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?? Aunt Fourteen did not agree.

?? She just finished telling Duan Yuan to leave tonight, and her relationship with the other party has long been incompatible.

?? Aunt Fourteen was glad that she was a woman. If it was a man, judging by Duan Yu'an's expression, she probably would have done it long ago.

?? So, she refused to give up the driver's seat no matter what.

?? Duan Yuan is in a completely passive position.

??Because of the sudden incident, he forgot to bring his mobile phone with him when he went out just now, so he can't contact Qi Le right now.

?? Team Fang's doctor clearly told him thousands of times that Qi Le must never be allowed to face the [incentive] alone.

?? [Incentives] Not only can cure diseases, but also bring strong stimulation to the patient's emotions and nerves, causing stress reactions.

?? This stress response varies from person to person and can be large or small.

?? For some people, it may be over after crying aloud.Others experience "allergy" symptoms such as fainting or difficulty breathing.

??Fang Xiaoqi said that if this happens to Qi Le, he must be separated from the [incentive] immediately.

??Because of the continuous and severe stress response, the patient will enter a state of self-defense, thereby splitting and producing another personality to avoid these injuries.

?? That's what she said too, backfired.

?? Duan Yuan's inner anxiety became more and more intense.

?? Roughly estimated, it has been more than half an hour since they left Qi Le's house. Even if they return at the fastest speed, it will take 15 minutes to get home.

?? Not to mention that Aunt Fourteen is now holding the steering wheel. According to her unhurried driving method, by the time they return to Shiwei Town, it will be too late.

Duan Yuan held back his anger and tried his best to maintain a polite tone: "Then please call Lele now and tell him not to go up to the third floor alone."

?? "Be sure to wait for me to go back."

??Aunt Fourteen wished that Duan Yu'an would leave Shiwei Town immediately, and never see Qi Le again.Naturally, it is impossible to agree to his request.

?? She put on the airs of an elder, and reminded Duan Yu'an coldly: "Mr. Duan, you are just an outsider, and you have no right to meddle in Qi Le's affairs."

?? "Whether Ah Le goes up to the third floor, or who he goes up with, is none of your business."

??Duan Yuan's emotions have reached the breaking point.

??He suppressed his anger, gritted his teeth, and warned word by word: "If you don't want Lele to have an accident, call him immediately."

Aunt Fourteen thought it was funny, and she concluded that Duan Yuan was trying to scare her.

??She wondered: "Lele is staying at home, what could happen?"

?? "The accident is also because of you."

??Seeing the passage of time every minute and every second, Fourteenth Aunt is not willing to eat, no matter what Duan Yuan says, she is not willing to believe it.

??Duan Yu'an was forced to have no choice but to tell about Qi Le's illness.

?? This belongs to Qi Le's privacy. Without consent, Duan Yu'an actually doesn't want to confess to anyone for him.But Aunt Fourteen was full of hostility towards him, and right now the two of them couldn't communicate normally at all.

?? "When Grandpa Lele passed away, why didn't he cry? Don't you find it strange?"

"Also, why did Lele's grandfather lock the third floor, and why did Lele suddenly unlock the third floor..."

?? "These are all related to his illness."

?? The root cause of Duan Yu'an's uneasiness is also here. The child's obsession with curing the disease is too deep. He is worried that Qi Le will act impulsively when he is not around.

After finishing speaking, Duan Yuan pinched the bridge of his nose, looking irritable and tired, he said in a hoarse voice: "Lele is really not safe at home alone."

??The opened third floor was like a Pandora's box full of temptations to Qi Le.

?? Let him be alone at home for a second, the danger will be more serious.

After listening to Duan Yu'an's words, Aunt Fourteen was dubious: "You talk nonsense, how could Ah Le get this kind of disease."

?? Affective disorder, isn't it neuropathy? !

??Duan Yu reassured and said tiredly: "Every sentence is true."

?? Aunt Fourteen pinched the steering wheel, hesitated and struggled for a few minutes, and finally pulled over the car and stopped.

??"you drive."

??She opened the door and got out of the car, her voice trembling: "I, I'm calling."

?? No matter what Duan Yuan said is true or not, she cannot risk her nephew's safety.Let the two people break up, put it aside for now, and talk about it later.

?? Duan Yuan sat in the driver's seat, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and drove towards Shiwei Town at the fastest speed.Aunt Fourteen called Qi Le several times, but no one answered.

?? This made her a little flustered. When the locksmith called just now, he said that he was already nearby and would be there soon.

??Aunt Fourteen counted the time and said to herself: "Isn't it already unlocked?"

?? Duan Yu'an's face turned pale again, he overtook several cars in a row, and said in a deep voice, "Call that locksmith for a try."

?? Aunt Fourteen hastily called the locksmith, but no one answered.

?? She felt strange: "Why can't these two people get through on the phone..."

?? Hearing this, Duan Yuan stepped on the accelerator even harder. Aunt Fourteen glanced at the speedometer panel, wanting to remind the driver to pay attention to the speed.

?? But when she looked up and saw Duan Yuan's gloomy expression, she swallowed the words silently.She held on to her seat belt and continued on the phone.

??At the same time, Qi Le's home.

?? The harsh sound of the chainsaw resounded throughout the room, drowning out all the surrounding sounds.

??Shiwei Town is humid all year round. The lock on the iron chain has been rusted due to years of non-use. The locksmith tried several methods, but they could not pry the lock open.

??In the end, only □□.

?? When Aunt Fourteen called, the locksmith was sawing the chain with a chainsaw. Sparks were flying everywhere, and the phone in his pocket could not be heard ringing at all.

?? Qi Le couldn't stand the noise, so he covered his ears and hid outside the room.His mobile phone was thrown on the sofa with Duan Yuan's, and it stopped ringing, stopped ringing again.

??The sharp chainsaw sound lasted for 5 minutes, the room became quiet again, and Qi Le returned to the second floor.

?? With a soft bang, the iron chain fell to the ground, and the iron door that had been dusted for a year was opened, making a creaking sound.

??The locksmith knelt down to pack the tools. His hands were covered with rust, black and dirty, so he didn't go to pick up the phone.

??The locksmith smiled at Qi Le and said, "Sister Zhou and I are old acquaintances, so I won't accept the unlocking fee."

??Besides, the lock was sawed open by him, so he was ashamed to accept the money.

??Qi Le said thanks.

??Without the cover of the iron gate, a gust of dark wind suddenly swept down from the stairwell on the third floor and blew directly onto Qi Le's face. The wind must have been locked up for many years, full of stale smell.

The locksmith standing next to Qi Le also smelled the stench, he frowned and reminded Qi Le: "Young man, you have a lot of mold upstairs, while it's still sunny, go up and open the window to get some air. .”

??"I go first."

??The locksmith was rushing to deal with the next order of business. He left in a hurry, completely oblivious to Qi Le's expression.

??Qi Le stood alone in the same place, the dark wind just now made him a little distracted.He didn't know if it was an illusion, but he always felt that there seemed to be other familiar smells mixed in that gust of wind.

??The sun that finally emerged was covered by dark clouds, the corridor lights were not turned on, the entire second floor was dark, and there was dead silence everywhere.

??Duan Yu'an hasn't come back yet, Qi Le still remembers what Doctor Fang told him, and he must never face the [incentive] alone without being accompanied by anyone.

?? Although he thought so, Qi Le couldn't move his feet. All his attention was attracted by the stairs leading to the third floor.

?? At the end of the unknown darkness, there seemed to be a small voice that kept urging him to go up.

?? If you don't go up, it will be too late.

??…

??Qi Le's reaction is actually a normal mental feedback for patients with anaffective disorder when faced with [incentives]. The pathology is similar to PTSD, and it is the part of the memory that is selectively forgotten.

?? In this state, Qi Le's brain is completely chaotic. With the restoration of memory, the past scenes will resurface.

??And Qi Le will gradually become confused which part is reality and which part is memory.

?? If Duan Yu'an was beside him at this time, he could be dragged out of this chaotic understanding in time.

??Unfortunately he is not here.

??Qi Le had to be alone, and fell into the bottomless memories.

??Unconsciously, he held onto the dusty handrails of the stairs, climbed up the stairs, and slowly, step by step, walked towards the summer when he was 16 years old...

??***

??Four years ago, Shiwei Town in midsummer.

??At two o'clock in the afternoon, it was the time when the sun was at its most venomous. It was extremely hot, and there was no trace of wind among the treetops. Only Xia Chan was calling tirelessly.

?? Qi Le took the tiramisu that his grandfather bought for him, went up to the study on the third floor, and sat down in front of the computer desktop.

??Today is the day when the IELTS results will be released. As long as he gets a score of 6, he can study abroad after taking the exam.

??Qi Le is still very confident in his English scores. He dug a mouthful of tiramisu into his mouth, then calmly opened the website and entered his information.

??The score was not unexpected, 6.5 points, which met the admission requirements of Juilliard.

??But Qi Le couldn't be happy.

??Because a few days ago, a big event happened at home—the parents quarreled.

??Qi Le grew up so old, it was the first time he saw his parents argue.

?? That quarrel was without warning and extremely intense. The two of them refused to give in to each other, and they quarreled from night to dawn.

?? After the fight ended, my father left the house and never came back.

?? And the mother has completely changed. After she brought Qi Le back to Shiwei Town, she didn't speak again, and sat on the sofa with a gloomy face all day long.

?? Sometimes just sit for an afternoon.

??Every late at night, when the surrounding fields are quiet, Qi Le can always hear clearly the sound of his mother crying from the next room.

??Qi Le is not a fool. From the content of his parents' quarrel, he can easily guess that it is because his father has other women and children outside.

??Father finally chose another family.

?? But Qi Le couldn't figure out why his father abandoned them.

??Qi Le looked at the score table on the computer, and sent a video invitation to his father by accident.

?? If he behaves better, his father will come back?

??The video invitation rang for a long time, but at the last second, it was changed to a voice call by the other party.A familiar voice came from the receiver.

??"What's wrong?"

??Qi Le listened to his father's emotionless voice, and thought of his leaving back, and suddenly panicked.

??Qi Le pretended to be calm, and said in a brisk tone: "Dad, my IELTS result is out..."

??"Um."

??The other party replied coldly, as if he didn't care about Qi Le's test score at all.

?? "Anything else?"

??Qi Le tried hard to find a topic, wanting to continue the conversation: "...Dad, where are you now? When will you be back?"

?? The other party immediately alerted: "Your mother asked you to ask? Is she next to you?"

??"I……"

?? Before Qi Le had time to deny it, the mobile phone placed on the table was suddenly snatched away.

??Qi Le turned around suddenly.

??Behind him at some point stood a crazy woman with disheveled hair, her face was old and her face was gone.

?? But in Qi Le's impression, she shouldn't be like this.

??She should dress herself dignifiedly and beautifully at all times, even when drinking water, her little finger is in an elegant posture.

??She screamed into the phone: "Liu Beiqin, you are not a fucking human!"

?? "I shouldn't fucking believe that you really love me!!"

?? "You are a fucking beast!"

??Qi Le was startled by these vulgar words. He had never heard his mother say such vulgar words.Qi Le stood up from his chair, instinctively trying to escape.

??The mother was still roaring hysterically, and the father on the other end of the phone seemed to say something, with an extremely cold and indifferent tone.

??Qi Le wanted to listen to the content carefully, but was disturbed by the continuous sound of cicadas outside the window.

?? only heard a blur.

?? Dazed, Qi Le felt a sense of pressure on his neck. The pressure was so strong that it made him difficult to breathe.

?? Qi Le raised his eyes suddenly, and found that his mother was pinching his neck with both hands, and her beautiful eyes were covered with terrifying red blood.

?? ferocious face.

??He heard her say in a hateful tone: "It's all your fault, it's all your fault, if it weren't for you..."

?? "Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today..."

?? "Your birth was a mistake!"

??.

??Qi Fei'er put all her strength into her grip and held on tightly to Qi Le's neck until Qi Le's eyes gradually lost focus and collapsed on the ground. She didn't intend to let go.

??Qi Le's grandfather heard the quarrel and caught up, and was shocked by Qi Fei'er's behavior, breaking out in a cold sweat.

??He broke his daughter's hand hard and said angrily, "Are you crazy? This is your own son!!"

?? "How much hatred wants to strangle him?!"

??Qi Fei'er was pushed aside and suddenly regained consciousness.

?? She looked at Qi Le who was lying on the ground, his whole face turned liver-colored due to lack of oxygen, and a trace of guilt flashed in her eyes.

?? She looked down at her hands and smiled wistfully.

?? "Yes, Ah Le is my own son, what can he do wrong?"

?? "It was my fault, the fault was that I shouldn't have given birth to him."

?? "Dad, I'm sorry, it's my daughter who is unfilial."

?? After Qi Fei'er finished speaking the last sentence, she suddenly stood up and rushed to the desk. She picked up the utility knife in the pen holder and scratched at her neck without hesitation.

??The cicadas outside the window were louder and louder, the sun was still dazzling and hot, and the wind never came.The study room was terribly quiet, and the temperature hit the freezing point.

??Qi Feier was wearing her favorite white dress. Blood gushed out from the wound, instantly dyeing the dress red. The excess blood fell on the wooden floor, winding like a river.

??Qi Le saw this scene before he passed out completely.

??.

??Cold tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes. Qi Le only had regret and self-blame in his heart. He muttered to himself: Mom, I'm sorry, it's my fault, can you please don't leave me...

?? If it wasn't for the phone call he made to his father, things wouldn't have turned out this way.

??If only time could be turned back, if he could stop in time...

??As the facts of the past became clear, those emotions that had been suppressed for four years finally broke out in an instant.

??All love and hatred, grief and remorse are intertwined, pressing on Qi Le's body, making it more and more difficult for him to breathe.

??Qi Le thought to himself, this might be his best ending...

??***

?? While sleeping in a daze, Qi Le felt that he had left the cold floor and was hugged tightly in his arms. The light woody fragrance was entwined with gentle warmth.

??Qi Le also seemed to hear a nice voice, deep and deep, not like the voice that grandpa and his old man can make.

?? That voice clearly came from a very far away place, but it fell on my ears clearly.

??Who is the one?

??Qi Le heard a voice shouting "Le Le" eagerly.

?? Over and over again, tirelessly.

?? Lele?

?? Are you calling him?

?? This name makes Qi Le feel very novel.

??Because no one has ever called him that, everyone has always called him "A Lok".

??Qi Le tried hard to open his eyes to see who the owner of the voice was.

?? But he found that the body simply does not obey.

??He was trapped in this darkness and couldn't find the exit...

??The author has something to say: another chapter.

?? In the future, sweetness will be left.