As a white moonlight, I understand the rules

Shi Qiying stood up, but found that Qin Zhengyu said "go back" but didn't stand up.

So he stood there looking at Qin Zhengyu.

Seeing him lying on the sofa in the deck, combing his hair back with his hands, revealing a smooth forehead and gentle but three-dimensional facial features, the two stared at each other in silence.

Qin Zhengyu was always good-looking.

The first time I met Shi Qi outside the guild hall, I knew that Qin Zhengyu was a delicate, gentle and meticulous man.

That's why he didn't connect him with the common otaku programmers at all.

But now, the originally gentle and kind facial lines are set off by the various colors and shades of the bar, as if people can see another side of his heart.

Less tactful, less sane.

Instead, there is a little willfulness.

But this gave Shi Qi a sense of reality.

Because in the past, whether it was a day together or a short meal, Qin Zhengyu acted like he was wearing a perfect mask, even when he was doing bad things or hating others, his emotions were like A robot calibrated by thousands of data...

Smiling tiger.

His kindness, his tenderness, his thoughtfulness and caring are like honey, but it is covered with an invisible film, which makes people unable to taste the right taste.

Therefore, the closer Qin Zhengyu behaved, the more distanced he felt and the more reserved he was.

Why did Qin Zhengyu treat him so well for no reason?

If it is because of the relationship between juniors, there are always thousands of people in the School of Computer Science of University A, not to mention thousands of people. Qin Zhengyu has graduated these years, and the juniors do not know how to count. What makes him look good?

Even Qin Zhengyu said that when he got lost with someone, the hall was so big, why did he come out of the hall and ask him who was standing beside the stone sculpture outside?

For various reasons, Shi Qi was unable to have a real heart-to-heart relationship with Qin Zhengyu.

But now, the invisible and intangible diaphragm suddenly disappeared.

He found that Qin Zhengyu also had emotions, and he was not always the gentle and kind person or in control of everything, even though he was caught off guard by those words and the straight ball.

But nothing can be broken.

Shi Qi thought that after tonight, the relationship between himself and Qin Zhengyu could take a step forward and become true friends.

If Qin Zhengyu is still willing.

And the "feel like" thing...

Shi Qi's mind was heavy and complicated, and he was very disturbed.

No matter whether Qin Zhengyu was joking or serious, he just broke up with Feng Zhengze. He didn't get over the hurt, and it was impossible for him to accept the second relationship.

He also thought that he was very strong, at least he could make the surface watertight.

But after seeing Feng Zhengze today, I realized that he was so useless that he couldn't even maintain his appearance, his heart was bleeding, his breathing was suffocated, his brain was blank, and he almost couldn't control his legs, walking towards Feng Zhengze Go, throw yourself into Feng Zhengze's arms recklessly, forget everything, and be a shrinking turtle.

He was desperate.

Qin Zhengyu whispered in his ear at the time, "Listening to his nonsense, the little boy almost peed his pants in fright."

How could he not know that the new boyfriend is fake?

Even if Feng Zhengze had a boyfriend, it could only be Su Qinghe, how could he be that kind of shy and cowardly college student who has never seen the world.

But he laughed.

She used a smile to cover up her gaffe in front of Feng Zhengze.

It's just a lovelorn, and it's not that the kneecap was cut off. Before, he was drunk and begged Feng Zhengze to take pity on him. Now that he is sober, do he still want to beg for affection and love?

No, he would not allow himself to do that again.

He wants to write off the past, all the past between him and Feng Zhengze, including that scene——

What Qin Zhengyu said, Feng Zhengze probably didn't care about saving his life at all.

He would never allow him to choose to live as a joke and act as a substitute for Su Qing and that idiot when he knew everything.

Three years.

It's enough to be a joke.

Shi Qi stretched out his hand to Qin Zhengyu silently, "Senior, go back."

Qin Zhengyu reached out and grabbed Shi Qi. He was a little drunk, but he was still not drunk. His eyes glanced not far away, and he saw a man with an unfriendly aura looking for him in the noisy bar with a sullen face.

"Okay..." He grabbed the man and stood up with a little strength, then fell on Shi Qi's body unsteadily, covering Shi Qi almost completely, and said, "Let's go!"

Although he hung his whole body on Shi Qi's body, he only used a quarter of his strength.

Shi Qi didn't feel heavy, so he helped him leave the bar in that posture.

During the process, Shi Qi didn't pay attention to anyone or anything around him.

He looked at the road and walked step by step, feeling pain in his heart.

No wonder Feng Zhengze was always reluctant to bring it up, because the extremely important encounter three years ago that Shi Qi kept in his heart was nothing but an accident to Feng Zhengze, a life experience in which if he survives a catastrophe, he will have a blessing in the future.

It doesn't matter who saved him.

The important thing is that he survived that encounter.

And the grace of saving lives...

Feng Zhengze had already reported it.

more than three years.

Sun Chang and others secretly called him a stand-in, and even complained to Feng Zhengze dissatisfied that you just let him ride on your head?

He thought, why?Oh, it's not because Feng Zhengze likes me!

Now the truth is out.

not love.

Eighteen years ago, he wore a simple and cheap attire, confessed his love to Feng Zhengze, hugged the bottle and cried, saying that all the grievances he had suffered were all because of his support.Feng Zhengze said: "I'm not heartless. Seeing how pitiful you are, I can only wrong myself and let your boy get what he wants."

No.

not like this.

Feng Zhengze didn't feel sorry for him at all.

Instead, he looked like Su Qinghe when he was young.

——The photo frame that was treasured by Feng Zhengze and kept in a drawer in the office.In the photo frame was the boy with a bright smile, lying on Feng Zhengze's back, beckoning to the camera.

Shi Qi didn't have a mobile phone, so he couldn't book an online car, so he could only try his luck at the intersection and wait for the taxi.

A gust of cool night wind blows over the heads of those who drink too much.

Shi Qi endured Qin Zhengyu's smell of alcohol, and at least together with the driver, he stuffed the man who was one size bigger than him into the back seat of the taxi.

When Feng Zhengze squeezed out of the bar with a livid face, he only saw the butt of a taxi.

The cheap and disgusting smell made Feng Zhengze's forehead bulge, and his good self-cultivation was on the verge of collapse. He took off the suit jacket that smelled like "pickled" in a short time, threw it into the trash can, and opened it by himself. Get in the car and chase the taxi.

Damn, the dog looks like a dog.

Feng Zhengze gritted his teeth tightly, and the cold light in his eyes staring at the rental in front seemed to have substance!

If it weren't for the many cars in the city center, the traffic lights on the sidewalks every other day, and five or six private cars between him and the taxi, he really wanted to step on the gas pedal, hit him, and take down that evil Qin Zhengyu for a gamble. beat! !

During the day, he also pretended to install things.

In the evening, they hang out in the bar in La Shiqi, get drunk on purpose, and take the opportunity to cuddle.

Let's hug and hug now, and when we get back to the hotel, won't we have a drunken mess? !

Feng Zhengze can't think about it, if he thinks about it, he wants to pinch the steering wheel!

Fortunately, Sun Chang's people kept watching, so that when he needed to find Shi Qi, he provided the trace at the first time, and came to this very inconspicuous small bar in the middle of the downtown.

When the green light came on, the taxi in front of the stop line quickly drove away, and the vehicles behind followed one by one, but the Volkswagen in front of Feng Zhengze did not move. He honked his horn twice to urge him, the other car stopped forward, and then stopped. Come down, turn off the fire.

Feng Zhengze couldn't help but let out a low curse. Seeing the taxi carrying Shi Qi and the dog man drive farther and farther, while the car in front kept starting and shutting down, he looked at the rearview mirrors on both sides anxiously, and the cars came one after another. one car.

do not care.

If you want to hit the 800 million Bentley, you have to use your courage to hit it.

Turned on the turn signal.

The speed of the car before the traffic light line was slow, but seeing him turning in a solid line, the car behind really slowed down and gave way, cursing and letting the luxury car stop.

But just after changing lanes, the green light turned into a red light.

"Fuck!" Feng Zhengze was finally so angry that he slammed the horn. The little taxi fell into the sea like a fish, and it was almost invisible from a distance.

But it's okay, Feng Zhengze knew that their destination was Sun Royal International Hotel.

He chased after two traffic lights and then changed to the main road. There are fewer people and fewer lights on the main road, but it takes half the long detour. The small traffic lights are more crowded but the distance is reduced by half. Meet before the Huancheng River, and then go to the hotel on the same road.

Get on the gas, add more.

The colored lights of the speedometer were printed on Feng Zhengze's face.

It can be seen that his jaw was tense, his face was pale, and even a little bit of cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

His heartbeat was almost out of rhythm.

Because the speed is too fast.

Feng Zhengze had been in a car accident when he was a child. The dazzling high beams came from a distance, and his vision became blank. He heard the driver's terrified screams and the sound of brakes that could pierce the eardrums. A crazy burst of tilt.

"Boom—" He slammed into the car door, and was bounced back into the car by the seat belt.

I don't know how long it took, when he opened his eyes, there was thick blood dripping on his face, and he remembered the accident that happened in just a few seconds, the twisted front of the car, and the scream that stopped abruptly.

Everything becomes unreal in slow motion.

He felt it was difficult to breathe, and his whole body was enveloped by the smell of blood. There was a blurry darkness in front of his eyes. There was a noisy voice outside, and he said that he wanted to call the police. It was very clear, but when he listened carefully, it seemed like thousands of mountains were separated.

That car accident directly took away Feng Xiaolin.

When he woke up, Feng Xiaolin wasn't dead yet, but he couldn't see Feng Xiaolin, he only heard a vague bloody shouting above his head, saying: "Xiao Ze, Xiao Ze, don't be afraid, Dad Go with your mother."

Before the doctor came, Feng Xiaolin died.

When he was rescued from the car by firefighters, he saw the smashed inside of the car.

The broken guardrail shattered the car window, piercing through Feng Xiaolin's body who rushed over to protect him, the sharp metal guardrail pierced from behind to his chest, thick blood dripped, and the pierced metal tip remained Outside the chest, if it was a little bit closer, it would also be inserted into the heart of Feng Zhengze who was protected at that time.

No, what are you thinking about.

Feng Zhengze felt uneasy and tried his best to concentrate.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-03-0823:54:33~2021-03-0923:53:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of private battle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!