"Tutor" The Natural Volume of the Master's House

Takeshi Yamamoto followed her into the kitchen.

Zeli turned her back to him to wash the new vegetables, and raised her hand to quietly wipe away her tears, but more and more tears were wiped away. She lowered her head and silently wiped with the back of her hand, and then Takeshi Yamamoto grabbed her wrist unbearably. .

She didn't earn any money, and lowered her head, letting the tears run down her cheeks, pattering on the counter.

Takeshi Yamamoto glanced at the living room, Joey, Tsunayoshi Sawada and Kyoko Uegawa were busy around the hot pot, no one noticed.He suppressed his voice, and forced Sakata Zeli to turn around and face him. Zeli lowered her head, and he could clearly see the little hair twirling on the top of her head.

He looked at Ze Li who was crying quietly, feeling sad in his heart, he found that he couldn't say harsh words to her, let alone blame her, he felt very sad just looking at her like this.

"Ali, can you be a little bit more aggressive?"

Ze Li avoided his gaze, and smiled shortly, with a willful tone like a child.

"Why am I fighting? He is obviously mine."

He stretched out his hand to pinch her face, followed her words and took a breath, his intimate movements were really like comforting a child. "Be realistic, that Tsunayoshi Sawada is not the one by your side."

"Why not? He belongs to Tsunayoshi Sawada." Zeli pursed his lips and became stubborn.She remembered that in the bridal shop, Ah Gang grasped her hand tightly and stared back at all those unfriendly pointers.

There will no longer be anyone who will protect her behind all kinds of eyes, and say with a calm face whether you have had enough.

Feeling so sad that he couldn't breathe for a moment, Zeli closed his eyes forcefully.

Takeshi Yamamoto didn't understand Fengqing's opening at all, and his tone was abnormally sharp and cold. "I still want to say, the girl who has been chasing after me, how come she only sees others when she turns her head."

I felt like my heart was being stabbed hard.

The fire in his heart came up all at once, Ze Li suddenly raised his head, and shouted at him with piercing eyes.

"That's enough, Takeshi Yamamoto! Don't bother me!"

Seeing Takeshi Yamamoto stunned, Zeli immediately regretted it.She stared at him blankly, and had no choice but to think to herself, Ah Wu, you provoked me first.

How could it be like this again by accident? . .She took a step back, and accidentally touched the dinner plate in hand, and the porcelain fell straight down and shattered.The crisp cracking sound surprised everyone, and the three people in the living room looked over together, Takeshi Yamamoto remained silent with a sullen face, and Zeli was also expressionless, forcibly suppressing his anger and covering up his grievances Mood.

Enough is enough, no more words, no more mouths, no more words.

She can no longer destroy the balance she has achieved so hard.

It's my fault, Ah Wu, but, can't you let me?Can't you comfort me?Do you have to choose such a direct and cruel way?

Ze Li bent down to pick up the remains of the plate on the ground, his long bangs concealing his expression.Accidentally scratched her fingertips by a sharp edge, and blood rolled out. She had a sullen face, as if she didn't see it at all. She threw the debris into the trash can and got up to look for the broom.

After taking two steps, Takeshi Yamamoto pinched his wrist and dragged him back forcefully. His back pressed against the door frame, and the bloody wound was exposed to the fluorescent light. The blood dripping from his fingertips was scary.What is even more frightening is Takeshi Yamamoto's face.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Joey standing up in the living room and wanted to go this way, but was stopped by Tsunayoshi Sawada.Takeshi Yamamoto clasped her wrist hard, his face was gloomy, as if he was also enduring his anger.

"Sakata Sawa! What the hell are you trying to do!"

What the hell do I want to do...how do I know what the hell I want to do.

As long as I see Tsunayoshi Sawada in this era, I feel hopeless. I think that what I want to look for must not be found.

I will feel the boundless darkness and coldness, I am the only one left in the whole world, and no amount of dazzling light can illuminate it.

Ze Li raised his hand to release his imprisonment, quietly raised his head to look at him, with heavy sadness and bright self-mockery in his eyes, and tears flashed by.

"What do I want to do... I want to be someone who doesn't get hurt by anyone one day."

What could make her sadder than this?

Zeli lowered her head to eat the food that Takeshi Yamamoto put into her bowl, her eyes were fixed and concentrated, as if she didn't see Tsunayoshi Sawada and Kyoko Uekawa at all, even Joey didn't pay much attention, let alone Takeshi Yamamoto up.Sawada Tsunayoshi saw it, only when she had a conflict with Takeshi Yamamoto, and she was in a bad mood to blame other people, so she didn't say anything more.

She looked up and saw Tsunayoshi Sawada who was taking care of Uegawa Kyoko thoughtfully, and felt very sad. Why did she have to face all this?Why is it that the person I like so much is sitting across from him but I don't know her?Why should I witness his happiness with my own eyes after losing everything.

She looked at Kyoko Uegawa, who was smiling quietly, and the way she blushed and said thank you to Tsunayoshi Sawada, and felt very dazzling.

Thinking about it, I find it ridiculous, what is she arguing about?Do you want her to restrain all the piercing thorns on her body, walk over to grab the corner of Tsunayoshi Sawada in small steps in a floral skirt, pear rolls with small high heels, look forward to him with beautiful smiling eyes, and speak softly? Acting like a baby, treating him like the whole world?

Such a hypocritical look makes her laugh when she thinks about it.

He went back to the back room without cleaning up after eating, and heard several people in the living room jingling and clearing up the tableware, and heard the sound of the door closing after a while.Seeing Takeshi Yamamoto's car drive out of the yard from the window, Zeli looked at the flickering light of the rear lights of the car, and heard the sound of the engine gradually going away.

How can I get that person back.Is there really no other way?

What else could she do.

Zeli sat on the wooden floor in the bedroom with no lights on, and buried her head deeply in her knees.

Gang, I never want to see you again.

I never want to see you again, never want to hear your voice, never have the strength to stand opposite you, never want to see you smiling at Uekawa Kyoko.

So be it, hide as far as you can in the future.

No love, no pain.

Ze Li warned himself this way, and when he woke up in a daze the next afternoon, he found a handsome, handsome and talented brown-haired young man reading a newspaper sitting on the sofa in the living room.The sunlight poured down from the window, softening the outline and blurring the expression, and even the sofa he was sitting on was covered in a beautiful golden yellow.

Ze Li was dumbfounded, thinking he was dreaming. "You, you, why are you here=mouth=...how did you come in!"

The young man smiled innocently, and looked at her with unblinking eyes, "When I came here yesterday, I secretly made a mold for your house key."

OTL. . .

"Then what is the honorable King Vongola X doing?"

"Of course I came to see you." Tsunayoshi Sawada frowned and smiled, closed the newspaper and put it aside.A good upbringing in every gesture. "Miss Sakata, let's find a small shop for afternoon tea."

Zeli snorted, turned his head to look at the sunlight outside, tightened his heart fiercely, and his fingertips quietly made deep marks on his palm. "I think I need a breakfast right now."

The young man pursed his lips and smiled, his beautiful smile brightened up his whole body little by little. "Okay. Go wherever you say."

That smile was so familiar, it was like this when he looked at her before, with a little helplessness and tolerance, which made her feel that she could do whatever she wanted.Ze Li was instantly nailed in place by that smile.

Staring at him with scorching eyes, Tsunayoshi Sawada blinked suspiciously, raised his hand and waved in front of her, with a slightly teasing tone. "What's the matter, Ms. Sakata, I'm so handsome, so I'm dumbfounded?"

The sight of Ah Gang hugging her tightly flashed before his eyes. He said he would never let her cry again.Gang, do you know how many times I cried after that?Where did you go when you said you wanted to protect me?Sakata Zerei quickly turned cold, and became self-willed as if he was angry, as if he was offended by the words of Sawada Tsunayoshi. "I don't want to go anywhere, please ask the great King Vongola X to go to the kitchen and cook noodles for me."

Sawada Tsunayoshi was stunned for a moment.After staring at her for a while, he smiled indifferently, his eyes became serious, and the pupils with restrained smiles looked at her as if they were looking at her again. "It's the first time someone asks me to do this kind of thing... You can do it too. Is this the rule of Wanshiwu?"

She had a stern face with an invulnerable arrogance, and snorted coldly, but it was clear that she was making things difficult for him, "No, it's just my unreasonable request."

He stared at her in silence for a moment, then got up and walked to the kitchen.

Ze Li took the seat where Tsunayoshi Sawada was sitting just now, and watched him rummaging through boxes and cabinets in the kitchen with his chin propped expressionlessly.This was the first time she saw him cooking for her, and she couldn't tell what emotion she was in. Before, unless it happened to happen, he would never take the initiative to do anything for her, and she never asked him for anything.

For a moment, there was a kind of hum hum, Tsunayoshi Sawada, you also fell into my hands and asked for my help, smiled and felt sad again.

What's the use.

Could she ask him to leave Ukawa Kyoko and be with her after he made the commission?

Zeli laughed lightly.If this is the case, regardless of whether he agrees or not, where should I put my pride and self-esteem?

After a short meeting, it was put on the table. King Vengley X stood in front of her with his sleeves rolled up and an apron on, Zeli propped his chin and shifted his gaze from his face to the calm and composed face of the young man. On his face, he blinked and pulled out a somewhat nasty smile.

"I just forgot to say, I want to eat udon noodles."

Time flies, when did the boy who was so busy smashing tomatoes and scrambled eggs grow into such an excellent adult?

"I cracked an egg and added the vegetables and tofu left over from yesterday." Tsunakichi Sawada smiled, implying that I added a lot of things, so you can make do with it.

"No, I want to eat udon noodles, the kind of thick noodles with beef and rapeseed. The leader of the dignified Vengley can't even do this?"

"No matter how dignified you are, it's impossible to make instant noodles into udon noodles, right? You only have instant noodles and instant noodles in your kitchen." The young man raised his eyebrows calmly, and looked at her with a smile on his face.

"..."

Ze Li reluctantly picked up the bowl of noodles, tasted it, and unexpectedly found that the taste was normal, and there was nothing mushy about it.Thinking of his previous title of the good-for-nothing gang, she wanted to laugh, and put on a hard face, "I'm sorry, Mr. Zetian, I may not be able to accept your commission. There are three words 'no' in this Wanshiwu. First Don’t commit adultery. Second, don’t bully the old, the weak, women and children. Third, don’t accept commissions when you’re in a bad mood. I think…”

"Then what is this bowl of noodles?"

"...Uh, it is rumored that Peng Gile's headquarters is magnificent with silver bricks and golden roofs. Sir, you won't embarrass me because of a bowl of noodles."

"Oh, I really lost to you. I just want to ask a few questions."

"I do not know anything."

"I can afford anything."

Can you afford anything?Zeli raised his eyebrows, a little moved.

"……What do you think."

What can I do if I want to laugh when I say it, but if I feel a little excited.

"Didn't Ms. Sakata meet me at my engagement banquet? You should know me, um, although I don't have much impression of you."

Ze Li was a little stunned, and didn't know how to answer for a moment. After a pause for a few seconds, she heard her difficult and slightly hoarse voice.

"I have known you for a long time. Mr. Zetian is the tenth king of Vengola. As a person who has stepped into the underground world with half a foot, it is not too difficult to know you, right?"

"You're lying." Tsunayoshi Sawada restrained all his smiles and looked at her expressionlessly.

Is Ah Gang so scary when he is not smiling?A mess of emotions swirled in Zeli's head.She remembered that when he yelled at her loudly in the bar, he didn't smile at that time, but it wasn't like now, with strangeness and indifference in his eyes.

"I should have done something excessive. Even if Ms. Sakata hides it well, I can feel that you don't want to see me."

Zeli didn't know how to answer, so he closed his eyes, thought for a while, got up and went to the cabinet under the TV, and rummaged through it.All the drawers were pulled out, and finally, from the bottom drawer, I took out the half pack of cigarettes that Takeshi Yamamoto had forgotten here before. "Do you want it?" She handed it to Tsunayoshi Sawada.Tsunayoshi Sawada waved his hand, "Thank you, I don't smoke."

don't smoke?Who was that smoker who was irritated by the emails from the headquarters in the middle of the night while wandering around in Italy?Ze Li lowered his head and smiled, took out one and put it in his mouth, snapped his fingers, and a small flame burst out from the tip of his index finger.

Gu Yan is still enchanting.

Is she that scary?We had dinner together yesterday, but today we didn't even dare to take what she gave us.Ah Gang, what disgusting thing have I done that requires you to be so cautious?

"Mr. Zetian, you want to say more than that. If it's just these, you should not have this attitude. You should say, I want to forgive you."

Tsunayoshi Sawada was silent for a moment, and then spoke indifferently for a while.

"Actually, I had a dream more than a week ago. In the dream, you and I were shopping together, Sakata San, pressing the road, hugging and kissing, eating Haagen-Dazs, passing by a bridal shop, and I dragged you in to have a look."

Zeli froze suddenly.

"But I had never seen you at that time. Miss Sakata, can you tell me what's going on? Please tell me solemnly, why am I not with Miss Kyoko? Even in a dream, I would I don't think I will betray her."

Zeli lowered his head and said nothing, while Zetian Tsunayoshi opened his mouth slowly, every word was a threat.

"You can keep silent, but I can't guarantee that I won't use drastic means to force you to speak out."

The threat is so straightforward.Not knowing what to answer, Ze Li smiled and said softly. "Sawada-san likes Uegawa-san so much."

"Kyoko and I will always be together. I won't allow anyone to get in our way."

He is so determined.

She heard it but laughed inwardly.

Ah Gang, do you know that half a year later you pushed her away with your own hands.

"...Sorry, Mr. Zetian, I can't tell you the answer to your dream." Zeli was silent for a long time, stood up and looked down at him condescendingly, and smiled easily, "But you can rest assured about one thing, Mr. Zetian You are excellent, but I don't have any, the slightest, superfluous thoughts about you. I will not hinder you and Miss Shangchuan, not now, nor in the future." She paused, smiling teasingly. "However, if you two quarrel and break up for some random reason in the future, don't blame me."

The room was quiet.Sawada Tsunayoshi stared at her for a long time, then laughed for a while. "Thanks."

He stood up, and Ze Li smiled faintly, looking at the brown-haired and brown-eyed man in front of him.

Ah Gang, really, you may never understand this feeling, losing the meaning of persistence is more terrifying than anything else.

Why are you so stingy that you refuse to give me even the slightest hope.

"Then, my question is over, what kind of remuneration do you want, Ms. Sakata?"

That being the case, then draw a clear line from now on, and I will never give myself a little thought.

Zeli thought for a while, then laughed, and opened his mouth as if he was sure that he would refuse.

"I want a hug."

Zetian Tsunayoshi opened his eyes slightly in surprise, and Zeli laughed when he saw him stunned. Just when he was about to tease him a few words, didn't he be able to pay any reward, when he saw him take a step forward, Put your arms around her.

【"Speaking of which, what Zesang likes is spring, right?"】

【"I want to give you all the dreams I have."】

【"Protect Zesang with the belief that you must die!!!】

【"I should go back. Zesang, as you said, there is still a long way to go. In any case, please don't be disappointed in the future."】

【"Sorry... I will definitely protect you next time."】

【"Missed while cooking, what are you thinking about!"】

【"Girls don't have to be so strong... Occasionally rely on the people around you."】

【"This is not easy. Because I also like Sakata-san very much."】

【"Instead of praying for them to retreat on their own, it is better to let them know from the very beginning that you are the person Vengley wants to protect."】

【"Go back to where I live... stay with me, Ali."】

【"Only Sakata Sawari, even you and I won't let it go."】

【"Ali, I don't want you to be sad."】

【"This is the last time... From now on, I won't make you cry again."】

["Although life is messy and I often can't be by your side, wasn't it good when we were together before? In a chaotic world, it's too difficult to be alone... Be good, don't lose your temper, let's be together well .”]

【"But Zesang, I want to protect your mood from anyone else."】

【"I hope you will be happy and happy. I can work hard to win the whole world for you, but I can't give you such a simple thing."】

【"I will definitely defeat Mirufiore, and I will definitely get the medicine that can cure your disease, Zesang, and we will live together."】

【"I'll be back soon, I will definitely win. So you have to wait for me."】

So you have to wait for me.

Sawada Tsunayoshi wrapped her waist with one hand, and put the other hand on the back of her head, fingers deeply buried in her seaweed-like hair.

Ze Li's head was full of garbled characters, and he stood there dumbfounded, unable to move or make a sound, and the whole world he saw began to gradually collapse.

Outside the window, the sun is shining all over the place, white clouds are blooming in the sky, and huge blue hydrangea flowers bloom silently in the corner.

Many things flashed through Ze Li's mind, and they corresponded to the memories. The warm temperature and the faint scent of lavender were so close to her.

She heard his long sigh in her ear.

There was no expression on her face, but she felt like she was going to cry.

So you have to wait for me.So you have to wait for me.

The temperature pulled away little by little, he let her go and took a step back.

Dangyouyou focused his eyes on that person's face, but he still couldn't find the focus.

This person is gentle and strong, she has been with her for so long day and night, he is the proud son of heaven, he is full of glory.

He opened his mouth softly, sighing with emotion.

"It's so strange. Even though I've only seen two sides of a woman, I feel that I've hugged her many times."

Suddenly realizing what he said, he blinked and smiled a little embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, Miss Sakata, I don't mean anything else, I just feel like I've known you for a long time."

Are you really here

oram Idreaming

I can't tell dream from truth

Forit's been so long

Since I have seen you

(Are you really there or I'm dreaming I can't tell the difference between dreaming and waking It's been a long time*)

Sakata Zeli looked at the smiling man in front of him, exerted all his strength to restrain himself, and tilted his head to smile.

"Is it familiar? I feel the same way. Oh, just kidding, Mr. Zetian is the majestic Vengola X. I'm just an ordinary girl, and I don't dare to climb high."

What a superficial excuse.

Gang, can you hear what I really want to tell you?Can you read my hidden thoughts?Can you see through my fragility again, set aside the hustle and bustle of the crowd and all difficulties, and stand firmly by my side?

【"I'm different from you. You have to shoulder the whole world, you have a bottom line that you can't violate, you have to protect your companions and family, and you don't want to involve ordinary people. But I have nothing, I just want to avenge my friends. "]

["Gang, I know what you mean, but you are a mafia, have you ever thought that you will bring me danger... I am an ordinary girl, I just want to live in peace and security." 】

When she used this excuse to prevaricate him last time, in the chaos, he pushed her on the bar and kissed her hysterically.

He said don't lie to me, I know it all.I know how much you like me, how much you expect from me, and the little dreams you want to realize.

A Gang, I only want a little bit of hope, just a little bit is enough.

If there are a hundred steps between us, as long as you take a small step towards me, the next 99 steps, no matter how difficult it is, I can walk towards you without hesitation.

Please, please.

Zeli was sitting on the sofa with his head up, seeing Tsunakichi Sawada laughing helplessly, he nodded politely to her, and said, "Farewell." Then he said, "Thank you."

She smiled so cutely, her heart was empty. "No."

The author has something to say: *The lyrics are from ifyouwantme

It took me three nights to write [-] words, but I still cried by accident.

I saw two sentences from "Morning and Twilight".

"When surrounded by sea water, the island is lonely. If it is not sure whether the bird will come to roost, and the wait is too long, it can only sink."

"Yes, that's because it knew from the beginning that when it had no way to wait, it could still hide in the sea, and the island would always have a retreat, but this bird didn't."