"Tutor" The Natural Volume of the Master's House

three days later.Tsunayoshi Sawada eventually found her in a bar.

Before he could figure out how to face Sakata Zeli, he heard himself shouting angrily. "You girl, what are you doing in this kind of place for being so dishonest at night!"

Ze Li was lying on the bar counter, raised his eyebrows lightly, and seemed not surprised at all when he appeared in front of him.She flicked the gorgeous liquid in her hand, drawing a beautiful arc around her mouth.I don't know how much I drank, my body smelled of alcohol, but my eyes were clear when looking at him.

"This time, did your subordinate call you and tell you to leave quickly, so you didn't catch up, or did you have too many things and you couldn't get away, and you just finished your work now?"

What a thorn in every sentence.Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled wryly in his heart, and raised his hand to wipe off the food residue on her mouth under her aggressive gaze. "Ali, it's my fault..."

"You have to think about it. The person you are about to talk to now almost killed the woman you love the most." She interrupted him calmly, but the words she spoke were extremely sharp.

The tolerant smile froze up, and for some reason, he became stubborn in his heart.Sawada Tsunayoshi avoided answering her sharp words, but said stubbornly, "It's been a mess recently, if I'm not here, don't run around at night."

Ze Li looked at him silently, trying to figure out what he meant, but she still couldn't guess a trace of emotion from his smiling face.

Rock music is deafening.I don't know how long it took, Zeli finally looked away as if admitting defeat, and put aside the wine glass with the beautiful liquid in her hand, she became tired, put one hand on the bar, and smiled.She opened her mouth and spoke slowly, her voice was flat and without ripples, each word gradually spread like ripples, but people could hear some grievances that she would never admit.

"I wanted to cook for myself, but I ruined it, so I had to go out to drink."

Sawada Tsunakichi in front of him was stunned, and the corner of his mouth curled up, and the originally tense atmosphere disappeared in an instant.He blinked, and the smile quickly spread to his eyes, and his whole body was immediately illuminated by the light.

"Honey, you're so cute." With a smile on his face, he reached out and wanted to wrap his arms around her.The music was booming in the bar, and Ze Li heard his indifferent voice in the huge boom. "You don't touch me. I'm disgusting."

Sawada Tsunayoshi froze in place.

"...That's enough, Gang." The spotlight above the bar came down brightly, Sakata Zeli raised his hand to cover his eyes.

She had known that he would come to her. Even though he was King Pengele X, he still retained the pure kindness of his youth.When she showed herself to him that day, he would definitely have a conscience, and would definitely come to her, even if it was just to apologize.

Although now it seems that it is not as simple as just apologizing.But so what?The result will not change.

"I gave you everything I could or could not give. I did everything I should and shouldn't do. I stood by your side and gave you everything. Now you still want to get from me Take what?"

"It's okay to be half-hearted, I don't mind. But, you clearly never put me in your heart."

"For you, I rushed in and saved Uegawa Kyoko alone!"

Zeli raised the corners of his mouth into a sarcastic smile, and looked at him without blinking his eyes. "Ah Gang, what else do you want from me?"

"...It is indeed enough." He was silent for a moment, then laughed, and then punched the bar counter angrily! !

"I just don't understand, what are you angry about!! I'm doing it for something, you're showing it to Yamamoto, no one is giving 100% sincerity!!"

Zeli was dumbfounded by his yelling.

Being poked at the painful spot, my heart went cold for an instant.

At first it was really just to get angry with Ah Wu, but later, can't you feel my liking so much?Zeli opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

It was the first time she saw him so angry, and the anger broke out, and he told her word by word, "You are not the only one who has endured for a long time, I am also in pain!"

Ah Gang, are you also in pain?

"How can there be so many weird thoughts in such a mess, Jingzi is also sincere, she pushes me away and wants me to go away, I said I like it, doesn't it mean I like it, can you trust me a little bit!!! "

Sawada Tsunayoshi's dark brown eyes stared straight at her, seeing her stunned expression, he didn't know what to think of, and his raised voice gradually slowed down.

"Although life is messy, and I often can't be by your side, wasn't it good when we were together before? In a chaotic world, it's too difficult to be alone... Be good, don't lose your temper, let's be together well. "

It turned out that he couldn't even see it.His previously tangled and complicated mind was trampled into the dirt in an instant.

Ze Li pursed his lips, if he can't see it, he can't see it, it doesn't matter.Seeing him losing control, she felt a pain in her heart, but after the silence, she could only show a cold face to him. "Okay, I trust you completely, you can go."

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't seem to understand her eviction order, and still asked her stubbornly. "That's what you promised me?"

Zeli almost laughed angrily.Thinking of his angry expression just now, his heart calmed down unknowingly, and even had some soft feelings.

He still cared about her after all.

that's enough.

It was all worth it.

Zeli suppressed his expression, raised his head and quietly looked at Sawada Tsunayoshi who was close at hand, he hesitated for a moment when the sarcastic words came to his lips, and changed his words dryly, trying to reason with him.

"I'm different from you. You have to shoulder the whole world, you have a bottom line that you can't violate, you have to protect your companions and family members, and you don't want to involve ordinary people. But I have nothing, I just want to avenge my friends."

"I can help you." He quickly retorted.

"Ah Gang." She frowned. "Why are you so stubborn? It's not like you."

"I just want to..." Tsunakichi Sawada was stunned for a moment, and looked away from her, and landed on the scattered carnival figures around him.The flickering and ambiguous light was reflected in his beautiful pupils, and he felt a little sad. "I've lost enough. No matter what it is, I don't want to let it go."

Zeli was stunned.

At that time, γ wanted to catch her, when she was facing dozens of people and hundreds of people, she was in the same mood when she called Ah Gang to the boy ten years ago to go away.

But she is in too much trouble now, and she has taken the lives of thousands of people in Stuart. If he is only Tsunayoshi Sawada, she will definitely grab him without hesitation, but he is also King Vongola X at the same time.

She has never liked someone so much.I like it so much that I dare not be with him.Afraid of causing trouble to him, the humble one just hopes to see him.

"Gang, I know what you mean, but you are a mafia, have you ever thought that you will bring me danger... I am an ordinary girl, I just want to live in peace and security."

"I'm terrified..."

As if in response to her words, there was a bang outside the bar that even overwhelmed the loud noise of the rock music.

But it wasn't just that one, there were more violent explosions outside one after another.The whole world was shaken. Among the people who fled in a hurry after the shock, Ze Li stood up slowly, shaking his head only thinking it was funny.Just about to say 'I'm such a crow mouth', the words were blocked.

He pushed her hard on the bar and kissed her hysterically.

The cold marble feels chilling from the back, and in a space where everything is out of control, the rock music is still deafening.The glass hanging upside down above her head kept colliding and clanging in the air because of the vibration, and her strong fingers pressed through her long seaweed hair to hold down her head, and all she could see were bunches of dangling bouquets. twilight.

She seemed to be back in the black sea of ​​despair.There is no one around, but I don't feel scared.Her body was getting heavier and heavier, she kept sinking in the boundless sea water, but someone grabbed her arm and dragged her upwards with all her strength.She turned her head to look, only to see a pair of silent dark brown eyes.

From the side of the bar where the tables and chairs were overturned, through the chaotic screaming crowd and the glass shards all over the floor, and then to a corner that was not affected, the silent pool table, Tsunayoshi Sawada overwhelmed her rudely, He also got down on one knee.

Seeing the dim spotlight on Ah Gang's head, Ze Li suddenly had the urge to cry.

Not wanting him to see herself like this, she closed her eyes hard.

Can you hear what I'm trying to tell you?Ganga?

Being dragged upstream from the sea, I didn't feel cold at all, and I could vaguely see the light swaying far away on the water.Her chest was aching from the backlog of sea water, and she couldn't speak or breathe.

I can't say it, so much and so deep love, can you feel it, A Gang?I don't want to leave your mood at all, you know A Gang?

In the continuous sound of gunfire, there seemed to be faint screams of people, but there seemed to be no sounds after listening carefully.Rock music was still ringing in my ears, but I felt far away from myself, as if I was in another silent space that was about to be destroyed.

The cold liquid fell on her face, and Ze Li opened his eyes in the kiss that suffocated her like a tide, and saw Tsunayoshi Sawada's eyes tightly closed in the dim light, with a shattered tear at the corner of the eye. water light.

Do you like me a little bit?Gang.

Inseparable.

Can't let go.

Zeli thought that she must look like those addicts she had seen before.With a desperate heat, knowing that there will be doom in the end, but still can't help burning himself like a moth to a flame.

She likes the man in front of her so much.I like the way he raised his eyebrows, and his smile.I like his doting expression, and I like to see his brows and eyes that seem to be shining in the dark.

Will be in danger?It doesn't matter.

Give him everything you have so that you have nothing?It doesn't matter.

The proud self reduced to a substitute?It doesn't matter.

Do you want to do something that you didn't bother to do before?It doesn't matter.

The rising sun came in through the window, Zeli was wearing a bathrobe, standing barefoot in the empty living room, turned on the TV, and saw the glorious self standing next to Sawada Tsunayoshi, slightly stretching his eyebrows , while bending his eyes, the corners of his mouth also raised proudly.

Every word is as firm as an oath.

"I, Sakata Zeli, am the only one who can stand beside King Vongola X."

"Since I can stand by his side now, I will continue to stand in the future."

whatever.Either way is fine.As long as I can be by his side.As long as I can be with him.

She was too pessimistic, had no confidence in herself, and couldn't fully trust him.Before, I was always afraid that I would be hurt if I separated one day, so I dared not give my sincerity hypocritically.The result was like stepping into quicksand, the more she struggled, the deeper she sank, and after repeated tossing, she was no longer afraid of anything.

Now there is only the feeling of wanting to persevere no matter what.

Ze Li turned off the TV, turned his head, and his eyes fell on the large camphor forest outside with slightly yellowed leaf tips, white clouds dotted in the background, and the sky was blue and proud.

It was the end of spring when I first met the boy ten years ago, and now, autumn is coming.

She walked back to the bedroom and saw the man she liked so much who was still sleeping peacefully on the bed, remembering last night when he stood up in the turbulent lust and said "We will get married when this war is over" seriously His expression, and his eyebrows and eyes shining in the dark.The corner of his mouth twitched, and he couldn't help laughing.

Can't get married.she knows.But when I heard that sentence, there was still a lot of joy in my heart.

Gang, do you understand how I feel right now?

My feeling of wishing this summer never ends is like wishing you would never leave me.

The author has something to say: This...do you understand the last point?

This chapter is actually talking about, Ze Li originally wanted to leave Tsunayoshi Sawada, but was eaten up by accident instead ==.

PS: The copywriting has been changed! !If you want to know who the hero is, please read the new copy! ! !

A little off-topic in small and small letters:

[I hope this summer never ends, like wishing you never leave me. ]

Interpretation: Being with the one you like is a very happy thing. Ze Li hopes that this summer spent with 270 will never end.However, she also knew that she and 270 could not be together forever, so. . .

In fact, the purpose of my writing this article is to write this sentence.This article was first conceived at the beginning of March this year. At that time, it was the most difficult time in my third year of high school. The date of the national competition was getting closer and closer. At the same time, I was also facing the test of the university.I want to study hard but I can't read books at all.It's been eight months since I separated from my first love, and I still can't relax, my eyes are always his shadow when I open and close my eyes.At that time, the first clip that came up in my head was the second part of the article, Zeli [beep beep——]...discovered [beep beep——]...participated in [beep beep——] and sat in the pouring rain Crying in despair.At that time, my mood was almost like this. Every night I dreamed of him, and I was so sad that I didn't even dare to sleep. . .

At first, I just wanted to write about my mood at that time, but when writing an article, I must write from the joy of the beginning. .So during that time, my head was full of garbled characters ==. .From the beginning to the present, this article is really messy enough.As soon as the national competition started, the national competition was over, and then the university test was over. During that time, I was so busy jumping up and down that I couldn't touch the computer at all.Wait until everything is over. . .I signed with JJ.

In fact, I think I am a very proud person, maybe a little bit of a second grader.Before my disillusioned first boyfriend went to try out for college, I went to see him and I told him I signed.Just like Zeli's feelings for Ah Gang, I hope he can find that I am changing every time he sees me.You can see that I am working hard and I am getting better.It's not to make him regret one day or anything, but just to fight for breath, and want to tell him proudly one day that I won't lose to anyone who you liked.

This article is almost half written.It has been half a year now, and various training camps and competitions have been interspersed in the middle, and I often write and stop writing, so I am very grateful to the girls and guys who are still reading this article. . .When I came back at the end of August, I finally had time to code well. I wrote 17 in half a month, and I was really dying TT.But I am going to report to the university again soon ==. . .OK, I'll try to write it down.I became an adult the day before yesterday.And writing is the only thing I have insisted on in the past [-] years.So I hope I can keep going.

Thank you to those who have been reading my article. Every time I see the comments below the article, I am always full of joy and don’t know what to say.I also thank Joey for his heroic devotion in the text, you should work hard in high school.Three years later, I will be admitted to the university I want to go to, and I will become the person I want to be.

that's all.

2012.09.11