[Slow Travel] How to show affection correctly

An Luo has found that he is different in some aspects since he was a child. He can always hear the conversations of people outside the hospital.The first time he asked his mother what "demon" and "monster" meant, his mother's surprised expression made him vaguely feel that it was not a good thing.

His premonition came true immediately, and after he told his mother about his special hearing, for the first time, his mother lost her former peace in front of him, crying uncontrollably.At that time, he didn't know that the great improvement of the five senses was a major characteristic after the blood Gu was implanted.

His mother asked him to cover up the matter so that no one could find out.He looked at his mother's rare serious look, and obediently agreed.

For a long time, he could always hear the woman's voice saying that their mother and son were monsters. Some people said that this was the retribution of Anfu, although he didn't ask no matter how puzzled he was, he was afraid of seeing his mother's tears again. .

Until one day, in order to retrieve the takraw ball, he forgot his mother's instructions and left the courtyard.

When he came back bruised and bruised, holding the little ball, his mother gently rubbed the medicine on him.He apologized, he held back his tears and said "I'm sorry", but the mother just rubbed the top of his hair.

That day, his mother coaxed him to sleep and sang his favorite song. He closed his eyes, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

He heard his mother walk out of the door and out of the courtyard, followed by cries from farther away.He was terrified, covered his ears, and shivered under the quilt.

He didn't know what happened. After waiting for a long time, he was a little sleepy, and felt his mother return to his side in a drowsy state.Her hands were cold, but she still made herself feel extremely at ease.

He huddled into his mother's cold arms, and vaguely smelled a strange smell from her body, but he finally fell asleep as sleepiness hit him.

Not long after, he knew that it was the smell of blood.

Since that day, those malicious voices have disappeared.In the silence, he heard a new voice, it was a calm male voice, he said: "If it is true as you said, I will definitely not let her kill anyone in this mansion again."

He had heard that voice.Just when he was pushed to the ground by Mrs. Xu's maidservant and kicked irresistibly, the man glanced at him and only said one word.

"Don't kill me."

In An Luo's memory, there were only three people who were kind to him - mother, Aunt Fei'er, and Bai Mo.

The first time he met Bai Mo was at a flower exhibition, and that day happened to be his birthday. When his mother told him that he would go out to watch the flower exhibition today, he was surprised and happy at the same time a little uneasy.

"Mom, aren't we going to be discharged from the hospital?" He tugged at his mother's sleeve, which was embroidered with a large number of exquisite patterns. He had never seen his mother so beautiful.

He only remembered his mother telling himself that no one could keep her unless she wanted to.

An Luo was puzzled, so why did he stay there?He didn't like it at all, but even so, he wouldn't ask, just obediently holding his mother's hand and walking forward slowly.

An Luo is very sensitive to the sight of others, and can easily discern their kindness and dislike. This beast-like intuition has been verified too many times, and he firmly believes in it.

It was already dark, and due to the limitation of light, he could still look around curiously at first.But since a child bumped into its mother, everything has changed.

"Wow——" the crying was harsh, and An Luo heard someone say clearly: "Don't look, those eyes must be some kind of monster!"

He looked at his mother helplessly, but the beautiful woman just touched his head gently and said nothing.

"Nana!" A female voice came from the crowd.He walked over there with his mother, and when he felt very uncomfortable from the sight around him, he saw a woman in pink clothes.When she looked at herself, there was no fear or disgust, she just smiled gently and said, "Luo Luo has grown up."

Just one sentence calmed his uneasiness.

"Xiao Mo, say hello to Aunt Guna and Brother An Luo."

Half of the little boy's face was exposed from behind her, he blushed, said "good evening, auntie and brother" in a low voice, and shrank back.

This is an interesting child, he thought so, and like that woman, he didn't have any malice.

It was his happiest birthday, his mother brought a rare smile, and he had a playmate for the first time.They played hide-and-seek in the small room, and used ink-soaked brushes to paint and paint in the flat stone-paved courtyard. For this, he was reprimanded by his mother, but when he admitted his mistake with the owner of the warm little hands, There is still joy in my heart.

He stayed in his mother's arms drowsily. On the way back, he realized that he hadn't seen those strange and beautiful flowers and plants, but it didn't matter, today was already happy enough.

The following birthday, he received a baby eagle as a birthday present.He told Bai Mo that he once saw an eagle, which circled in the air and made a clear and clear chirping sound, which was very pleasant to hear.

An Luo held the little eagle and whispered to it: "You need to grow up quickly, take us out of here."

But this has become an eternal luxury - the mother is dead.

It was also in that year that he once again witnessed his mother cry, and once again saw the gentle Aunt Fei'er.It was also from that day that he noticed his abnormality.

He saw himself making meaningless movements, but he could only stay out of it.After many confirmations, he finally accepted the fact that he could not control his body.

An Luo watched his childish behavior unchanged for six years.Seeing how he tirelessly asked about his mother's whereabouts, and how he longed for his father's embrace.The insults from the servants, Mrs. Xu's scolding, Master An's cold eyes, but he couldn't do anything.

"Luoer, you have to stay here obediently, by father's side, until Aunt Mayfair comes to take you away."

Luo Er tried his best to abide by this agreement, obviously wanting to leave so much, but said to himself time and time again: "Luo Luo must be obedient, otherwise mom won't like it."

Why doesn't Auntie Mayfair come?She also forgot about Luo Luo, doesn't she like Luo Luo?

An Luo heard himself asking this question many times, from curious questions at the beginning to despair and helplessness at the end.

But neither Luoer nor he knew that Lin Xuefei had already been to An's mansion. In order to reach a consensus with An Yinsheng-the palace would send someone to An's house, and that person would be in charge of An Luo's daily life. Others are not allowed to ask.And when she was waiting for An Luo, she would marry into the palace on the day of Li Xia.

In exchange, the concubine asked several outstanding men who had a good relationship with Yi Wang, and promised to share the profits from the business routes of the neighboring countries of Anfu.

No one can understand what this woman who lost her husband experienced and learned in just a few days, and even made her hair turn white overnight.