admire the ordinary

cold, so cold...

On the tenth day after she ran away from home, she finally spent the last penny of her whole body, and Gu Jing shrank in the darkest corner of the wall.

The chill at dusk dappled the last sunlight in the deep winter, and the white mist overflowing from the corner of his mouth was more like a malicious mockery that added insult to injury.

go home?

Holding the mobile phone in his hand, the young child felt strong helplessness, obviously it was an opportunity that was hard to win... Do you really have to give up like this?

"mom……"

Frightened by the sound, every nerve in Gu Jing's body tensed up, her jet-black eyes vigilantly staring at the boy who was tightly wrapped in a cheap cotton jacket.

"Mom, look at this little brother is so pitiful, can't he find a home?"

Home?Have you ever had that kind of thing yourself?

The woman turned her head when she heard the sound, swept Gu Jing's body up and down, her brows tightened.

"Don't talk nonsense, it looks like a child who ran out to play by himself, and an adult will come and take it away in a while."

"But……"

Staring at the big black eyes, Mu Fan looked at the boy in the snow, with light purple lips, pale face, dark and helpless eyes, very much like the little match girl in a storybook.

After a long time, Gu Jing didn't know why, but she, who had always been so suspicious, would make the biggest turning point in her life because of a strange greeting and such pitiful and sympathetic eyes.

"Help……"

He heard himself say that.

Those who are familiar with him are very surprised at their attachment to Mu Fan, it is a kind of paranoia that would rather destroy everything and hold him in their hands.

why?The reason may only be understood by oneself.

Mu Fan is like a ray of light in his life, giving him the greatest comfort during his uneasy, confused and confused childhood.

He has been the only son of the Gu family since he was a child, but he has never enjoyed the warmth of the family. Everyone is very busy, and everyone tells him that feelings are the most beautiful and necessary existence. Only money and power are the masters of the world.After many disputes with his parents, he finally won a bet.

Give you a mobile phone, leave us, if you can live you will never come back, if you admit that you lost, that what you pursue never existed, dial the number inside.

Mu Fan let him win for a long time, but also lost terribly.

No one has ever been so kind to him, although he will not block the slaps coming, although he will not keep his happiest smile to himself, although he will let go of his hand when he sees Lin Xiangyu.

But he will quarrel with his mother for himself, he will give half of the rice in the bowl to himself for fear that he will not be full, and he will not bother to comfort him when he is sad... Also, no matter what he did wrong, He will forgive.

Obviously he can live like this forever, poor and wronged, but some people will always care about him, and he wants to tell those people that what he pursues does exist.

Until later, one day, the woman called "Mom" brought him to a place where the sky was full of green, and the humidity in the air penetrated to the bottom of his heart, bringing out strands of warmth, but...

When the dilapidated wooden door in front of him creaked and opened, the old and obscene face on the opposite side made his whole body tense up.

"Brother Wang, I will adopt this child to you."

What follows is the long-running nightmare, a week?Perhaps a month?It may also be longer, the person he was looking forward to, but never appeared.

Finally, in a continuous beating, he picked up a kitchen knife and stabbed the opponent's body, the sound of flesh cutting was sharp and full of self-torture pleasure.

Finally pushing open the dark door, he ran out barefoot, Mu Fan, where are you?

After going through many twists and turns, the soles of the feet were bloody and mutilated by the stones before I found the familiar place and saw the familiar person.

"Brother..." A soft whisper overflowed the corner of his mouth.

Holding the corner of the wall, he saw Mu Fan's smile, which belonged to Lin Xiangyu, and he had never gotten a smile before.

"Who knows, how is Xiao Jing recently?" He heard Mu Fan's voice from afar.

"Didn't you go home, so he will have a better life, your little tail finally disappeared..."

"..."

Then there was the unscrupulous laughter of the two people, the sound of the sound spreading and tearing the air tore the excited heart like that.

It turns out... without me, you can be so happy, or... even happier...

He found the place where the mobile phone was buried, and frantically dug out a rusty iron box. Perhaps he knew that such a day would come, so he didn't throw away this last escape route.

"Hello..." The voice on the other side carried the slight electric noise of the phone being damp.

Looking at the blue sky, he had to say a word.

"I lost."

……

"..." Mu Fan was frightened by Gu Jing's sudden opening of his eyes, and he shrank and said, "You... just..."

Without waiting for the person opposite to finish speaking, he hugged the other person into his arms, hiding the moisture in the corners of his eyes.

"Will you still forgive me no matter what I did wrong?"

"Ah."

After a long time, Mu Fan replied like this.

Gu Jing closed her eyes and buried her head into the other party's neck. Yes, she won't blame me, but she will never love me.