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Looking up and looking around the room, Canaan's expression that should have been calm became a little dazed, as if she still couldn't believe that Xie Kongmi had just left her own life and her own world.

He just left alone, without even leaving a shadow of his back.

Hunger protested from her stomach, and Canaan lowered her head. She still vaguely remembered that Xie Kongmi told her that the food was in the refrigerator, and it only needed to be heated.After a moment of silence, Canaan stood up.

The weakest part of a person is reluctance.And one can let go of anything as long as one no longer wants it.

She is not a weak person, was not, and is not.

Xie Kongmi belongs to her and is her reliance. When she is most tired and painful, she can let go of everything and think about nothing. She can expose her fragility without worrying that he will betray her.As long as she opened her mouth, no matter what it was, even if it cost his life, he would willingly offer it with both hands.

Although Xie Kongmi is a special existence to Canaan, it is not an inseparable part of her life.

Even without understanding Kongya, she can live.

She is not a person who is useless without a deacon, she is Canaan Lancaster DI Pugetori!

I found the refrigerator in the kitchen, opened the door of the refrigerator, and saw that the interior was neatly arranged, which was clear at a glance.Each packaged vegetable box has a label on it. The label not only indicates the type of vegetable, but also indicates the date of purchase and the date of expiration.

Taking out the prepared meals from the refrigerator, Canaan found the pot and spatula from the cabinet and simply rinsed them with water, and studied the stove. After roughly understanding how to ignite the fire, he poured the food into the In a hot oil pan.Unexpectedly, the hot oil pan suddenly exploded because of the water on the vegetables.

The oil splashed on her body made her shrink back in pain, and threw away the spatula in her hand.

Canaan kissed the back of the scalded hand. After the burning pain was covered by warm lips and tongue, the pain became more intense. Canaan couldn't help but frown tightly, and a gleam of water flashed in his eyes.

A strong burnt smell caught Canaan's attention, but the smell was really unpleasant.

Canaan quickly turned off the stove, and by this time the food in the pot had already turned charred black.

Taking the food out of the pot, looking at the food on the plate, Canaan frowned.The food on the plate was always fresh and tender in Xie Kongmi's hands, but after passing it through her hands once, it showed the appearance that even the inferior servants would not want to eat.

"I don't have time to make it look good."

Picking up the knife and fork, Canaan took a sip. The unspeakable bitterness in his mouth caused Canaan's five sense organs to wrinkle together in pain. He resisted the desire to spit out the food in his mouth. Canaan swallowed it without even chewing. .

"...It's so unpalatable."

Canaan murmured softly, even though the food in her mouth was so hard to swallow, she still stuffed the food on the plate into her mouth one by one.That was the food Xie Kongmi prepared for her.

The bitterness in her mouth was mixed with the mood that she didn't know how to describe now, Canaan suddenly felt some heat in her eyes, something blurred her eyes, and an uncontrollable feeling suddenly surged from the bottom of her heart, causing her chest to ache .Canaan took a deep breath to try to relieve the current state, but before he could breathe out, he was shocked by the sound behind him and suffocated.

The footsteps of the person behind him were very light, he didn't make a sound, he just approached her step by step, and then stopped behind her.

Is it him?He is back?

Canaan held his breath, turned his head slowly, and looked at the person behind him.

There was a blur in front of him, and Canaan couldn't see who the person standing in front of him was.Canaan's wide eyes blinked, and a tear overflowed from the corner of her eye and slid down her cheek.

The person in front of him had smooth short black hair, a pair of beautiful eyes that appeared solid black under the light, and had no pupils, or his pupils occupied the entire eyeball.And when he went into the dark, those eyes would glow purple.

Like a deep dark shadow suddenly appearing in the light, but unexpectedly beautiful.

He is not him.

she knows.

He is not Xie Kongmi.

"It is you."

There was a smile on the corner of Canaan's mouth, and the pain in his heart became more intense.Except for Xie Kongya, she will not show an expression that is not suitable for nobles in front of anyone.Her smile was as dazzling as tears, she smiled so naturally, but her eyes were full of a pool of indifference and alienation without a trace of emotion.

"What can I do for you? Cecil."

He was the servant of the one, the faithful servant of the one who had died and could never return.

Canaan is not living comfortably these days. New servants, new waiters, unpalatable food, unsatisfactory ways of doing things, no self-awareness at all, and guys who can’t even understand their faces make Canaan eat a lot suffering.

When Flora's deacon brought back Jie Kongmi's body and the Balian who shot Jie Kongmi came to her, Alan was really taken aback.Canaan in front of her eyes looked very different from before. Against the background of her long wine-red hair, she was morbidly pale, as thin as if a gust of wind could blow her away.

Without giving Alan a chance to speak, Canaan's attention had long been on the dark hearse behind Alan.

Kong Mi is inside, in that black iron box.

Canaan pursed his lips slightly, and asked Allen to throw the Balian into the small black room in Lancaster Castle that even the tenth generation of Pengelie couldn't resist, and walked towards the hearse, looking at him in black. Several men in suits and white gloves opened the back door of the hearse and lifted out a dark coffin.

Black, black, black.

Eyes full of black.

That is the color Xie Kongmi usually uses.

These men in black carried Xie Kongmi's coffin into Jie Kongmi's room, and Xie Kongmi's relics - the big black umbrella, wallet and mobile phone were neatly placed on top of the coffin .

Alan, Flora's deacon, didn't have much contact with Canaan, but quietly left with the man in black.

Looking at the black coffin in front of him, Canaan lowered his eyes.

She didn't know what kind of mood she was in right now.

Are you sad?Probably not.

Is it painful?It seems not.

Canaan closed his eyes, walked to the black coffin, and quietly pushed open the coffin lid.Xie Kongmi's appearance was quickly exposed to the air.

Xie Kongmi, who was lying in the black coffin, closed his eyes tightly, his soft face lines, and the white hair messily pasted on his forehead, filled with a sense of air that made people want to touch.Xie Kongmi seemed to be asleep, lying quietly inside, his peaceful appearance was a serenity she had never seen before.

【When will you come back? 】

[After the dinner is over, I will rush back as soon as possible. 】

The words in the memory seem to echo in the ears, the faded pictures are dug out layer by layer, and the memory engraved in the heart, everything is as vivid as yesterday.An indescribable emotion spread from the bottom of my heart to my limbs, as if my heart was dripping with blood.

The fingers placed beside him moved subconsciously, and Canaan squatted on the edge of the black coffin, watching him closely.The outstretched hand gently caressed his cheek... so cold.

Gently stroking Xie Kongmi's cold side face, the hoarse voice seemed to disappear, she whispered softly.

"It's too late to come back, Kong Mi."

After the sniper in Balian was taken to a small black room and locked up, Canaan didn't go to see him directly.Instead, as usual, live as you want.

One day after Xie Kongmi was brought back, a funeral was held.

In Italy in November, the continuous light rain makes the cemetery look even more deserted.

There was no special preparation for Xie Kongmi's funeral, but a cutscene followed the simplest steps.The funeral of a deacon should be like this, but a few guys who should not be here unexpectedly came, such as Bai Lan Jiesuo, the leader of the Mirufiore family, for example-Sawada Tsuna, the leader of the Vongola family Ji and several guardians who followed him.

The dappled sunlight shining among the branches and leaves does not have the warmth it should, but a chilling chill.The tea-scented Chinese rose mixed in the air is cool and cold, mixed with the moisture of the rain and the smell of the earth and green grass, it makes people feel a little trance.

Canaan, dressed in black, stood on the grass holding the black umbrella that Xie Kongmi often used, watching several men in black carry the black coffin to the rectangular earth pit in front of the tombstone.

There was a soft sobbing sound from the side, intermittent, with a smell of restraint and depression.

Canaan turned his head slightly to look at the person beside him. Flora, who was wearing a long black dress and black platform shoes, pursed her lips. The red nose and red eye sockets made Canaan silent for a while. If there is no reaction at this time , will it appear too cold-blooded?He was obviously his deacon, and he had been with him for so long, but when he was buried, it wasn't him who cried for him.

Do you not want to cry, or... Tired of it?Or, subconsciously think that he has not left himself?

The cemetery was very quiet, nothing could be heard except the patter of rain.

The pastor standing in front of the tombstone held a Bible in his hand, solemnly saying Mass for the coffin that had been placed in the grave before him, and a solemn and deep voice came from the pastor's mouth.

"I thank God, I am grateful to God. Being in my chest today, compared with helping me ascend to heaven after death, my kindness is closer, and my merit is greater."

The pastor held the Bible in one hand, and made a pious sign of the cross on his chest in the other hand, "I am forever, forever, and forever, always remembering the wonderful love of God's redemption, and always thinking of the blessing of the Holy Mother, like the three kings coming to court. The grand gift of God. I keep my thoughts on Sunday, and I will never change in my life. I have won God, always keep my heart, always hold my mouth, and always protect my body.”

"Amen……"

Ask Canaan whether she believes in God or not, and she will tell you that she does without hesitation.

The subconscious sense of reverence for the gods made her dare not do things that betrayed the gods at will, and at the same time felt unwilling and disgusted with the fate arranged by the gods.

After the mass ceremony, the coffin containing Xie Kongmi was quickly buried in soil.

It was raining quietly in the cemetery, like a lonely voice lurking beside the smoky street corner.The crystal water droplets hit the big black umbrella, making a pattering sound, she didn't seem to notice it at all, as if she was saying goodbye to him, she was reluctant to part.He just stood quietly in the pouring rain, looking at the black marble tombstone that belonged to Xie Kongmi.

Someone came towards her, the familiar breath broke through the rain barrier, and stopped behind her.

Neither of them made a sound, the man just stood behind her, hesitating to speak.

"Are you here to apologize, or to redeem yourself?"

"……sorry."

"You know I won't forgive you." Canaan turned around holding the big black umbrella, which cast a shadow on her body, making her expression blurry in the darkness, "Even if Jie Kongmi It's impossible to survive."

"I know."

"Since we all know, why did you come here, Pengelie Shidaimu?"

"..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi is speechless, everything is a fact known to everyone, he has no way to make any excuses, he arranged the sniper, he put 73 rays in the office, everything is done by him of.The goal was wrong, but he didn't expect it.

Looking at the speechless Sawada Tsunayoshi, Canaan smiled.

"You want me to forgive you, how about using your life to repay Jie Kongmi's life?"

That suppressed voice was sorry, or maybe it was his determination.

"I see."