A box of light gray blue

The street was bustling with crowds under the setting sun, and Uncle Zhang drove Xu Yan and Xu Yun to school.The little girl was wearing a short down jacket with fans today, and a pair of well-proportioned legs were exposed under the pleated skirt.Xu Yu always felt that girls would not keep warm in winter, but Xu Yun clamored to wear beautiful clothes to meet Fu Zhongzhou, so she put on a pair of white fleece leggings and followed her out in small boots.

"After we have dinner later, I'll go back to school." Xu Yu patted the back of Xu Yun's head, "Be more obedient at home and don't let your parents worry about you."

"They don't have time to worry about me," Xu Yun curled her lips, "Mom and dad seem to be very busy recently, so they don't have time to worry about me."

As he was talking, he saw a figure standing at the school gate in the distance, holding a lot of exercise books in his arms.

"It's him," Uncle Zhang raised his chin and parked the car in front of Fu Zhongzhou.Xu Yan opened the car door, glanced at Xu Yun, and motioned her to sit in front.Xu Yun rolled her eyes in dissatisfaction, got up and sat in the co-pilot.

"Is it cold?" Xu Yu took what Fu Zhongzhou was holding and put it by his lap.Fu Zhongzhou rubbed his hands and got into the car, first greeted Uncle Zhang politely, and then sat down beside Xu Yu.

"It's neither cold nor cold," he put his hands in his pockets, his nose was red, and he winked at Xu Yun, who was in the front row with an aggrieved face, "Sister Xiaoyun, long time no see."

"Long time no see!" Seeing that he was very cold, Xu Yun handed the little rabbit handwarmer on her lap to Fu Zhongzhou, "Warm your hands first."

Xu Yu stuffed the little rabbit back into Xu Yun's hand. "No need, take care of yourself first." He took out Fu Zhongzhou's hands with red knuckles from the cold, and covered them with his own. "What do you want to eat later? Crayfish or seafood?" Xu Yun's voice suddenly softened when he heard Xu Chang's voice, and goosebumps arose all over his body.

"Anything is fine." Fu Zhongzhou obediently asked him to cover his hands, enjoying the warm touch in his palms.Uncle Zhang saw clearly in the rearview mirror, smiled helplessly, started the car and drove towards the city center.

There are not many high-rise buildings in City H, and the roads are not as spacious as City C. Therefore, during the rush hour, the streets are always crowded and noisy.While waiting for the traffic lights, Xu Huang was staring at the passers-by outside the window in a daze, when he heard the people around him speak softly.

"Xu Chang, I have to go back tonight." He lowered his eyes and circled Xu Chang's palm with his fingers.

"I know, we have class tomorrow, so we'll go back today." Xu Wei turned his head and took out a bottle of mineral water for him from behind, but saw that he hesitated to speak, "What's the matter?"

Fu Zhongzhou unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip, leaving moisture on his dry lips. "Let's talk about it later." His fingers unconsciously stroked the lines on the bottle cap, "It's nothing serious."

The place for dinner is at the food stall outside the urban park. The barbecue and local dishes here are very good, and the environment is clean.When everyone entered, there was only one box left. The business in the store was booming, and the air was filled with a strong and fresh smell.

Xu Chang ordered a large table of dishes, all of which were Fu Zhongzhou's favorite flavors.However, the other party didn't seem to be particularly interested, and the tone of praise was not very real.

Xu Yun and Uncle Zhang couldn't tell, they just felt that the atmosphere was very harmonious, and Fu Zhongzhou was easy to get along with.But Xu Chang felt a little uncomfortable, as if he was coaxed by Fu Zhongzhou.

While Uncle Zhang was taking Xu Yun to buy drinks, Xu Yan fed Fu Zhongzhou a piece of shrimp.

"What's the matter?" Xu Yan stared at his drooping eyelashes, "What's the matter?"

Fu Zhongzhou was fighting with a crayfish, he chewed the shrimp meat in his mouth, and swallowed it slowly.Xu Yu was not in a hurry when he opened his mouth, and patiently watched him finish the crayfish in his hand, and then took out a piece of paper to wipe his mouth clean.

He wiped the red oil on his fingers with a clean paper.

"If... I go to the capital to learn painting, will you be angry?"

Xu Wei frowned slightly, looking sideways at Fu Zhongzhou's face. "Are you going to the capital?"

"It hasn't been decided yet," Fu Zhongzhou removed the wet tissue on the table again, and wiped his hands carefully while talking, not daring to look at Xu Yan, "Just asking casually."

"Why are you angry?" Seeing him wiping his hands, Xu Yu peeled another crayfish and stuffed it into his mouth, "This is your own choice." He stared at Fu Zhongzhou's mouth for a moment, without thinking Suddenly said: "I will accompany you."

"Don't be like this, this is your own business." Fu Zhongzhou became serious and said with some seriousness, "You must know what you want, not to accompany me."

Xu Chang sighed softly, and the inexplicable impulse just now was dispelled.Fu Zhongzhou is right, they are indeed different in this matter.Fu Zhongzhou's goal is very clear, but he still doesn't know much about it, and he doesn't know what kind of school he wants to go to.

He remembered the words that Fu Zhongzhou said to him lying on the desk in classroom C, and his heart fell to the bottom.

"I was impulsive." He disassembled the crayfish in his hand, stripped the fresh meat from the pliers very skillfully, and stuffed it into his mouth.Xu Wei glanced at him and found that Fu Zhongzhou was still serious, so he put his chin on his shoulder coquettishly.Trying to drop a crayfish-flavored kiss on each other's cheeks. "Let's discuss these things when we go back to school. Let's have dinner with me now, okay?"

He lowered his voice, and the charming magnetic male voice fell numbly in Fu Zhongzhou's ears.The expression on Fu Zhongzhou's face finally relaxed, and his red ears moved a little away.

"Then help me peel the shrimp." He raised his two clean hands to Xu Huang.

Xu Chang shrugged, "Then feed me vegetables."

When Xu Yun came back with Uncle Zhang with coconut juice in her arms, she saw her elder brother who looked like he didn't want to be beaten by anyone, peeling shrimps and feeding them to Fu Zhongzhou; Hold up a chopstick and feed him the fried pork.

The two looked up to see Xu Yun and Uncle Zhang who were standing there dumbfounded. The undisguised smiles on their faces immediately subsided, and they sat down and ate their own food.

The meal didn't end until eight o'clock in the evening.Probably because Xu Yun was reluctant to go back to school, Xu Yun pestered the two of them to talk about a lot of things in school.Xu Chang told her many things, and also wanted to convey some things to her parents through Uncle Zhang.Fu Zhongzhou was a little tired and leaned back in his chair to take a nap.

Later, Xu Yun was also sleepy.Uncle Zhang called a car for Xu Yan and Fu Zhongzhou, and took the reluctant Xu Yun home.

On the way back, Fu Zhongzhou leaned against Xu Yu and fell asleep, with soothing pure music playing in the earphones.The cold wind poured in from the gap in the car window, blowing his face a little cold.Xu Chang took the man to his side and stuck him together.He looked out the window at the yellow light that quickly swept back, thinking of Fu Zhongzhou's expression when he said those things today, he couldn't help being a little disappointed.

He could see that Fu Zhongzhou was very excited about going to the capital to learn painting.

The wind on the highway whistled past his ears, and Fu Zhongzhou, who was already asleep in his arms, frowned, and buried half of his face in Xu Yu's open down jacket.

Xu Chang looked at him through the flickering street lamp, and planted a kiss on his smooth forehead.

In the past, Ye Zhize joked with Xu Yu, saying that Fu Zhongzhou is a love brain, once he likes others, he can't care about himself.Xu Yu suddenly felt that Ye Zhize had misjudged the person. Although Fu Zhongzhou chose to repeat the exam after filling out the report on impulse, in fact, everything about him had its own logic.

His ideal school has not been achieved, and he is not willing to compromise with his teachers and parents. Even if he does not fill in the Z university, he will choose to repeat it sooner or later.

The one who is really passionate and emotional is actually Xu Chang himself.

"what happened?"

Fu Zhongzhou was already a light sleeper when he was bumped by the car, but Xu Wei woke him up with a light kiss.Fu Zhongzhou barely opened his eyes, saw Xu Yu sitting upright with half of himself in his arms, sat up a little embarrassedly, and pressed Xu Yu's head on his shoulder.

"It's okay, you can continue to sleep." Xu Yan didn't resist, just leaning head to head with him like this, staring at the dark road ahead in a daze.

The temperature of the air conditioner in the car was very high, and the faces of both of them were a little red.Fu Zhongzhou moved his body, took off his coat, and covered himself and Xu Yu. "I can't sleep anymore," he glanced at Xu Yu, his eyes were brightly illuminated by the street lights in the dark, "what are you thinking?"

"I was thinking about your going to the capital." Xu Yan didn't hide, and pulled his clothes towards Fu Zhongzhou.

Fu Zhongzhou closed his eyes, "Don't think about it, I haven't thought about it yet." He sighed secretly, "Actually, I tried to go to the capital for training before."

"During my freshman year in high school, I followed my seniors and sisters to the capital for a month." Fu Zhongzhou murmured as he leaned against him, as if recalling, "As a result, I couldn't stand the environment there at all. I was surrounded by experts who worked harder than me." Even at six o'clock in the morning, there are lights on in the corridors of the dormitory, and there are always people painting."

He took Xu Huang's hand, and rubbed his fingers on the back of the other's hand. "Not everyone is suitable to study in the province first, and then go to the capital to sprint for the school exam. To be honest, the gap between us and them is obvious. We are regarded as the best here, and it is like a star in a place where real masters gather. The diamond fell into the sea."

"The gap is too big. I didn't even have a voice, so I just sank into the crowd." Fu Zhongzhou's voice was very calm, "When the time comes, don't say it's an exam, I'll see myself as worthless first, and I don't have the courage to continue studying. "

Xu Chang listened silently without speaking.

That night, Xu Yu did not go home with Fu Zhongzhou.The two said goodbye at the school gate, and Xu Chang turned and went back to the dormitory.

Until he walked to the corridor of the dormitory, he was still thinking about Fu Zhongzhou's words.

However, when he opened the door of the dormitory and entered, he saw only Xiang Yong and Peng Peng. Looking at the position of the adjacent bed, the bed was already empty, and there were only some books on the table that Qin Ping didn't read often.

Xu Chang frowned, and asked the listless two who were about to go to bed: "Where's Qin Ping?"

"Let's go," Peng Peng drooped his shoulders, sitting on the bed and playing with his mobile phone. "He doesn't plan to continue taking the school exam. His father took him back to his hometown to study culture. He handed over his mobile phone to his parents, hey."

"So fast?" Xu Yu was a little surprised, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.Although Qin Ping was usually very nervous and snored while sleeping, but suddenly he left without saying goodbye, he still couldn't get used to it.

"Many people left this morning," Xiang Yong said. "When we came back today, we saw many people carrying their luggage. Mo Qinghua said that there were only two left in their dormitory."

Xu Yan was a little weak, nodded, took off his coat and put it on the back of the chair, and went into the bathroom to wash up.

The dormitory was extremely quiet, save for the sound of running water.

Xu Chang went to bed after a simple wash, with his arms pillowed on his head, staring at the dark ceiling in a daze.

After being in a daze for a long time, I heard Peng Peng's sad voice from the opposite bed:

"Xu Yu...will you leave too?"

The author says:

There will be another update later, I hope I can finish writing