The person I like is the background wall

Against the Sunday team, it was the first time that Cn really played a game after changing the lineup. In the first two games, their mid lane mage was too impulsive and made several obvious mistakes. After changing the mid lane mage , but chased the score back.It's just that Zhang Nanyang just watched that not-so-good match.

"Won."

"That's good. My roommate was still yelling and saying that if you lose, he will unload the glory of the king. He looks more anxious than he is playing games by himself."

"how about you?"

Zhang Nanyang was talking about the topic casually while waiting for the meal, but Yi Jianqiu asked him in a daze: "What am I?"

Yi Jianqiu put both hands on the dining table, looked down at the table, and asked seemingly unintentionally, "What would you think if we lost that game?"

"Me?" Zhang Nanyang pointed at himself, and answered without any hesitation: "If you lose, you lose. Is it normal to win and lose in a game? Or do you recognize your own strength and feel that you will always be equal?" Impossible to lose, although what I said is relatively straightforward, but I think it is impossible to win forever in a game, even you Cn can't, you will always lose, you are not machines, you come to me among the players In the past, even if you lose, I think it's normal, ah, of course it doesn't mean that you will lose, it's just to express my opinion on the game."

Yi Jianqiu nodded, answered softly, and spoke again after a while: "You're right, we can't keep winning, but I'm afraid I'll lose..."

"It's okay to lose."

Before Yi Jianqiu finished speaking, he was interrupted by Zhang Nanyang. He raised his eyes and saw Zhang Nanyang who was sitting across from him looking at him. The other party's eyes were shining, and his chin was propped up, as if he was talking about a very ordinary thing .

"If you lose, you lose. Maybe your fans will mind, and your coach will scold you, but if you lose, you lose. We can't beat it. That's not a normal thing. There is no reason to ask you to win everything. Right? Anyway, I don’t ask for it, winning or losing is a common matter in military affairs, if you have the idea that you must win every time you play a game, then this idea will mislead you in the first place.”

"How to say?" Zhang Nanyang said casually, and sometimes he would think about it and say it again, but Yi Jianqiu listened very comfortably. He felt that Zhang Nanyang was pouring chicken soup for him, or perhaps, Zhang Nanyang was comforting him.

"Well... How should I put it, let's say that if you have the mentality that you must win, first of all you will look down on your opponent."

"I don't." Yi Jianqiu said quickly, he didn't have such a mentality, and he didn't want Zhang Nanyang to think he was such a person.

"I know you don't, I'm just making an assumption." Zhang Nanyang pointed at the table with his index finger, and continued: "Once you have the idea that your opponent is inferior to me, you may despise your opponent on the field. This is a manifestation of jealousy and conceit. You know, once a person is too proud, um, he will not be able to accept his own failure. Just like you asked me, what do I think of you losing? In fact, you also really mind losing yourself, right? " Zhang Nanyang asked cautiously, a proud man like Yi Jianqiu in the arena should have never experienced the taste of failure, right?

"Well. Actually, it's a little bit." Yi Jianqiu looked at Zhang Nanyang's hand and said what was in his heart.In fact, he was indeed a little disappointed with his teammates that day. He made several obvious mistakes and impulsively started the team, or forced to start the dragon regardless of the situation on the field.It would be a lie to say that they are not disappointed. No matter how long they have been together, the impulsiveness of the young people will overwhelm them. Those people seem to be unable to control themselves.But he also knew that it was their first time playing a game, excitement or mistakes are inevitable, just like when he was young, he also made many mistakes, he is not qualified to say them, he now His composure is also accumulated little by little from the field. It is impossible and he is not qualified to ask others to be like him in the beginning.

"Then relax?" Zhang Nanyang scratched his head, and Yi Jianqiu's sudden truth made him somewhat at a loss for what to say: "Winning or losing is a common matter in military affairs. I think whether you win or lose, you are already very good." Great."

"But you didn't even watch me play."

"I... am I not free?"

"Then can you come this Sunday?"

"So what you turned the corner was to invite me to watch you play?"

"Yes, I want you to come and see me. If I see you at the scene, I will be more excited. Maybe I can directly win the game 0:3." Yi Jianqiu said with a smile, he likes chatting with Zhang Nanyang very much a feeling of.

"Cut, it's as if you didn't win 0:3 every time before we met." Zhang Nanyang got up and was about to pick up the meal.

On the other side of the cafeteria, Xiang Jiayue saw Zhang Nanyang move, and also got up and went to the window.Three dishes, one soup, two bowls of rice, Zhang Nanyang ran back and forth three times.Yi Jianqiu wanted to help, but he was afraid that Yi Jianqiu would be too high-profile walking around in the cafeteria, so he let him sit obediently.After all, even if you can't see your face, Yi Jianqiu's long legs are still easy to attract attention.

After the meal, the two did not leave immediately. Instead, they sat in the cafeteria and chatted for a while before entering the classroom early.In fact, on days when classes are full, Zhang Nanyang usually does not go back to the dormitory at noon. He either reads in the library or catches up on sleep, or goes to the classroom for self-study early in the morning. His life is quite regular.

Yi Jianqiu left after receiving a message at 2:[-] p.m., and left him a ticket for Sunday's KPL match, asking him to watch his match on Sunday afternoon.Zhang Nanyang agreed.

……

No matter how comfortable the campus atmosphere is, it is not the place for Yi Jianqiu to stay, even in class, he can't listen to what the professors on the podium say, obviously he can understand and recognize those words, but combined, it is Can't understand a word.

It was a warm afternoon in early spring. After getting in the car, Yi Jianqiu called the number that sent him the message. The other party reported an address, which was a bit far away. He told the other party the approximate arrival time before driving away. Zhang Nanyang's school.

The environment of the tea room is very quiet, dwarf bamboos are planted on both sides of the corridor along the way, at this moment only the sound of footsteps echoes in the empty corridor.The waiter bent down and opened the door of a box for him, making a gesture of invitation.

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small theater:

Yi Jianqiu has something to say: I'm so mad, I made a surprise inspection, first I saw Yang Zai's roommate hooking up with him, and then I saw a pretty girl messing with him!The person who can be angry is ascended to heaven on the spot!

Zhang Nanyang: No, you listen to my explanation

Yi Jianqiu: No, don’t explain, I believe you

Zhang Nanyang: ... that's good