[Slow Travel] How to show affection correctly

The afternoon sun always makes people tired, and the sun outside gradually begins to soften, and it no longer dazzles people's eyes as it did at noon.There is still warmth in the piano room, and the sunlight that penetrates through the screen curtain makes the room like a smooth Alexander cocktail, which is soft and slightly intoxicating.

At this time, Bai Mo, who always likes to lazily and take a nap surrounded by the cushion, is silent because of the melody played just now, without any sleepiness.

The negative emotions brought about by this song are more serious than the previous ones.

Those notes were like a sharp shovel, digging into the deep corners of memory, making him bloody.

Bai Mo has always been alone. His parents have never appeared since he could remember, and the so-called "family" also avoided him.In their eyes, an underage child whose parents died only means trouble and burden.

In the ten years of being kicked around like a football, in order not to feel sad because of other people's words and actions, he gradually became indifferent.

His relatives didn't like him, and he already knew that.So in the face of children's teasing and making things difficult, even physical bullying, he didn't say anything.

At the age of 16, he was kicked to the house of an aunt whom he had not seen for many years.

At that time, he thought he had changed his luck, because he had his own room, new clothes, and even someone to celebrate his birthday.He remembered that the cake was very small and could be eaten in three bites, but he only took one small bite and hid the rest, reluctant to touch it.

In order to show himself the value of not being sent away again, he took over all the housework and tried his best to complete everything he could.

Until that day, because he got up too early and it was winter again, he just put on his school uniform and got up to make breakfast. He caught a cold and had a fever at noon. When he returned to the door early, he heard the sound of his aunt and uncle arguing.

When he heard the "death compensation", he just felt that there was a basin of ice water pouring him from head to toe.

Before coming here, the lawyer got the best result for him—the aunt will pay for him to finish high school, and when he becomes an adult, if he agrees with his aunt’s care for him in the past few years in the return interview, the remaining amount of the compensation , half will go to my aunt.

So after knowing what Bai Mo didn't bring after he was admitted to university, he left the sixth "home" he had already moved to alone.

His outstanding performance during college made him be favored by a large private company. After a one-year internship, he also graduated smoothly. He directly joined that company. oppression.

During this period, he didn't touch a penny of the money left behind.

Time is the cruelest.

Just when Bai Mo thought he would continue to live like this, he met the "system".

When he knew that he could get rid of everything he had and experience another life, he was moved.

After coming to this world, he buried all the past in the depths, preparing to create an "ending" as if he had been reborn.It's just that he didn't expect a piece of music to remind him of those.

The new piano score that Black Book gave Bai Mo this time is "Jie". This time, he could see pictures after playing it.

It was a cruel love between immortals and demons.

Mo falls in love with Xian, and Xian thinks Mo's feelings are ridiculous and meaningless because of his pursuit of the Dao, so Mo's bitter confession has been unable to get a response.

Finally, in a battle between immortals and demons, the demon could not bear to hurt the immortal and died under the sword of his beloved. It was too late when the immortal realized his feelings for the demon.The complete annihilation of the demon made Xian suffer from guilt and grief. In the end, because of longing, Xian fell into a demon and used his original demon-breaking sword to destroy his soul.

From then on, there are no more demons and immortals in the world.

The most talked about in the whole piece is the fairy's longing for the demon, which is the demon's emotional calamity, and even the immortal's heart calamity.

If "The Cry of the Wild Goose" brought him the sadness of losing everything, what "The Robbery" made Bai Mo feel was the suffocating emotion that seemed to destroy everything in order to calm down.

It contains the pain of not being able to ask for it, and finally having nowhere to go, the despair of regretting the past and attempting self-destruction.

Bai Mo couldn't control his thoughts after the song ended.He was forced to look at the picture in his mind like a movie replay, to re-experience the grievance and sadness when he was bullied by children of the same age and sent to others.

Once those things that he had sealed for a long time lost the will to suppress them, they would start to corrode everything about Bai Mo like poison.

——It was too painful, and he wanted a complete end.

Just when Bai Mo was about to give up resistance and allow himself to be overwhelmed by the darkness, he suddenly thought of Gu Junluo.

That person will say good morning to himself every morning, and occasionally when he looks at himself, there will be a smile and helplessness in his eyes...

Bai Mo was like a drowning man grasping at straws, he kept recalling everything about Gu Junluo.Every word, every movement of his, is careful and meticulous.

Suddenly a voice rang in his ear.

Gentle, with a bewitching meaning.

"It's not you that Gu Junluo cares about, you're just a thief who occupies the magpie's nest."

Those pictures were suddenly distorted, and the darkness kept approaching Bai Mo like a viscous monster again.

When the only ray of light was swallowed up, Bai Mo closed his eyes.

Yes, he is a thief.

In this world, although it was indeed unfortunate at the beginning, the original owner met the kind old man who raised him, Gu Junluo who cared so much for him, and the childhood friend who helped him without hesitation.

Bai Mo has never had everything about family, love and friendship.

Bai Mo admitted that he was a little envious, even jealous, of the original owner.

He has always longed to be cared and cared by someone so much, so when he knew Gu Junluo's feelings for the original owner, and he just became the original owner, the first thought in his heart was secretly happy.

How despicable.

During the time he spent with Gu Junluo, Bai Mo didn't feel that the other party's desire to possess and control was a kind of torture. He even enjoyed this kind of unreserved and excessive care and protection pathologically.

The song kept telling the fairy's longing for the devil, but he couldn't stop thinking of Gu Junluo.

Bai Mo suddenly realized at this moment that Gu Junluo was no longer just a mission goal for him.

——He is the meaning of his existence here.

He will not explore whether Gu Junluo is in love with the original owner or himself, it is meaningless, because Bai Mo at this moment is himself.

Call him mean or shameless.

Even if he wants to take advantage of Gu Junluo's vague feelings for the original owner in the early stage, he must lock this only existence by his side.