Jiang Wang

"Jiang Wang, what Ye Xun said is true. You didn't hurt Chen Ye because of that disease." Song Yi said, "As a doctor, I can tell you responsibly that severe depression does prompt patients to hurt others, but harm It is only limited to oneself, not others."

"Is that so?" Jiang Wang was overjoyed, but he didn't dare to cheer up, "But the Internet said..."

"Nothing said on the Internet is true." Song Yi interrupted him and said firmly.

"Jiang Wang, Doctor Song won't lie to you." Ye Xun also answered at the right time.Listening to his words, Song Yi raised his finger, tapped on the keyboard, lowered his eyes slightly, and finally pretended not to hear.

"Then I... really won't hurt you?" Jiang Wang was so happy that he was a little dazed.Seeing Ye Xun's affirmative nod, he carefully pulled away his hand, reached out and touched Ye Xun's face, and asked him and himself nervously, "Ye Xun, I won't hurt you anymore. Can I be selfish and not at all?" away from you, though..."

"Although I am still mentally ill, although I caused you to go to prison, although I still did nothing..."

"You don't need to do anything. Even if I went to jail because of you, I caused it. I don't need you to do anything, Jiang Wang," Ye Xun answered him affirmatively, putting his head on his, Tell him, "You can be selfish and just stay with me."

After he finished speaking, he saw Jiang Wang, who was a short distance away from him, raised his head and met his eyes, his eyes were as bright as stars.Hearing his hoarse voice, he was very touched and said, "Thank you, Ye Xun."

"Thank you." Ye Xun understood what he meant, and said sadly, "Jiang Wang, don't take this as a gift, you could have been by my side."

Song Yi listened to his words silently, and suddenly felt like the moon was shining when the clouds opened.Opened the car window to breathe for a while, in a good mood, was about to smile at Tie Zi, the co-pilot who was looking at this side, when he heard Jiang Wang's anxious voice behind him, "Ye Xun, what's wrong with you?"

Hastily stepped on the brakes, looked over with Tie Zi, and asked Jiang Wang, "What's wrong?"

Hearing his voice, Jiang Wang, who was wiping the corner of Ye Xun's mouth with his hand, quickly raised his head, looked at Song Yi for help and said, "Doctor Song, Ye Xun's mouth is bleeding suddenly for some reason."

"The corner of the mouth is bleeding." Song Yi listened carefully to Ye Xun for a long time, moved the tip of his hand, took a pack of paper and handed it to Jiang Wang and said, "You use the paper to deal with him first, and I will drive you back to the hospital right away." have a look."

"No need." Ye Xun reached out his hand to stop him, smiled at him and said, "No need, Doctor Song, the corner of my mouth is bleeding because I accidentally bit my lip just now, it's nothing serious, there's no need to go to the hospital. Go home directly Well, it will be fine in a while."

"Lips..." Song Yi looked at his bloody teeth when he spoke, trying to refute the possibility he said.As soon as the words came out, Ye Xun interrupted, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

"No." Seeing that Ye Xun seemed to be trying to stop himself, Song Yi didn't say anything.He sent him home with a heavy heart, and was thinking about finding a chance to see how he was doing, so Ye Xun asked Jiang Wang to cook, and Tie Zi also returned home.It was just the two of them in the house.

"Doctor Song, let me take you to the car." Ye Xun said proactively.

"Okay." Song Yi responded, and came to the side of the car to see Ye Xun leaning on the car with his hands in his pockets, Song Yi hesitated, and asked him, "You just had blood in your mouth, it wasn't caused by you biting your lip." Yes, but vomiting blood, right?"

"En." Ye Xun responded, smiling apologetically at him.

"Why did you lie?" Song Yi asked puzzled.After asking, Ye Xun looked in the direction of Jiang Wang with compassion, and Song Yi guessed, "Aren't you willing to go to the hospital with Jiang Wang?"

"why?"

"..."

"Because I'm about to die." Ye Xun said as he turned his head and looked at Song Yi with a slight smile, his eyes filled with tenderness, "I couldn't let him know that way at that time."

"How come?" Song Yi was so shocked that his mouth half opened.He suddenly understood why Ye Xun never went to the hospital with him before; why he was so moved and unwilling to see his mother; why when he answered the question of whether he liked Jiang Wang, he said that he was not worthy.

A dying person is not worthy of delaying the one he loves.Song Yi thought about it, and finally couldn't bear to ask again.

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure. The prison guards have checked me several times before. They said that I don't have much time." Ye Xun spoke calmly, but the smile on his face couldn't hold back.

"What's wrong with you?" Song Yi asked after being staggered and silent for a long time because of his words.

"I'm not sick." Ye Xun said.

"I'm not sick, so how could it be..." Song Yi murmured and stopped speaking, staring at Ye Xun for a while, with tears in his eyes.

Seeing that he understood, Ye Xun smiled at him, and said to him, "Doctor Song, I want to tell you this, but I ask you for two things."

"First, I heard from Chen Ye that he donated all the money he had saved over the years to Jiang Wang. I would like to ask you to use that money to help Jiang Wang treat his illness."

"Where did he donate to?" Song Yi asked.

"I don't know. It should be donated during the fundraising for the show." Ye Xun replied.

"Yeah." Song Yi replied that he knew it, and he agreed.

"What about two?" Song Yi offered, he probably guessed what Ye Xun was going to say.

"Secondly, I would like to ask you not to tell the police what you learned today that Jiang Wang hurt Chen Ye."

"Although today, even if you tell the police about this, Jiang Wang will not receive any substantive punishment, but this will throw him under the scrutiny of others and into the words of others. will destroy him."

"He did it for me, and Chen Ye is already healed. I have already doubled the punishment I deserve in terms of law and morality. He has no reason to be destroyed. I beg you," Ye Xun pleaded. Looking at Song Yi, "Let him go."

"That's why you went to Chen Ye today?" Song Yi didn't answer right away, but asked something off topic. Seeing that Ye Xun acquiesced, he reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and told him calmly, "I didn't do that at first." I was going to say it. Now I won’t,”

"Do not worry."

"Thank you. Thank you for the lie you told Jiang Wang today." Ye Xun solemnly and slowly bowed deeply to him.

"It's okay." Song Yi helped him up, looking at the bright red overflowing from the corner of his mouth again, Song Yi took out a tissue and handed it to him, watched him take it, sighed and said, "Ye Xun, come with me to the hospital, go Try it, even if it can’t be cured, in the end you can…”

"Go comfortably."

"No," Ye Xun put the blood-wiping tissue into his pocket, "I hope to spend the last time by his side."

"It doesn't matter if it hurts."

"Then I... will bring you some medicine tomorrow. It's going to rain, so I'll be leaving first." Song Yi couldn't do it, so he ignored it and said.Taking a deep breath, he opened the car door, and before getting into the car, he stopped again, turned his head and looked at Ye Xun who retreated to the side, who seemed to be unable to stand firmly in the wind, and asked him, "How old are you, Ye Xun?"

"It's almost 19."

"En." Song Yi answered and got into the car.Without starting the car, Ye Xun gave him a long look, then silently hunched over and turned to look for Jiang Wang.

When he got behind him, he was lighting a fire, his sleeves were rolled up, exposing his burned skin, his movements were skillful, and the picture was warm.

Ye Xun watched quietly for a while, then stood up straight and approached him, squatting beside him.

"Ye Xun, is Dr. Song gone?" Seeing Ye Xun squatting beside him, Jiang Wang asked him as he pushed the ashes by his feet.

"Let's go, I said I'll come tomorrow." Ye Xun replied and was about to roll up his sleeves, but stopped when his hands touched the cuffs, and reached out to take the firewood in Jiang Wang's hand and said, "I'll come."

"No, I'll come. Ye Xun, just rest." Jiang Wang reached out and took the firewood back, glanced at Ye Xun, then stared at the firewood in his hand and said, "You must have suffered a lot in prison, Now that I have just been released from prison, I need to take good care of myself.”

"Not so squeamish..." Ye Xun planned to answer him like this, but before he could speak, he heard Jiang Wang say, "And you shouldn't do these things, I should do these things."

"I should have turned myself in, I should have gone to jail, I should have endured everything you have endured... But I heard Tiezi say that I would make you pay so much for nothing, and seeing you come out, I know that I can stay here now I didn't go by your side. If I didn't go, I should do all your things well for you, so that I am qualified to stay by your side. "

"When did you need qualifications by my side?" Hearing what he said, Ye Xun helplessly reached out and took his hand that was holding firewood tightly, and said with a long breath, "Jiang Wang, you are so stupid. "

"I'm not stupid. You are the one who is stupid." Jiang Wang retorted him, stretched out his free hand, covered Ye Xunbai's exaggerated fingers, and asked Ye Xun very seriously, "Ye Xun, after you Don't make up your own mind anymore, and don't lie to me again. OK?"

After finishing speaking, Ye Xun seemed to be hesitating. Jiang Wang bit his lower lip nervously, and continued, "Although you did that for me, I really don't want you to do it. I can't bear it again." You did."

"You think you will tell me what you do, and you want to be open and honest with you and me."

"Maybe I'm asking too much...but..."

"It's not too much, I promise you." Listening to Jiang Wang talking, he talked about himself again.Ye Xun interrupted him and complied.

Seeing Jiang Wang looking at him moved, he helplessly stretched out his hand and pinched his face, then pulled his hand away, took out the bank card that was given to him when he got off the bus and handed it to him.

"What?" Jiang Wang was puzzled.

"I'll keep it for you." Seeing that he didn't answer, Ye Xun handed the card to him and said, "Jiang Wang, use this money to go to the doctor tomorrow."

"This is the money for your studies." Jiang Wang hesitated to speak, and finally said.

"Study is still far away, and aren't you raising money? Chen Ye told me today that he donated a lot of money, and when you get the money, you will return it to me." Ye Xun said.

"Did Chen Ye donate money to me?" Jiang Wangwen did not refuse, but asked in surprise.

"Well, he knew he was wrong." Ye Xun replied.

"Jiang Wang, Chen Ye will always be sorry for you, and I will always be sorry for you. Chen Ye did it to you because he hated me. If I didn't know you, you wouldn't be like this."

"Recently, I've been thinking that it was a wrong decision for me to come to your house."

"You have suffered so many things, and you still can't get a happy future."

"Who said that?" Jiang Wang didn't refute what he said earlier, he felt that it was a wrong decision for Ye Xun to come to his house - if he hadn't come to his house, he wouldn't have been hurt so badly by himself.He just negated his last words, "I'll get it."

"Ye Xun," Jiang Wang called Ye Xun, clasped his hands and said with a bright smile, "Although you are not in good health now, although you haven't resumed your studies yet, although we haven't been admitted to Tsinghua University together yet, although I'm still depressed now, but you're back. My future will definitely be happy."

"Don't always associate your future with me, idiot." Ye Xun couldn't look directly into his eyes, and covered them with his hands.After saying that, she looked at him silently, letting tears roll down her eyes.

Jiang Wang's eyes were blindfolded by him, he couldn't see his tears, and he didn't understand why Ye Xun didn't take his hand away.He waited obediently, and after a while, he sniffed and said to Ye Xun, "Ye Xun, the rice is mushy."

"Yes," Ye Xun replied and took his hand away.

Seeing Jiang Wang get up quickly and put the meal aside, Ye Xun said, "Jiang Wang, let's go to the hospital where Doctor Song works tomorrow. Do you know where he is?"

"I know." Jiang Wang replied and got busy, "But there are a lot of people there, can you go now?" Jiang Wang frowned and turned around.

"It's okay, just put on the hat."

"Then are you going to see Auntie tomorrow?" Jiang Wang asked hesitantly, "She's in jail."

"Let's talk about it later." Ye Xun said and sat down on the ground.Jiang Wang hurriedly bowed down to help him up, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Ye Xun smiled and patted the ashes on his pants, looking a little aggrieved, "Legs are numb."

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"Doctor Song." He was looking at the book under his hand when he heard a knock on the door. Song Yi raised his head and saw Ye Xun standing at the door.

"Ye Xun? Why are you here?" Seeing Ye Xun, Song Yi was a little surprised, got up and took a stool for him.

"I brought Jiang Wang here to see a doctor, and the doctor said he wanted to talk to him alone, so I came here." Ye Xun didn't sit down, and said back to him.

"Okay..." Song Yi originally wanted to ask about his situation, but when he saw Ye Xun's haggard appearance, he changed his words again, "Yesterday I went to ask the reporter who raised money for Jiang Wang, and she said that there were indeed people who donated to Jiang Wang. 30. But she is on a business trip, and the money will take some time to get..."

"I'm not here for money." Ye Xun interrupted and looked at him, with a trace of longing in his eyes, "Doctor Song, I'm here to ask you to check me up."

"Although..." Ye Xun choked with sobs, "Although the prison guards checked me repeatedly and told me that I won't live long."

"I believed it before."

"But looking at Jiangwang..." Ye Xun had tears in his eyes, but his longing turned into despair.The expression became helpless.

"After watching him tell me." Ye Xun cried out, the last words almost came out of his throat, "I don't want to die yet."

"I just want to make sure again."

"Doctor Song, please help me."