admire the ordinary

The bones all over the body felt sore and painful as if they had been broken inch by inch.

Mu Fan lay on the ground and curled up his mouth, did he still not die just like that?Mu Fan couldn't help secretly laughing at his vitality.The late autumn wind leaked the bone-chilling cold, and the tattered clothes had long been unable to withstand the cold wind, Mu Fan shivered shiveringly, his eyelashes drooping and trembling.

"It's so cold..."

He wanted to tighten his body but he couldn't even move a finger... Mu Fan wanted to laugh, but he didn't know why tears fell from the corners of his eyes uncontrollably. Mu Fan gritted his teeth and wanted to do something, but the pain all over his body was surging, There is no place to vent...

In a trance, he saw the scene of that day again...

The azure pool water was stained red with blood...

People's surprised faces, crazy screams...

He stared blankly at the knife in his hand, which had pierced into the boy's body, and the boy spat out blood. He watched the boy's eyes that had always been empty suddenly focus, and his eyes were so clear.

He saw the boy fell to the ground, but couldn't control his body.

"Uncle..." the boy said softly.

Mu Fan wanted to break down and yell, but couldn't make a sound, wanted to rush over to hug the boy, but couldn't control himself...

So he just stood there blankly watching the boy twitch on the ground with excessive blood loss, as if watching the boy's life disappearing bit by bit indifferently...

Watching the panicked people in the crowd...

Watching Lu Yunzhong running over madly...

"Want to die?" Lu Yunzhong frantically grabbed his hair, his eyes were bloodshot.

"How ruthless are you, how ruthless are you!"

Lu Yunzhong punched and kicked crazily, every blow seemed to kill him, until his eyes were covered with the mist of death, Lu Yunzhong stopped violently.

"Mu Fan, what do you want me to do! What do you want me to do! You might as well kill me... I am not Lin Xiangyu, I am not him long ago, I am Lu Yunzhong who has a son, the Lin Xiangyu who only had you in the past... Disappeared, I can never go back to the past ... you know ... you know ... "

I don't know... I don't know anything, as long as I don't give up, sooner or later, I will see Xiangyu again...

Suddenly, Mu Fan saw the rotten bones protruding from the ground, strangling his neck tightly, panting violently but unable to breathe.

Don't, don't think about it, Mu Fan's only rationality reminds his soul that is about to collapse...don't think about it, don't think about it, but why are those unbearable past events still approaching step by step?

Mu Fan raised his arm with all his strength, bit down hard, sobbed softly, his mouth was filled with the smell of blood and he didn't let it go. After all, who can save me?

Lu Yunzhong, you are the one who let me live. You told me that maybe one day you will let Lin Xiangyu come back. Since Xiangyu may come back here, then... what should I do if I leave?He will be sad, how can I make him sad again...

Let me see him one last time, and I'll leave to pay for my sins, okay?Let me go first, okay...

Meow~" The weak voice interrupted the weirdness, Luluyuan's smooth fur was covered with mud and blood-stained condensation, it limped and rushed towards Mu Fan, its injured leg bent into an unnatural shape , it struggled to crawl to Mu Fan's side, seeing Mu Fan's empty eyes and bloody arms, it seemed a little anxious, it supported his body with difficulty, and went to lick Mu Fan's blood-stained cheek, just touched it, Mu Fan fled away in fear and repeated several times before Mu Fan's eyes gradually glowed faintly.

Mu Fan turned his head sideways, "Lulu?!"

"Wow~wow~" Lulu's eyes widened, seeming to be a little happy, and she leaned close to Mu Fan's face and shouted happily, but Mu Fan closed his eyes, as if he was sighing, Lulu, I only have you left... "