesitating for a long time, he stopped, turned around, and saw that Jiang Wang seemed to be paralyzed and fell on the ground. He had no intention of saying anything more. He bit his lip bitterly, covered his face with his hand, and after a long pause, he continued without emotion. Go on, "Jiang Wang, no one wants to stay next to a mental patient."

"It's too dangerous." After finishing speaking, he fell silent.Jiang Wang didn't say anything, Ye Xun looked out the window across the hospital in the sad silence, people were coming and going, and there was a lot of traffic.I don't know who is sitting in which car, who is what identity.

He thought Jiang Wang wouldn't talk anymore, so he planned to leave.

He heard his voice humming again in the silence.

"Then what if he's alright?"

"If you get better." Ye Xun's eyes were blank, "If you get better someday, you can go to Tie Zi and let him come to me."

"If at that time... If I was still there when he came looking for me... I won't be angry with you."

"Maybe I would."

"Maybe." Jiang Wang murmured and stopped crying.

"Maybe." He looked up at Ye Xun, he had already left, and there was no one behind him.He smiled and murmured again, "Maybe."

Then he curled himself up together, whimpering non-stop, from soft to loud, and then completely silent, just twitching and retching all over his body.

Ye Xun, who was standing by the window, saw him like this through the window, slapped himself hard, and then turned around with tears streaming down his face.

Tremblingly, he took out his cell phone and dialed Tie Zi's number.

"Hello... Ye Xun."

"Ye Xun?"

"Where did you and Jiang Wang go? I've been waiting here for a long time, but I haven't seen you." After answering the phone, Tie Zi asked without listening to Ye Xun's words.

Ye Xun didn't answer, but just told him, "It's in the back garden of the hospital." After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone, walked to the back garden in a daze, took out the knife in his arms, took a long look, and then stabbed it fiercely in the back garden. On the leg, one knife after another.

"How can you say that Jiang Wang is mentally ill, Ye Xun?"

"How can you say he is mentally ill?"

He asked himself, pulled out the knife and threw it into the middle of the bushes, then leaned on his bloody leg and howled.

"Why don't you die?" In the crying, he asked himself again.