star chaser poem

"I'm leaving, won't you see me off?" Standing at the entrance, Shao Ke shouted loudly towards the living room.

I only heard a vague sentence from the room: "See you at the company in 34 hours."

He was so angry that he almost vomited blood, and hurriedly complained to Fu Jing beside him: "Look at him!"

"Just look at it, anyway, I'm not afraid of my looks."

The two looked at each other for a moment, and couldn't help laughing at the same time. Shao Ke winked at Fu Jing, "I dare say that he will definitely want to strangle himself to death when he wakes up tomorrow."

Sending him all the way downstairs, Fu Jing waved him goodbye: "Remember to report that you are safe when you get home, and come to play next time."

The sake they drank was soft in the mouth but strong in stamina.Xiang Shi didn't feel it when he drank it, one cup after another, and when the meal was over, he gradually began to feel dizzy.

Since the reconciliation, the jigsaw puzzle about this person in Fu Jing's mind has been filled with new pieces from time to time.For example, he doesn't like to drink, but he drinks a lot for entertainment; for example, he hates the smell of cigarettes, so even though there are many people around who choose to smoke to relieve stress, he has never tried it.In short, he prefers a life of regularity and control, and hates change and freedom.

Unlike himself, who was inherently immune to anything with addictive potential: alcohol, caffeine, tobacco, sugar—the pleasure-manipulating chemicals always knew how to hold him back.

After Xiang Shi gets drunk, he seems to multiply his normal emotional expression by two, so he becomes even more vicious towards Shao Ke, but he is extraordinarily docile when facing himself, as if no matter what he says or does, he will not be resisted like that.

"Do you have anti-alcoholic medicine at home?"

"I want something sweet."

When he made such an irrelevant request, there was a bit of willfulness.Maybe it's because I'm used to being serious on weekdays, but when I suddenly become disobedient, it makes people feel very cute.

Fu Jing also has the habit of wanting to eat something sweet after drinking.He rummaged through the kitchen in a good-tempered manner, and finally found a bag of papico from the freezer, disassembled half of it, tore off the top pull ring, and stuffed it into his hand.

Holding the tubular plastic shell in her mouth, Xiang Shi slowly tasted the coffee and chocolate flavor melted by the temperature of her mouth.

Leaving him alone, Fu Jing started to wash the dishes and clear the table.The monotonous labor is boring, he turned on the stereo set in the living room casually, trying to divert his attention by listening to music, but he was shocked when he turned it on, because what came through the speaker was exactly his own voice.

Subconsciously looking at the figure still curled up on the sofa, Fu Jing's heart overflowed with an indescribably strange feeling: embarrassment, mixed with satisfaction and a little vanity.Similar to biting a piece of liqueur chocolate, what wraps the tip of the tongue is not only a monotonous sweetness, but a more intense and intoxicating pleasure.

When he returned to the living room again, Xiang Shi's head was leaning against the back of the sofa, his eyes were half closed, and he still had a half-eaten popsicle in his mouth, as if he was blowing intermittently into the transparent plastic tube.

Stretching out her hand tentatively, Fu Jing took off the two-thirds of the smoothie package from between his lips.

Because the movement was extremely light, the person in front of him was not awakened.Fu Jing felt that he was much more relaxed when he fell asleep than before, his eyebrows were no longer tightly knit together, but were relieved of strength, and hung down innocently, his smooth forehead was exposed defenselessly, as if You can see the precise rotation of the gears behind it.

His eyes moved impatiently, and the scene in front of him was mixed with the urge to ooze out the venom, and turned into a colorful vortex in reverse - he took half of the popsicle he was obsessed with into his mouth.

The low singing voice still echoed in my ears, but at this moment, that voice sounded so strange.The person who sings skillfully controls every movement of the mouth and throat, while the self driven by desire is swallowing an uncontrollable desire.

"What are you doing?" Xunsheng raised his head, staring at Xiang Shizheng for a moment.

Fu Jing bit the thin plastic shell, as if the film attached to body fluid had turned into a semi-melted jelly, sticking to the upper and lower lips, making people speechless.

His eyes lingered between the other's lips and teeth, as if Xiang Shi suddenly understood something, he stretched out his hand to grab it.However, his fingers were not stable, and the fingertips drew a lonely circle in mid-air, and then fell on the soft lips like weightless, sliding down slowly along the shape of the mouth.

Clamping the wrist that was about to swing down, Fu Jing saw him struggling to open his eye sockets, a fascinating absence was reflected in his slack eyes.

The frost on the surface of the package wetted their fingers tick-tock, and their distance was so close that the two breaths were intertwined, and the cold and sweet breath was blown on each other's faces, mixing together. With some ambiguous taste.

Xiang Shi's dilated pupils became closer and closer, a clear black border was outlined at the junction of the whites of the eyes and the pupils, and he was locked in the indelible caramel in the center.

The phone rang.

Fu Jing let go of her hand reflexively.The frozen music flowed in the ears again, and the lingering taffy magic also lost its effectiveness in an instant.

Shao Ke said he was home.Others only need to send one message to convey the same meaning, but he developed four or five emojis with modal particles, so the phone vibrates one after another, short and dense.

Sighing, he poured the smoothie that almost turned into water into his mouth like drinking wine.

Xiang Shi maintained the original posture, but his eyes were firmly stuck to Fu Jing's body, as if he was still immersed in a complicated calculation, and he was still searching for the answer.

After patting the face that was stained red due to drunkenness, Fu Jing said softly, "Go take a bath first."

Arms were held. "You are not allowed to go."

He raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, and deliberately put on airs: "I won't leave if you obey."

"How to be obedient."

Fu Jing squatted down in front of the sofa like a punk, raised her head to look at the smooth jawline, "Kiss me once and I'll tell you."

"Oh." He leaned over and rubbed Fu Jing's cheek with his lips.After rubbing, he seemed a little tired, so he tilted his head on his shoulder, and said to the faint blue blood vessels on his neck, "Is this okay?"

While making a sound, there was a weak airflow, and the exhaled air touched Fu Jing's skin, causing a thin layer of goosebumps.

"Who told you to kiss your face?"

"Where is the kiss?"

"Aren't you smart? Think for yourself."

After staring at the person in front of him for a while, Xiang Shi suddenly rushed up and hugged his neck like a rascal, "I can't think of it, you tell me."

The momentum of this pounce was so strong that Fu Jing was caught off guard and supported herself on the ground with her palm, "You smell like alcohol."

"Then I'll take a shower and brush my teeth."

Taking the opportunity to wrap his arms around the other person's waist, he stood up together with the others.Xiang Shi just walked forward a few steps in a confused manner, then turned around worryingly, and said inarticulately: "No, don't go home secretly."

"Well, I won't come back."

After meeting Shao Ke today, Fu Jing suddenly realized that there were many things she missed in Xiang Shi.

I remember that when I was studying, Fu Jing liked to tease him very much, and when we were together, I would always play fooling around endlessly. Seeing him embarrassed and unable to get angry with her, I would have a sense of superiority that was pampered.

It is somewhat disappointing that I can no longer do such mischief when I grow up.He lost the way to confirm the uniqueness, so he could only learn to probe cautiously.

Love is such a wonderful thing, it has nothing to do with the sweet words spoken, it has nothing to do with the length of time you have known each other, it has nothing to do with whether he is even with you-it is so difficult to prove, so untraceable.

Although Fu Jing never thought of himself as a narrow-minded person, he did behave like a penny-pinching rich man who was both stingy and greedy when facing a specific object.

He wanted to leave his mark in a special way.

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Xiang Shi sat in front of the front-loading washing machine with her knees hugged, staring in a daze at the spraying jet of water and the regular tumbling clothes.

He forgot why he was sitting here, probably to wait for someone.The operation of the machine following a fixed pattern makes people feel relaxed, and the scent of fabric softener mixed with water vapor escapes from the vicinity of the round hatch, surrounding it vaguely.

When Fu Jing came out of the bathroom, this was what she saw head-on.Xiang Shi was sitting by the corner, with a towel on her shoulders, her hair was dripping water calmly, with a moist luster under the warm yellow light.

He followed suit and sat down in front of the washing machine.Listening to the rhythmic ups and downs of the icy mechanical sound, and the shoulder touching the body temperature of another person, it seems that they are sharing the same ecstasy.

Xiang Shi was secretly touching his fingers.I don't know if it's intentional or I can't stay idle, there is a soft force in the fingertips, as if tracing a rare flower petal, the movement is slow and light, and the open texture is skimmed.

The uncontrollable emotion|tide turned into the mouth|parts of an insect, nibbling at the tip of the heart.The wound surface is naked|exposed to the air, with numb|itching and sharp stinging pain, which is unstoppable.

So Fu Jing turned her face and quickly kissed the corner of his lips.