Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

In the spring of 2003, SARS broke out on a large scale. As the most seriously ill area in Beijing, there were few passers-by on the streets.But this can't hinder my relationship with Zhao Yun. At that time, I hadn't touched the bear circle of the Internet. I cherish Zhao Yun's appearance very much. I have been thinking about when to officially be with him. He is very good to me. Yes, I am very satisfied, if I have been holding on to the past, then I am too unmanly.So I have been waiting for an opportunity, waiting for a suitable time and occasion to truly match me with him.

SARS was actually a catastrophe, but for the two of us, it was an opportunity to some extent, because several classmates in his dormitory had gone home, and we could live together again. I still remember that Zhao Yun was very sad Excited, or aroused?He took my hand and begged me to go back to his dormitory with him. I knew I couldn't escape this time. If I could completely get rid of Zhao Xiaoyu's shadow in this way, it would be fine!I don't want to be a "stone girl" all my life, haha.

So, on the first night of moving into his dormitory, I planned to "dedicate" myself to him.I knew he would ask to hold me, and then I deliberately rubbed my big boobs on his upper body, he said what are you doing, I said you don't like me, I don't like this, he said no, no, I like very much!Finally, he couldn't stand my teasing, pressed me on the bed, and did what he should do.I didn't realize he still had lube, which made my pain negligible, and the sex with him made me know I was a size 0, so much so that when he asked me later if I wanted to go to 1 him, I didn't know I am puzzled by saying that I have no idea at all, why don't I think about it?

The few months with Zhao Yun were very happy and sexually blessed, almost every day at least once, he said he admired my ability in that aspect, I said it was not to satisfy you?You man!

A few months later, the power of SARS passed, and the students in their dormitory returned to school one after another. At the same time, he was also a senior, and he was busy submitting resumes. The conversation between the two of us gradually became less and less. I didn’t think so, but It’s Zhao Yun who seems to be very busy every day. It’s good to meet him once a week, and he often doesn’t go back to the dormitory, which makes me unable to wait for him in his dormitory. I feel disappointed every time. go back.I sent him text messages and didn't answer me, and he didn't answer the phone. He started to become very mysterious. When we met, he would say that he was busy looking for a job and tutoring. I was so naive that I believed him.

At that time, I felt like a resentful woman. I didn’t respond in a good manner when my classmates talked to me. I spent all day in bed looking at the photos I took with him at the beginning of the year. Are these just illusions?I know I can't be hurt again, I'm going crazy!I decided to follow him and see what he was up to.

Opportunities are always for those who are prepared. No matter how high Zhao Yun's IQ is, he would never have thought that I would follow him!On Christmas Eve, I called him and asked him if he could spend it with me. He said he had tutors to make me happy. I was lost and sad. Although I am not a Christian, I still love the size of a young man. Holidays, anyway, I’m not in the mood to celebrate by myself, so I decided to follow him. If he really goes to tutor, then I won’t doubt him in the future. In fact, I’m very easy to coax, give me some sweets, I can be happy For a few days, Zhao Yun didn't want to give me any sweets anymore, but occasionally he found me when he needed to vent, I don't want to be a tool to vent his desire!

Just do it!At 6 o'clock in the evening, I followed him out of the school at a distance of 100 meters. I didn't expect him to dress up formally for tutoring. I had never seen him wear the clothes. I secretly admired his dedication .As soon as he left school, he stopped a taxi, huh?Take a taxi to go to tutoring?This is too extravagant, right?Without thinking too much, I immediately stopped a taxi and followed him.

In fact, I was a little scared halfway through the car, because he was walking towards Xinjiekou, and there should be a commercial area nearby. Even if the residents are residential houses like courtyard houses, the possibility of being a tutor there is not so great, right?I wonder.

Sure enough, he got off the car in Xidan, where there was a lot of traffic, even if I was 20 meters behind him, he might not be able to see me, so I boldly followed him, and he walked straight to the KFC under Zhongyou Department Store, "Zhao Yun Ah Zhao Yun, being a tutor at KFC, you are considered to be the first in history!" I said silently in my heart!

As soon as he entered KFC, a fat man waved at him, and he walked to sit down very smartly. I didn't dare to go in, so he would definitely see me. I watched the situation outside the door!That fat man looks very ordinary, but he is very stylishly dressed. Compared with my old-fashioned countryman, I feel like a yellow-faced woman.After a while, Zhao Yun went out with that fat man. I don't want to follow them anymore, because the result is already obvious. No matter what they did afterwards, Zhao Yun lied to me. This is a diamond-like fact!

I don't know how I went back to school, my body is beyond my control, I want to give him another chance, if he tells me the truth, I will forgive him.

At 10 o'clock in the evening, I called him, and it took him a long time to answer, "Brother Zhao, what are you doing? Have you finished tutoring?" I pretended to be very calm.

"Oh, not yet. My parents asked me to stay here tonight. I won't be going back on Christmas Eve. Are you happy?" His tone was hurried and breathless.

"Well, I'm very happy. Did you go directly to tutoring? Didn't you play with your friends?" I wanted to give him one last chance.

"Yeah, I got here at 6 o'clock. This kid doesn't study well. I need to spend more time teaching him. He's about to take the college entrance examination."

My heart, just like what Fan Wei and Zhao Benshan said in the sketch, is so cool!But I can't show my impatience, "Oh, then it's not you that I saw at Zhongyou's KFC. I happened to go there today to relax and saw a person who looks very similar to you."

"I'll talk about it later, I'll hang up." He hung up the phone immediately.I also broke up with him.

I thought he would come to me again and explain something to me, but I overestimated my charm and he didn't come to me.I am not reconciled, I want to know why all this is.A month later, I called him.

"Hi, I'm Zhao Yun, who are you?" His tone was normal, and if you didn't know him, you would think he was very polite.

"You deleted my number? Brother Zhao! Oh no! Zhao Yun! What do you mean? Even if it's a good get-together, you should have a good talk with me, even if it's a break-up meal?" My tone was a little out of control , I can't control my emotions anymore, I didn't expect him to delete my number!

"Oh, Xiaozhen, I'm sorry, I lost my mobile phone, okay, see you at 6 o'clock tonight, I invite you." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

6 o'clock, it's 6 o'clock again, it seems that 6 is really not my auspicious number, I know what will happen tonight, but I still want to see him with the cleanest appearance.

I arrived at the gate of Tianwaitian at 5:6, and he didn't arrive until after 10:[-]. After seeing me, he didn't show any expression, "Go in, it's cold outside."

He ordered a few dishes, I don't care what he ordered, I have no appetite to eat, I just want to make it clear to him, "Brother Zhao, please tell me clearly, like a man, I am not in vain I love you once." I said with a sip of water.

"Well, you know that I like to get straight to the point. And you, you are not my type. I didn't know it before. When I came into contact with the Internet, I saw a lot of fat people that really fascinated me, that is, bears. Although you are very Good-looking, I can't tell what's wrong with you, such as your big eyes, small mouth, white and tender, but I just think you are not my type, I'm sorry, I lied to you, I am also growing, I My aesthetics are also changing, I can’t go on with you, Xiao Zhen, forgive me!” When he said these words, he didn’t look at me once, maybe he knew he was wrong.

At this moment, I asked a question that all stupid women would ask, "Have you ever loved me?"

He froze for a moment, lit a cigarette, "If I say no, it's too impersonal, if I say yes, I'm afraid you won't let go," I immediately interrupted him, "No, I want Tell the truth, what am I yours?"

He laughed, "What are you to me? Who are you to me, what else can you be?"

There is no need to ask any more, I am nothing in his heart, I already know the answer. "Thank you for appearing by my side to comfort me when I was sad. I won't bother you anymore, bye!" I picked up my bag and walked out.

That night was so cold, so cold.