my roommate is not human

For such a well-intentioned wilderness, it is impossible to say that he is not moved at all, but more, he feels troubled, Luo Ke frowned slightly.

There was an upside-down mirror frame on the bedside, Ye Xi grabbed it curiously and looked at it, and exclaimed in surprise: "Hey! Luo Ke, don't you hate taking pictures?!"

Luo Ke withdrew his wandering gaze, glanced at his hand, immediately recognized the photo, frowned coldly: "What's none of your business?"

Ye Xi was so choked by him that he couldn't speak for a long time, stared at the photo for a while, and sarcasm bitterly: "You are very suitable for the wilderness, it looks like a couple photo."

In the photo, the wilderness is hooking Luo Ke's neck, and the two of them are head to head, very intimate.

The expression on Luo Ke's face was a relaxed and cheerful expression that Ye Xi had never seen before. A smile seemed to overflow from the corners of his eyes and brows. He couldn't help being a little jealous of the wilderness, who could make Luo Ke show such a warm smile.

"You have good eyesight." Luo Ke hummed casually.

Ye Xi was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to realize: "You, you mean..."

"That's a photo I took when I was in a relationship with the wilderness. It's indeed a couple photo."

The mirror frame slapped on his head, Ye Xi grabbed it, rubbed his red forehead, his eyes widened, and murmured: "I remember, you said that you are not gay!"

"Of course I'm not." Luo Ke responded confidently.

Ye Xi stared at him, not knowing what to say about him: "You just said that you had a relationship with the wilderness..."

"The kind of boy in the wilderness, don't you think, people will unconsciously ignore his gender and be attracted to him?" Luo Ke lazily leaned his back against the bedpost, brushed his half-length hair, and said slowly Say, "I've only been with a man, but I've had a lot of girlfriends. Do you think I might be gay?"

After hearing these words, although he felt very uncomfortable, Ye Xi had to admit that he was right. For men, the wilderness does have a gender-ambiguous attraction: "That's why his father hates you?"

"Yes."

"Since you know his father doesn't welcome you, why do you still come?" Ye Xi complained. In fact, what he wanted to say was that it's fine for you to come by yourself, why drag me into the water and make me watch with you The look on his face is really wrong to make a bad friend.

Luo Ke was silent for a few seconds, then said: "The love rival I told you to kill in the cave was Ai Li's sister Ai Ling."

"..." Feeling short of oxygen for a moment, Ye Xi inhaled hard, and then inhaled again.

This, this news is too shocking.

"I hate trouble, and I'm also worried that the truth will make it difficult for me to face, if it is true that I killed someone, or..." Luo Ke hesitated to speak, his voice lowered, "I have been running away for two full years.

However, no matter how much I want to forget, her death exists after all, it is a fact after all.

It's like a thorn in my heart, not serious, but it hurts occasionally.

Do you understand that feeling?

So I can't escape anymore, I have to pull out the thorn with my own hands, and I have to figure out what happened in the first place. "

Ye Xi nodded solemnly. Of course he understands and understands Luo Ke's feelings. No matter how much he persuades himself not to care, how can he really not care at all?

A young and beautiful girl who died at the age of her first bloom...

Stretching out his hand to hold Luo Ke's, Ye Xi looked intently into Luo Ke's eyes, and Ye Xi said seriously: "No matter what the truth is, I will stay by your side and face it with you."

Luo Ke stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled: "Please, you seem to be confessing to me when you say that." He blinked lightly, "Could it be that you have a crush on me?"

"You're really better than Gargamel!" Ye Xi was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say, and slammed his hand off. His face changed from red to white, and changed several colors in an instant. This guy really deserves no sympathy. Well, thanks to my provocative words, it's fine if I'm not moved, but I'm still in the mood to make a joke.

***

Through a door, Kuang Ye hugged the quilt, with dark clouds rolling in his eyes.

"I don't like men, but if it's you, I can try it." I vaguely remember that the beautiful boy with a smile on his lips once said casually.

"Even without Ai Ling, we wouldn't be able to go on." The boy shrugged lightly, his face full of indifference.

"Don't fall out with your dad because of me, it's not worth it."

"No way, I think girls are cuter than you."

"let's break up."

……

Life is like a dream, and the past is like a rolling film film, flashing slowly in my mind.

The wilderness seemed to see the falling pear blossoms blowing in the wind on the campus of K Middle School.

The handsome young man in the rain of pear blossoms stood gracefully under the tree, raised the corners of his lips slightly, and smiled slightly, which was even more dazzling than the snow-white pear blossoms flying all over the sky.

Before meeting Luo Ke, he never thought that one day he would fall in love with someone of the same sex, let alone that he would fall in love so obsessively.

Four years have passed, and he can still clearly recall the first time he met Luo Ke in K.

It was the first day of high school, and he was standing in front of the podium to introduce himself: "I am from the wilderness of the Miao tribe in western Hunan..."

The classroom door was suddenly pushed open, and a boy with a slender waist and long legs slowly walked in.

The morning sun at the beginning of September was brilliant and bright, coating his whole body with a thin golden halo, which caused the wilderness to squint his eyes.

For the first time, he knew that a boy could be so beautiful, it was so amazing that he almost forgot to breathe.

Then, he cautiously approached and tried every means to please him, and finally made him agree to associate with him.

It wasn't intentional to deceive and conceal, but Wilderness simply didn't have the courage to confess to Luo Ke that he already had a fiancée in his hometown.

He didn't dare, he was afraid that after Luo Ke knew the truth, he would leave him without hesitation.

Turns out, Wilderness was right to be concerned.

Abba wrote letters again and again urging him to go home and marry Ai Ling. Forced to do nothing, he had no choice but to coax Luo Ke to go home with him, to have a showdown with Abba, and to express to Luo Ke that he wanted to stay with him for the rest of his life. .

In the end, Wilderness failed to convince Abba, but Abba convinced Luo Ke.

He left Wobukuda without hesitation, leaving the wilderness with a back without hesitation.

No matter how much the wilderness begged and called, Luo Ke never looked back...

Like the blurred silhouette of an old photo, behind Luo Ke is the tall black wooden door of Wobukuda and the rolling mountains.

Desolate and dignified.

It is said that in the world of love, the one who loves more is the weak one.

In the past two years, I have been tormented by memories and longings all the time, unable to extricate myself, but what about him?

Still have a good time, and there is still no shortage of people around me.

Did he forget who the wilderness was if he didn't write to him?

Indeed—it was forgotten in the first place.

Wilderness clenched his white lips, unable to tell whether it was love or hate, his chest was filled with emotion, like a balloon that was inflated to the brim, almost bursting out of his chest.

He smiled wryly, feeling like he had just woken up from a big dream.

I remember every bit of being with you, I remember all my emotions for you, but what about you?In your heart, can you leave me a square inch?

Holding tightly to the quilt in his arms, like a drowning person hugging the last piece of driftwood, Ye Ye's eyes became more and more cold.

***

At night in the mountains, the wind was very strong, and there was a whining sound, like countless ghosts crying mournfully, and there seemed to be sighs mixed in.

I don't know if it was because of the choice of bed, but Ye Xi lay on the bed, obviously very sleepy, but tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

The quilt had probably just been exposed to the sun during the day, and it was soft against the skin, warm and comfortable.

"Where are you pancakes?" Luo Ke was woken up by him just as he was in a daze, complaining dissatisfiedly, "Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I can't sleep." In the darkness, Ye Xi stared at the dark roof in a daze with his round and bright eyes.

"Do you want me to help you? Make sure you wake up until dawn." Luo Ke yawned and smiled sinisterly, reaching out his hand to grope under the pillow.

Knowing nothing about his sinister actions, Ye Xi sighed and said sadly: "Seeing the wilderness, I suddenly thought of my brother."

"Huh?" Luo Ke frowned.

"Wang Ye, does he still like you?"

"Why are you asking?" Luo Ke didn't touch the Taoist talisman, and decided that Ye Xi would just knock him unconscious and save the Taoist talisman if he kept harassing him to sleep.

"My brother is the kindest and gentlest person in the world in my heart. When you meet a beggar, you will search your pockets for change, and you will cry when you watch a tragic drama...

However, such a brother became a murderer because of a wrong relationship, and he himself could not die well. "Ye Xi exhaled slowly as if talking to himself.

"What do you mean?" Luo Ke said impatiently, "Are you worried that the wilderness will kill me because of love?"

"No." His eyes were a little hot and itchy, and Ye Xi blinked vigorously. "Looking at him, I thought of my brother, and then felt that love is sometimes scary." He forced a smile, "Probably these two days I’ve seen too many ghosts, and I feel a little flustered, and I can’t settle down, as if something bad is about to happen.”

It turned out that he felt it too. Luo Ke felt his heart skip a beat, but said calmly, "If you don't want to see ghosts, I'll make you a bowl of talisman water to drink, so that you won't feel anything if you meet a ghost face to face."

"Don't bother." Ye Xi's skin got goosebumps when he said it, and he rubbed his arms quickly.

"No trouble at all."

Fearing that he would really take action, Ye Xi immediately covered his mouth and yawned exaggeratedly: "Well, I'm so sleepy, I won't talk to you anymore."

Luo Ke didn't really think about pouring the talisman water into him, but he couldn't help laughing secretly when he saw that his eyes were closed tightly and he didn't dare to move.

Pretending to sleep turns out to be quite uncomfortable, especially when your nose is itchy and you want to scratch it.

Ye Xi forced himself to count the sheep in his head: one, two, three... I don't know how many tens of thousands of sheep were counted, but somehow he fell asleep in a daze.

Half asleep and half awake, I vaguely heard the sound of thin music, and then the sound of someone getting up and leaving.

At this time, his consciousness was already in a trance, and he couldn't open his eyes at all. He thought dazedly, how could someone play the music so late?

As soon as I thought about this, I fell into a deep dream...