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"You..." Zhou Xi gritted his teeth, "Be obedient and let go."

Lu Xiangyang tried his best to open his eyes, but the man's brows and eyes were blurred in the faint caused by alcohol, and he could only hear the sound of gasping for breath from above.

His voice was heavy, and he seemed to be enduring it very hard.

Lu Xiangyang tightened his grip on the clothes, pulled himself up to get close to his ear, and whispered: "I like you..."

This shout was hoarse and lingering, Zhou Xi could only feel the smell of alcohol exploding in his ears with hot breath, the string in his consciousness was stretched to the brink of breaking, and thousands of messy thoughts were blowing in the storm He was pressed down alive.

"Lu Xiangyang." Zhou Xi tried his best to support his arms so as to put some distance between the two of them, "What do you want to do?"

Sweat dripped silently down his cheeks.

Lu Xiangyang's hair rope loosened at some point, and his slightly long hair was scattered on the pillow. It was soft and had a bright luster.

The two were stacked on the bed, their chests heaving violently.

"I..." The person under him spoke in a hoarse and trembling voice in the dim shadows, "I don't know..."

Zhou Xi took his clenched hands off the sweater, grabbed his wrists and put them on the bed, slowly bent down to look at him.

The tips of the noses almost touch each other.

Lu Xiangyang struggled a bit, only to feel that he was being held tighter.

"Who am I?" Zhou Xi asked him in a low voice.

Lu Xiangyang's ears turned red from the sound, he instinctively bent his legs, but was pushed back without any chance of winning.

Can't move.

"Look at me." Zhou Xi pressed him, "Who do you like?"

When he spoke, his breath fell on his cheeks and the tip of his nose, and an unprecedented sense of shame spread from his back to his toes, making his scalp numb.

like?

The word was like a basin of ice water pouring down his face, Lu Xiangyang was completely overwhelmed, even his movements stopped, like a statue frozen in time.

With his eyes reddened by alcohol, he slowly loosened his fingers bit by bit.

Why does he like it?

Lu Xiangyang laughed lowly, and he blinked blankly and sadly at Zhou Xi.

Like a precious candy that a child has worked so hard to get, even the package is reluctant to be opened, and it is carefully smelled in the hand, afraid of melting, afraid of breaking, afraid of losing, afraid that even a wisp of smell will not be left in the end .

The person standing in front of him has appeared in dreams countless times.

That is his light, his hope, the joy hidden in the deepest part of his heart.

All he could see was Zhou Xi's shadow.

Zhou Xi was as clean as the first snow on the top of Yunfeng, like a goshawk spreading its wings to hit the sky, even his eyes were clear and cold, spotless.

And he was just a dog caught in the chains of worldly things.He struggled out of the mire and swamp, crawled all the way, rolled the dusty soil, fled and hid, and lived on his last breath.

When he stretched out his hand forward, he only felt dirty.

How could he like Zhou Xi? What did he use to like him.

Lu Xiangyang lost even the strength to resist, panting in a daze, as if his soul had been sucked out.

Tears silently rolled down from the corner of his eyes.

Zhou Xi was stunned.For the first time in his life he felt overwhelmed.He saw that the other person's eyes turned a thousand times, and the light and shadow were swept away, and they were all his own reflection.

Lu Xiangyang was still smiling, but his expression was extremely sad.

"Don't cry." Zhou Xi said softly, and let go of his hands to wipe his tears, but the other party reached out and grabbed him.

He fell into an embrace.

Moist, warm, soft, hard.

The real and the imaginary are all mixed together.

It's like the hug in a certain movie after a long absence and reunion after a long absence.

"Don't go." Lu Xiangyang was panting in his chaotic consciousness, he grabbed Zhou Xi's shoulders, hugged him tightly, sobbing and shouting, don't go, don't go.

No one knew why he was crying.

Zhou Xi pressed on him, afraid that he would not be able to breathe well, so he had to try his best to hold him and sit up.The water that was accidentally knocked over just now soaked the mattress and sprayed silently on Lu Xiangyang's body.

Zhou Xi put his arms around him and patted his back to comfort him.Lu Xiangyang unconsciously entangled him tightly.The clothes on his body were cold and damp, and his nasal voice became heavier.

His hair was long and fell perversely behind his shoulders.Zhou Xi could touch it as soon as he stretched out his hand.

"Don't go." Zhou Xi whispered in his ear, rubbing his hair, "I'm here."

"Just once..." Lu Xiangyang's voice became lower and lower, his tears and sweat were all on Zhou Xi's face.The moonlight slanted in from outside the window, reflecting them into interlaced light and shadow.

"...just hug once..."

He finally fell asleep, and the ends of his hair shone slightly in the bright moonlight.

——Behind him was a long misty shadow pulled out by the moonlight, just like in the field in a dream, he was trying hard to face the bright sunshine.

Zhou Xi held him in his arms, looked over Lu Xiangyang's shoulders, and faced the dark and cold wall, his expression was dim.

He turned his head sideways, and the corner of his lips lightly touched the side of the man's face.

In the endless night, the dream finally fell down.

Some people wait for the night, some people wait for the dawn.

He would rather never wake up.

Lu Xiangyang fell asleep for a long time.

When he opened his eyes for a long time, a ray of sunlight clearly fell into his eyes, as if it had been a lifetime away.

My head is still a little dizzy.

Lu Xiangyang moved, feeling that something was wrong.A stiff, dull pain came up from the back of the neck, and I couldn't move like a pinprick.

My neck hurts, probably from a stiff neck.

"Fuck." Lu Xiangyang gritted his teeth and sat up, only to realize that he didn't sleep in the bedroom at all - what he slept on wasn't a pillow at all, but Zhou Xi's legs.

The man's coat was also on him.

Lu Xiangyang was startled.

Zhou Xi was still at his home. He was sitting on the small sofa in the living room, wearing unlined clothes, sleeping very peacefully and not waking up.

Could it be that he slept on Zhou Xi's leg all night?

Lu Xiangyang's face turned red with a brush.As soon as he lowered his head, he saw that his clothes had also been replaced with new ones.

Not the one she was wearing yesterday, but pajamas.

Lu Xiangyang just woke up like a dream. He vaguely remembered that he drank too much last night and went crazy.It's just that he slept too much, and he only remembered intermittent fragments of many things.

——For example, someone carried him up to the seventh floor, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for someone who forcibly hugged someone in his arms…

Then it breaks down.

Judging from the current situation, the target of his drinking madness is Zhou Xi.

Nightmare.

Lu Xiangyang began to make self-deduction after the fact in a panic.

The bed was wet so slept on the couch.

The quilt was wet, so Zhou Xi's coat was covering her body.

His clothes were wet, so Zhou Xi changed his clothes...

"..."

Lu Xiangyang didn't dare to think about it anymore.He ventured to reach out and touch again.

It's true, even the underwear has been changed.

……

This is no longer a nightmare, this is simply bad news.

The author says:

Eat kimbap.

Both the tuna cheese flavor and the kimchi flavor are delicious, one is fragrant and the other is appetizing, but my favorite is the yellow sour radish rolled inside...the crunchy taste is so good.

What I ate today is also sandwiched with shredded carrots and green vegetable leaf rolls, the ecstasy of the vegetable party.

Every time I eat sushi, rice balls, seaweed rolls, I like to make brown rice tea, the perfect match for fried rice!

When I was young, I didn’t know that I went to restaurants to eat, but when I grew up, I found out that it was really cheap... There are a lot of brown rice tea bags in a certain treasure, and the thermos cup is the first choice when going out.

Sipping hot tea, I came over to post a post.