The fate of the king of the net is shallow

"Maybe," Sakurana lowered her head, as if everything Nioh Yana saw just now no longer exists, "But grandma probably doesn't want me to live in pain forever."

"It's just that I fell in love with the wrong person after all..." There was undetectable sadness in Sakurana's tone, she was really, so cowardly.

In fact, no matter how Igarashi Xueyi treats her, Sakurana will not think about it. Although she was impulsive when she was with Atobe, she is sensible after all, knowing that she and Atobe are not compatible. So from the very beginning, I never thought that the two of them would really make it to the end.

It's just that she counted the ending, but she didn't know that the process made her heartache so much.

"Sakana..." Nioh Yana was a little worried, obviously also thinking about what Sakurana was thinking, and decided to divert Sakurana's attention, "Then why did you change your surname to Shiraishi, Sakurana?"

Hearing this, Sakurana was indeed distracted, and looked up at Yana Nioh, "Because my biological parents found me a few days ago, they were in Osaka, and they were very kind to me, I told Yana Sis, if you ask for leave, you are going to Osaka."

When I heard Sakurana say this, my originally melancholy expression faded a little. It seems that her family should be very kind to her. Nioh Yana finally let go of her heart, and chatted with Sakurana about her family .

This time Yana Nioh finally managed to divert her attention, and she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but she was thinking about how to make Sakura happy as soon as possible.

She could see that although Sakura had said that she had given up, in fact, Sakura's character was doomed that she could not easily forget such a thing.

Since Sakura feels that grandma Qianhe died because of her, then Sakura will definitely live in self-blame. If Sakura can't come out as soon as possible, everyone who cares about Sakura will be very sad Bar.

Nioh Yana sighed silently in her heart, the smile on her face remained unchanged, and she continued to chat with Sakura about various things.

The sunset had already set, and Sakurana was walking home alone, and bought two pots of succulent plants and some flower seeds at the flower shop. Taking care of all kinds of flowers and plants in the yard.

When grandma was here, she liked flowers and plants very much. She always said that the more flowers and plants in the yard would look good, not to mention lively, it would make people feel very hopeful.

So she also liked these flowers and plants since she was a child, and she always took care of them patiently. After finishing these, it was completely dark.

It always gets dark early in early spring, Sakurana sighed and went into the kitchen to cook a few dishes.

In the days when there is no grandma, this small courtyard looks extremely deserted.

Sakurana looked at the vacant place that belonged to grandma, and felt empty in her heart, deserted and lonely.

She still can't get used to it. In the days without grandma, no one will always call her kindly to let her come to eat when she comes home, and no one will comfort her when she is sad. , never again, there will be such a person.

While eating, Sakura recalled the memories of Bit by Bit and her grandma, and finally some tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and it tasted salty and astringent in her mouth.

Bitterness, after all, is her own fault.

Sakurana bit her lip, painful memories flooded her like a tide, she couldn't help but put down the bowl and chopsticks, covered her eyes with her hands and wept softly.

Why, why can't she have a long memory every time?

It was because of her willfulness that she harmed grandma...

She is really enough, no one will tolerate her waywardness, except grandma, so why did she agree to Atobe in the first place?

She knew clearly that there would be no result, but she still agreed without hesitation, why...

"Dilingling~" The landline at home rang at this moment.

Sakurana took out a handkerchief, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, stood up and glanced at the clock, although her eyes blurred by tears looked a little hazy, but she still vaguely saw the approximate time, it was seven o'clock .

The time when Baishi's family called every day.

"Hello? Mom." Sakurana tried her best not to hear much strangeness in her tone.

"Sakana, what's wrong with you?" Shiraishi Mie felt that Sakura's voice sounded a little hoarse, "Is it because of a cold? Sakura needs to pay attention to her health in Tokyo, the weather is really easy to catch cold now."

"Hi, hi." Sakurana's tone couldn't help but soften a lot, and she responded one by one. She didn't want to make them worry too much.

"Sakana, how is your new life at school? Have you made any good friends?" Mie Shiraishi asked with concern.

"Very good, the students are very enthusiastic, and I also made a good friend." Thinking of Suzumi, Sakurana couldn't help but slow down a little.

"It seems that my Sakurana has made friends over there, so Sakurana must remember to pay attention to her body..."

Shiraishi Mie kept asking, and Sakurana nodded one by one in response, the sadness of thinking about grandma just now seemed to fade a little without knowing it.

"Then Sakurana will be happy tomorrow too." Shiraishi Mie ended the last sentence with a smile.

"Well," at some point, the corners of Sakurana's lips had already slightly curved into a shallow arc, and just when Mie Shiraishi was about to hang up, she said, "Also, mom, thank you."

Mie Shiraishi was a little taken aback by the shock of this mother, but she was still very touched that Sakura finally accepted them, and the smile on her face deepened, "Sakura, needless to say thank you, you are my child .”

"Yeah." Sakura nodded with a smile and hung up the phone.

After the phone call, Sakurana felt that her mood seemed to be a lot lighter. I don't know why, she was still sad just now, but when her mother made a phone call, that kind of caring exhortation seemed to return to the time when grandma was still there, always so meticulous Take care of every part of her.

Sakurana's mood improved a lot, she returned to her seat and finished her dinner, washed the dishes and returned to her bedroom.

Facing the photo of grandma and herself, and looking at grandma's gentle and kind smile in the photo, Sakura felt that she had figured out something, and even the heavy heart that had always been heavy was a little relieved.

As she said during the day, grandma probably doesn't want her to live in pain all the time, it seems that she really should come out.

Learn to get out of the woods and learn to be strong.

Sakurana smiled at herself in the mirror, her sea-blue eyes were finally no longer full of melancholy, but shone brightly, brightly and vividly as if she had hope.

After earnestly finishing her homework and her own review, Sakurana took out the origami paper and wrote down her feelings, with a faint smile on her face all the time.

Quickly folded a thousand paper cranes, Sakurana put the thousand paper cranes in the drawer, turned off the lights, and went to sleep.

And on the folded Thousand Paper Crane, there is this sentence written on it:

Grandma, I think I understand, I will get out of the sadness as soon as possible, I wish you happiness.

The next day, Sakurana still got up early.

Get up, wash, have breakfast.

Putting on the school uniform and wearing the school badge, she still has long, smooth flaxen hair in the mirror, and her exquisite facial features make people sigh the creator's preference for her. Her eyebrows are like crescent moons, and her eyes are as white as snow. His skin is like a freshly peeled egg, delicate and smooth.

A pair of sea-blue eyes are no longer full of melancholy and sadness, but a little more calm and indifferent, but like falling into a little bit of starlight, bright and mysterious at the same time.

It's like going back to the original time, just like the quiet her before.

Sakurana looked at herself in the mirror and smiled nonchalantly, as if she had returned to the time when she had always had expectations for life.

She clenched her right fist against her chest, and smiled softly at herself in the mirror. The brow was no longer the usual unnoticeable sadness, but replaced by a touch of plainness.

I'm going to let go of the past starting today.

Sakurana picked up her schoolbag and walked out of the house.

"Sakana, I always feel that you are different from usual today." Kobayashi Suzumi held her chin with both hands seriously, and looked at Sakurana.

"What's the difference?" Sakura Nai seemed to sigh helplessly, glanced at her lightly, and turned a page again with her fingers holding the book.

"Hmm..." Kobayashi seemed a little hesitant and entangled, "I don't really know what to say, but I feel that Sakurana today seems to be much more cheerful than before, and not so melancholy. And, and..."

"And what?" Sakurana put down the book in her hand, her quiet brows and eyes relaxed slightly, and there was a shallow arc on her lips.

Smile, bewitching.

Her sea-blue eyes are like the most beautiful sapphires that cannot compete with them. They are so clear that everyone who sees them can't help but feel warm in their hearts. The already exquisite facial features are even more beautiful under this smile. It looks radiant.

Xiao Lin Lingmei couldn't help being a little crazy, she whispered softly, "It's so beautiful..."

After regaining her senses, she subconsciously glanced at many male classmates around her who were also in dementia, and then said to Sakurana, "Sakana, if you were a melancholy beauty before, then Now you are the goddess of tranquility!"

Kobayashi's certainty, coupled with the rare seriousness on her non-lethal face, made Sakura couldn't help being stunned.

"Really?" She was a little puzzled.

"Yes!" Kobayashi nodded firmly.

"But in my opinion, that's not important." Sakura shook her head, the smile on her lips became brighter, "As long as we are still friends, it will be fine."

Tezuka Kunimitsu walked into the classroom, just in time to see Sakura's sweet smile, for some reason, he only felt his heart skip a few beats.

The author has something to say: In order to thank Muzi’s mine and everyone’s support all the time, today’s double update!