Inner entertainment first vase

The two bedrooms, one big and one small, are all on the second floor, in a strange pattern of mother-in-law nesting, the small room is inside, the big room is outside, and they share a door.If you want to get out of a small room, you must first pass through a large room.Ke Yu led him to the small room and opened the door: "This is my previous room. It's a bit cramped for you to sleep in, but anyway, it's just tonight, so let's make it right."

A 1.2-meter single bed is placed against the wall, and a bookshelf stands side by side at the end of the bed, which is full of things, and the storage is full but not messy.Ke Yu opened the closet and took out clean sheets and bedding.

"Give me a hand." No response.When he turned around, he saw Shang Lu staring down at the bookshelf with great interest.

"It's all textbooks." He threw his life on the bed and stood beside him. "Three years of high school textbooks, exercise papers, and messy extracurricular books. My grandma was reluctant to throw them away, and always thought they were useful. Later, she suffered from Alzheimer's disease, and felt even more that I was still studying."

Shanglu took out a book and flipped through it, "It's different from what I learned."

"nonsense."

Flipping through the pages, I found two pages between them, "What is this?" Shanglu picked it up, and the girl's handwriting was neat and beautiful, with "Ke Yu: Zhan Xinjia" written at the beginning, followed by reading: "...I've liked you for a long time, every time I do morning exercises—" Ke Yu wanted to snatch her away, but he raised his hand and turned his back to order: "Shh, don't make trouble."

"You must not know. When I see you smiling, I feel that the sky is sunny today. Seeing that you are unhappy, I am also unhappy. When I pass you by on the way to the cafeteria, I will stop breathing ..." Shang Lu coughed and felt that it was not suitable to read any more.Looking back, Ke Yu stared at him coldly and expressionlessly, his pure black eyes seemed to be a little angry... no, they were full of anger, so cute.

Shanglu smiled and handed the letter back: "Ex-girlfriend?"

With Ke Yu's appearance and temperament, he must have received countless love letters when he was a student, but he kept this one intact.

"No."

Folding it in half, and then folding it in half again, Ke Yu conveniently stuffed it into the gap of some book: "A girl I liked before."

Shang Lu was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect Ke Yu to be so frank, which was a bit tasteful.

Asked in a subtle tone: "Then why aren't you together?"

"Not qualified." Ke Yu said naturally, "Why start something that has no result?"

Shang Lu felt that his mentality was not right: "She is so good, even you think you are not worthy of her?"

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. In my eyes at that time, she was the best, the most beautiful and the gentlest."

Shanglu: "...OK."

Turning his head, he tore off the sheet and shook it off.Ke Yu gave him his hand, and asked calmly: "Will you accept it? When you know that there will be no result?"

Shanglu said with a dark face: "No."

The sheets trembled like a grudge.

Ke Yu's movements paused for a moment: "That's it."

Change single bed to double bed.It is a bit old, and the humidity of the island invades day and night, and there is still a lingering musty smell even after varnish.Although it is said that it has not been lived in for a long time, the dust is not very big, and it can be seen that someone usually comes to maintain it regularly.Of course, there is only one bathroom, with simple shelves nailed to the exposed concrete wall.Shanglu washed first, and put the pajamas and towels on the outside. Ke Yu kindly reminded him that the directions of hot and cold water are reversed.Halfway through the wash, the light flickered and the room fell into darkness.Ke Yu was sitting outside at the Eight Immortals Table, and his voice calmly passed over: "It may have tripped, just wait."

It sounds unsurprisingly calm.

The mobile phone turned on the flashlight and groped to find the old meter box. The voice was blurred from a distance: "It's not a trip."

Through the glass door pasted with frosted paper, Shanglu could only see a beam of light moving around, and the long shadow of the figure was reflected on the wall. "Is there a power outage?" he asked.

After a while, I heard Ke Yu's answer: "Well. It should be a power outage."

This is a common thing for islands, especially in typhoon days, and the circuit may be repaired every hour.

Shanglu had night blindness, Ke Yu remembered it clearly, knocked on the door: "I'll turn on the light for you."

"Give me your phone and I'll put it on the shelf."

"I can't let it go, I tried." He twisted the doorknob, hesitating for a moment, "I'm in." He held the phone by his side, his eyes drooping to avoid it.

The bathroom is filled with hot air, and the air is filled with the smell of toiletries.Shanglu didn't bring it with him, so Ke Yu shared his own set with him.The water was rushing, and it was strange to speak at this time, and neither of them made a sound.Ke Yu took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket and lit it, watching the shadows outside the door in a daze.

The sound of water stopped.

Shanglu's voice was low and unnaturally hoarse, "Can you pass me the towel?"

Ke Yu reached for the towel from the outside, with his arms stretched out straight.Shanglu took it, and Ke Yu cleared his throat at the rustling noise, and said impatiently while biting his cigarette, "Hurry up."

"All right."

The voice becomes clearer as people get closer. In the dark, where the sight is deprived and only the hearing is left, it is extremely deep and sexy.

Ke Yu turned around subconsciously, and saw that Shanglu only wrapped his lower body with a bath towel, and the light swept across, clearly illuminating his mermaid line of pectoral and abdominal muscles.What an indescribably beautiful body.

"Why don't you wear clothes?"

"Let's go." Shanglu held his shoulders and gently pushed him away, "My pajamas are behind you."

The light was on, and a blue-veined arm grabbed the soft clothes on the back of the chair, and slowly shook them off.

"Turn around."

Ke Yu followed the order like a log, turned around obediently, and listened to Shanglu take off the bath towel and throw it on the chair, and put it on again.The electricity was cut off so that the winter would return to summer.The air was stuffy and humid, and even the breath became heavy and loud. Ke Yu was dizzy and couldn't help but turn around, "Are you alright?"

Phytophthora was holding the T-shirt with both hands and was about to put it on his head. The texture of his body became sexy because of this action. He felt that the shape, lines and sense of strength were stretched just right, like some kind of lazy hunting beast.He paused, and raised the corner of his lips helplessly: "Is that what you want to see?"

The light of the flashlight flickered, and Ke Yu lowered his eyes: "Look at the fart!"

Shanglu smiled, and finally put on the T-shirt, and brushed Ke Yu's hair as he passed by: "Brother Xiaodao, you are quite pure." After the words fell, the room fell into darkness.Shang Lu hesitated: "...Hello?"

Ke Yu walked past him calmly, biting a cigarette: "Stay by yourself."

The footsteps sounded from near to far, as if they were going upstairs.Shang Lu swallowed nervously: "Ke Yu, don't make trouble."

No one cares about him.

Ke Yu folded his arms and leaned against the corner of the stairs, watching Shanglu being trapped in the darkness and hesitating to take a step.After a while, Shang Lu seemed to be sure that Ke Yu had left, and stretched out his hand to tentatively grope in front of him.I felt empty.There was nothing in front of him, not even anything for him to grab or hold.

Ke Yu took a deep breath of cigarette, and hung down his hands with great interest to dust off the cigarette ash.

Shanglu couldn't touch anything, hesitated for a moment, and walked out.One step, two steps, three steps... Bang, the toe kicked some table leg.Ke Yu obviously saw him tremble in shock, and then stopped completely, just standing on the corner of the table that he had finally touched, and obediently remained motionless, as if he had grasped some great life-saving straw.

The condescending gaze gave Ke Yu an illusion.

It seems that the 1.9-meter-long Phytophthora looks like a child.

The passage of minutes and seconds elongated the silence.I don't know how long it has passed, until a cigarette has burned to the end.Standing still doesn't seem to be Pokemon's personality.Ke Yu reacted belatedly, his expression changed, he dropped his cigarette butt and rushed towards him: "Shanglu!"

The rushing impulse to embrace was still abruptly suppressed in the end, and he grabbed Shang Lu's hand—it was terribly cold.A person who just came out of the shower shouldn't be so cold.

Shang Lu trembled slightly, as if he had just woken up from a dream, he pulled the corners of his lips bluntly, and smiled silently.

Ke Yu held him tighter, feeling the cold wetness of his palm.It was all the cold sweat he just broke out.

Shang Lu couldn't see it, but he could see it. He could clearly see that Shang Lu's eyes were instinctively dilated, but he was so dazed that he couldn't capture any images.

"sorry."

"—Don't turn on the light." Shang Lu stopped him, and hugged Ke Yu tightly into his arms along his arms, and heard a muffled groan in pain.

The arm loosened for an instant, but he didn't let go.Shang Lu lowered his head, seeing nothing in his eyes, reading Ke Yu's existence only by breathing.He asked in a low voice, "Is the injury on your back still not healed?"

Ke Yu paused, "Okay."

"Then I..." Shanglu didn't finish his sentence, only two arms were clung to him with more and more force.Ke Yu was only stiff for a moment, but he didn't struggle in the end, and was obediently hugged tightly by Shanglu, his chest was pressed against each other, and the side of his neck was buried into his handsome face.

"Why are you so afraid of the dark?" Ke Yu teased lightly, putting his hands on his back.

The voice was muffled, and he said lightly: "When I was young, a housekeeper's child died. She felt that fate was unfair, so she hid me."

"Hidden?"

"Well, in the basement in the stairwell at home."

"and after?"

"I don't remember. My eldest sister said that I was asleep when the police found me."

Ke Yu curled her lips, "How old were you?"

"Four years old."

"So nice."

Shang Lu sounded a little depressed: "Then I kept having nightmares."

"Night blindness has something to do with this?"

"No, this is innate."

"The last time you were locked in the closet with me, why weren't you so nervous?"

"Because you are here." After a pause, "Because I know you are by my side, and I can still see your face vaguely, so I don't feel nervous."

Ke Yu was sweating from being hugged by him, and moved: "Have you hugged enough?"

Shanglu answered quickly: "Not enough."

"Brother," Ke Yu teased, "Although I did something wrong today, it's not an excuse for you to push forward."

Shanglu had no choice but to let him go.Ke Yu illuminated it with a light, accompanied him back to the room, and then searched in the cabinets around. After a long while, he finally found half a red candle. Out of the candlestick, stood on the bedside of Phytolacca.

"This is the candle my grandma used to pray to God and Buddha." Ke Yu joked, the fiery red candle light danced, and his smile had a kind of indifferent tenderness.

Shanglu called him in a low voice: "Teacher Ke."

"Ok?"

"If one day I make a romance movie, I want to include the blackout scene."

The hot and humid winter night in the south, the rain before the typhoon, the broken current, the bathroom with fragrance, a flashlight on, a man smoking a cigarette against the door frame, an atmosphere of trying to hide and not talking.

Ke Yu was silent, as if he was really under the camera, sweating profusely from his body.He straightened up from the candlestick: "... up to you."

He went downstairs, took a cold shower in the dark, opened the door again, and stood at the door blowing the wind for a few minutes.

The rain stopped, and the full moon was reflected in the accumulated water on the road. On the distant seashore, there were huge waves under the wind.He smoked a cigarette quietly, feeling that the restlessness in his body had cooled down.

I used to think it was difficult to like someone, but now I know that it is also difficult to pretend not to like someone.

It is not known how long this blackout will last.

When I woke up the next morning, the weather seemed to be showing signs of improvement.The air is filled with the unique freshness after the rain, mixed with the faint smell of the ocean.The clouds were blown away, revealing a milky white sky.Ke Yu's first reaction was to check the phone's battery level—at least it was fully charged.There was no one in the small room, so Ke Yu went downstairs and saw Shanglu squatting at the door, teasing a little native dog.

"Why do you get up so early?" He squatted down, stretched out his hand to the puppy, and said "Morning".

Shang Lu laughed when he heard it, "Dogs have a good morning, but people?"

Ke Yu put his shoulders on his shoulders and stood up: "Dogs have good morning, people have breakfast - I will take you to eat after I wash up. There is a seafood soup with kway teow that is delicious."

When I looked in the mirror, my hair was unbearably disheveled, but there was an uncontrollable smile in my eyes.The mood is as good as the weather.Ke Yu smiled to herself and shook her head: "Compared to a dog."

He usually wears simple clothes, and when he returns to his hometown, he is dressed in Uniqlo from head to toe, with a hooded sweater, sweatpants and canvas shoes, and a fisherman hat pressed against his face, which looks soft and comfortable.The wooden door was locked, and Shanglu followed him through the narrow alley.

The warning of the typhoon made the islanders flustered. There are busy figures moving goods and nailing wooden frames everywhere, but life still has to be lived. There are many stalls that should be placed on both sides of the road. Fresh fruits and vegetables are filled in baskets and dustpans, and red buckets There are river fish swimming in it, and sea fish and shellfish are neatly stacked.It’s still an old steelyard, electric vehicles are flexible and crowded, and the voices of bargaining are Chaoshan dialect, so Shanglu can only listen to the excitement.He turned his head to look at Ke Yu, who was not wearing a mask for the first time, and a star face was exposed frankly.

When we arrived at the intersection, we turned into the alley again. There were a few round tables set up outside the simple facade of a family, and there were already customers patronizing.Ke Yu walked into the house and called "Uncle Zhong" in Chaoshan dialect.There is a big pot embedded in the huge stove, and the man behind the pot looked up, "Dao Dao!"

When he shouted, all the diners looked back, Ke Yu raised his fingers and hissed, "Two bowls of seafood soup with kway teow."

He picked an unoccupied table and sat down, and poured Shanglu tea.Chaoshan people drink tea wherever they go, from opening their eyes to closing them, from early morning to late at night.

"I used to help here before." Ke Yu looked at Shanglu with his chin propped up, his eyes covered by the brim of his hat, and Shanglu rolled up his roll for him, revealing his careless eyes.

"The last time I went to your house, I thought you couldn't cook?"

"I'm not very good at it. Occasionally, I just try the recipe when I feel like it. When I was a child, I just helped grind the rice milk here, and helped pack it when making rice rolls."

"Hiring child labor is against the law." Phytophthora lowered his voice.

Ke Yu laughed, "How naive, young master, if he doesn't hire me, I can't even afford to go to school."

"Your grandma..."

Ke Yu's smile faded a little, and when the steaming seafood soup was served, he handed Shang Lu his chopsticks, "Eat first."

The seafood soup is filled with fresh shrimp, mussels, clams and oyster meat. The soup is clear and fragrant.

"Are you used to eating?" Ke Yu asked.

"Yeah." Shang Lu replied to him, feeling that a mouthful of seafood soup would iron his whole body from the inside out.Actions speak louder than words, he ate cleanly, Ke Yu teased with his chin in hand: "If only I had a younger brother as obedient as you."

Shang Lu ignored him, and after paying the money and walking to the street, he gently hooked Ke Yu's finger: "Don't be my brother."

Ke Yu raised his heart to his heart, and moved his fingers to pull it away, Shang Lu bent deeper and held it tighter.

The two became like hooking fingers and running side by side.

"Release." Ke Yu ordered in a low voice.

"Don't be nervous." Shanglu let go obediently, "When will I be able to lead you into the street openly?"

"I'm a star——" Ke Yu stopped talking and raised his head. Shang Lu seemed to be smiling but not a smile. He blushed a little, and changed his words pretending to be calm: "Who are you? Why should I ask you to hold me?"

Shanglu didn't answer him.The two walked back to the alley and drove. Ke Yu connected to Bluetooth and found the favorite location in the APP, "follow the navigation."

Nearly forty kilometers of road, located in the mountains.

Before nine o'clock in the morning, there was no one on the coastal road.The sky here changes every moment. The sky that was still clear in the morning is now covered with overcast clouds, and even the sea water looks turbid.

"Your movie is about gamblers, so I'm taking you to meet a real gambler today."

The winding mountain road went higher and higher. Because of the strong wind, the windmills all over the mountain had stopped running, and they only stood huge and silent, like mechanical monsters.

"The madness of the gambler described in your script is too floating. There are those who gambled to the point of bankruptcy and jumped off the roof of the building, but they are usually big bosses from the mainland. There is also a kind of gambler who has no money and is a sewer A pig and a dog in a maggot mud pit, he will not jump off a building, and he would rather die than live. He would rather be cut off by a loan shark, force his wife to sell her, and hide in the dark. Bet." Ke Yu said calmly, then turned to face Shanglu: "I'll take you to meet him today."

More than half an hour later, the car stopped silently in front of a white building.Seeing a car coming, the security guard came out to inquire, and his guarded face turned into a polite smile: "Mr. Ke."

Ke Yu nodded, Shang Lu followed him into the courtyard, and a man in a nurse's uniform greeted him: "Hello, Mr. Ke." Looking at Shang Lu, "This is..."

"You don't have to worry about it."

The nurse nodded, "Uncle Liang is in the activity room."

The building is very old, but it can be seen that it has been renovated.The style is still an old-fashioned Soviet-style row office building, which looks like a factory building and a school.The layout is very strange, the promenades facing the outside are next to each other, with only small windows and doors.

"Only the outermost room can see the sky. Every month, the patients with the best performance have the opportunity to move into these rooms, and the others are in the windowless room." Ke Yu introduced it casually, and even smiled: "Isn't it scientific?"

The nurse smiled and nodded: "Yes, we follow a completely scientific treatment method to inspire every patient to actively save themselves and prove themselves."

... Patient?Shang Lu erased the idea that this is a nursing home, and asked in a low voice: "What disease?"

The nurse opened her eyes in doubt, and then smiled politely: "It's a mental illness, sir, we are a mental hospital."

Passing through the atrium, a huge Roman-style clock-shaped doorway appeared in front of you. The white exterior wall looked clean and simple, but combined with the Soviet-style style just now, it just felt weird.The doorway was nearly 30 meters deep, and Shanglu followed behind, inevitably looking up at the tightly sealed roof of the cave.The place above is the ward that Ke Yu referred to as the sunless ward.

Through the doorway, a staircase appears on the left.On the second floor, the nurse greeted the security guard on duty, and wrote down the time and visitors in the register.The window was opened very high, and it was only with Shanglu's stature that he could get a glimpse of it.There were seven or eight people sitting in twos and threes inside, some were slobbering, and some gathered in twos and threes to talk loudly.A mechanical mental comfort video was playing on the TV, and the screen was fluorescently flickering. The eyes of the few people watching the TV were dull.

"This is our activity room. Patients take turns to relax here for an hour every day. They can play cards, chat, and watch TV. Of course, some patients are not suitable for social activities, so they cannot appear here." Nurse Introduced, knocking on a narrow glass door: "Take Uncle Liang to Room [-]."

Like visiting prison.

It's just about visiting relatives.

The No. 1 room for visiting relatives is separated by glass, with a large "[-]" written on it in red paint, which has been peeled off, and half of the room is painted green. The nurse smiled and said: "As we all know, green can make people feel better." A color that calms down."

After a while, an old man who was described as rickety was ushered in by another male nurse.He was thin, unusually thin, so thin that he should have been in rehab.Walking tremblingly, with one hand half-raised, trembling unceasingly, the other hand...but there was only one arm left, which was severed from the wrist abruptly, and after many years, only a bowl was left The round scar on the mouth.The old man walked into the room, raised his head, his cloudy eyes hidden behind the gray hair burst into light, and suddenly stepped forward and hugged Ke Yu's legs: "Talk! Chat! I'm not sick, you let them let me out! I'm not sick..."

I'm old, and I don't have the same control over my body as before, and the effort of a few words is already so ugly that I burst into tears.

Shanglu wanted to pull him away, but Ke Yu raised his hand to stop him, and the male nurse skillfully pulled him up and fixed him on the armchair.

"The doctor didn't say you were cured, how could I pick you up?" Ke Yu sat down opposite him, with his hands folded under his chin, observing him with interest, "I haven't seen you for a few months, do you look better?" few."

"I'm not sick, I'm not mentally ill, you know..." The old man named Uncle Liang repeated this sentence nervously, "It was you! It was you who said I was sick and sent me in... I'm not sick, I I'm not sick, I'm not mentally ill..." The brown eyes flickered hollowly in the already yellowed whites, "I'm not sick, you sent me here to torture me... Six years, six years, enough nagging..."

Ke Yu looked at him tenderly: "Grandpa, you are talking nonsense again, why would I send you in on purpose? Could it be that I can collude with so many hospitals, so many doctors and nurses?"

Uncle Liang trembled, with cloudy doubts flashing in his eyes, he murmured: "Yes, yes... no, no—"

Shang Lu was taken aback, seeing him hugging his head and starting to bang on the table.He looked at Ke Yu, Ke Yu smiled softly, with a smile in his eyes, but exuded a cold and disgusted aura all over his body.

A hand was stuck to the cold leg.Warm and generous hands.Ke Yu trembled almost imperceptibly, and looked back at Shanglu.Shanglu frowned and shook his head slightly at him.

Ke Yu panicked for a moment.

He shouldn't have brought Shang Lu here... Why did he bring Shang Lu to see these things, why did he let him see this unbearable beast and his own ignorant means of disregarding human relations?No, Shanglu will definitely be disappointed with him.From the beginning to the end, the Ke Yu he saw...was so good.The posture and wrist are easy to handle, the carelessness is calm, the skin is very good, the starlight of the stars.

He likes him, as much as the fans do, in his shiny, normal side.

If he sees him like this... the despicable, humble, cowardly and despicable him, the one in a dark corner that never gets sunlight, will he run away, or... continue to like him.

He is the one with the neurosis.

He is crazy to have such delusional assumptions.

Why should he continue to like him?He is a lofty young master, a genius with unparalleled talent. He is young, innocent, focused, confident, and calm. He doesn't even need to settle for a mattress. Why do you like him?

"Nah... If you let me go out, I will treat Ah Hua well, and I will never gamble again!"

The old man's words were like the hooting sound in the pigsty, which brought him back to his sanity.

"It's late," Ke Yu said softly, "Ah Hua doesn't recognize you anymore."

Not only do you not recognize you, but you no longer recognize yourself, put the name "Ahua" on another woman, put it on the nurse, do everything possible to treat her well, give her sweets, and buy her clothes.Holding the shroud and looking at it for a long time, I didn't recognize the beautiful pattern that I embroidered stitch by stitch...it was "Hua".

"That's what you said at the beginning, and you forced her to sell it the next day."

With outsiders present, Uncle Liang flinched in embarrassment, "I was obsessed with ghosts at that time..."

"It was your obsession that brought me to Macau to sell to the Thai guys, didn't you?"

Shang Lu suddenly raised his head and stared at Ke Yu, "What did you say?"

"When I was 14, he said he would take me to Macau to work and earn more than the mainland. He said that Macau was considered an adult at the age of 14, and it was not considered a child laborer. The slum outside the Lisboa Casino on Macau Island has countless prostitutes. Gambling usury, he took me there and left me there in exchange for [-] gambling money."

Uncle Liang lowered his head, and after a while, he smiled flatteringly: "Look, didn't you run out? At that time, I knew you must be promising! Naocha, look at you, you are dressed well and eat well, don't you?" Do big business outside and become a big boss?"

"Shut up!"

But it was not Keyu, but Shanglu.He looked at Uncle Liang coldly, his tall figure was like a mountain, pressing down on him so darkly that he couldn't even straighten his neck. He only stared at him with a pair of hanging eyes, and bluffed: "You, what are you?" thing?"

"The sale of children is a crime."

The 14-year-old Ke Yu ran wildly in the endless dark alleys of Macau Island. His shoes fell off, his palms were scratched, and his toenails were turned over. Passed by the vicious loan sharks, and ran to the customs in a hurry based on memory and street signs.

Nine-year-old Shang Lu had nothing to do at his father's banquet.The gambling card jointly bought by the merchant and others is officially listed for operation, the champagne crystal lamp, his suit, trousers and tie are neatly tied, and he feels that the orchestra tonight is not melodious enough, and he can't pronounce the flat tongue and the Tongue raised, the teacher will definitely hit him.

29-year-old Ke Yu showed him the most embarrassing scars, and couldn't help but smile inwardly when he heard the words "trafficking children is a crime".He was not wrong, just naive. The 24-year-old Shang Lu is still innocent, so well protected innocent.

"A 14-year-old is not considered a child." Uncle Liang hooked his shoulders and chuckled, "Besides, it's not his own. It's very kind to feed him and wear him to this age. Hey, pretty boy, what, Are you the nagging one?" When he really laughed, he realized that he was missing several teeth, but he still had a gold tooth that had oxidized and turned black, which made his obscene smile even more obscene.

"Don't be shy, our family is pretty, I know," Uncle Liang scratched his hair, "otherwise it won't be worth the price. It's great to go to Thailand, Dao Dao! The guests there are all ghosts, you know Well, the dick is big and easy to pay, you're not losing money—”

boom!

Uncle Liang was kicked to the ground even the chair and the table.The table was pressing on him, pressing on his frail chest, he gasped and groaned, "...a broken rib... a broken rib... come here, someone beat, beat, beat—— Before he could say a word, he whimpered and rolled his eyes, and was kicked in the chest by Shanglu again, and passed out in pain.