Inner entertainment first vase

"I'm fine in my heart," Shang Lu clasped his wrist, "Don't think about it."

Ke Yu asked: "How many photos and videos have you seen?"

Shanglu couldn't help but said in general: "Not many."

Ke Yu asked cruelly, "Will you let me see it too?"

Shang Lu suddenly understood the meaning of not turning on the light, because only in this way could he not see him clearly, his eyes, his expression, his body that was still trembling even though he gritted his teeth.

"Ke Yu," Shang Lu paused, his voice was tight, "Don't do this."

Ke Yu smiled, and turned his face to the high-altitude night outside the window, "Actually, no matter which one it is, I have seen it. When I was shooting, sometimes I was sober and sometimes not sober, and he would force me to see it."

He'd pinch his chin and say in a fascinated tone, "Baby, look at your slut." Those pictures were ugly, bruised, like a slave to desire, nothing like him in his clothes people.Yuno would keep repeating: "Your fans must not know that you look like this when you take off your clothes. Look at you, how can you make them like you like this?"

This is Tang Ye's spiritual training, which makes people feel colder than a whip, the cold seeping from the bones.

He wants a real slave who is absolutely submissive from spirit, psychology to training, and it is best to enshrine him like a god.

Sometimes Ke Yu couldn't help thinking that Tang Ye's interest in him for several years was probably because he was too stubborn, so stubborn that he could still remain indifferent to these humiliating trash talk day after day.Who has listened to the "badness" for two thousand days, can he really think that he is so cheap?

"When I was in Lijiang, you lied to me that the cat scratched my back, but it was actually his whip. In Nanshan Island, we were together," Shanglu resisted the dizziness in front of his eyes. The retribution of Yue not being able to sleep, "You still have the scar he gave you on your back."

It's more of a metaphor than a statement.

Yes, they are together, and they still carry the wound bestowed by Yuno, the wound has not healed for a long time, and the bruises have lasted for a long time, like an ugly medal, which declares that he has a guilty conscience that has changed from time to time.

"Well," Ke Yu turned back from the night, but still didn't look at Shanglu, "That day at your house, you lost your composure because you saw this, right?"

Shang Lu did not deny it, but his tone was unprecedentedly urgent, as if Ke Yu would misunderstand him if he spoke slowly, "Yes, but not because of the content, but because it was too sudden and I was not prepared, I—"

"You got used to it so quickly," Ke Yu recalled that night when Shanglu sneaked over and hugged him, "I saw the photos and knew what happened, so I didn't dare to ask me what was going on, what happened to Yuye and I If it happened, I couldn’t wait to forgive me.”

"I don't need to know what's going on with you and him, that's not important," Shanglu said forcefully, word by word, "That's your past with him, although I really want to know your past, happy I'll laugh with you, and coax you if you're unhappy, but you have your freedom, the relationship between you and him, whether it's love, forced to trade, or love after love, If you don't want to tell me, you don't have to tell me for the rest of your life."

The room was very quiet, and he couldn't breathe calmly after hearing Shanglu's speech.

He just had an instinctive intuition, and he had to work hard to convince him right now, without any room for turning around.

"Ke Yu, others may not understand, but you will understand that your past does not determine how I love you. If it is not me today, but another person, I hope you will remember this sentence, one A man's past does not determine how he should be loved."

"I understand." Ke Yu said quietly.

Although he felt that he should breathe a sigh of relief, Shang Lu still had a secret anxiety in his heart, as if telling him not to be happy too early.He hooked his lips, and there was tenderness in his eyes: "Now that you understand, come here, okay?"

She couldn't help but act coquettishly: "I'm so tired, give me a hug."

After everything was said and done, Ke Yu was also convinced by him. He didn't have any lingering feelings for Yuno, and he didn't like the pleasure of being abused. I think such tenderness is boring and boring.

Shang Lu thought that he could finally have a good and real sleep, hugged Ke Yu tightly, hugged him, hooked him, kissed him, and whispered all the worries of this month with tenderness in his ears, Make an appointment with the business for a new time——

"let's break up."

Shang Lu's smile froze on his face after only half of it appeared, and it was only a second. He didn't seem to understand the weight of Ke Yu's words, and the corners of his raised lips pressed down, "Don't make such a joke. "

"Because I knew you were busy, Mingbao called me at night and kept crying with me. She said, she secretly told me a secret. She and Zhongping have been together for a long time. She asked me why Zhongping lied to her, saying They have only kissed but never had sex. Is it true that Zhong Ping actually likes the way of stimulating pain? When she asked me, I felt very distressed, and I told her no. At that moment, I suddenly realized that I actually want to She is not the one who comforts me. Ming Bao doesn't understand anything, so he can cry and ask me like this, but you can't."

"I--"

"Shanglu, in fact, you understand that you didn't come to ask me, not because you don't care or mind. It's not because you don't have these questions, it's not that you don't want to know the answer, it's because you are afraid." Ke Yu blinked hard, "You understand better than anyone else. If I know about this, I will leave. So you have to keep it from me forever."

Shanglu closed his eyes.Is it because of lack of sleep?He felt his heart sinking continuously and straightly.

"After hanging up Ming Bao's phone call, I kept thinking, what kind of mood do you use to see me lying to you, seeing me telling you to be brave, that the Internet is full of rumors, that I have never served him, and that I have not had any improper relationship with him? Lu Lu," Ke Yu called him like this, "what kind of love does it take to support you to watch me lie for a lifetime?"

"I can." His pale lips moved, Shang Lu said coldly and stubbornly, "I can."

Ke Yu smiled bleakly: "But I already know, you have seen the most disrespectful me, you have to love me, and love me together with the most disrespectful me."

If possible, I really hope that his life is a castle in the air, they just met in the clouds, and Shang Lu will never know that his roots buried deep in the ground have long been corrupt and rotten.

But how can there be such a good thing in the world?From then on, whenever Shang Lu saw this beautiful pavilion, he would think of its rotten roots.

"Ke Yu, you can't be so cruel to me." Shanglu suddenly became anxious.He was afraid of Ke Yu's calm appearance all the time, as if everything had been decided unilaterally, and waiting here was just to inform him. "It's not something I want to see. I see it. Even if I take my eyes out now, it's still in my mind. You can't break up with me because of this," Shang Lu took a step forward, trying to hold Ke Yu, asked in a hoarse voice: "...what do you want me to do?"

But he couldn't see clearly, and his hand was missing.

At the moment of failure, there was a moment of blankness on his always determined face, his eyes were weakly focused, and he said anxiously: "You have to be reasonable, and you can't leave me because of this. What did I do wrong?" He didn't hide it well at all, he paused, his throat rolled, "...what did I do wrong?"

Ke Yu felt like falling into an ice cellar under his blank questioning, and had to grit his teeth tightly to stop the trembling all over his body.Yes, what did Shanglu do wrong again?Is it just because he is too perfect and loves so purely that the cowardly and filthy him looks so pale by comparison, so he must be made to suffer this kind of pain?

"Don't leave me, baby, you can't, you can't..." Shanglu held the corner of the table, endured the black dizziness in front of his eyes, "You can't do this to me, I don't agree, I don't agree...don't Walk."

Why didn't Teacher Ke come over and hug him?

Like in his hometown that day, there was a power outage and the wind was very loud. He stood still and did not dare to act rashly. It was Ke Yu who came over desperately to hold him back.

Like in a variety show, even though he knew that the mobile phone can turn on the light, he still walked through the long dirt road with potholes under the starry night to give him a flashlight that he had prepared in advance.

"Ke Yu," Shanglu felt that the darkness in front of him was getting thicker and thicker, almost taking away all his sight, "Mr. Ke,... I can't see," he said anxiously, pleading cautiously, "Come here , come to me, okay?"

Ke Yu looked up and took a deep breath, pressed her fingertips under her eyes, then walked over, wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.

The light was still off, but Shanglu's body tensed for a moment, then suddenly relaxed and settled down.The dimness of vision mobilized other senses more sensitively, Shang Lu was entangled with the tip of his tongue, and only then did he feel as if he was in another world.It seems that they haven't kissed deeply for a long time. There is no occasion, no time, and they just kiss lightly every day.

Keyu's breath is tobacco-sweet, with a coldness soaked in air-conditioning.

But his skill and enthusiasm are fiery.

The tip of the tongue penetrated deep, curling around him, wrapping around him, licking the sensitive palate.Shanglu was only slightly stunned, then turned back to the guest, and hugged him even more eagerly.Breathing in an unreasonable mess, he stroked Ke Yu's back, "Baby..." The volume of the word was very low, and the ending sound disappeared between each other's lips and tongues.

The movement of unbuttoning the clothes with fingers is so flexible, I don’t know why I remembered the words that Lao Du asked on the set, “You practice so well, your girlfriend must love it?”

What did Shanglu return? "He's more reserved."

It is an answer that makes people smile unconsciously every time they think about it.

Ke Yu thought, he is not restrained at all.

The metal buckles of the belt clinked in the night.

"Ke Yu—" Shang Lu held his hand, and his voice was still calm despite the rapid panting, "When I finish taking a shower..."

The ending is gone.The Adam's apple rolled up and down with intense desire, he swallowed, and finally stroked Ke Yu's black hair, the five inserted deeply, as if encouraging him.

The light in the room jumped and turned on. From Shang Lu's condescending angle, Ke Yu's face was raised, his eyes were moist and red, and his face with excellent bones was only the size of a palm.His drooping eyes met Ke Yu's pitifully wet eyes, and an unbelievable pleasure rose from his tailbone unexpectedly.

The person was carried to the bathroom, the shower was turned off, and the hot water poured down, drenching the two of them thoroughly.Shanglu clung to him, intent on interlocking his fingers.

When he kissed again, his movements paused.

The water from the shower is kissed into the lips, and there is a light and bitter salty taste, which is fleeting, but stubbornly lingers on the tip of the tongue.

Shanglu looked at his sweetheart's eyes under the water, the thick black eyelashes were wet, looking very pitiful, but his eyes were so calm and clean.

After being looked at by him, he felt that this life was long.

He said in his ear: "Don't think you can leave me like this."

"I'm not allowed, did you hear me, I'm not allowed."

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At night when they were sleeping together, Shang Lu hugged him very tightly, locking him with his long arms and legs, hardly giving him room to turn over.His body exerted himself, which meant that he hadn't fallen asleep.Ke Yu caressed his arm, rubbing his fingertips along the protruding veins.He will always remember the astonishment he felt when he saw Shanglu Yunjing for the first time.

"When I was a child, I especially liked to eat lychees. On the island, I could eat them from mid-May to July. There are many varieties I can eat, but I like glutinous rice cakes the most, and I hate Concubine Xiao the most."

Shanglu hugged him, buried his face in his neck, and said willfully in his heart, I don't want to hear it.

He is like a soldier, and when he is afraid of Ke Yu, he always tells stories without beginning or end.None of his stories are good.

Ke Yu opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling.

"Concubine Xiao is the favorite of most people, but I can't figure it out. It is very sweet and full of juice. It is really happy after the first bite, but in the end, the layer that wraps the core is always bitter and astringent. So I understood a truth when I was very young, that is, no matter how sweet the beginning is, it will inevitably end with a bitter end. At that time, all the sweetness seemed to be an illusion.”

This is the voice in his heart.

At the beginning, he was just thinking about getting together and getting together, and he didn't think that Shanglu would want to go to the end with him, because Ke Yu was too defensive, too boring, and too vase, so he never It never occurred to me to tell him the secret.

When he came back to his senses, he realized belatedly that Shang Lu also wanted to catch him, and wanted to go to the end with him, so this secret was hard to tell.If time can be restarted, you might as well point out all the injuries to him at the very beginning, Yun Danfeng smiled and said, look, this is Ke Yu's old injury, that is Ke Yu's fatal Scar, oh yes, and here, this is his ugliest scar, do you still want to love him?

That's great, do you still love him?It turns out that you won't be scared away, so let's love each other well.

Ke Yu hooked his lips, turned over to face Shanglu, and carefully traced his face with his eyes bit by bit.His facial features are very handsome. When his eyes are closed, his eyelashes cast a deep shadow in the deep eye sockets, and his naturally pursed lips are upturned, which makes him look a little childish.

He was only 24 when he met Phytophthora, and now he is 27, which is the age when his fiery first love should come to an end.

Ke Yu opened his eyes hard, afraid that tears would fall down in the blink of an eye.He really wanted to remember him with this long look, and he would never forget it for the rest of his life.

When the sun rose, he left quietly, without notifying Sheng Guoer, and went back to Ning City.In an interview that followed, the reporter asked: "You and Shanglu are about to have a second date. Do you have greater ambitions and expectations this time?"

Ke Yu smiled: "Shang Lu is a very good director. I believe he can also collide with other actors to create wonderful sparks. Of course, I am looking forward to the film "We will still meet in the end." of. "

The reporter couldn't believe it, and asked cautiously and hesitantly: "You mean..."

"Due to personal reasons, I have withdrawn from the crew. I can wait for the official announcement for the specific situation."

Phytolaca was informed during the debriefing interview at the end of the staged audition on the second day.He bought a plane ticket back to Ning City and planned to fly back after the interview.

"As a director, how do you understand Mr. Ke's withdrawal from the crew of the new film? The audience is looking forward to your second partner. Under such circumstances, will the follow-up auditions include the male lead candidate? Or do you already have it in mind? Is there a more suitable candidate?"

The interview was just outside the teaching building of the Film Academy. Dozens of microphones were pointed at the camera, and the scorching sun was shining in the sky, making his face even paler and sicker.Behind him, Yu Changle, Mia, and the producer Nie Jinhua who came from afar—all of them changed their expressions.

Ke Yu resigned?When did this happen?Why don't any of them know?

In front of the camera, Shang Lu was shocked to the point of pain and out of focus, trying to regain his senses. His face was expressionless, and his voice was hoarse due to overdrawn work: "Sorry, I have no comment."

No one will remind the assistant to prepare water and dragon horn powder for him.

The order at the scene was chaotic, and the reporter chased his back——

"There are rumors on the Internet that your relationship with Ke Yu broke down. This is also the reason why he quit the film crew. Is this statement true?"

"Is it possible for you and Ke Yu to cooperate?"

"Cooperating with newcomers, do you have the confidence to win another actor?"

"It is said that you are so harsh on set that you are unreasonable. Is this why Ke Yu betrayed you?"

The word "abandoned" made the young director pause, almost staggering.He was trying so hard to keep his dignity.The Mercedes-Benz drove through the empty long street of the campus. Shanglu remembered that it was not like this when he came.

When they came, they were shoulder to shoulder, very lively.