Life is not easy, the lead singer farms

??The administrator was taken aback by the guest's sudden "confession", he couldn't figure it out: "Oh... oh, he is your boyfriend, boyfriend..."

"Then...does your boyfriend consider coming here as a coach?"

?? "The salary is really high."

?? Qi Le squeezed out a word in a daze: "...No."

??No, the point is not the coaching nor the salary, okay? ?

??[Boyfriend] is the key word!

?? The administrator's attitude left Qi Le speechless, so why did he come back on purpose?

??Qi Le felt like a super, super stupid.

?? During the silent confrontation, a light laugh came from outside the door.

?? When Qi Le heard the laughter, he froze immediately. With red ears, he hurriedly said goodbye to the administrator. When he walked out, he saw someone leaning against the wall. Neither sunglasses nor a mask could stop the smile on his face.

??ah------! ! !

?? This person must have heard it all, Qi Le was going crazy in his heart.He stayed away, wanting to bury himself in the snow and never see anyone again.

??Duan Yu'an fished him back from the snow with a suppressed smile, pampered the top of his head, and said, "Aren't you brave just now? Why are you embarrassed now?"

?? Thinking of his behavior just now, Qi Le's face turned red, and he shyly changed the topic: "You, why did you come here?"

?? Duan Yuan took his hand and walked slowly towards the parking lot, "I see that you have been absent-minded and depressed since the very beginning."

?? Duan Yu'an remembered the scene of the confrontation between the child and the administrator, and couldn't help but smile inwardly. Then he changed the subject and started talking nonsense again.

?? "I thought you were angry that I rejected those two girls for you..."

?? "I'm afraid that you want to find them to add WeChat when you turn around, so I followed them to have a look."

??A certain person has professionally dumped pot for 100 years, Qi Le was taken aback by him, and hurriedly defended himself: "I didn't!"

?? "I don't want their WeChat!"

?? "Know you don't."

?? Duan Yu'an squeezed Qi Le's face, opened the door of the passenger seat for him, and said with a light smile, "You're just kidding, do you still want to bury yourself in the snow?"

?? Being teased by Duan Yu'an, Qi Le's shyness disappeared a lot. He lowered his head and said in a daze, "I don't want to."

?? Duan Yuan smiled lightly: "Well, I thought you didn't want me anymore."

?? Back in the villa, Duan Yuan sat on the sofa, pulled Qi Le over and kissed him fiercely, and he let go of his eyes before he let go of his lips.

??He slid his thumb over the corner of Qi Le's mouth, pressed it against his forehead, and asked in a deep voice, "I want the whole world to know that I am your boyfriend?"

??Qi Le shook his head: "...No."

?? Duan Yu'an's tone and expression were quite regrettable: "But I think so."

?? Qi Le was taken aback, and whispered: "Yes, but you are a big star... If... If it is made public, many fans will definitely be unhappy, right?"

??Qi Le stayed in the hotel two days ago, checked a lot of news about Duan Yuan on his mobile phone, and finally had a thorough understanding of his boyfriend's popularity and traffic.

?? Such a popular person, if their love relationship is known to the outside world, it will definitely bring a lot of trouble to Duan Yuan.

??So Qi Le felt that it was better not to make it public.

??After listening to the child's words, Duan Yu'an was stunned for a moment, feeling guilty in his heart.

??He just wanted to protect Qi Le and try not to expose him to the public's attention, but he ignored the other party's desire to make it public.

??Yeah, no one likes a sneaky underground love, it's because he didn't think carefully.

?? Duan Yuan explained: "Honey, I don't make it public, not because of those reasons."

?? "It's... because of you."

?? Qi Le blinked, puzzled: "Because of me?"

??"why?"

?? Why else.

?? Duan Yuan smiled helplessly, and suddenly mentioned his past to Qi Le: "Do you know why our band is called Seeker?"

??Seeker, the translation looks like [seeker], a band that exists to explore the truth of music.

?? At the beginning of founding Seeker, Duan Yuan was running for this idea. He hoped that the band would not be bound by the world, and only make the purest music.

??Actually, Duan Yuan's road to fame did not go smoothly at the beginning.

??In order to freely pursue music dreams, Duan Yuan refused to immigrate to Switzerland with his parents that year, but chose to stay in Beijing.

?? Duan Yuan is the only child in the family, this move directly touched the bottom line of his parents.In order to force their son to compromise, they cut off all of Duan Yuan's sources of income.

?? They even rented out the only house in Beijing.

??Thinking of those impoverished days in the past, Duan Yuan was full of emotion, "Baby, can you imagine? How miserable I was at that time, and I couldn't go back home."

?? "And all the money I had at that time was spent on buying musical instruments, and even eating became a problem."

??Qi Le frowned distressedly.

??Duan Yuan kissed him on the forehead, and continued to say indifferently: "My dad heard about my miserable situation, and even called to ridicule me, saying that I can't hold on for a year at most, so I will obediently go to Switzerland to find him."

?? "Fortunately, I met an underground band organization later, and the boss there took me in."

?? It was also in that underground band that Duan Yuan met Zhou Man, and later the Seeker squad.

??The band's boss has a keen eye, and he can see at a glance that Duan Yu'an is a piece of jade in the rough. He bridged Seeker's relationship and sent the four of them into the entertainment circle through their connections.

?? "When I first signed the contract, the producer in the company did not allow me to sing the songs I wrote, saying that the melodies I wrote were too niche and not popular."

??According to the producer, only what the public likes is the trend and the trend.

??Duan Yuan was only 19 years old at the time. He was an arrogant and unruly age, and his temper was hundreds of times more stubborn than now.

?? He did not agree with the words of the producer.What kind of music is called popular, and what kind of music is called niche?

?? Who stipulated that this group can only accept one thing??

??Due to the problem of the band's style, the relationship between Duan Yu'an and the company became more and more tense, so he later established his own company.

?? Seeker, who left his old club, has a new position. Under the leadership of captain Duan Yu'an, he runs all the way to Dingliu.

??The band's unexpected popularity, and then becoming the most popular band in Asia, these are all things that Duan Yu'an did not expect.

??As Seeker's out-of-circle songs followed one after another, the fanbase became bigger and bigger.So much so that every time a new album is released, every time a concert is held, it is sold out in seconds.

??Under the guise of huge fame and fortune, Duan Yu'an became more and more concerned about traffic and data, and became more and more afraid of the negative impact of public opinion.

?? He was afraid that if he got involved in some scandal one day, he would ruin the entire future of the band.

??There are too many things to worry about, one after another, pressing on his captain's shoulders, almost making him breathless.

?? Worrying about gains and losses for a long time, Duan Yu'an almost forgot the opportunity to create Seeker.

?? During the hour when the ski resort was completely empty in the morning, Duan Yuan suddenly figured out something.

?? Something that has bothered him for a long time.

??Why did he have insomnia for no reason, why he suddenly suffered from anorexia, and why he couldn't write satisfactory songs for a whole year.

?? In the final analysis, it is not because the original intention is obscured by those things outside the body.

??After figuring this out, the road that I had been confused for a long time finally became clear again.If you want to restore yourself to the previous state, you must first learn to choose.

?? Duan Yuan sneered and said: "In the past, when Seeker was still unknown and had no fans, I told Xiao P and the others, as long as there is still a dream in my heart, as long as the music is not dead."

?? "Then Seeker has the meaning of existence."

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?? These mental journeys cannot be found on the Internet, and only those who are very close to A Huang can hear them.

?? Qi Le looked at Duan Yu'an's serious side face, and sighed in his heart how could this man be so handsome and attractive?

??Qi Le shook his head and said sincerely: "I don't have a second grade at all, I can understand."

??As long as the music does not die, the dream in my heart will always be there.

?? Seeing the child's devout expression, Duan Yu'an laughed. He lowered his head and kissed the back of Qi Le's hand: "Baby, I'm telling you this to tell you that I don't want to make it public because I'm worried about fans losing fans."

?? "Once our relationship is exposed, you will have no privacy for a long time in the future, and you will attract attention wherever you go."

??Just imagining the scene where the children are frantically besieged by reporters and fans makes Duan Yuan feel upset.

?? "I don't want your life because I'm a mess."

??Filtering out all unimportant external factors, the only thing Duan Yuan can care about now is Qi Le's illness.

?? The lost part of the memory of the child is always a time bomb hanging over his head. If he chooses to disclose it rashly at this time, Qi Le's bad things in the past will definitely be picked up by someone with a heart.

?? Team doctor Fang specifically told Qi Le not to be exposed to those things in the past before he was ready and took the initiative to face the [incentive].

?? This is the real reason why Duan Yuan doesn't want to make it public.

??Qi Le didn't speak, he didn't know Duan Yu'an's true thoughts, he was reflecting on himself.

??If it was changed to the past, it doesn't matter if it's the attention of the people, and it doesn't matter if it gets the attention. He never feels uncomfortable because of those things.

?? What's more, his life has long been too bad. It was Duan Yu'an who brought him light.

??Qi Le hoped that one day, he would be able to stand by that person's side without fear.

Driven by this idea, Qi Le hesitated to speak several times. He wanted to tell Duan Yu'an about his illness.

??But it is difficult to tell others that you have a "mental illness".Qi Le struggled in his heart for a long time, he didn't know how to open his mouth.

?? After Duan Yuan found out, what expression would he have?

??Will he...will leave him??

??Qi Le was a little scared.

?? The child's preoccupation and hesitation to speak all fell into Duan Yu'an's eyes.

?? He lightly bit the tip of Qi Le's ear, and said with a smile, "Baby, what are you thinking about absent-mindedly?"

"Didn't I tell you that if you have something to say, don't hide it in your heart?"

??Qi Le was taken aback by his bite. Hearing this sentence, he felt aggrieved and moved: "I, you...you promise first, I said, you...you will not leave me."

?? His voice is getting smaller and smaller, and the last few words are almost inaudible.

?? When Duan Yuan saw the frightened look in the child's eyes, his heart ached and softened. He comforted him softly: "What are you talking about, why should I leave you?"

?? He shook the bracelet on his wrist, and smiled: "Did you forget this? I will be yours for the rest of my life, don't keep thinking about driving me away."

??Qi Le sniffed, and under Duan Yu'an's gentle gaze, he finally mustered up the courage to speak out about his illness.

??Qi Le's father is a psychiatrist. When he was young, he would often hear his father calling at home, discussing different illnesses with others.

??So as early as the beginning, Qi Le actually had a general understanding of his illness.

??It's just that he thought it didn't matter whether it could be cured or not, so he kept letting it go.

??But now...he has someone he wants to take care of.

?? For that person, he can overcome all fears.

?? "I... I want to try to find a psychiatrist and ask if my disease can be cured."

?? "If it can't be cured...you...can you not leave me?"

??Qi Le carefully clutched Duan Yu'an's lapel, and whispered: "I really don't want to be alone anymore..."

??"you!"

?? Duan Yuan got angry: "You really are, how many times do I have to say it before I can remember it?"

?? Hearing the brave confession and humble pleading of the child, Duan Yuan was angry and happy, and his heart still hurt.He pursed his lips, picked him up by the waist, and carried him directly back to the bed in the room on the second floor.

?? When Duan Yu'an lowered his head to kiss Qi Le's Adam's apple, what he thought in his heart was: If he imprints this person now, will he stop thinking wildly and leave him?

??The author has something to say: Su Sui Nian, this article is coming to an end.

??This is the first time to write a purely emotional sweet article, and I found it really annoying.

??If you are in a bad mood, you will get stuck and can't write a word.

??I've tried my best to write in the sweet direction, but I'm not satisfied anyway, alas...

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