The fate of the king of the net is shallow

"Brother, brother, are you there? Mom asked me to ask you to eat, I'm coming in." Yukimura Mika carefully pushed open the door of the studio, the sudden darkness made her panic for no reason.

The dim light, the cramped space, the curtains in the room were drawn, and there was no light at all, which made Mika Yukimura somewhat uncomfortable.

She turned on the light and muttered softly, "Really, it's so dark, what does brother want to do?"

But the moment she raised her head, she couldn't help but widen her eyes in surprise.

A room full of paintings, all about the same person.

The appearance of Sakurana when she is sleeping, the appearance when she is in a daze, the appearance when she is reading a book, and the appearance when she is eating...

Each picture seems to be telling a fact, brother, he has not forgotten Senior Qian He.

"Mika." The cold and emotionless voice suddenly fell behind, Yukimura Mika turned around stiffly, her expression was a little pale, "Brother, I'll ask you to eat."

"Well, I see, let's go out." Yukimura didn't look at her, his expression was calm.

"Brother, I'm really sorry, I didn't know that you still miss Qian He-senpai all this time, it's all my fault..." Yukimura Mika fell to the ground, apologizing incoherently.

"I said, go out." Yukimura's voice was cold, but it made people feel oppressed for no reason.

"Okay, okay, I'll go out now." Yukimura Mika quickly stood up from the ground, and walked out of the studio staggeringly.

She looked at the closed studio door and smiled wryly.

Back then when she was young, she was very dissatisfied when she saw her brother bring Senior Qian He to the house and said that she was his girlfriend, so at the instigation of a few senior girls with malicious intentions, she framed Senior Qian He and made her She was disliked by her brother, and even let him be with that malicious senior.

My brother already knew what she and that senior sister did to him before, so now my brother must feel very uncomfortable.

After all, my brother likes Senior Qianhe so much, but because of his own reasons...

At the beginning, what kind of obsession did she choose to do such a thing?

Because he was afraid that his elder brother who had always loved him would not care about him after he had a girlfriend, he ignored Senior Qian He who cared about him, and believed the words of those seniors.

'Think about it, who is more important between your sister and your girlfriend?Girlfriends can be changed, but there is only one younger sister. If my girlfriend and younger sister have a bad relationship, I guess Yukimura-kun will be very distressed, so he will make a choice. '

Because of this, I pretended that I wanted to reconcile with Senior Qianhe, and kept looking for Senior Qianhe, and let my brother see him every time, but the words I said to Senior Qianhe were not as beautiful as my brother imagined.

'Leave my brother, you are not good enough for him. '

'Mitsuka, I really love Seiichi, please stop doing this, okay? '

Because every time I went to Senior Qianhe, I got such an answer, so I couldn't help but want to find someone to bully her. Those senior sisters said that I would leave it to them, and they would solve it very well, so she believed it. I thought they would really solve everything.

Let the gangsters harass Senior Qian He, and took pictures after Senior Qian He escaped.

On the other hand, he asked Senior Qian He to go to the roof under the pretext of wanting to reconcile with Senior Qian He again, but said that to her again, and fell to the ground when Senior Qian He didn't know, pretending to be She pushed it, and just happened to be seen by the elder brother who rushed over.

So when Senior Qian He didn't know about it, her image in his brother's mind plummeted.

Afterwards, the seniors posted the photos of the gangsters harassing Senior Qian He on the campus bulletin board, saying that Senior Qian He went to pay for sex, and hooked up with his brother again, so Li Hai University set off an uproar. A burst of opposition to Senior Qian He forced her to get out of Li Haida.

It just so happened that at that time, my elder brother was entangled with himself and Senior Qian He, and had no time to take care of these things, so Senior Qian He was bullied even worse by them.

In the end, the elder brother still felt that he would not deceive her, so he broke up with Senior Qian He. In Li Haida, where Senior Qian He was shouted and beaten by everyone, the breakup between the elder brother and Senior Qian He finally made Senior Qian He leave Li Haida. Went to Tokyo.

Senior Qian He also came to look for his brother after his brother broke up, but he didn't listen to her explanation. In the end, Senior Qian He finally disappeared in front of them disheartened, and he didn't show up again for two years.

As for herself, she thought that without Senior Qian He's brother, she would treat her as well as before, but she gradually felt her brother's alienation. She and her brother really couldn't go back to the past.

The senior who advised her threatened her to let her elder brother associate with her, otherwise she would tell her elder brother about it, so after some work on her own, her elder brother finally got together with Senior Sister Koizumi.

But she could still feel that her brother was unhappy, very unhappy.

My brother is no longer as close to her as before, and just a few days ago, when my brother decided to break up with Koizumi-senpai, Koizumi-senpai asked her not to let her brother break up with her, or she would tell her the truth, but it just so happened I was heard by my brother, so my brother broke up with Koizumi-senpai.

The elder brother didn't blame her why she did that in the first place, but he talked to her less and less often. She knew that the elder brother must be resenting her in his heart.

When she saw those paintings, she already knew that her brother had never forgotten Senior Qian He, and it was only because of her that he broke up with Senior Qian He.

Now think about it carefully, how naive and ignorant I was back then, if I hadn't used my position in my brother's heart to separate Senior Qian He and my brother, I wouldn't be where I am today.

Sure enough, I am not qualified to beg my brother and Qian He for forgiveness anymore.

Mika Yukimura bit her lip and glanced at the closed studio door, remembering her brother's sharp eyes that were almost indifferent, and finally walked down the stairs slowly.

What she did was wrong, it was wrong.

If time could be turned back, she would never do that again. It hurt her brother, Senior Qian He, and herself.

The cramped and narrow space was filled with paintings of the same person, Yukimura's eyes could not help softening, he caressed her eyebrows and eyes in the painting, as if returning to the time when he first met her, she was sleeping in the library.

After receiving a phone call, he left in a hurry, and sitting across from her, he watched from the beginning to the end when she woke up in a daze and rushed to the part-time job after answering the phone. For some reason, he unexpectedly felt that she was very sad. cute.

I found that she likes to go to the library, sometimes to read books, leaning against a corner of the bookshelf, her quiet appearance coupled with her gentle eyebrows and eyes, always makes people feel a kind of beautiful emotion that is full of life, weary and peaceful.

Sometimes when she is tired, she will sleep on the table, and then rush to work part-time after receiving a call.

Before she knew it, she had already left footprints in her heart, and she couldn't help thinking about her.

He confessed his love to her, and she accepted it, and then he silently did a lot of things for her, and accompanied her to go to the amusement park while she was busy on weekends.

He succeeded in letting her live in his heart, and successfully made the person he loved fall in love with him, but he didn't expect that when he brought her home, his sister would disapprove so much.

The younger sister always squeezed her out intentionally or unintentionally, and she felt very uncomfortable, so she tried to find a way to make the relationship between her sister and her better, and went to talk to Meixia, and Meixia also promised him that she would reconcile with her.

But what he saw was that she made Mei Xia sad again and again, and even pushed Mei Xia to the ground.

He began to wonder if the she he saw and knew was the real her, and finally he broke up with her.

It's not that he didn't feel nothing about what the support group did to her, but at that time, he didn't expect to cause such great harm to her.

She was vilified for compensated sex, and he broke up with her.

Although the reason wasn't because she seemed to be going on a sponsored date, but she must have felt very painful when she broke up with her at that time.

She also came to look for herself later, but she never listened to her explanation and turned her away time and time again.

She didn't know, every time he saw her cry so sadly, his heart would melt, but he forced himself not to think about her, told himself that she didn't like Mei Xia, hurt Mei Xia, and later, he never seen her.

Although I was with Koizumi, I never felt the throbbing feeling in my heart when I first saw her. Every sleepless night, I couldn't help thinking of her, thinking of her eyebrows, thinking of her smile.

In the end, I still planned to break up with Koizumi, but I didn't want to hear such news from Meixia. It turned out that so many things happened when he didn't know, and she endured so much pain alone.

I couldn't help but ran to ask Kinosaki. Kinosaki said that she was doing well now and told him not to disturb her life anymore. He couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, but it was hard for him to let go.

I still love her very much, but she seems to have found her own happiness.

I should let go, but I don't know why I am so unwilling.

In the end, why?

Yukimura picked up the invitation card for the Seigaku Festival on the table, walked out of the studio, closed the door, and the room returned to darkness.

Yukimura walked downstairs step by step.

Hearing that she broke up with Ji, and that she was in Qingxue, he thought, he would not give up.

Leaving whispers that gradually become lighter, crushed and dissipated in the wind:

"Sakura, what should I do, I still love you very much, and I really don't want to give up..."

The author has something to say: Oh my god, I feel that Yukimura is not abused at all by me~