my roommate is not human

Yu Yun was startled again, and blurted out in surprise, "Are you kidding me?!"

Jinpeng said blankly, "How could I make fun of this kind of thing?"

"But," Yu Yun scratched his head, "Xia Yu has a girlfriend."

In fact, Xia Yu not only has a girlfriend now, but also has dated n girlfriends non-stop, and has never been idle.

Everyone in dormitory 601 knows that Xia Yu is an out-and-out heterosexual, and he only likes girls with pretty faces, hot bodies, and youthful looks.

"I know." Jin Peng still said lightly.

"Xia Yu, does he know your... thoughts?" Yu Yun only felt his mouth dry and panicked, holding the paper cup, subconsciously took another sip of water.

Jinpeng shook his head: "I like him, it's my own business."

"But……"

Jinpeng interrupted his hesitant words: "I like Xia Yu, it's my own business, I won't tell him, and add unnecessary troubles to him. He needs me to be a good friend now, stay by his side, then I will Right next to him. When we both graduate from college and he settles down with some girl and doesn't need me anymore, I'll walk away quietly. My mood and feelings are sorted out by myself, from head to toe It has nothing to do with him."

Yu Yun looked at him even more surprised.

"Don't think I'm great. I just know that he likes me as a friend, but he only loves women." Jinpeng said calmly, "That's just the reality."

Yu Yun opened his mouth, for a moment, he didn't know what to say.

Jinpeng said lightly again, "Actually, you are the same as me."

"What?" Yu Yun didn't understand, and was startled again.

"You are the same as me," Jin Peng repeated, "no matter what kind of feelings you have for Ye Xi, or if you like him a little bit, you don't even know it yourself. Or, you regard him as a good friend, but I am not reconciled that he is closer to others than to you. No matter what kind of relationship it is, you can only go so far, and it is impossible to go further."

Yu Yun was shocked by what he said first, and then after thinking for a while, he felt a little angry, glared at Jinpeng, and said angrily: "What do you think you know?! Don't use your dirty/dirty psychology to speculate on me! I Unlike you, you have a crush on a man, but you are still your good friend. I am pure, I just care about my friendship with him for more than ten years!"

"Whether it's friendship or love, it's all the same. When other people intervene, you will inevitably feel unhappy. There will be a sense of loss that is suddenly taken away from something that belongs to you." Jin Peng calmly Ran's tone seemed not to take Yu Yun's reprimand to his heart at all, "But we can't do more than stay by their side and accompany them silently. If you don't want Ye Xi to be farther away from you, just Accept that he has new friends around him, even friends who are closer and more dependent than you."

"You are really kind to Xia Yu, and you have thoughtful plans for him." Yu Yunyu said sarcastically, "Unfortunately, I am not you, and Ye Xi is not Xia Yu."

Jinpeng paused for a moment, then said calmly: "No, I just know what Xia Yu wants and how far I can go."

Yu Yun raised his eyes and looked at Jin Peng silently - he was no different from usual, with a calm expression and calm tone, still rational, calm, mature and stable.

However, Yu Yun suddenly and truly realized that it was not that Jin Peng didn't care, but that he was helpless.It's not that there is no pain, but that the pain is extreme, and it's already numb, right?

Yu Yun tried his best to recall, what kind of expression did Jin Peng have when Xia Yu took one girlfriend after another, ostentatiously or sweetly showing affection?

It seems that there is no difference from now, calm and indifferent.

Yu Yun suddenly felt that his chest was congested, stuffy and uncomfortable.

He suddenly had the urge to confide, but he resisted it. There were too many things that could not be expressed when it came to Ye Xi, the background of the two of them and the years they had grown up together.

Jinpeng didn't say anything else, walked to the computer desk and sat down, turned on the computer, put on the earphones, and started browsing some domestic news websites.

Yu Yun put the empty paper cup on the table next to him, and lay back on the bed.With his hands behind his head, he stared blankly at the white deck above his head.

Before the age of six, Yu Yun lived in the countryside with his grandparents.

At that time, he only knew that his parents were both working in big cities, and they were said to be quite rich, because he always had piles of new clothes, all kinds of fashionable toys, and piles of snacks. Among them, it appears to be particularly superior and rich.

As for what his parents did, of course he knew nothing and was not interested in knowing.

When he was four or five years old, his grandfather and grandmother once took him to the city where his parents lived and his own home.

He remembered that it was a certain floor in the middle of a very tall building, and he had to take an elevator like a small box to go up.The room was big and beautiful, almost like the palaces he had seen in fairy tale books.

The roof is white and bright, the walls are white and bright, and even the ground is white and bright.

But the parents don't live there. They say they live in the leader's house, which is convenient for work.

The beautiful building, living in it was very fresh on the first day, but the freshness has not passed on the second day... On the seventh day, he got bored, thinking about the wild land where he can run around barefoot, the creek where he can touch fish and catch shrimp , thinking about the little friends who fight every day.

Grandparents are also bored. They are thinking about the chickens, ducks, geese and dogs entrusted to their neighbors, the vegetable garden that has sprouted green shoots, and the folks in the village who visit each other every day and chat with each other.

People in the city don't talk much when they live across the street.

A trip to the city quickly bored the grandparents and grandchildren, and they insisted on returning to the countryside despite Yu Yun's parents' efforts to persuade them to stay.

When Yu Yun was six years old, his grandfather passed away. What took him away was not a natural disaster, disease, or disease, but aging that no one could resist.

Grandma lost her lifelong partner, she suddenly seemed to be ten years older, her whole spirit was gone, and she became more and more confused.Let alone take care of Yu Yun, she can't even take care of herself.

The parents took the grandparent and grandson to the city again, and they still lived in that beautiful and cold building that looked like a palace.

The mother hired a nanny to take care of their daily life.

Six months later, grandma passed away.

The parents took Yu Yun to the place where they lived.

The mother told Yu Yun that it was the leader's home, and there were two sons in the leader's family. The eldest son was already a young man, and the youngest son was the same age as Yu Yun.

She also said that the leader said that Yu Yun could study with the youngest son and keep him company.

Then, Qian urged Wan to tell Yu Yun to get along well with that boy of the same age, not to fight with him, not to make him angry, and to give way to him in everything.

Yu Yun was very sad and angry, he couldn't believe that his parents would treat him like this.

When he was in the country, he often fought with his friends—for boys, fighting is actually a way of communicating feelings.

Occasionally meet two or three brothers of the other party, or form a gang.

He suffered a loss and ran home in disgrace. Grandpa was about to go to someone's house to sue.

Grandpa always raised his voice, stood at the gate, and yelled loudly: "Your naughty boy is bullying my grandson again!"

When boys get together, of course they will fight and fight. Usually, yesterday they got black and blue, but today they can have a good time, and no one will really hold grudges or anything.

But Grandpa's behavior of "protecting the calf" always makes Yu Yun very happy, with a feeling of "I have someone to support me" and full of confidence.

However, that confidence is gone now.His intense disappointment and anger towards his parents was directly directed at Ye Xi.

So, before Ye Xi knew it, he had already made a secret vow to "clear up" his enemies.

Yu Yun remembered very clearly that the first time he met Ye Xi was a very hot day.The sun was so hot that it made people listless, and they couldn't lift their spirits to do anything.

Father drove a black car, took him and mother, on the crowded street, turned left and right out of the city, and then drove for a long time.

It was rare for Yu Yun to ride in the car. At first, he leaned on the window with great interest, looking at the scenery outside, but later he felt bored.

He fell asleep unknowingly, and when he was woken up by his father, the car had already parked in front of a small three-story building.

His mother helped him stretch out his crumpled clothes, complaining: "You child, how did you make your new clothes look like this? It's so annoying."

Of course, no one will be happy to be taught this way.

Entering the small building, passing through the well-decorated living room, the family of three came to a carved wooden door on the left.

Father stood still first, then straightened the collar that was standing up, and then knocked lightly on the door.

"Come in." A man's voice came from inside, soft and pleasant to hear.

The father told Yu Yun in a low voice: "It's the leader's eldest son You Cheng, you can just call him Brother Cheng, he has a very easy-going personality, so you don't have to be afraid."

After speaking, the father held the doorknob, opened the door, then took his hand and led him into the room.

Yu Yun saw at a glance that facing the door was a maroon desk.

A very fair and beautiful boy sat behind the table, with a five or six-year-old boy sitting on his lap.

The young man was very gentle, holding the boy's right hand, and was teaching him how to write with a brush. When he heard the sound of footsteps, he put the brush aside, looked up, and smiled gently: "Uncle Yu, Aunt Yu, you Are you back?" His eyes fell on Yu Yun, and he said cordially, "This is Yu Yun, right? He looks so cute, staying here just happens to be with Analysis."

Ye Xi also opened his black eyes curiously, looked Yu Yun up and down, then jumped off his brother, pouted, and said very unhappy: "Brother, I don't want him as a company, he is so dirty! "

Yu Yun's face flushed red in an instant, his mother had already changed him into new clothes before he arrived.

But he was thirsty in the car, and when drinking juice, he accidentally spilled it on his chest, making a big stain.Later, when I lay down to sleep, I drooled again.