admire the ordinary

The afternoon sun shone lightly into the room, leaving a drowsy and drowsy room.

"I'll bring him back to life..."

Gu Jing said so softly and with such certainty that his already calm heart couldn't help but rippling.

After so many years, he has already adapted to life without Lin Xiangyu. Sometimes he has to admit what Lu Yunzhong said, no one can do without another person, that ridiculous dependence is just a habit, and now... the habit finally It is no longer a habit.

But it may not be the case, he and Gu Jing have been separated for so many years...he is still...

Mu Fan raised the corner of his mouth and smiled helplessly, probably because they are brothers.

Whether it is Lin Xiangyu or Lu Yunzhong, even if Lu Yunzhong doesn't admit it, the memories belonging to Lin Xiangyu are deeply mixed in his memory. They have passed through the era when they were only each other, and they all have something more they want.

For example, he likes this kind of life very much now, if possible, he is really willing to live in such an ordinary way forever.

The days I lived with Gu Jing were like a dream, Gu Jing...

Silently read this name in my heart, and inexplicably felt like being lightly pricked by a thin needle. It wasn't painful, but it couldn't be ignored.

It can be said that everything he owns now is given by Gu Jing. After waking up from a coma that day, he somehow became the manager of this bookstore, and somehow got his first three-bedroom apartment in the urban area. ...and never saw him again.

Sometimes Gu Jing would ask him, "Have you ever loved me? Even a little bit?"

But every time I didn't wait for him to answer, that person would say with a disappointed face that it's needless to say, I don't want to know.

love him?

It's not that Mu Fan hasn't thought about this question, but... what is love?

If the relationship between him and Lin Xiangyu is called liking, then he really can't say that he loves Gu Jing.

Such vigorous feelings, such that he could almost dig out the heart in his chest just for the other party to smile once was enough, and he didn't have that kind of energy to fight against the world for some reason.

But Gu Jing is like the plum rain in the south of the Yangtze River. At the beginning, he would be disgusted by the dampness and darkness, but he would slowly accept his steady flow. That person always seemed to be as gloomy as he could, but he kept washing away layers of others. layers of filth.

He couldn't say that he loved Gu Jing, but...he was willing to be with Gu Jing for the rest of his life. That person was uncertain, but...no one was so devoted to him.

If I can still see that person, if I can still hear that person's angry questions... Maybe...

"boss…"

"..."

"boss?"

"what?"

The warm and humid air is like the blood in the chest cavity. If you taste it carefully, you can always smell a bloody rusty smell. The sun-impermeable wall leaves a gray shadow in front of the cash register.

He raised his head and smiled lightly at the person above him, with thin bangs covering his forehead, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised with a little bit of scorn.

That person was the same as back then, it seemed that there had never been thousands of shadows between the two of them.

"Hi, I'm Lin Xiangyu."

……

"Shall we make a deal?"

"trade?"

"I will never appear again... Hehe, I should never be in front of you. From now on, I want you to change back to Lin Xiangyu..."

"Oh? What about the conditions?"

"All of Gu's property is passed on to Mu Fan. If you can... be with him, then Gu's is yours, and your secret will never be discovered."

"it is good."

Parenting Diary

Parenting Diary ([-])

The red, purple and purple little thing on its wrinkled body seemed to have shed a layer of skin, and it became white and tender, and its big eyes looked like Mu Fan, and the dark eyes rolled around, extremely clever.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Mu Fan looked at Mu Chen who was drooling on the big bed, and stretched out his finger to poke the child's tender and tender face.

"Huh, huh." The child made a dissatisfied voice that no one could understand.

Not bad, it feels very good, similar to the tofu from Aunt Zhang's house downstairs.

Mu Fan thought about it, and poked the child's tender and tender face with his hand, reminiscing about the taste of tofu mixed with shallots that he once loved most.

"Hey, um..." The child made a dissatisfied voice that no one could understand.

Mu Fan looked at the little kid who was spouting anger

Um? !Stare at me? !Damn you, a brat, you dare to stare at me!Hehe, I can't cure others, I can't cure you!

Mu Fan showed a sinister smile.Showing slender fingers.

Poke, poke, I poke poke!

Seeing the little kid drooling and eyes still shooting sparks, Mu Fan is so happy, I just bullied you, what can you do with me! !

Just when Mu Fan was still flustered, the little brat rushed towards Mu Fan.Reluctantly, the lethality of short arms and short legs is really limited, so Mu Fan dodged with a light dodge.

Mu Fan looked at his son provocatively, with pride on his face.

The sparks in the little guy's eyes crackled and fluttered.

"Hey! Ugh! Yah!"

Mu Fan's head is full of black lines, does this idiot know how to say a few words...

Mu Chen slowly crawled towards Mu Fan, Mu Fan raised his eyebrows, what's wrong?Still want to be poked? !

Just when Mu Chen climbed to the target's side with the invincible poking face prowess of his bastard father, Mu Fan was stunned for a second when he raised his face and smiled brilliantly.

"Ah!" Mu Fan's scream came from the room.

After reading the thick document, Gu Jing rubbed her brows and sighed wearily. Just as she said to pick up the cup to drink, she heard Mu Fan's scream.He was so frightened that he almost had a myocardial infarction and died suddenly.

When Gu Jing rushed to the room where Mu Fan was, she saw a picture that made the corners of his mouth twitch.

Mu Fan was lying on the bed, his precious son was clutching his father's waist, with a triumphant smile on his face.

What is this pair of convulsive father and son doing...

"Xiaofan...does it feel good to be bitten?" Gu Jing said with a sneer.

Mu Fan was frightened and silent in an instant, looking very aggrieved.

Gu Jing shook her head, distressed from her heart.

"Stupid. Don't you know how to get him away if it hurts? Or do you have a tendency to be masochistic? You're so stupid." The tone of anger was full of doting in his voice.

Seeing that Gu Jing didn't get angry, Mu Fan said weakly, "I'm afraid that if I move, I'll pull his tooth out, it just grew last month..."

Gu Jing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, walked over, touched the little kid, and signaled him to let go, Mu Chen stared at Gu Jing and bit harder.

Gu Jing narrowed her eyes, and stretched out her hand to pinch Mu Chen's little brother.

"Oh..." The little guy looked at Gu Jing tearfully.

Gu Jing sneered, fighting with me?Just play with your dad at your level.

"Gu Jing...that..."

"Ok?"

"Don't pinch that place casually, it will cause impotence."

"..." -＿-#

"Hey? Jing, what are you doing? Let me down!"

"In order to prevent your son from becoming impotent in the future, let's study the solution first."

Mu Chen's black eyes are shining brightly, let you poke my face, what's the matter, I was poked...

Under Gu Jing's body, Mu Fan's eyes were blurred with tears, "Take it easy... um..."

Gu Jing lowered her body and slowed down slightly, "Xiaofan, I love you"

Gu Jing felt Mu Fan's tightness: "But I know you hate me, but it doesn't matter, as long as you remember me."

Mu Fan looked at that enchanting face through the mist of tears in his eyes, if you can see my heart through my chest, there will be the three words you want...

Gu Jing, it's not that I don't love you, it's just that you are not my only one.

(two)

Mu Fan and Gu Jing sat by the bed and watched the little kid screaming on the bed, Mu Fan frowned.

"Gu Jing, don't you think my child is mentally handicapped? Other children can speak at this age, but Xiaochen can't say anything other than the three words 'huh' and 'huh', right? There is also an 'ow'."

Gu Jing looked at those dark eyes with bad light, this kid is smarter than you, is he mentally retarded?

"Have you ever taught him to speak?"

"This one……"

Mu Fan scratched his head in embarrassment. "It's said that those who haven't taught it should have learned something..."

Then he turned to look at his son who he thought was a brain-dead son.

"Little idiot, say a word to listen."

Muchen looked up at his bastard father, was I really born in this life? !

Gu Jing sat and waited to watch the show.

"Huh, huh..."

"..."

"Anything else? Like Dad."

Papa?Mu Chen looked at Mu Fan, what was it.

Mu Fan could only settle for the next best thing.

"Then tell me a word you often hear."

"Uh, ah."

It's over, it's over, there is one word missing, this education has really failed, Mu Fan's face is tangled.

But Gu Jing vaguely thought of something, these two words seem to be familiar...

"Will it connect the words? Two?"

Mu Chen looked at Mu Fan suspiciously, not understanding what it meant.

Mu Fan stretched out two fingers, bent one, "uh", then bent the other "ah"

As if he understood something, Mu Chen tilted his head and thought about it.His eyes lit up suddenly, and just when Mu Fan thought the little guy had finally come to his senses, the little guy who was lying on his stomach bit Mu Fan's finger.

"Ah!!! Gu Jing!! He bit me again!

END