As a white moonlight, I understand the rules

There was only a rough panting sound in the car.

After a while, Shi Qi said, "Why are you here?"

"Why do you say I came?"

Feng Zhengze lit a cigarette and felt his temple throbbing in pain. The unique biting cold wind blowing in his face made his hands numb from the cold, but the anger in his heart could not be dispelled. He pointed at the history in the car. Abandoned: "Don't tell me anything, you are so capable by yourself, your wings are hard!"

"Troublemakers come out of poor mountains and rivers, if I don't come, you can really be beaten to death here tonight!"

"I also came from the poor mountains."

"That's why you're making trouble too!" Feng Zhengze got angry when he mentioned this, threw away his cigarette leather shoes and rolled him over, trapped Shi Qi under him when he got into the car, strangled his neck, and said angrily, "Tell me, are you being unreasonable?" At what age do you lose your childish temper with me, you should have had enough trouble, when will you finish it?"

There was only a faint yellow light in the car.

Shi Qi looked at Feng Zhengze who was losing his mind and looking angry, and his heart suddenly became sore.

His eyes were red, and he couldn't help growling: "Do you think I shouldn't be making trouble! We have been together for so long, have you seen me not staying up until one or two o'clock in the middle of the night, don't you know what I am for! How do you You don’t take it seriously! Who is unreasonable? What do you think of me? Have you ever thought about respecting me and respecting the fruits of my labor!”

Feng Zhengze was stunned.

"You said you want to compensate me. What do you compensate me with something that doesn't belong to me? I only want mine." Shi Qi choked up and wiped away his tears rudely, feeling ashamed, and said in a rough voice: "You I don't understand at all, people like you, people like you..."

"What kind of person am I?"

Feng Zhengze recovered and pinched his face, "You know what kind of person I am? Huh? Don't you like it?"

Shi Qi didn't speak, but stared at him bitterly with tears in his eyes.

Feng Zhengze looked at him for a few seconds, then couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him.

He missed the taste so much.

Feng Zhengze clasped Shi Qi's waist, and groped his fingers along the waistband of his trousers. The upper hand kept pinching Shi Qi's face to prevent him from struggling.

It wasn't until they kissed deeply and fell in love with each other that they went around and held Shi Qi's neck, making the kiss even more lingering and tinged with erotic flavor.

Inside the car was the sound of lips and tongues intertwining and rapid breathing.

Feng Zhengze kissed Shi Qi's chin, pecked down to his neck one by one, and took off Shi Qi's clothes.

"I don't want what doesn't belong to me."

Shi Qi looked at the roof of the car and repeated it in a murmur, so when Feng Zhengze's big warm and dry hand was trying to touch his waist up, he suddenly reached out to stop him and didn't let him go any further, "Feng Zhengze Ze."

Feng Zhengze looked at him, feeling a little displeased at being interrupted.

"Are you mine?" Shi Qi looked at him and asked, "Or Su Qinghe's?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Feng Zhengze has also reacted, the two have not completely reconciled yet.

He glanced at the down jacket that was thrown aside and didn't know who it was, but it was definitely not Shi Qi. He took off the suit and wrapped him tightly, and then pressed his tall and broad body against the person, making sure that Shi Qi had nowhere to escape. , said: "I am nobody's. I am my own, but you are mine."

"No." Shi Qi stretched out a hand to hook his neck, and looked at him seriously, "Shouldn't you be mine? I saved you. If it wasn't for me five years ago, you would have died."

"So you're going to threaten me with this?"

"'threaten'?"

Shi Qi couldn't believe it, he let go of his hand, but was held by Feng Zhengze again.

"I miss you very much." Feng Zhengze looked at him closely, then lowered his head and pressed his forehead to him, and said softly: "Xiao Qi, don't you miss me? Don't quarrel, okay, I ask you Apologize."

miss you.

It was really rare, this was the first time Shi Qi heard such a straightforward expression of emotion from Feng Zhengze.

But still didn't answer the question directly.

"Feng Zhengze, do you now think that I saved you back then to threaten you in the future?"

Feng Zhengze frowned, "I don't like to mention that matter."

No one likes to think about their near-death experience.

Shi Qi could understand Feng Zhengze, but he never mentioned it because he didn't like it, but because he didn't want to take credit for it.

He didn't want the relationship between the two of them to deteriorate, and it would become that Feng Zhengze was together just to repay him or thank him.

He was very grateful for that accident in his life, otherwise he would never have met and known Feng Zhengze in his life, let alone be with him.

For him that day was the most unrepeatable and surmountable day in his life.

He saved the dawn of his own life, and it was also the beginning of a new life.

If someone in the world forces him to make a choice, he may even give up the rest of his life, and keep that day.

But now Feng Zhengze told him.

As beautiful and important as that day was to him, it was as much resistance and hate to Feng Zhengze.

Shi Qi sighed, did not retract his hand, and lightly touched Feng Zhengze's ear, "I am very conflicted now, Feng Zhengze, maybe we should separate for a while."

"What do you mean?"

Feng Zhengze was furious, "Haven't we been separated long enough?!"

Half a month!

In fact, it really doesn't take long.

It is common for Feng Zhengze to go abroad to discuss business, and it is common for them to be apart for half a month and a month.

But this time it was too tough.

Maybe it was because he knew before that as soon as he entered the Bishui community, he could see Shi Qi, but this time, no matter where he was, no one even answered Shi Qi's calls.

He hates his heart being hung and his emotions being manipulated.

Feng Zhengze came to solve the problem, he didn't want to quarrel with Shi Qi anymore, so he slowed down and pressed his forehead against his forehead, showing weakness: "Honey, I haven't had a good night's sleep in almost half a month, please forgive me I, you can do whatever you want, okay?"

He coaxed in a low voice, "Didn't you already decide on the ring?"

"Put it on as soon as you give it to me, don't you want me to be yours? You put it on for me, so that everyone will know that I am yours..."

"Let me give you a hug."

No matter how spacious the back seat of the off-road vehicle was, Feng Zhengze's tall and muscular body could not be accommodated, but he wanted to maintain that uncomfortable posture and not move.

Like a hungry and sleepy bear completely wrapped in its own honey jar.

Sniff and taste from time to time, and soon fall asleep contentedly.

Shi Qi was very sober.

The burning breath of the man on the neck became even.

Feng Zhengze was very heavy, even though he didn't put all his strength down, it was enough to make him almost out of breath, but he didn't push Feng Zhengze away.

Until bursts of cold wind swept into the car, piercing through the ankles and trousers.

Shi Qi was a little afraid that Feng Zhengze, who was only wearing a shirt and fleece vest, would get sick, so he patted him on the shoulder, "Feng Zhengze, don't sleep like this, you're going to catch a cold."

Feng Zhengze moved sleepily, but didn't wake up.

Rubbing against him, she sucked her thin lips against Shi Qi's ear, and continued to sleep.

Shi Qi had no choice but to call bodyguards to help the two of them put their legs half hanging outside the car and cover them with a small blanket, then start the car and turn on the heating and air circulation.

Just crush it to death.

Shi Qi thought to himself, hope Feng Zhengze won't be scared when he wakes up tomorrow and finds himself holding a dead body.

Then he also fell asleep in the warm familiar breath.

Waking up in a half-dream.

It was Wu Qinjun who drove the RV there!

The spacious and huge RV has everything, and there is a simple shower room.

Shi Qi was so sleepy that he was dragged into the shower by Feng Zhengze.

Feng Zhengze had no choice but to get on the bed before rubbing against Shi Qi. He had already had enough sleep. Although he hadn't slept well for half a month, he only needed a few hours of good sleep to replenish his sleep.

Shi Qi was still in a daze, and Feng Zhengze didn't have the awareness of taking advantage of others' danger at all, so he half coaxed and half lured him to make all the preparations.

The belated match made Shi Qi feel a little uncomfortable, but he didn't sleep awake, he subconsciously hooked Feng Zhengze's neck in a half-dream and half-awake, and made a little humming sound, but Feng Zhengze's domineering and urgent everything swallow.

The RV is anti-vibration and sound-absorbing, and the bodyguards outside the night watch are very professional, and they don't even blink their eyelids.

Feng Zhengze turned Shi Qi over and did it again, this time he was not so gentle, he bit the back of Shi Qi's neck with a hint of hatred, Shi Qi was bitten and screamed in pain, woke up and called him a dog ?Feng Zhengze teased him badly, and said, "I'm a dog, so what are you? A bone gnawed by a dog?"

Shi Qi gave him an elbow without mercy.

Later, Shi Qi also woke up.

He refused to sleep anymore, took out the flashlight in the RV, and wanted to take Feng Zhengze up the mountain to see the cave where he was seriously injured.

Because the village relies on farming to make a living, the trails on the mountain have to be walked all year round, and they are not buried by weeds, and the same goes for the caves.

Both of them were wrapped in thick clothes, and thick ropes were wrapped around their calves from the ankle to the top. According to Shi Qi's words, although most snakes hibernate in winter, it is difficult to guarantee that there will be no accidents. Be safe, it's unlucky to encounter something that is bite-proof!

But they are not unlucky.

What's more, there are bodyguards guarding the front and back, and going up the mountain is like the emperor going on tour in micro-clothes.

The last time I was here was five years ago.

Revisiting the old place, I found that the cave in my memory has become smaller and shallower. Now there are only hoes, small benches and straw hats temporarily deposited by some villagers.

"Very high."

Shi Qi stood outside the cave and looked into the distance.

In fact, there is darkness in sight. Compared with the prosperous city A that never sleeps, the small village is dark and quiet after falling into a peaceful sleep. There is only one RV brightly lit inside and outside, and there are parked cars with bright high beams around it. car.

Feng Zhengze walked to his side and stood still.

Shi Qi looked at the trail going up the mountain. He didn't feel it before, but now he saw it trembling and steep, and said with emotion: "I was only a little old before, and I moved you to such a high cave by myself. Come on, I don't know how to do it."

"Then you snatched the knife from such a strong kidnapper." Feng Zhengze said, "Other children have already cried and called their father and mother. Are you not afraid of death?"

"Scared."

Shi Qi curled his lips, "But I'm not really scared, I just don't think you can die."

"Why not?" The two had never talked about this topic in the past five years. Since Feng Zhengze had decided to accompany Shi Qi, he had no intention of avoiding it, and asked, "You didn't know me at that time."

"It's a pity that such a beautiful person as you is going to be killed."

Feng Zhengze raised his eyebrows, but rather surprised, he smiled slightly.

"Can't see it, little color embryo?"

"Hey." Shi Qi smiled innocently, without denying it.

Feng Zhengze turned to look at him.

Shi Qi's gaze was still looking at him from a distance, and he didn't seem to notice that Feng Zhengze was looking at him, or he did, and said softly: "Feng Zhengze, what's the matter with you and Su Qinghe? Let me tell you, I only ask you this time, you can think it through before you talk."

Feng Zhengze looked into his eyes, but Shi Qi didn't look at him, he couldn't tell what kind of emotion Shi Qi was in when he asked this question.

"It's a special friend."

"Special and important, right?" Shi Qi asked lightly.

Feng Zhengze didn't answer.

Shi Qi didn't wait for a long time, he asked another question: "Then if you can do it all over again, will you still give Su Qinghe the project I made with my team?"

Feng Zhengze thought about it in silence.

"Whoa!"

"I see." Shi Qi's tone was very sudden, he spread his arms casually, and said, "I've seen it, let's go down the mountain!"

Feng Zhengze followed behind Shi Qi.

The way down the mountain is quieter than the way up.

Halfway through the walk, Feng Zhengze suddenly said in a low voice: "You said 'people like me don't understand', what kind of person do you think I am? Tonight I had Lin Chengtian's hand cut off, you hate me , will you think I'm cruel and bloody?"

"cruel?"

Shi Qi smiled, "Then you don't know, I was ignorant when I was a child, when I was in junior high school, I wanted to use dichlorvos, a highly poisonous herbicide similar to paraquat, and add it to Lin Chengtian's meals to poison him to death! But I was afraid that my mother and I would accidentally eat it. Later, I thought about chopping off his head while he was drunk like a dead pig, but I even struggled to cut a piece of pig bone. It was definitely me, so I didn't dare."

Feng Zhengze chuckled lightly, "Little brat has a lot of thoughts?"

"Haha, and I learned how to fight so well from a group of bastards!" Shi Qi continued: "I thought at the time, when I learn well, I will hit me back when Lin Chengtian hits me! Let him never dare to be casual again. Bullying me and my mother! Our boss often said, 'If you are not ruthless, your status is not stable', if you are too kind, you will be bullied, and my mother is like that."

"Rural women generally depend on men to live."

"Yes." Shi Qi said: "In the eyes of rural people, if a woman does not marry, she is sick, a different kind, and a crime so heinous that she will be stabbed in the back repeatedly! Widows are even more unlucky. It is unlucky for a widow to kill her husband. I am the son of a widow. I'm also a dead star. I've heard them say bad things about my mother several times, saying that we pointed at the men in the whole village to make a living, and I don't know what shameful things we did behind the scenes. In addition to these, they also swear even worse .”

"So when my mother told me that I was going to have a father soon, I was very happy. That day I took the test with two hundred points very seriously, and took the test paper home to show Lin Chengtian, but that night he Drunk, he yelled at me for a little bastard and raised his hand to beat me, I fell to the ground and fell into a daze, I didn't even yell out "Dad."

"It's a good thing I didn't yell, otherwise I would be disgusted by myself to the point of vomiting."

After the words fell, the two sides were silent.

After a long time, Feng Zhengze moved his lips, wanting to say something, "Actually..."

"Ah, it's here!" Shi Qi breathed a sigh of relief, and strode forward, crossed a century-old bridge, and passed a few small fields, which were the empty foundations where villagers usually used to dry corn and millet, and now they were full of cars. Feng Zhengze said: "Feng Zhengze, go back to the RV and go to bed early, I'm going to find my mother."

Feng Zhengze stood still, he didn't say anything just now, his mood turned bad almost instantly!

"What are you going back to do? Take your mother back to City A tomorrow, and I will have someone settle her properly."

"I can arrange it myself."

"What can you house with your own?"

As soon as Feng Zhengze's words fell, his words were bad, and he had to lead into the minefield if he said something wrong!Just as he was about to change his words, Shi Qi said calmly, "You can't just keep walking, can you? If you are snatched away, cry for a while, and then look for it again after crying. What's the use of crying all the time."

"The project is the same, and the people are the same." Shi Qi smiled brightly but deliberately, "It's mine, and it was taken away. I have no ability. It's not mine, and I don't want it. Whoever wants to take it will take it away. It seems that whoever leaves will not be able to live, what a big deal, right? People, it’s good to learn a lot of wisdom.”

Feng Zhengze felt uncomfortable. I don't know if he was thinking too much. He felt that there was something in Shi Qi's words, "What do you mean?"

"It means..." Shi Qi put his hands in his pockets, "Some words are too clear and meaningless, but never again, Feng Zhengze, I have seen Lin Chengtian beat my mother, and I was beaten to death by Lin Chengtian. Tone, I hate domestic violence scumbags the most in my life. Others can hit me, but you can't, you've already hit me once, if you do it again, we'll break up. "

Feng Zhengze took a heavy breath and tightened his facial lines.

He doesn't like the word Shiqiti! !

Feng Zhengze wanted to speak, but Shi Qi didn't give him a chance, and immediately said: "Also, I already know how special and important Su Qinghe is to you, but I only allow this to happen once, and there will be another time, When I have a conflict with him, and you want to protect him and disregard my interests, then we will also break up. Since you care so much, you can go and make friends with him, and get the best of both worlds without delay."

"I'm not one to throw in the towel, but I'm not one to afford to lose either."

Shi Qi looked at Feng Zhengze fixedly from a distance of three meters, and said word by word: "I like you to death."

"A word of yours can make me laugh or cry. I regard you as more important than my life. But regardless of status, family background, everyone has only one heart. No one is more than anyone else, and no one is more special than anyone else. .”

"My heart has two sides. If someone stomps hard, I may not feel pain or itching, but if you poke it lightly, I will definitely feel heart-piercing."

"Just because I like you and care about you, I also care about what I am in your heart. I hope you don't put me first, but you must also consider my feelings."

"There's such a big difference between us, it's hard to ask for empathy. After so many days, you still don't know, so I'll tell you clearly now."

"If you commit the above two points again, we will break up."

"Of course, you may not take such a threat to heart." Shi Qi felt his heart was bleeding, "You can also unilaterally refuse to break up, or deliberately target me, it doesn't matter, because it will definitely be consumed slowly. My love to you."

"When one day I don't love you anymore."

Shi Qi was so painful that he laughed instead, and said, "Even if you help Su Qinghe take away all my things and beat me to death for him, my heart won't hurt any more."

"Okay, when we're done talking, call me on your cell phone."

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