I Don't Want To Be A Villain

Ningcheng only ushered in a brief sunny day.

After the typhoon "Butterfly", it brought a low pressure and it has been raining for a week.

The black Bentley was parked on the cliff of Qingluowan. The closer to the sea, the heavier the rainstorm.

At the bottom of the cliff, more than a dozen yachts have been searching in shifts day and night, and half a month has passed like this.

The lead search and rescue personnel, Mao Lei, finished his work today, but he dared not go ashore for a long time, and his heart was pounding.

Nothing was found again.

Mao Lei has been searching for fifteen days. During these fifteen days, their entire search and rescue team shifted shifts every day and only slept for four hours. Today it is really the limit.

Even until now, Mao Lei didn't know who they were looking for.

Every time I ask the person in charge named He Wenfang, the other party always looks very taboo, just let them concentrate on looking, and don't ask more questions.

Mao Lei wanted to tell him several times, if you are looking for someone, then don't look for it, just give up!

Falling from a place as high as the Qingluowan cliff, and in the worst typhoon weather, there is almost no possibility of surviving.

It's just that he took other people's money, so he was really embarrassed to say it.

And He Wenfang's big boss even slept less than them.

He looks young, but he seems to have lost half of his soul, becoming more reticent day by day, making people more frightened by the day.

Ever since Mao Lei saw this big boss for the first time, he had never seen him take a break.

Whether it's day or night, as long as Mao Lei opens his eyes, he can see him standing on the cliff of Qingluo Bay.

In most of his life, he had never seen such a lifeless person.

It is as if the person is dead, and only one body is moving mechanically.

Inside the tent, He Wenfang said with a feeling of apprehension, "Mr. Ye, today...the whereabouts of the second young master have not been found either."

Ye Heng's pale face showed no trace of blood: "Continue to look for it tomorrow."

He Wenfang gritted his teeth: "Boss Ye, the members of the search and rescue team have reached their limit. No one has been found for fifteen days. The second son should be..."

"I said before, you need to see people when you are alive, and you need to see corpses when you die."

As soon as the words fell, the temporary tent stationed on the cliff of Qingluo Bay was thrown open, Wang Min's eyes were red: "Ye Heng, you have enough!" Ye Heng didn't even look at him, He Wenfang sighed when he saw this.

Ever since he found out about Tang Mingxi's accident, Wang Min has troubled Ye Heng more than once.

For some reason, the eldest lady decided that it was because Ye Heng chose Tang Nuo that Tang Mingxi was forced to jump off the cliff.

He hated Ye Heng and Tang Nuo equally.

At first she found someone to make a big fuss, scolding Ye Heng bloody.

Just after everyone thought that she had offended Ye Heng thoroughly, Ye Heng didn't even blame her. He just sent him back intact after listening to her scolding.

He Wenfang knew Wang Min's young lady's temper, and if he really wanted to talk about it, apart from Tang Mingxi who could manage her, Ning Cheng really couldn't find anyone else.

So he can't stop her all the time.

"Why are you going crazy? Xiaoxi has been away for so many days, why haven't you given us an explanation?!"

I've never seen a person who doesn't mourn after death, is Ye Heng crazy? !

When Wang Min heard the news of Tang Mingxi's death, the world was shattered.

She didn't understand why she met her friend a few days ago and made an appointment to go to the concert, but she didn't see her for three days, and what she was waiting for was a farewell.

The WeChat chat interface is still stuck in the two discussing plans to go to foreign wineries.

Obviously he was also looking forward to the future, why did he have the courage to jump off such a high cliff.

"Tang Mingxi is not dead, I don't need to explain to you."

Wang Min laughed back angrily: "Did you die? Did you survive by jumping off a cliff more than ten meters high, or did you survive being caught in the waves during a typhoon? Mr. Ye, do you know that if you have something to say, you don't die?" Who are you pretending to be affectionate for now?! Do you think you can find Xiao Xi after a few days of fishing? Let me tell you how deep the waters of Qingluo Bay are. Mr. Ye, have you read the book? Do you know how deep 100 meters is? Do you know he can't swim?!"

In the last sentence, Wang Min had already roared, her chest heaved violently, and her eyes were also red.

"Do you think it's interesting to deceive yourself like this? If you really love him a little bit, I beg you to let him go at least a little more decently."

As soon as Wang Min closed his eyes, tears rolled down. Remembering Tang Mingxi's donation of bone marrow before, he said, "Can I just repay your sister's kindness to him?"

Ye Heng seemed to have regained his senses, like a marionette, with a bit of confusion on his face, he opened his mouth: "What do you mean?"

Wang Min didn't expect Ye Heng to reply this way, and he was a little surprised. Didn't he know?

Ye Heng's expression did not seem to be fake, he thought at a loss, what does it mean to repay Ye Yue's kindness?

For a moment, his heart seemed to be firmly grasped by a hand, and he was a little afraid to know the truth next.

Wang Min opened his mouth, and said hesitantly: "Didn't you know that Xiao Xi made a bone marrow donation in March this year? Do you think RH negative blood is Chinese cabbage in the field? You have been looking for a bone marrow that has not matched for several years." , Tang Nuo found it casually?"

There was a sudden silence in the tent.

"Boom-" sound.

Ye Heng felt like he couldn't hear anything.

His ears were filled with buzzing tinnitus, and the feeling of dizziness almost made him unable to stand still.

What does Wang Min mean?

Tang Mingxi donated bone marrow to Ye Yue?

The bone marrow that Tang Nuo found was donated by Tang Mingxi?

why?

Isn't he unwilling?

Isn't he... doesn't he hate himself?

Ye Heng's expression could be called dazed, as if he didn't know what to do next or what to say.

He seemed to have misunderstood Tang Mingxi again.

Ye Heng's expression was distorted due to the huge pain in his chest, he sat slowly on the stool, not knowing how to resolve the overwhelming despair and pain.

"Ye Heng, if you really have a conscience, you can let Xiaoxi go."

Wang Min's tone was extremely tired: "He didn't do too many bad things in his life, so he shouldn't be punished like this."

She raised her head, saw Ye Heng's appearance at the moment, and suddenly paused.

The man's mental state seemed to be on the verge of collapse, and his face was horrifying like a ghost crawling up from hell, so terrible that Wang Min's next words stuck in his throat.

It took a long time before Wang Min heard his own voice.

"Sometimes I really can't understand what you are thinking. Since you love him so much, why did you choose Tang Nuo at that time? What's the use of fighting for that? Have you got the result you want now?"

"Do you know how disappointed a person is with you, that's why he would rather jump into the sea than forgive you."

"You've really been making him sad."

"Whether it was before or now."

After Wang Min said this, he felt that he had nothing to say to Ye Heng.

After all, Ye Heng's state is really strange, it seems like an empty shell forcefully supported by belief, once the belief is broken, it will be shattered into powder in the next second.

Ye Heng didn't know when Wang Min left. He closed his eyes, and he didn't know when his face was covered with tears.

The man covered his face with both hands, his back seemed to be deeply bent by great despair.

He recalled the scene of Tang Mingxi jumping into the sea over and over again, as if he was sentenced to Ling Chi over and over again.

Why didn't he die?Why didn't you die with him?

He really doesn't want to live anymore.

He has never experienced such an unforgettable relationship in his life, and he doesn't understand why the person he fell in love with at the young age of love is so cruel to him, and would rather die than run away from him.

If Tang Mingxi really hated him, then his revenge would be unprecedentedly successful.

No. 20 days after Tang Mingxi jumped into the sea, the search and rescue team withdrew from Qingluo Bay.

Ye Heng is the only one who still doesn't give up, and goes around the sea area under the cliff every day.

But everyone knew that it was impossible for Tang Mingxi to survive.

In the end, even Tang Yun gave up, closed the door, and shut himself in the room without seeing anyone.

Ye Heng was still unwilling to hold a funeral for Tang Mingxi.

No matter who asked, he insisted that Tang Mingxi was not dead.

When you die, you will see the corpse, as long as you don't see the corpse, you are not dead.

Ye Heng seemed to have found the only belief that supported him, and kept telling himself that there was still hope.

Time passed in such a hurry, and two months later, Ye Heng returned to Mingxi's mansion.

For a long time after Tang Mingxi left him, he didn't dare to set foot in this place.

All the objects in Mingxi's mansion are arranged according to the appearance of Tang Mingxi before he left, as if relying on such a false scene, he can numb his own truth and create an illusion that he is still living in the mansion.

Ye Heng cooks three meals a day as usual, but he no longer knocks on Tang Mingxi's bedroom door.

The meal was on the table, and he sat in silence, waiting for it to go from hot to cold before reheating it in the microwave until late at night.

He seemed to be living in a huge fantasy woven by himself, and no one could wake him up.

On September 15th, Ye Yue entered the aseptic warehouse and completed the bone marrow transplant operation. The operation was very successful and there was almost no rejection.

On the day she came out of the aseptic warehouse, Ye Yue was in a good mood and her appetite improved a lot. Ye Heng listened quietly beside her, and the little girl listed all the things she wanted to eat in the future.

Finally, she asked cautiously: "Can I go to eat with brother Mingxi? We can go to eat together. I have saved a lot of pocket money."

She seemed very shy, as if she hesitated for a long time before asking, and she was even embarrassed to ask why Tang Mingxi didn't come to see her today.

Ye Yue was too young to understand what was happening in the outside world.

When she opened her eyes, she saw a square white ward, and she dreamed of having a healthy body every day.

I used to want to eat hot pot with my brother, but I don’t know when I became greedy.

I also want to eat hot pot with my brother and brother Mingxi.

Ye Heng's body was as stiff as marble, facing Ye Yue's restrained expression, he couldn't make a sound.

Ye Yue tightly held the newly bought mobile phone in her hands, her pale face that had been tortured by illness turned bloody: "Brother Mingxi, is he busy? Brother, do you have his contact information, I want to add he."

Time seemed to stand still.

After a long time, Ye Heng squeezed out a sentence from his throat, his voice was extremely dry: "Okay."

Entering Tang Mingxi's room again, Ye Heng was much calmer than he imagined.

His bedroom is filled with a faint sweet smell, which is very similar to the smell on his body.

Ye Heng was afraid that he would enter the room too many times, and opening the door would make this sweet fragrance disappear into the air.

Therefore, he was extremely cautious, carefully keeping anything Tang Mingxi left behind.

When he left, he didn't even take the red gemstone brooch he gave him.

Lying alone on the bedside table, reflecting a ray of sunlight.

Ye Heng sat on the bed for a long time, recalling every bit of getting along with Tang Mingxi, his heart began to throb with pain.

The blunt knife sliced ​​through his body like Ling Chi again.

I didn't have time to tell him that he looked good with a brooch.

Forget about boasting that the clothes he is wearing today are also beautiful.

Thinking of the many things he didn't say to him out of face, regret crept into his heart little by little.

Ye Heng lowered his eyelashes, and his somewhat long bangs covered his expression.

He sat quietly for a long time before finding his mobile phone in Tang Mingxi's room.

It has not been charged for more than a month, and the phone has already shut down automatically.

After Ye Heng was charged, the screen saver on startup was a Christmas tree taken by Tang Mingxi.

The gallery is full of his selfies, some were sent to Ye Heng to see, and some he hadn't.

Ye Heng switched to the WeChat interface, and it showed that Tang Mingxi's WeChat account had a new friend, who was Ye Yue.

After passing Ye Yue's friend application, Ye Hengming knew that he should put down his phone.

But like a ghost, he clicked on the chat history with himself.

Forever stuck in last November.

The circle of friends is about the same as the chat time. After November last year, Tang Mingxi stopped updating.

Thinking about it, he already knew that he had plotted against him at that time, and he might have been extremely disappointed in himself.

Ye Heng scrolled down for a few months, looking at ten lines at a glance.

An unbelievable emotion suddenly appeared on the originally silent expression.

The hand holding the phone also began to tremble slightly.

【It's been three hours and 54 minutes since I spoke to Ye Xiaoheng, but he himself still doesn't know what's wrong with him. It seems that the female idol must be so beautiful that he can't take his eyes off it. Rui Sibai :)】

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[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why my first kiss wasn't romantic at all! !Ye Heng is going to die! ! TvT]

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【hey-hey.Candidly took a photo of Brother Ye buying sweet potatoes. 】

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[Is there really a man in the world who invites his wife to watch a movie at home (Double doubts)?Is it not too much for me to ask for a divorce? 】

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【He's so annoying. 】

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【So sad, so annoying, Ye Heng is an invincible idiot. 】

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【Ye Xiaoheng sent a very expensive birthday present, and it did pretty well! 】

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[Yu Sheng and Ye Ge give some advice [marriage certificate]]

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……

Almost every circle of friends that only he can see is related to him.

He has so many secrets that only he knows, and now they are exposed to him from a corner that no one knows.The last circle of friends that only I can see is in February this year.

They had a big fight at the banquet, and Tang Mingxi threw away his engagement ring.

But in the photo.

The back of Tang Mingxi's hand was white and clean, and it was worn on his ring finger perfectly.

Ye Heng seemed to have been hit in the head, and even his breathing froze for a moment.

In the next second, his tears didn't transition, and directly hit the phone in large pieces, blurring it.

Tang Mingxi had thought about spending the rest of his life with him, and he had also imagined their future.

It's just that all of this was ruined by him.

This fact almost destroyed all of Ye Heng's sanity.

Ye Heng's chest pain suddenly became unbearable, he slowly curled up his body, clasped the phone firmly in his arms, his body trembled violently.

"Tang Mingxi..."

Ye Heng gritted his teeth tightly, and squeezed out these three words from between his teeth.

Just saying his name was enough to break my heart, sobbing in pieces.

"Tang Mingxi, you can't treat me like this."

"You can't just throw me away like this."

"I really……"

"really miss you."

All he answered was the silence of the room.

Ye Heng wept uncontrollably in the empty room, choked with sobs.

He thought of the long years to come, and he didn't know how to get through it, and he didn't know how to live it.

Thinking of the short-lived fate with Tang Mingxi in this life, those few memories will accompany him for the rest of his life.