Inner entertainment first vase

As night fell, lights were turned on in the caravan transformed from the bus.

From the point of view of structure and function, although the sparrow is small, it has all kinds of internal organs. Two 1.2-meter single beds are placed side by side with car windows, and a thin half-iron window is used as a partition in the middle. It is adjacent to the restaurant, but facing such a magnificent scenery, a fool would eat in the car.In addition, there is a study work room, which has two laptops that cannot be connected to the Internet for two people to work on.

Before dinner, the islanders who were in charge of the diet for the past five days came to ask about their taboos and favorite foods. Ke Yu vomited for a day, had no appetite and urgently needed to replenish electrolytes, so he ordered a Caesar salad and Xianning soda.He was a vegetarian, and Phytophagophyta accompanied him to be a vegetarian. In the end, the two of them sat on the ground by the cliff, gnawing on the purple cabbage and lettuce leaves in their hands in the sea breeze.

"You will go for five days as soon as you leave. Can Xiao Wen feel relieved? It seems that she is not in a very good condition. "

"Things can't be solved in these five days." Shang Lu's eyes were full of worry, but he looked at it lightly. "Besides, my elder brother can solve it by himself."

"I didn't expect your elder brother to be a serious heterosexual, but he would be beaten with a stick." Ke Yu inserted half a quail egg and joked: "If he really fights to the end, your father will let you inherit the family business, you what to do?"

Shang Lu looked indifferent, as if he was not troubled by it: "Let Ming Xian worry about it."

But doing it is far from easy.Ming Xian is not in good health, and has reached the limit of his energy in managing the casino and hotel. If Shang Shao and Shang Yiye really fall out, then there are only two choices before Shang Shaoye: 30. Shang Lu's conscience finds out the truth Two, a few years, ten years or even two or three decades before his death, he compromised with Shang Shao and admitted that woman who would bring endless political risks.

This situation of choosing one from the other was not only foreseeable by Shang Xiye, but also by Shang Lu and Shang Shao, and even Yu Sasha knew it clearly.Shang Lu's belief in the film and his personal opinions are so strong that everyone bets on it. It is better to expect Shang Shao to change his mind and manage the group faster than to expect him to change his mind.

Therefore, even though Shang Xiye is now holding the big stick high, he is getting old and can't count on Shang Lu, so how much time can he spend on the issue of heirs?

"If the love between Big Brother and Sasha is really as risky as you said, if he wants to fight to the end, his child may not be recognized." Ke Yu sat cross-legged, poking a fork in the wooden salad bowl boredly. After a few moments, he raised his head again and looked at the stars on the sea: "At that time, you will still be forced to have a baby."

He didn't hear Shang Lu's response, turned his face away, but saw the rare hesitation on Shang Lu's face.

"Hey," Ke Yu laughed, "What's your expression? Don't tell me you're going back to get married after leaving the island, or..." He held the metal fork, "Have you had an illegitimate child in the past two years? "

"Continue to edit." Shang Lu said coldly.

"If you have to get married, will I never be able to become a regular?" Ke Yu put down the bowl, rested his chin on his knees, and kept looking at the sea, "Well... I will wish you happiness, Then walk away."

Shanglu's eyes moved, and he spit out two words dryly: "You dare."

"I didn't dare before, but now I dare. I even thought about being your underground lover for the rest of my life. I don't want a title, I don't want to see the light, I don't need to admit it, I just want you." In Shanglu's blurred vision, Ke Yu smiled slightly In a daze: "I won't now, I'm wrong, we either stay together, or we won't see each other again for the rest of our lives."

Shang Lu suddenly whispered, "Come here, I can't see you clearly."

Yes, with the setting of the sun, the rising of the moon and stars, the light and night here have become a deep and vast dark blue, and Shanglu needs a lot of effort to capture the content in Ke Yu's eyes.

As expected, Ke Yu moved a little towards him, the stars were dotted in his eyes, and they came into Shang Lu's line of sight very close.

"You mean," Shang Lu paused to relieve the unreasonable sting in his heart, "you don't love me anymore now."

"No," Ke Yu pursed her lips and shook her head slightly: "It's the same, but the me two years ago was weaker than I am now, and I have to hold you to have the confidence to live on. Now I,... say so It's strange, probably because I have absorbed too much strength from the matter of 'loving you', and I can live this life well with the pain of losing you."

"You are still unfair to me as always," Shang Lu hooked his lips, "Leave me two years because I am too good, and leave me two years later because I gave you the strength to regain your strength. I Should I imprison you, belittle you, and make you rely on me like Tang Ye, so that you won't just walk away?"

"Brother Lu Lu, you haven't heard the story of my seven years in those years, have you?" Ke Yu leaned close to him, pressed his forehead against him, held his side face with his right hand, and stroked him gently, "I think , I'm ready to tell you."

He cheered up, let go of pokeweed, picked up the unfinished salad and glass from the grass, and said in a relaxed tone, "I'm going to take a shower."

On a winter day near the equator in the southern hemisphere, he took a cold shower. When he came out, he saw Phytophthora sitting with his knees bent against the wall, flipping a small book in his hand, and looking intently through the glasses.

The way he reads is always very young, still like a student.Ke Yu often forgets that he is 29, and he is 34. He has reached the age when he first met him and fell in love with him.A 24-year-old man will fall in love with a 29-year-old man, because that is the best age of the other party, and a 29-year-old man may not be able to fall in love with a 34-year-old man, because that is his own best age.

"You remind me of life in a university dormitory." Ke Yu wiped his hair, and when he passed him, he brought a burst of refreshing and cold water vapor.Shanglu slept on the outside, and he slept on the inside. The movements of plugging in the power cord and drooping hair were clearly transmitted through the thin partition.

Shang Lu put down his book, listened quietly for a while, got up and walked to Ke Yu, stood and watched him blow his hair. A few seconds later, he took the hair dryer from Ke Yu and passed his hand through his soft, semi-wet black hair. Hair, blow it up for him.

Ke Yu sat with her knees bent, obediently.The wind was very loud, and neither of them spoke, only listening to the hair dryer in their ears mixing with the waves outside the car window.

"Okay." Shang Lu said, unplugging the power.

"Okay, then let's tell a story." Ke Yu said, patted the bed beside him.But Shanglu didn't sit over, but just leaned against the car body carelessly, looking down at Ke Yu.

"I don't seem to have anything to say," Ke Yu organized his words, "The last time,... no, it was two years ago, I said everything I should say, imprisonment, threats, whipping, physical torture, spiritual training... Last time, in London, on the bed of..." He shrugged and lowered his eyelashes, "you asked me those obscene words, and although I didn't answer them directly, you must have understood them all. With your intelligence, you must have already Spelled out the truth myself, but I wanted to tell you very briefly today—”

"I met him in a private art movie theater. He asked me if I wanted to be a star. I rejected him, but my uncle Mei Zhongliang owed too much usury. I had to make quick money and a lot of money. Money, besides selling drugs, only the mainland entertainment industry in the world can do it.” Ke Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, “He is my boss and I am his employee. Knowing Uncle Mei’s entanglement with me, he helped me build a nursing home, and helped me pay Uncle Mei’s debts. I knew something was wrong...but I didn’t expect it to be so wrong. The first time...the first time was the company’s annual meeting, he gave I was drugged, but it wasn't rape, it was..."

"Needless to say." Shanglu stood up straight, and after a while, stretched out his hand from his trouser pocket, stroked Ke Yu's black hair, then squatted down, and found Ke Yu who was always looking down at the ground. Eyes: "I know it all, you don't have to tell me yourself."

"I want to tell you, I'm ready to tell you," Ke Yu swallowed, and pressed his fingers on the edge of the bed nervously, "I can do it."

"It was the first time he gave it to me," Ke Yu's eyes shrank fiercely for a moment, as if being pierced by a needle in his fingertips, and then he took a quick and short breath before continuing, "I took a lot of photos, threaten me."

"According to my agency contract, if these photos without showing his face are exposed, I will not only face all business and film contract compensation, but also the company's liquidated damages, lawsuits,... the sky-high price of nearly [-] million. I don't have any The ability to terminate the contract, and grandma has already lived in his nursing home, I can't leave," the heels of my palms tightly covered my eyes to hide the hollow burning in them: "...I'm sorry, I really can't leave."

"It's useless to call the police." Ke Yu took a deep breath, relieving the deep guilt: "I have no evidence, my mobile phone will be confiscated every time, and I have to wash it clean before leaving the hotel Leaving his house, even if I go to the police with whips all over my body, there is no evidence to prove that he did it, even if, even if the police go to his house with a search warrant, the surveillance will disappear before they arrive... not to mention grandma In his hand."

"I know," Shanglu said calmly, "I'm not that naive." He paused, leaned up and kissed Ke Yu's lips: "Don't feel guilty, you didn't do anything wrong to anyone, especially me."

"He is sick, more than that kind of sexual fetish, so many years, between me and him is like a tug-of-war, not so much that he wants to fuck me, it is better to say that he wants me to rely on him spiritually, worship him, Surrender to him, he wants to see me give up everything and surrender, wants to see me willingly kneel beside him and lick his feet... although he attributes it all to love."

"So... don't compare him with you anymore, he doesn't deserve it, and he never deserves it."

"Okay." Shang Lu briefly promised.

"I want to tell you, but at that time I was too afraid of losing you, and I also felt that one day you would break up with me peacefully. Did you make a strange call? The other party said you made a wrong call," Ke Yu shook his head half-crying and half-smiling, and mocked himself incoherently: "What am I talking about, you must have received many calls like this—"

"remember."

Ke Yu suddenly looked up at him.

"The day you and I finish the house transfer procedures."

"Why do you remember?"

"Because I was thinking about you at the time, I subconsciously thought it was you who made the call, but in the end I found out that it wasn't, and I was very disappointed."

"It's not me, it's Yuno,... I stimulated him to play. The two bets I mentioned last time were made that day. I want to force him to tell you all this, mentally blind, no A legitimate abnormal relationship... It's like tossing a coin, right and wrong, and it's settled at that moment."

"But I didn't answer."

"What will happen if you accept it?"

Shanglu thought carefully, and the car became quiet, and Ke Yu waited for his answer.

"I don't know. I just got together at that time, maybe there was a grudge in my heart, so I chose to break up and return to the state of friends and cooperation."

Ke Yu didn't know whether to be lucky or sad.

"Maybe I won't mind, and I will swear to protect you better in the future," Shang Lu held his face and gently stroked Ke Yu's eyes with his fingertips, "But Yu Ye didn't make a bet with you, you didn't let him If he finds the fun of playing games, he may become even crazier, wanting to destroy you completely, and expose the photos for the whole world to see."

"and then?"

"And then... it's hard for me to guess, maybe it's going to be okay, maybe it's going to be bad, and it's going to end up in a mess, maybe you're going to hide yourself again, disappear from the world, ... I don't know, if the pressure is coming from all directions , I'm not sure we'll make it through."

He is always so rational, but reason gives Ke Yu a sense of security, because he knows that he never lies, never promises indiscriminately, and every word he utters is resounding, with a clear conscience and a beginning and an end.

"After the score, I received an email, which said you and Tang Ye, in Nanshan Island, you got into his car."

"I ran away."

"Really?" Shang Lu smiled, as if encouraging his courage, with a softly coaxing tone.

"Drunk, he said that he came to cash in the bet and let me recognize my destiny."

"Did you yell at him to go?"

Ke Yu gasped after holding his breath, laughed, and nodded vigorously: "I kicked him several times and bit off half of his ear."

Shang Lu raised his eyes in surprise, and then smiled: "It's amazing."

The two laughed together, softly.

"Sometimes I think, it would be great if I hadn't encountered these things." Ke Yu covered Shanglu's hands with his palm, and put his face on his palm, "If I didn't have these things, I would have met you cleanly, ... No, if it weren't for these things, I wouldn't have met you."

"Then we won't meet." Shanglu said calmly.

Ke Yu choked suddenly, opened his eyes, and just looked at him for a moment, as if he forgot to blink.

"It's no good meeting me," Shang Lu wiped away his tears, "Ke Yu, if you meet me, you need to be abandoned by your parents twice, you need to face loan sharks and sexual harassment, and you need to endure the torture of mental blindness , You need to be imprisoned and whipped by Yuno for seven years, you need to be hopelessly scolded and spread rumors in the entertainment industry for seven years-you need to pay so much and go through so much suffering in exchange for meeting me, then I would rather you not Change."

"You will have a good life, your parents didn't abandon you, or your teacher didn't abandon you, or Mei Zhongliang is a gentleman, he and grandma love you and protect you, you will grow up smoothly, you don't need to work illegally , will not be harassed, no heart blindness, 140 in mathematics in the college entrance examination, admitted to a good university, read your favorite major, become a good teacher, or become a lawyer, a doctor, or a stable bank staff--"

Ke Yu's heart ached uncontrollably, tears streaming down her eyes.

"You see a movie I made in the cinema, and you think it sucks, or you like it so much. When you leave the cinema, your girlfriend holds your arm and complains that you have fallen asleep watching it. I am attending this screening. , we passed each other, only once in this life."

Tears dripped on the sheets, leaving a dark mark.Ke Yu has never cried like this in his life, but shed tears quietly and non-stop. He is like an aquatic animal who has come to a land that does not belong to him, and can only breathe in vain and despair.Oxygen is gradually lost.

Shang Lu hooked his lips, "If you don't meet me, you will live happily and smoothly, and you will have your own marriage and children, then don't meet me, and you don't need to meet me, okay? If you have a next life , someone asked you to choose this way, don’t be so stupid, Phytolacca is nothing good, he is not a gift in your life, when you reincarnate, you close your eyes, forget me from your heart, and go to the smoothest and most happy life."

"If there is a time machine, I will take my memory back to the past, back to the time you were born, and let you be born in a happy and complete family. I will take the memory of love and watch you grow up well, Going to college, making a girlfriend, and then at the moment when I was destined to pass by you, I changed into my best suit and my best smile. We passed by, our eyes met, and we ended up like strangers Turn away. You hold your girlfriend's hand and walk past me, that's all we have in this life."

The author has something to say: BGM is probably Leslie Cheung's "May You Decide"