those are my love for you

I later thought, I am actually happy, because there are two women who love me so much in this world, perhaps, enough.

I think the quiet mother has an indescribable beauty. I can imagine that her lips are tightly closed, her eyebrows are slightly frowned, her fair face is slightly blush, and she looks like she is thinking, which is very beautiful.I've loved her look since I was a kid.But my dear Mumu, do you really want to scold me for my waywardness at this time?After the weather calms down, you can scold slowly, I will let you scold for the rest of your life, now I have to find a way to protect you from another woman who is more important to me than life, you know how much I want to hug you at this moment ?My dear Cheng Mu.

Finally, there was no more sound outside, even the sound of walking around stopped abruptly. I fell off the door weakly and sat on the cold floor.

My mother must have been unable to think of anything, so she compromised first, and she said, "Kui'er, you just need to figure out some things yourself. If you think it is necessary, mother may help you, but before that, You have to promise mom that you are fine, you know, mom will live in this city for a while, I will come to see you tomorrow and have a good rest, mom is leaving first."

My dear beautiful mother, do you think I will commit suicide or self-mutilation, don't you understand how much the children you teach love life?My dear mother, I'm sorry for you, I haven't thought of a good way, a good way to keep you and her from getting hurt, you have to give me some time, let me think about it.

Mu left an hour after my mother left. Before she left, she tried to get me to open the door. She said a lot of words, with a crying voice. I couldn’t hear clearly. The most clear and frequent sentence was “I’m sorry. "But my dear Mu, have you forgotten what the bottom line of your stubborn Aoi is?It's deception, it's the deception of her favorite person, she can't digest it all in a while.But when I wanted to open the door, you said "I know I lied to you, I don't expect you to forgive me, because I can't forgive myself, Aoi, I will wait for you, no matter how long, I will wait for you to knock open My door, tell me, I'm not mad at me" Then she sighed as if she had made a big decision, and said "I'll go back first, remember to have lunch later"

Then I heard the footsteps getting farther and farther away until there was no sound...

That day, I sat in the room for a long time, and Xiao came to knock on my door many times, and then sighed.The two meals she cooked for me were cold.I really just want to sit quietly now.

Then I heard her cell phone ringing countless times, and her answer followed like an answering machine, "still won't open the door"

I actually didn’t think about anything, I just suddenly felt very hungry after the room was completely dark, as if I would die if I didn’t eat any more, didn’t my dear mother say it all, maybe she would fulfill me, as long as I behaved well …

Then I started to run again, and Xiao found the direction of the road after chasing for a while, so she started to walk back again, and I thanked her for her understanding.

When I knocked on that door again, I called it instinctive at the time.

The moment the door was opened, I was moved and surprised.And then a tight hug...

I don't know how long I hugged, but when my stomach sent out the hunger signal again, I ended this long and reborn hug.

I said "I'm hungry"

"What do you want to eat, let's go out to eat" she put her hands around my neck and said

"I want to eat your cooking." I leaned against her forehead and kissed her eyes lightly

"Okay" she replied sweetly and shyly

Then she led me to the sofa and went to the kitchen to get busy.

I went to the kitchen and saw her wearing an apron, looking serious, I couldn't help but walked over and hugged her

She asked me to stay in the living room, I shook my head, continued to hug, and then followed her direction, left and right.

Now I just want time to stop, my dear, do you also like this feeling, if you know that there will be bitterness behind this sweetness, would you still want it?