Jiang Wang

"Yes." Song Yi responded, and then asked suspiciously, "What's the matter with you?" According to his understanding, Jiang Wang was unfamiliar with this place, so he probably had nothing to do to go out.

"I want to see a psychiatrist." Jiang Wang said, "Recently, Ye Xun has been worried that my disease is serious. Let's see if he can feel at ease."

"You go." Song Yi put his hands on his shoulders and said encouragingly, "Talk to the psychiatrist."

"Yeah." Jiang Wang responded and smiled gratefully at him, but when he turned to leave, he lost his expression.

Song Yi didn't notice, he called the department and Guan Ying who was waiting for him to eat, and stayed by Ye Xun's side.With nothing to do, he picked up medical books and read half of them.Ye Xun's clinic is back.

Seeing Song Yi, the man was very happy.

"Doctor Song, why are you still here after get off work?" the man asked.

"The caregiver on this bed is my friend. He has something to do. I'll take care of the patients for a while." Song Yi explained.

The man became excited when he heard this, "The caretaker of this bed has gone out!"

"Yeah, what's the matter?" Song Yi looked at him strangely, and suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart, so he hurriedly asked.

"He's going to have an accident when he goes out!" the man assured, "He only asked me about the gangsters in the morning! He also asked me how I angered those people. Who would ask that for no reason? He must have gone to It's causing trouble!"

"I'll go take a look." Song Yi got up immediately when he heard the words. He didn't bother to pick up the book when he dropped it on the floor. Tell the patient he can't stand the stimulation."

"Okay." The man nodded repeatedly and said, "Don't worry, I won't."

"Thank you." With his assurance, Song Yi felt at ease, and after thanking him, he hurried to the "Gunhun Street" next to their hospital.

It was noon when I arrived there, and although the street there was not big, it was bustling with traffic, and things were placed in a mess.

It is very difficult to find a person in such a street, Song Yi can only start to inquire along the street.When he asked about half a block of people, someone passed by him, and the discussion caught his attention.

"Hey, you said that ugly monster today, isn't he courageous? He dared to rush into our 'protection zone' and tell the boss to call the police."

"That's right... Boss, whoever the police have to confess to, yet he dared to go. He's really emboldened..."

"Where is that person you mentioned now?" Hearing what they said sounded like Jiang Wang, Song Yi grabbed one of them by the collar and asked in front of him.

"You step on the horse..." The man was suddenly grabbed by the back collar, and was about to get angry, but when he saw that the person who grabbed him was Song Yi, he immediately turned off the fire, and said with a smile, "It's Mrs. Guan."

"You know that ugly monster?"

"He's not ugly, pay attention to your words." Song Yi warned him and asked him, "Where is he?"

"It's...in that uninhabited alley in the back street." The man pointed behind him and replied.

Song Yi let go of him, and walked through the long street in the direction he pointed.Finally came to a deserted alley.

The alley there is located between two tall dilapidated buildings and is very narrow.But it was very long, and it seemed endless from Song Yi's position.He frowned and stepped in, calling out tentatively, "Jiang Wang."

No one answered, he walked in and called out a few more times.Only then did I hear a soft, "Huh?"

"Jiang Wang." Knowing that Jiang Wang was really here, Song Yi didn't care to look at his feet, and ran in stumblingly. When he ran to the innermost part of the alley, he finally saw his hands holding his head, nestled in a pile On the garbage dump, Jiang Wang with a dull expression was covered in footprints all over his body.

He froze for a moment, and staggered towards him.Staring at him silently for a moment, he asked him hoarsely, "Jiang Wang, what are you doing?"

Jiang Wang didn't answer, Song Yi didn't give up, wiped the tears off his face, walked up to him and asked him softly, "Why did you come here specially to offend those people on purpose?"

"Are you... depressed again?" Song Yi asked.

"No." Jiang Wang shook his head. During this time, he was so focused on Ye Xun that he almost forgot that he had depression.

"Then why did you do this?" Song Yi was puzzled, and suddenly he thought of a terrible possibility. "You want to kill yourself?"

"How is that possible." Jiang Wang smiled, "Ye Xun is still alive."

"If he's alive, I'll be alive."

"That's..." Song Yi asked again, why before he said it, he saw Jiang Wang raised his head and gave him a bright smile, and heard him answer himself in a low voice, "I just want to feel Take his pain."

"But I found out just now that I couldn't feel it at all. I was beaten by them for half an hour, and nothing happened except for a little skin trauma. And Ye Xun, in prison, may have been surrounded and beaten for 7 days—a total of 168 In a matter of hours, the body was destroyed."

"How can I feel his pain? I can't even feel a third of his pain."

Song Yi was taken aback when he heard the words, and asked him in astonishment, "Do you know the real reason why Ye Xun became like this."

The tone is sure.

"understood."

"When did you know?" Song Yi asked.

"I knew it from the beginning." Jiang Wang smiled. "I knew it from the beginning."

"How could he lie to me? I'm not stupid. How could he suddenly get cancer when he was fine before he was imprisoned? I knew he was lying to me after thinking about it a little. What happened in prison to become like this.”

"Since you knew it so early, why did you still pretend to believe his lies?" Song Yi's heart ached.He didn't dare to think that if Jiang Wang knew from the beginning that Ye Xun was lying and that he had indirectly killed Ye Xun, then he would watch Ye Xun's body collapse so quickly during this period of time. , How uncomfortable it must be.

"I want him to feel that I will never feel guilty towards him."

"Let him go in peace."

Jiang Wang raised his head when he said this, tears fell down, and the smile on his face collapsed, his voice was slightly high, and his words were full of despair, "But I can't pretend anymore."

"My guilt was killing me."

"Doctor Song, do you know? One day I lifted up Ye Xun's clothes while he was asleep," Jiang Wang looked at his hands, and grasped his face in despair. He still remembers every detail of that day, "He was all over the body. , all bruised and purple, and many, many large and small pinholes, I don't know how to make them."

"I forced myself to think over and over again, to imagine the scene of his injury, a voice in my head told me over and over again, Jiang Wang, your favorite Ye Xun is dying now.

"Every cut on his dying body was made by you."

"Don't be like this..." Song Yi wanted to tell him that it's not your fault, you don't have to torture yourself like this.But Jiang Wang didn't wait for him to say it.He stopped crying and got up.

The expressionless one didn't seem to be the helpless crying person Song Yi saw just now.

"I'm leaving, Doctor Song, Ye Xun is about to wake up." Jiang Wang wiped his tears and turned around without waiting for Song Yi to say anything. He took a few steps, turned around, and said to Song Yi, "Doctor Song, Please don't tell him what I came out today and what I knew he was lying."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked out, his body slightly bowed, his back limping, like an old man.

Song Yi watched and closed his eyes, sighed and followed.

When Jiang Wang changed his clothes and returned to the hospital, Ye Xun had already woken up.

Lost vision.

Jiang Wang stretched out his hand and shook it lightly in front of him, seeing that his expression didn't change at all, covered his mouth in astonishment, and sat quietly beside him.It took a long time for Ye Xun to notice him, looking at him with astonishment in his eyes, and was suppressed by him in an instant.

"Jiangwang."

He called out and pulled his sleeves and raised his hands.Seeing this, Jiang Wang quickly lowered his head.Ye Xun rubbed his head in that posture, and said, "The weather is fine today. When there are few people at night, how about we go out and sit for a while?"

"Okay." Jiang Wang rubbed his hand in response, and then said, "I'll ask Dr. Song if I can go."

After saying that, he ran out.

Seeing him rushing away, Ye Xun looked at his hand that stopped in mid-air.After staring for a long time, he turned his head and said helplessly to the family members in the next bed, "Hello, I can't put my hand down when I raise it."

"Can you help me. Put him down?"

When Jiang Wang came back, he brought Ye Xun a cane, presumably the doctor agreed.When Ye Xun went out at night, he didn't want to use it, but he couldn't bear Jiang Wang's insistence, so he went out with a stick.

Going out and sitting on a park bench, Ye Xun lay down for a while, originally wanting to talk to Jiang Wang, to see what he kept looking at Jiang Wang pinching.Ye Xun poked his head over and asked him, "What is this?"

"Card." Jiang Wang let go of his hand, revealing a bank card, and said happily, "I went to see Dr. Song just now, and he gave it to me. It was said that it was donated by caring people on the show before, and there were more than 40 yuan. "

"That much?" Ye Xun was overjoyed, "That's enough for you to heal your illness."

"Yes." Jiang Wang agreed. "Not only is it enough, but it can also improve our living conditions in the future." After speaking, he smiled and stared blankly at Ka. At the end, he looked at the sky again, with his hair raised in a daze.

Ye Xun followed his line of sight, lowered his eyes, leaned on his shoulder, and asked him in a hoarse voice.

"Jiang Wang, what are you looking at?"

"Look at the stars," Jiang Wang held the bank card in front of his eyes, his voice changed from loud to soft, "Look at the moon, look at tomorrow."

"Tomorrow is so bright. Ye Xun." Jiang Wang smiled happily and stretched his fingers, "There is the moon, there are stars, and there are sunflowers."

"..." At this point, his voice paused, and when he turned his head to look at Ye Xun, all the fingers that had been pulled out straightened up, and his tears also fell.

"There is no Ye Xun."

"What are you talking about?" Ye Xun looked at his tears.His eyes turned red instantly, he turned his head hastily, and said with a smile, "How could there be no me? I have a little confidence in you, okay? Jiang Wang."

"I'll be fine."

"I will get better as soon as possible, let your tomorrow have mine."

"You see, I'm much better now, and I'll get better soon." Ye Xunshun stood up, and wanted to run a few steps to show Jiang Wang to prove himself, but fell heavily just as he took his foot. to the ground.

"Ye Xun." Jiang Wang yelled at him unprepared, and immediately pounced on him. When he lifted Ye Xun up, he saw that his nose and mouth were bleeding.

He covered his mouth in horror and dared not speak, gasped and cried twice, carried Ye Xun on his back and ran to the hospital, seeking help from doctors along the way.

"Jiang Wang, what's the matter?" Ye Xun was already on the rescue when Song Yi received the news.Jiang Wang stood guard at the door, and when he heard him ask, he moved suddenly, and called Song Yi tremblingly. "Doctor Song."

Then he cried inarticulately and said, "Ye Xun fell."

"He fell in the park and he bled a lot."

"His nose and mouth were bleeding."

"He fell to coax me. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have cried in front of him. I shouldn't have cried." Jiang Wang said helplessly, banging his head heavily against the wall behind him.

Song Yi was afraid that something would happen to him, so he hurried forward to protect him in his arms, and told him, "I don't blame you, Jiang Wang, don't worry, nothing will happen."

Song Yi almost forgot how he persuaded Jiang Wang that day, and he didn't know whether he listened to him or not. He only knew that when Ye Xun woke up later, he didn't blame himself at all, and the smile on his face became even brighter.

Even though Ye Xun had already started to eat liquid food at that time, he would sweat coldly all night and all night in pain, but he didn't get hurt.

Jiang Wang always asked him if it hurts, and then answered it himself, and stayed with him day and night.

Song Yi went on a business trip, and when he came back from work, he was already thinner than Ye Xun, but Ye Xun seemed to have regained some energy.

"Ye Xun, are you feeling better?" Song Yi put the fruit he bought aside and asked Ye Xun.

"It's better." Ye Xun nodded, "I feel better soon."

"That's good." Song Yi frowned, feeling that something was wrong.But he didn't say anything, he greeted Jiang Wang and went to change his clothes.Thinking about checking him out for a while.

Seeing him go, Ye Xun turned to look at Jiang Wang who was sitting beside him.

Suddenly laughed.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Wang looked at him, thinking that his face was stained, so he wiped it again and again.

"It's nothing, I suddenly remembered something from the past."

"Reminds me of when I met you."

"Jiang Wang, you seem to be special to me from the beginning." Ye Xun said, "When I first saw you, I started to feel distressed."

"Really? Then why didn't you tell me at that time." Jiang Wang smiled with a resentment in his smile.

"I didn't know at that time that I would be entangled with you for the rest of my life, and I didn't know..." Ye Xun stopped talking.

"Don't know what?" Jiang Wang asked.

"It's nothing." Ye Xun didn't say anything, but suddenly said in a coquettish tone, "Jiang Wang, I'm a little thirsty."

"I'll get you water." Jiang Wang hurried out after hearing this.Ye Xun looked at his back and struggled to stand up.He smiled and said, "I don't know, I will like you." After finishing speaking, he looked out the window.

It was November, and the ginkgo trees outside the window began to lose their leaves.Ye Xun leaned against the window and embraced himself.When Jiang Wang came, he was still in this posture, looking at him from afar with long eyes.

Jiang Wang was taken aback.

Tears fell.

"Ye Xun, why are you up?" he asked.

Ye Xun didn't answer, just said, "Jiang Wang, I want to tell you a long story."

He said with a chuckle, tears on his face.

"You say." Jiang Wang stepped forward to wipe him off, and finally wiped it clean, but his tears fell on his face again.

"I really liked you since a long time ago, and I didn't tell you. I didn't understand it before, so I couldn't say it. Now I can't say it."

"A short-lived man is not worthy to defile the one he loves."

"This is the beginning of the story, and there are too many things left. I can't tell it in this life, can I tell you in the next life?" Ye Xun asked pleadingly.

"Okay." Jiang Wang answered with a choked voice.

It's November 11th.Ye Xun leaned against the window and never woke up again.

Jiang Wang did not accept the doctor's suggestion to cremate him.It took three days to carry him from the hospital to the house, and Ye Xun even had a bad smell on his body.

He couldn't bear to toss him any more, and buried him beside his bed.Many days after Ye Xun was buried, Tie Zi came to see him and brought flowers to Ye Xun and sunflowers to Jiang Wang.

He said, "Jiang Wang, send you your favorite flowers."

"Who said I like it." Jiang Wang didn't answer, gave him a cold look, and replied, "I hate sunflowers the most in my life." After finishing speaking, he passed Tie Zi and walked out.When he reached the door, he saw Song Yi.

"Doctor Song." Jiang Wang greeted him politely, and asked him, "Why are you here?" His attitude remained the same.

"I'll take you to the hospital to see a doctor." Dr. Song said.After speaking, he was afraid that Jiang would not be able to look away, so he added, "Before, Ye Xun asked me to heal you in front of you, and you also promised him that he will not be overwhelmed when he is gone. will heal himself."

"Jiang Wang, pack your things and follow me."

"I'm not going." Jiang Wang said as he took out the bank card that Song Yi handed him before, "Doctor Song, please return the money in this card."

"I'm out of medicine."

"You have to treat him..." Song Yi wanted to persuade him, but he listened to Jiang Wang.

"Although this may be blamed by Ye Xun, I can't treat it anymore." Jiang Wang said, turning to look at Ye Xun who was standing next to Ye Xun's tombstone with his hands in his pockets, with a smile on his face and his eyes, "It's cured." I can no longer see Ye Xun."

—

It was December.Jiang Wang still didn't go to the hospital. Fortunately, he didn't show signs of committing suicide, so Song Yi simply called a friend who was a psychiatrist.

One doctor for three months.

Jiang Wang has always cooperated, but on Valentine's Day he refused, saying that he was going to the city.

—

I heard that today is Valentine's Day.

Jiang Wang bought a bunch of things that other people would buy on Valentine's Day and returned home. He came to Ye Xun's tombstone and asked him with a smile, "Ye Xun, today is Valentine's Day. In previous years, you didn't say what you like. This year I bought it on my own initiative, can you see if there is anything you like among them?"

He didn't hear a reply after asking. He waited in silence for a long while, then put away his smile and said to himself, "No, then I'll go out and buy it again. After finishing speaking, he put those things in front of his tombstone, Yiyi After looking at it reluctantly for a long time, he kowtowed three times.

After finishing the work, he got up and was about to go out when he heard a familiar voice behind him, answering his words, "You, why do you answer your own words? Who said there is nothing I like?"

"Oh? It's in it, that's great." He turned around suddenly when he heard the words, and saw the person who died not long ago standing behind him, crying silently. He choked up for a while, and asked him, "Do you like the inside?" What is it? I will buy it for you next year."

"I like you inside." The man answered him, rushed towards him, and hugged him full of arms.

He was trembling because of this contact, stammered and asked excitedly, "Ye Xun, you're back? I'm not dreaming, aren't you dead?"

"Well, I'm dead." Ye Xun replied in a low voice, weeping uncontrollably.

"Then how can I still see you?" he pressed.

"Because you died for me, idiot." Ye Xun replied with a sob, looking behind him at the TV that Song Yi bought to pass the time for Jiang Wang.

There is a news broadcast on it.

"On February 2018th, 2. A young man rushed into the scene of a gang fight for no reason and was beaten to death without any struggle."