Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

We stayed in Zhengzhou for another night, and then we returned to Beijing. The night before we left was very peaceful.The matter between me and Mr. Chen is always just a secret buried in my heart, he will never know, and I no longer have illusions about him, he is just my mentor and kind leader.

Every time I go to QQ, I see Zhao Xiaoyu's N messages, which makes me upset.I told Zuo Ming, and Zuo Ming let me think for myself.Yes, emotional matters can only be handled by myself, even if others give advice, I may not listen to it.After much deliberation, I blocked Zhao Xiaoyu's QQ, so he should give up!

Since Mr. Chen and I returned to Beijing, Liu Tao has always been against me.For example, if I speak during a meeting, he will pick some tricky questions to ask me; as long as there is a little connection with me in business, he will push it on me.Finally one day I couldn't bear it anymore, I called Liu Tao to stop.

In the corridor, "Manager Liu, we both work for the same company, can you tell me directly if you have any opinions on me?" I don't want to beat around the bush.

Liu Tao's expression was very relaxed, "I don't have any complaints. Why do you think I have complaints about you? Are you saying that I asked you questions during the meeting? That doesn't mean I have complaints about you, right? I'm just thinking about the company. That's all, what do you say?"

Yes, what he said is quite right. Strictly speaking, he is not wrong, but anyone with a discerning eye can see that he is deliberately looking for trouble for me.

But how can I swallow this breath?In society, if you give in, others will always ride on your neck. This is what many elders taught me! "You know in your heart whether you have made things difficult for me. If you just want me to leave this company, I can satisfy you, but please put your mind on it!" After I finished speaking, I left.This beam is settled!

I told Mr. Chen about the matter with Liu Tao, Mr. Chen just said don't think about other things, work hard!

His non-expression made me very disappointed. I thought Mr. Chen was very close to me and he would help me, but unfortunately I was wrong.They are all working for others, and I am not someone under Mr. Chen, so why should he stand up for me?How naive I am!

The mood was extremely low in those few days, who did I offend? !I work hard every day, and I am polite to everyone, why did Liu Tao hit me hard?I can't figure it out, is it because I went to Zhengzhou with Mr. Chen, this...does it mean that Liu Tao likes Mr. Chen? ? ?

Although this is my unfounded guess, I can only think of this reason at the moment, so I asked Zuo Ming to check the details of Liu Tao's circle and use all his connections!

On a Friday at the end of March, I left work early at 3 pm. Beijing was not so cold at the end of March, and the cool breeze was blowing very comfortably. The idea of ​​drinking beer in the compound was very strong, so I walked into a small shop.

Although I live in this neighborhood, I rarely come to this store.The small shops have been pretty much "killed" by the big supermarkets for a decade, and they barely survive on beer and groceries, though I rarely drink alone.

"Hey, are you here? Today is still five bottles of beer and two bags of peanuts?" A woman's voice came from inside.

What hopped peanuts?I thought she was talking to someone else, but I looked around and I was alone.

The woman came out, "Hey, I'm sorry, I got the wrong person. You look a lot like another fat man. I thought it was him. What do you want to buy?" She greeted me.

"Uh...Then give me five bottles of beer and two bags of peanuts." I agreed, and then asked casually, "Miss Boss, do you think there is a fat man who looks like me?"

"Well, yes, when you came in just now, I thought you were him from a distance. He comes every day, and every time he asks for five bottles of beer and two bags of peanuts, and then sits downstairs at No. 5 to drink , It’s been half a year, he’s so weird.” The proprietress handed me the beer bag.

I live in Building 16, which is opposite Building 14. I usually don’t look in the direction of Building 14 when I get home from get off work. In addition, I am very homely, so I have never noticed the person the proprietress mentioned.Who is so weird?Anyway, I am not in a hurry to go home today, I decided to see what the fat man she was talking about looked like, maybe it was a U-bear, and it would be good to adjust my depressed mood recently, so I said: "Sounds very interesting, I I want to see what that person looks like, and I hope you don’t make any noise when he comes today, this is 20 yuan, don’t need to look for it, thank you!”

The proprietress chuckled, "Don't worry, I will come here often in the future!"

I found a remote corner and sat down. If I want to go to Building 14, I will pass by me. Unless I look back, I won’t be able to see me here. Well, this location is very suitable for a long stay!Opened a bottle of beer and served peanuts, he looked like a mature middle-aged unemployed man, ha ha!

Wine is really a good medicine to relieve worries. After two bottles, I feel dizzy and very comfortable!It was almost dark when I drank the third bottle, "Why hasn't he appeared yet, the mysterious fat man will appear soon, appear~~~!" I said to myself.He raised his head and drank a big gulp of beer, then burped heavily, cool!

Finally saw a fat man with beer!His back is very sexy, less than 1 meters tall, wearing off-white casual clothes, but he doesn't know what his face looks like!He walked to the small stone bench downstairs of No. 8 and sat down, lit a cigarette, put his elbows on his thighs, and looked in the direction of No. 14.

The distance between me and him was about 80 meters, and it was dark, so he couldn't see me, and I couldn't see him clearly either.It's better to finish the drink first, anyway, he just arrived, and he can't leave half of the time!So I drank while watching him, it would be nice to have a vague figure for me to see!The hops are even more flavorful when eaten raw.

After 5 bottles, I was dizzy, but not drunk. OK! I'll go and see what that bear looks like!Get up and walk slowly towards him.

He seemed to see me, and turned his head in my direction, "What are you looking at, I haven't seen a handsome guy!" I thought to myself.

As I got closer and closer, with the help of the faint light, I gradually became afraid—it wasn't him...Come closer!It must not be him!Not him not him!When I was only 10 meters in front of him, I admitted the fact that it was him, Zhao Xiaoyu!

He was stunned, still holding the wine bottle in his hand, with the peanut skin on his mouth, and after 10 seconds he said: "That... Ye Zhen..." He put down the bottle and stood up.

"You are really haunted! What do you want to do? Tell me, since you have seen it." I told him angrily, without looking at him.

"This... I don't mean anything else. I'm just sitting here waiting for you. I'm satisfied just to see you. Then, then I'll go." I saw his embarrassed expression, and he turned to leave.

"Zhao Xiaoyu, you don't have to do this, it's meaningless, I won't have anything to do with you anymore." My tone was very firm.

He paused for a while, without turning his head, said: "I know, so I haven't looked for you." He paused, "Actually, I knew you lived here, and I knew your mobile phone. I can't help but It’s only because I have the courage to use QQ to contact you, only QQ is the most suitable, if you don’t want to talk to me and blacklist me, then I’ll be cleared up…”

He choked up, and continued: "I'm sorry, I don't expect you to forgive me. As long as I can see the lights in your room when I come home from work every day, I'm satisfied, really." After finishing speaking, he lowered his head He walked out of the community slowly, maybe he was expecting me to call him to stop him, but I didn't.

Nose starts to sore.Zhao Xiaoyu, are you serious?If there was no previous incident, I would definitely throw myself into your arms irresistibly at this moment, but, but I can't forgive you for hurting me from the bottom of my heart!You used to be my dream, you tore up that dream with your own hands, now you pick up those pieces and put them back together for me, then, it is no longer the previous dream.

Wow!I burst into tears, I always thought that I would not care about Zhao Xiaoyu anymore, but he still made me cry!It feels like a window made of opaque paper to him—it seems that there is no light, but with a light poke, the dazzling light will be projected in, making me unable to see clearly ahead.

After returning home, I couldn't calm down for a long time, and it was another sleepless night.

Young people do not know the taste of sorrow, fall in love with the floors, love the floors, and talk about sorrow for new words.

Now that I know all the sorrow, I want to say it, I want to say it, but I say it's cool in autumn

——Xin Qiji's "Picking Mulberries"