A box of light gray blue

After the movie ended, Fu Zhongzhou was quite confused when he was led out by Xu Yan, so he found a corner and rested his forehead on his shoulder for a while.

"Why is the auditorium so hot?" He yawned several times, charged Xu Yu's body for a while, and finally moved his head away from the other's shoulder. "I can't even breathe."

Xu Yan naturally knew why it was hot.Just now he went to kiss Fu Zhongzhou with bad intentions, originally he just wanted to tease him, but he didn't expect this person to be unmoved at all, and continued to sleep without frowning.He was defenseless like that, the more Xu Yu kissed him, the more cute he felt, and he couldn't help pushing forward, until Fu Zhongzhou hummed twice in his nasal cavity, he reluctantly let him go.

Of course stealing food can't be discovered, Xu Wei pursed his lips calmly and bumped him on the shoulder. "It's too stuffy inside, it won't be hot if you go out and blow some air."

The two walked out of the theater, and Fu Zhongzhou felt a little embarrassed when he remembered that he had just fallen into a deep sleep.

"Is the movie good?" he asked, "I got sleepy after watching half of it just now. What's the story behind?"

Xu Chang was busy kissing him, but he didn't know what the plot was.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun is no longer so glaring, and there is a cool breeze blowing in the square.Both of them have been short of sleep recently, and they felt a little sleepy after going out to play for a while, so they stopped the car and planned to go back to Yimei directly.

"I have to go home for dinner." After getting into the car, Fu Zhongzhou whispered, "My parents have to fly back to work tonight, and the company has a lot of things to do."

What he meant was that Xu Yu could only go back to the dormitory tonight.

"Go." Xu Yu squeezed his palm, and the hard callus on the side of his middle finger rubbed against his skin, "You have... worked hard these two days, go back and rest early."

Passing a high school that just finished school, the taxi was moving slowly on the crowded road, and the surrounding horns rang together.

Taking advantage of the chaos, Fu Zhongzhou approached with a smile on his face, and whispered in Xu Yu's ear, "Then next time it will be your hard work?"

Xu Chang's ears were as red as if he had bitten them.

Fu Zhongzhou was cast a sideways glance, so he had to resign himself to his fate and lie back on his seat, but Xu Chang coughed in a muffled voice.

"think about it."

After a while, Xu Chang added another sentence. "It depends on whether you can face each other calmly."

Fu Zhongzhou touched his chin and thought for a moment, as if he misunderstood what he meant.

"Are you saying I was wearing clothes when I did it last time?"

Xu Chang: "..."

Fu Zhongzhou was a little nervous when he saw his face turn sharply down. "It's not about this? What is that?"

"Forget it," Xu Huang turned his head and propped his head against the car window. "forget it."

The two talked awkwardly, and the taxi was moving slowly and fast, and the 10-minute drive took 10 minutes abruptly.By the time they arrived at their destination, the two of them had already fallen asleep in the back seat.

After paying the money and getting out of the car, Fu Zhongzhou straightened his messy hair. "Then I'll go back first." His eyes were glued to Xu Yu's body, and even he felt that he was in the period of passionate love, which was a bit too much.

There are only a few residents coming and going at the school gate.Xu Chang pinched his hand quickly, hesitated for a moment, but still didn't ask.

After the crisis was over, he always thought of Xie Yan's words.When he thought of Fu Zhongzhou still hiding something from himself, he felt a little unwilling.But every time he met his eyes, Xu Chang couldn't ask any more questions.

He didn't want to agree to Fu Zhongzhou, but because of such an illusory knot in his heart, he couldn't fully accept him.

"that……"

Seeing that Fu Zhongzhou was about to turn around and leave, Xu Chang called to stop him again.

"What?" Fu Zhongzhou smiled at him, "Well, if I really don't want to go back to the dormitory, I don't mind bringing a friend back to live in front of my parents."

"No need," Xu Yu knew very well that if he went, no one would be able to sleep well tonight, "I'm just asking, you have nothing else to hide from me, right?"

Fu Zhongzhou's eyes changed slightly, and he asked back with a half-smile: "What about you, do you still have something to hide from me?"

I don't know whether this was unintentional or intentional, Xu Yan felt guilty for no reason.However, when he thought about it again, he was just a secret love that ended without a cause. Although he mentioned it before, it seemed understandable whether he said it or not.

"No." He convinced himself in his heart, but he still lacked momentum when he said it out of his mouth.

Fu Zhongzhou was calm and relaxed, raising his eyebrows. "Then neither do I."

Speaking of this, Xu Wei couldn't ask any more questions.He had no choice but to justify himself, thinking that Xie Yan's words were meant to provoke him.

The two separated at the school gate.Xu Yu went back to the dormitory, and after eating instant noodles with Qin Ping, he had a phone call with his family and then lay down to catch up on sleep.Before going to bed, he habitually took out his mobile phone to check Weibo, but when he saw Mrs. Xiaochuan's update, a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in his head, and the hand that slid the screen froze.

—— "What about you, do you still have something to hide from me?"

Fu Zhongzhou's expression flashed in his mind.Xu Yu suddenly knew why he felt guilty, not because of his first love, but...

If he has been quietly following a person for five years, and even has admiration for that person, is it considered a concealment?

If the postcard he wrote to that person was densely packed with the truth, but he didn't write a single quote to his boyfriend, would it be considered a concealment?

Xu Chang turned over weakly and sighed.He wanted to reveal Fu Zhongzhou's secret, but he didn't expect to lose himself.

After thinking about it, he couldn't figure out what kind of emotion he had for the boat.If it's about admiring her works, Xu Yu couldn't help but want to know more, even he couldn't help playing a piece of music played by Xiao Chuan in a loop, trying to find the traces of her life; I never knew what it was like to like a girl.

Thinking of this, Xu Chang slapped himself on the forehead.

Mrs. Boat was a girl, and the boats he knew appeared in texts and works, which gave him such unrealistic fantasies.On the day of attending the lecture, Xu Wei will be able to fully realize that she is a girl, and she will not have so many fantasies.

Xu Yu finally felt a lot more relieved.He doesn't like to get entangled in such things, so he feels more relaxed after thinking about it.He liked the Weibo of Mrs. Xiaochuan's lecture preview, turned off his phone, and stretched himself.He curled the corners of his mouth as he thought to himself, he is really a good boyfriend in China, when he slept in the afternoon, he did not forget to help his partner reduce potential rivals in love.

He fell asleep contentedly like this, and slept until midnight without turning over.

On the other side, in the community a few hundred meters away, the lights in Fu Zhongzhou's room were on.

After eating, he sent his parents to the airport. Although the two of them had many dissatisfaction with him, they still couldn't bear it.After the reasoning was finished, Fu Zhongzhou and his grandfather returned home.Grandpa Fu watched TV for a while before falling asleep, and the house that had been bustling for a few days became quiet again.After Fu Zhongzhou washed up, he went back to his room in his pajamas.

He didn't do anything, turned off the lights, turned on the computer, sat on the chair and stared at Weibo in a daze, and rubbed the lighter that Xu Yu gave him in his hand.

The desk was surprisingly messy, Fu Zhongzhou would not have been able to bear it in the past, he would have to get up in the middle of the night to tidy it up.However, he didn't want to move at all right now. He stepped on the chair with both feet, hugged his knees in a daze, and let the lecture outline that he had written over and over spread all over the table.

The profile picture of the blue boat on the screen is particularly conspicuous, the news has already become 99+, and the chats in the communication group are hot, even after eleven o'clock in the evening.

He sat like this for a long time, until his legs were numb, and he slowly got up.Fu Zhongzhou turned over a suit of clothes and put them on. When he was taking off his clothes in front of the mirror, he saw those glaring marks on his body through the mirror.After a slight pause, he threw the clothes he had just taken out back into the closet, put on a low-necked long-sleeved pajamas and trousers, and went out.

Fu Zhongzhou didn't feel sleepy at all, so he knocked on the opposite door while stepping on his slippers.

Just as he expected, there was a sound of impatient footsteps coming from the door, and the back door was opened, Xie Yan stood at the door with her arms folded.

"What's the matter?" She was probably going to sleep, and she put a coat on her pajamas.However, Xie Yan wanted to raise her eyes to stare at him, but when she saw the unfaded red marks on his collarbone, she couldn't help but "tsk", and stretched out her hand to close the door.

Fu Zhongzhou succeeded, he blocked her movements while laughing. "Talk."

Xie Yan's parents were not at home, so Fu Zhongzhou followed her into the living room.Xie Yan turned on a small light in the entrance, and sat on the sofa angrily, with a coffee table separated from him.Fu Zhongzhou didn't want to come to her at first, but he thought about this matter many times in his heart, and in the end he could only discuss it with the only insider.

"If you're here to show off to me, then leave quickly." Xie Yan glanced at him, and lit a cigarette without asking for permission.

"It's not this." Fu Zhongzhou didn't show off any more, and said honestly, "Do you think I should introduce 'Little Boat' to him?"

Xie Yan still couldn't hold back her temper, and exhaled a puff of smoke as if to vent her anger. "Ask me? Did you find the wrong person?"

"Didn't you say you wish me a bright future?" Fu Zhongzhou shrugged, "I really came here to ask for advice with an open mind."

"...Then do you want to tell him?" Xie Yan asked after taking a deep breath.

Fu Zhongzhou bowed his head in silence for a moment, then shook his head sincerely. "In no mood."

At first he didn't intend to seriously manage an ID, it was just Xie Yan's suggestion to post his work online and record his progress.But later, many people paid attention to him, encouraged and praised him, and Fu Zhongzhou planned to manage this account well.

On the one hand, I want to live up to expectations, on the other hand, it is more or less because of vanity.

He didn't tell anyone about this matter, except Xie Yan who was the one who suggested it at the beginning, and even Ye Zhize and the others didn't know about it.The more he ran the "boat", the less he dared to tell others about it.Because he is an imperfect man and the boat is not.

——Xiao Chuan is always gentle and kind, always full of enthusiasm for creation, and always gives positive responses to those who like him.

Xie Yan frowned, "Why don't you want to tell him?" She lit a cigarette on the person sitting opposite, "You are too greedy, how can there be anything perfect in this world?"

"It's not just for this reason," Fu Zhongzhou felt uncomfortable smelling the smoke, wrinkled his nose, and suddenly missed the smell of Xu Yu's body, "I'm afraid he will feel that the gap between us has widened after he knows it. I don't want to give it to him. He's under so much pressure."

The author says:

Both of them are dedicated enough, one eliminates his rival in his own mind, and the other comes to show off to his ex-girlfriend (please starfish!